This skin further consideration of the deep Despair and depression that James is bearing right now.
His Mission demands that he carry a higher quality of life basically joyful quality of life. James, what is not working, I is asking himself. And the thought that has come to him is, James, look at what you are channeling. The content, degree, duration, the consistency.
Grief and rage and fright and worrit M largely what James has been carried recent days. How can quality of life be any higher? So. Could not.
So, is he to go into denial? Live illusion?
He is to carefully monitor, self monitor, the content of what he is channeling and take great care with the mixture. Is it useful James to so consistently channel grief and rage? Or need you be channeling comPassion and love and attempted goodness that metabolizing that grief and rage sparks in you? Something like that.