This question does not yet torment James, but it is regularly on his mind. If our lives are not lived in opposition to the epidemic, the global pandemic of evil, of selfishness, now destroying everything, then we are part of it, complicit. We are an agent of it. We are spreading it. We are creating fertile ground for it.
James calculation remains at this moment that he is serving the best he knows, by establishing what human health is and has been throughout history, LSGIA being. There may reach a point, and he almost yearns for it, when being in prison, self-immolating, or crying out in some similar dramatic clear unmistakable fashion, is a better way for him to serve.