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10.12.2013
Cancer Update: WTF?
Yesterday, I had the first normal day in weeks - awake and alert for about 14 hours! Woohooo, I thought. I'm back to normal!!!
So far, I've slept 14-15 hours, today. :-(
What the hell is going on?
My only guess is the 1/2 liver dying, and the 1/2 growing takes a huge amount of energy???
So far, I've slept 14-15 hours, today. :-(
What the hell is going on?
My only guess is the 1/2 liver dying, and the 1/2 growing takes a huge amount of energy???
10.11.2013
Cancer Update - Monday Test, Thursday Major Surgery - On Schedule
Just heard from the Hospital - by some miracle the Shutdown of DC Medicaid will not be delaying the Test and Surgery scheduled for next week.
So, tonight is my last night of self-injected blood thinner for the clot in my lung - blood thinners must stop 5 days prior to major surgery.
It is expected I'll be in hospital for 5-7 days, and then, I hope to return to the less restrictive Infirmary at the homeless shelter, but if nursing requirements are extensive, I'll request several days post hosp at Christ House. TBD.
So, tonight is my last night of self-injected blood thinner for the clot in my lung - blood thinners must stop 5 days prior to major surgery.
It is expected I'll be in hospital for 5-7 days, and then, I hope to return to the less restrictive Infirmary at the homeless shelter, but if nursing requirements are extensive, I'll request several days post hosp at Christ House. TBD.
***** pic. “Example is not the major thing in influencing people. It is the only thing.” Albert Schweitzer
Albert Schweitzer
pic. If you cheer our Troops being sent into wars for making rich folks richer, uh, that’s not Patriotism. That’s Murder.
Back-door affirmation of Pr. Obama's Peace Prize - He DID Build THIS: Nobel highlights Syria with Peace Prize to chemical weapons watchdog CNN - 12 minutes ago Air raids and clashes near Syrian chemical weapons siteReuters Syria chemical weapons monitors win Nobel Peace PrizeBBC News Your preferred source:Organization for the Prohibition of Chemical Weapons wins 2013 Nobel Peace ...Washington Post Opinion:Obama hasn't done badly in SyriaThe Daily Star
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***** HUGE. READ. SHARE. "Only 3% of young adults who currently have non-employer-based coverage and who have incomes above 250% of the federal poverty level, could see increased premiums. Even then, many will be in 'grandfathered' plans that will remain the same."
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HUGE. READ. SHARE. "Only 3% of young adults who currently have non-employer-based coverage and who have incomes above 250% of the federal poverty level, could see increased premiums. Even then, many will be in 'grandfathered' plans that will remain the same."
HUGE. READ. SHARE. "Only 3% of young adults who currently have non-employer-based coverage and who have incomes above 250% of the federal poverty level, could see increased premiums. Even then, many will be in 'grandfathered' plans that will remain the same."
Loving, here: "I cannot accept donations, or prayers, for me; only for my Work."
Loving, here: "I cannot accept donations, or prayers, for me; only for my Work."
10.10.2013
Einstein: "Be a loner. That gives you time to wonder, to search for the truth. Have holy curiosity. Make your life worth living."
Einstein: "Be a loner. That gives you time to wonder, to search for the truth. Have holy curiosity. Make your life worth living."
***** pic. Abe Lincoln: "Did I make a horrible mistake? Was the house irreconcilably divided against itself from the begining? Should I have left it that way?"
Was the house irreconcilably
divided against itself from the begining?
Should I have left it that way?
Cancer Update: Debilitated, Depressed...
It is as though I am existing to sleep - sleeping seems to be the function, the center, of my life - 12 to 14 hours per day, day in, day out. Outrageous.
Why? I don't know, and my doc does not know, tho she is not worried. There are three things working on me that we know of:
1. Chest cold that has been working on me for about 5 weeks.
2. Liver, the more cancerous half, in the process of dying due to the deliberate blocking of it's blood supply 3 weeks ago; forcing the growing of the less cancerous half by up to 1/3.
3. The unspeakable horror, evil, of the Greedy Odious Psychopaths and their puppeteers - Koch Brothers, Corp(ses). This on top of all the other evil in the world, it seems more than I can bear.
I will bear it all. I'll rise above, but for the moment, quite debilitated.
If the pre-Shutdown of DC Medicaid, Plan for me, stays in place -
Monday I receive major CT Scans and Pre-Op Counsulting at Georgetown Hosp.
Thursday - major operation - 12" incision under my right rib cage, remove the cancerous half of my liver, and the cancer in the other half - 7 days recovery in hospital - recovery of I don't know how long afterwards.
There is so much, even so much more evil in the world, I'm presently at a loss as to how to live. My job at the moment is to absorb it, so I Deeply Know it. Then, I'll be better equipped to know how to Serve going forward.
My God, My God, why have we forsaken thee?
More than half of my posting now is only at https://www.facebook.com/StartLoving1
Why? I don't know, and my doc does not know, tho she is not worried. There are three things working on me that we know of:
1. Chest cold that has been working on me for about 5 weeks.
2. Liver, the more cancerous half, in the process of dying due to the deliberate blocking of it's blood supply 3 weeks ago; forcing the growing of the less cancerous half by up to 1/3.
3. The unspeakable horror, evil, of the Greedy Odious Psychopaths and their puppeteers - Koch Brothers, Corp(ses). This on top of all the other evil in the world, it seems more than I can bear.
I will bear it all. I'll rise above, but for the moment, quite debilitated.
If the pre-Shutdown of DC Medicaid, Plan for me, stays in place -
Monday I receive major CT Scans and Pre-Op Counsulting at Georgetown Hosp.
Thursday - major operation - 12" incision under my right rib cage, remove the cancerous half of my liver, and the cancer in the other half - 7 days recovery in hospital - recovery of I don't know how long afterwards.
There is so much, even so much more evil in the world, I'm presently at a loss as to how to live. My job at the moment is to absorb it, so I Deeply Know it. Then, I'll be better equipped to know how to Serve going forward.
My God, My God, why have we forsaken thee?
More than half of my posting now is only at https://www.facebook.com/StartLoving1
10.09.2013
"Farm to Fridge" by Mercy for Animals - condensed version www.youtube.com
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10.08.2013
nd. "Poverty is the parent of revolution and crime." Aristotle
nd. "Poverty is the parent of revolution and crime." Aristotle
nd. With almost no exceptions, religion is simply another form of entertainment - like fantasy games, clubs, amusement parks, entertainment media....
nd. With almost no exceptions, religion is simply another form of entertainment - like fantasy games, clubs, amusement parks, entertainment media....
***** pic. Exactly like the plague infection, EVERY neglect, EVERY violence, threatens to infect and destroy EVERYTHING, ALL Life. Live accordingly. Love, accordingly.
infection, EVERY neglect,
EVERY violence, threatens
to infect and destroy
EVERYTHING, ALL Life.
Live accordingly.
Love, accordingly.
nd. Loving, here: I hate how cold the world is. I feel like I'm freezing to death.
nd. Loving, here: I hate how cold the world is. I feel like I'm freezing to death.
Albert Einstein: "A human being is part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
Albert Einstein: "A human being is part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
***** FDR - The buck stops, not with the President, NOT with the Supreme Court, NOT with Congress. THE BUCK STOPS WITH US. "Let us never forget that government is ourselves and not an alien power over us. The ultimate rulers of our democracy are not a President and senators and congressmen and government officials, but the voters of this country."
FDR - The buck stops, not with the President, NOT with the Supreme Court, NOT with Congress. THE BUCK STOPS WITH US. "Let us never forget that government is ourselves and not an alien power over us. The ultimate rulers of our democracy are not a President and senators and congressmen and government officials, but the voters of this country."
***** pic. THE RIGHT, * Creatures of the Flesh - I Hate, therefore I am. THE LEFT, * Creatures of the Head - I Think, therefore I am. THE LIVING, * Creatures of the Heart - I am Unconditionally Loving, therefore I am.
10.07.2013
pic. Gandhi paid every possible price to Live the Truth (not his ‘favored’ truth, THE Truth, as best he could know it). Besides Malala, and Pr. Obama, are there any True Truth-Apostles today? Please tell me. I don’t see them.
Besides Malala, and Pr. Obama,
are there any True Truth-Apostles today?
Please tell me. I don’t see them.
nd. Loving, here: I only see three options to help Creation: 1. Turn around our Heartless Insanity; 2. Have us go extinct; 3. Have the global economy crash. Philosophically #1 is my favorite. Practically, #3 is my prayer. Practically, #1 is the only one I see how to advance. Seriously, if someone put a button in my hand to instantly achieve #2, or #3... (to be con't once the NSA is no longer listening). Not kidding. As noted earlier: "Seriously, I'm ready for humans to go extinct. NOW. RIGHT NOW."
Loving, here: I only see three options to help Creation:
1. Turn around our Heartless Insanity;
2. Have us go extinct;
3. Have the global economy crash.
Philosophically #1 is my favorite.
Practically, #3 is my prayer.
Practically, #1 is the only one I see how to advance.
Seriously, if someone put a button in my hand to instantly achieve #2, or #3... (to be con't once the NSA is no longer listening). Not kidding.
As noted earlier: "Seriously, I'm ready for humans to go extinct. NOW. RIGHT NOW."
1. Turn around our Heartless Insanity;
2. Have us go extinct;
3. Have the global economy crash.
Philosophically #1 is my favorite.
Practically, #3 is my prayer.
Practically, #1 is the only one I see how to advance.
Seriously, if someone put a button in my hand to instantly achieve #2, or #3... (to be con't once the NSA is no longer listening). Not kidding.
As noted earlier: "Seriously, I'm ready for humans to go extinct. NOW. RIGHT NOW."
pic. Morpheus: "You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they will fight to protect it."
You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be
unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on
the system, that they will fight to protect it.
pic. Tesla EV in trouble because gasoline cars don’t catch fire. Huh? WAGE EVs.
Tesla EV in trouble because gasoline cars don’t catch fire.Huh?
***** pic. FACT: Every bit that we destroy The US Government, WE become THE GOVERMENT. Fascism, it is called.
Fascism, it is called.
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