His note to me:
Subject: Country club of the church.
I seem to be at a place where I have to take action to break away from the country club. I have found an opportunity to try to do the work of Jesus instead of the work of the country club. I am meeting with some people this weekend to talk about this opportunity. I would appreciate your prayers in this since it will be an uprooting experience for my family. But I have a feeling we're ready for it. I think the uprooting of our spirits has been going on for some time. The adventure is coming.
You are in my prayers, and in my Heart. Brother, the central question for all of us, but especially for you, a parent, a husband, now is - What is, what IS Life????????????? Is it pulse? Or is it BEING HEART, Channeling Love, God, Our Father?
What good is it to have 1, 10, 50, 80 years of pulse, comfort, safety, approval of society, house (you, your wife, your children)... if it costs me, or my child, or my wife 1 second, one solitary second, of Channeling Our Father, BEING THEREBY IN Our Father?
And brother, with every passing hour I feel that this is the end time, and therefore the end time for your children, your greatest personal responsibility (but NOT your only 'Immediate' Family). In my dad's generation, how many men weren't torn - do I go and enlist, or do I stay home? And how many wives, how many children were torn about their dad's going? Many, I suspect, tho public sentiment was on the side of the dads.
We, WE are going to bring Christ, the Spirit of Love, God, Our Father down to earth now, again, in our Hearts, or it is Armageddon in a host of forms. THIS is the great battle, dwarfing WWII. And brother, those of us that enlist have given those around us, those closest to us, the chance of Life. The rest is up to Our Father. 'NO ONE comes to me except that the Father brings him.' But you'll have done your part - sewn the seed.
Does the responsible person, the medical doctor for example, ignore the wishes of her patient? No. BUT DOES SHE LET THEIR DESIRES DICTATE HER ACTIONS? Never. It is not her's to impose. But it is her ultimate responsibility to decide for herself how to best serve her patient, in ultimate humility, but she, NEVER her patient(s) must decide what she will offer. THIS IS WHAT SHE OWES HER PATIENTS. This is what we owe our spouse, our bio-children more than anything. The rest, is up to Our Father.
Brother, are you going to follow Our Father? Or man? I tremble with you.
This is our final hour. If we don't become the prayer of The Miracle, the Channeling of Our Father, Jesus, Christ, none will be Saved, including, especially for you, your bio-children, your wife. If you do take Our Father's Will as your own, it still will be up to Him the outcome; but only in saying 'Yes' will you have Loved, Served, done your Duty to your wife, and bio-children. This was Abraham's Divine, Correct choice. Always the correct choice - Heart/Conscience/Channeling Our Father. 99.99999999999% of us Sacrifice our Children, KILL our children, our Spouses on the alter of not-conscience, not-God, not-Universal-Family.
You are in my Heart, and Prayers.
Your brother forever, no matter what,
ps: 100% of anything and EVERYTHING I ever share with you or anyone, ever, is what I've had to discover, learn, use to find Life in this Dead world, including -
In all my life I have only three live 'models' of what Godly, Life-giving Parenting looks like -
1. The co-captains of the blighted Chester PA Salvation Army whose kids, about 6 (girl) and 11 (boy) were brought up in and around the Salvation Army with all the destitute you can imagine were there. Thereby they were given little or no chance to imagine the deadliest of all Lies - that we are NOT all 1 Family, especially with and to the least of these.
2. What I heard in a brief news clip about 4 years ago - maybe you heard too. As I recall it was Haiti, a Fundamentalist US (yuck, usually) family had just had their children returned by hostage takers, unharmed by some miracle. 'You are of course returning to the US, now, right?' the reporter asked. 'No,' the parents replied. 'Our understanding is that Our Father wishes us to stay here in our work.'
3. MLK Jr, who's bio-fam he kept on death threat, as was he, by staying the course Our Father set for him. From what I can see, NONE of his bio-children selected Life as his path offered them. Same with Gandhi's kids. But that was NEVER under MLK's control, only to make the offer was ever under his control, and I can speak for one non-bio-kid who found Life at long last because of his brother MLK's choice. Me.
'1 Father. That makes us all 1 Family. No double standards - Hypocrisy. GET ON WITH IT.' This is the ENTIRE, WHOLE, COMPLETE GOOD NEWS.
We are not here to survive. We are here to Serve.