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9.23.2018

Straight, gay, bisexual, whatever, I don't want to know about your sex life. I don't....

Straight, gay, bisexual, whatever, I don't want to know about your sex life. I don't want to know about my sex life except that thank goodness I waste no time on that anymore. But I certainly don't want to waste time on yours or anyone else's. What a pitiful waste of life.
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5.28.2013

***** nd '2013 Westerners are Maryrs, "Witnesses," of the Flesh, suiciding their Consiences to save the Flesh of their 'dear' ones. Unviolent Warriors, Christ-likes, Apostles of Loving, are Martyr's, "Witnesses," of the Spirit, suiciding their Flesh to save the Spirit, Soul, Heart... of their Dear one's, uh, every creature, humans first.' Loving

***** [reworded] nd '2013 Westerners are Maryrs, "Witnesses," of the Flesh, suiciding their Consiences to save the Flesh of their 'dear' ones.  Unviolent Warriors, Christ-likes, Apostles of Loving, are Martyr's, "Witnesses," of the Spirit, suiciding their Flesh to save the Spirit, Soul, Heart... of their Dear one's, uh, every creature, humans first.' Loving

3.03.2013

nd 'My beloved older sister, not unkindly, has written to say, for the umteenth time, that no matter that I'm dying, I remain sufficiently worthless to her, that I remain just a prop in her life, unworthy of understanding in my own right. It has ever been thus with her, and my mom before her; and thus she treats all. They don't, they won't, they refuse to know better. I don't take it personally. I Love her not one spec less due to this. So typical in our society. There are few exceptions.' Loving [uh, yes, she phrased it differently. Hypocrisy, a clinical condition, never is Honest, Truthful, Direct.] [LOL. Jesus had exactly the same experience; and still does today, with us all.]

nd 'My beloved older sister, not unkindly, has written to say, for the umteenth time, that no matter that I'm dying, I remain sufficiently worthless to her, that I remain just a prop in her life, unworthy of understanding in my own right.  It has ever been thus with her, and my mom before her; and thus she treats all.  They don't, they won't, they refuse to know better. I don't take it personally.  I Love her not one spec less due to this. So typical in our society.  There are few exceptions.'  Loving [uh, yes, she phrased it differently. Hypocrisy, a clinical condition, never is Honest, Truthful, Direct.] [LOL. Jesus had exactly the same experience; and still does today, with us all.]

2.22.2013

Psychological effects of bullying can last years. Reuters

Psychological effects of bullying can last years

Reuters - ‎17 hours ago‎
By Genevra Pittman. NEW YORK | Thu Feb 21, 2013 1:07pm EST. NEW YORK (Reuters Health) - Kids who were bullied and acted as bullies themselves were at higher risk for depression, anxiety and panic disorder years down the line, in a new study.

2.17.2013

***** nd 'The 350.org, church... February 17th DC folks - Proof of studies that we've destroyed in ourselves our capacity for Empathy, Moral Vision, Compassion, Humanity.... These are high intellect, Head, Flesh, near-zero Heart humanoids. ALL HOPE is in the middle, the Center, where some Humanity, Heart, is in evidence - Organizing for Action; alongside Pr. Obama.' Loving

[McKibben, 350.org, Joseph Romm, February 17 2013, Keystone XL, White House, Washington, DC, Tar Sands]   ***** nd 'The 350.org, church... February 17th DC folks - Proof of studies that we've destroyed in ourselves our capacity for Empathy, Moral Vision, Compassion, Humanity....  These are high intellect, Head, Flesh, near-zero Heart humanoids.  ALL HOPE is in the middle, the Center, where some Humanity, Heart, is in evidence - Organizing for Action; alongside Pr. Obama.' Loving

2.15.2013

nd ' "Donkey Body" - Francis of Assisi thought of his, that way. Me too now, thank Goodness (God). My Avatar - nothing more, nothing less, nothing else. The Christ Spirit, Loving, knows nothing other than this, ever. We are here to Serve our Neediest, never to serve the avatar.' Loving

nd ' "Donkey Body" - Francis of Assisi thought of his, that way.  Me too now, thank Goodness (God). My Avatar - nothing more, nothing less, nothing else.  The Christ Spirit, Loving, knows nothing other than this, ever.  We are here to Serve our Neediest, never to serve the avatar.' Loving

2.03.2013

***** nd 'Hypocrite - 'One acting a part, cultural role (r, c, lft).' From the Greek. 99.999999% of us all. 'True Being,' is the alternative.' Loving informed by Tolstoy.

***** nd 'Hypocrite - 'One acting a part, cultural role (r, c, lft).' From the Greek. 99.999999% of us all. 'True Being,' is the alternative.'  Loving informed by Tolstoy.

'The Scribe, the Pharisee, the Priest... asked themselves, 'If I stop to help this man, what will happen to me. The Good Samaritan asked himself a different question, 'If I do NOT stop to help this man, what will happen to Him.' MLK Jr. (MORE)

 TOTALLY UNREASONABLE what the Good Samaritan did on that dangerous road, but presumably, it was the stuff of Life, to the wounded man on the side of the road.  THE WAY YOU SWOOPED IN LIKE A BANSHEE, WHEN YOUR DEAREST FRIEND WAS IN DIRE NEED, WAS UNREASONABLE, by all measures. NO ONE ELSE LIFTED
A FINGER.  But your unreasonableness Saved them; possibly
their very life.  SHOULD YOU HAVE DONE WHAT YOU DID!!?!?!  Well, who
knows.  But you DID, and it was Life Giving, Saving, to them, of all that they are, and all that they could be.  That's a fact.

1.24.2013

***** 01.24.13 D20-2 Under MASSIVE ASSAULT by my Fleshly Spirit

I don't exaggerate.  It is quite excruciating, a level of attack by my fleshly spirit I don't recall the like of in 8-10 years.

The addict, me, raging affloholic, that has been 'clean' for a decade, strongly of my Heart, the Loving Spirit, and all of a sudden under massive temptation to relapse?  Uh, that would be me right now.

Does the addict relapse?  I won't.

Does the addict WANT to relapse?  Probably not!  Not the "REAL" person within the avatar gone wild.  I DON'T!  But the Fleshly Spirit?  Well, the story goes that it gave Jesus one Hell of a run for his money at one point!  Sure is doing the same with me right now.

My 'world,' my 'battlefield' of 10 years now is pretty well ripped away - not the need, not the impending Ecocide... and the other issues I've been dying to resolve, but the battlefield.  This is a Good thing, but my Strategic View of the world, well founded, long and arduously built, has been a Pillar of my Spiritual Life, and it is ripped away, largely, by Pr. Obama and Organizing for Action emerging as a better way to Fight.

This umpteenth Hunger Strike in an older, much more tired than ever body.  And particularly exhausted as it struggles now to metabolize calories.

The Cancer - 6 months of debilitating Chemo, to Start.  In a DC homeless shelter, where I need to be, with the concerns of security, theft, disease, lack of privacy....  The solitude.

All aspects of treatment, currently unknown - will those who were going to treat me, will they take up the task, again?  What will be the regimen?

Days now off the street, cared for by a friend(s), in an opulent, warm, comfortable, convenient... oh so seductive environment, facing imminent departure from all that....

Hopeful and fearful of our chances of Averting Ecocide now.  The prospects of an Organizing for Action Army alongside Pr. Obama is Hopeful, but Institutionalizing of anything is deeply worrysome.  At the least, it is a worrisome unknown for me, throwing me off balance, throwing me, uncharacteristically into a bystander role in recent days - by-standing, waiting, watching... death for me, for anyone.  But I will regain my balance, and return to devoting each breath to what I can do; leaving to others, what they can do; and in returning to a full, hour by hour focus on what I can do, I'll regain my source of Life, my Daily Bread, my Daily Ration of Helping Creation.

 So, in recent hours my avatar, my Fleshly Spirit has pretty successfully hijacked me, sidelining my Heart, my Loving Spirit that has been firmly in charge, to my infinite Joy and Peace of Heart, for so many years now.  Oh, there have been smaller struggles for control within me throughout this last decade.  But I don't recall anything of this scale. It is The Matrix, the seductions of Empire, Satan, Evil, Death, Suffocating Selfishness, Sin - that which is attachment to anything but Creation, the Creator.  I was raised to this Living-death, more than most.  Thank God I know it now, and can see Pleasure Island for what it is Living-death; what Jesus died to Save us, Redeem us, Ransom us from.

I expect my Heart to be fully back in charge, within hours, or a few days.  And writing of it here, is part of the Healing process.  But wow, is this painful, and alarming.

Thank God I learned to meditate when I was college age; but wow, do I need to re-establish those long unused skills to break the strangle-hold this Fleshly Spirit has on me these last several days!  Just so I can meaningfully Pray again!

I expect to return full-time to DC on Monday to resume the fight there - 22/7 in front of the Canadian Embassy until the chemo begins some weeks hence; and then in front of the Embassy during the day, when chemo and my body permit, fighting online, and with cell phone as Organizing for Action begins to provide ways for us to fight for our kids future.

1.15.2013

***** nd 'christianity - panders to the lusts satisfied by its cultish, Head and Flesh fantasy / nightmare -world of make-believe Acting - Hypocrisy. Opposite of the Heaven of Living the Truths of our Soul, Hearts, Consciences paid the ultimate Price to give us. Anti-Christ. Christ-ianity is what he died to give us. Christ - the Spirit of Loving.' Loving

***** nd 'christianity - panders to the lusts satisfied by its cultish, Head and Flesh fantasy / nightmare -world of make-believe Acting - Hypocrisy. Opposite of the Heaven of Living the Truths of our Soul, Hearts, Consciences paid the ultimate Price to give us. Anti-Christ. Christ-ianity is what he died to give us. Christ - the Spirit of Loving.' Loving

1.11.2013

***** 'Uh, NRA? You of course have each family member concealed carry, always, while in your home, right? And an armed police man in your home, right, to police among you? Hypocrites.' Loving

***** 'Uh, NRA?  You of course have each family member concealed carry, always, while in your home, right? And an armed police man in your home, right, to police among you?Hypocrites.' Loving

***** 'Capitalism (not dictators, governments...) that we embrace as religion, is the dominant force of Violence we do to each other - starving our Neediest for resources till they pay enough. Universal Family (the Christ-ianity that Jesus Taught) is the only economy we are designed for, by our DNA.' Loving

'Capitalism (not dictators, governments...) that we embrace as religion, is the dominant force of Violence we do to each other - starving our Neediest for resources till they pay enough. Universal Family (the Christ-ianity that Jesus Taught) is the only economy we are designed for, by our DNA.' Loving

***** nd 'I'm sorry, can someone tell me - Sodom and Gomorrah, your immediate environment isn't intensely more sensually hedonistic, how? Have you listened to the explicit, sex-drenched songs our young children are being allowed by, us? By you, and me?' Loving

***** nd 'I'm sorry, can someone tell me - Sodom and Gomorrah, your immediate environment isn't intensely more sensually hedonistic, how? Have you listened to the explicit, sex-drenched songs our young children are being allowed by, us?  By you, and me?' Loving