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Showing posts with label Protect Re-Ignite Soul. Show all posts
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10.17.2019

James, being an easy and obvious temptation to rob, or to kill, you must work to avoid. You owe...

James, being an easy and obvious temptation to rob, or to kill, you must work to avoid. You owe... this to the would be abuser. 

 The most frightening night yet in this voyage was spent 20 miles from any

10/16. You are among the few that seem to have heard it all from me, deeply. This almost said...

10/16.  You are among the few that seem to have heard it all from me, deeply. This almost said... to the man who at the end of the 15 minute exchange on the side of the highway

10.16.2019

October 16th.You are a Christian, I see, said the well dressed....

You are a Christian, I see, said the well dressed... middle age man approaching the vehicle very respectfully with his 2 children as we sat in the Walmart

10.15.2019

October 15th period James has neglected his primary vehicle, his soul. protect reignite soul log.


The point is not to beat up on James. The point is to learn and grow and improve. recent months have been extremely productive in terms of becoming a human and aluminum and plastic and copper machine that can do all 48 States effectively. 

This has come at the price of James attention shifting from the strength and ability of his soul. He judged intuitively that his soul was strong enough to carry on fairly well without the true attention that it needs daily. This may have been a correct calculation but it is well past time as he needs to re prioritize and pretty much no matter what re establish as high a level of strength as his soul is possible and try and take it to the next level. 

10.10.2019

Dark chocolate.

Oct. 10. We helped to Stir a soul. More credit to the soul than to James. Protect, reignite Soul log. 

In the hardware store today picking up a bit that had been ordered there were 2 cashiers, both female. The one handling my order was very polite and Happily respectfully dismissive of my answer to her questions, where was a going, to all 48 States which my soul told me to do before self immolating at 1 of the concentration camps where we are destroying children because their skin is the color of Earth, life, not the color of death, bleached bones, like mine. There was another female cashier, late twenties may be, and she seemed to move way. After going to the restroom, James returned to the counter to retrieve his goods, and this other cashier said, I don't know if you like dark chocolates, but here are several. It seems that she almost had tears in her eyes. Of grief and solidarity.

10.07.2019

10.03.2019

October 3rd period Soul in charge is easy for James. Remembering, that's been very difficult. Protect, reignite, resuscitate soul log.


 Probably a month it has been at least since James has had his soul firmly in charge, his reason for being, his definition of humanity and that the sanity, his hope for any and every individual. WTF? 

It is so easy to get distracted and to

10.01.2019

Emergency doctor for the soul. Should James feel squeamish at the thought? No.


 The soul is a piece of our anatomy, the limbic system, the mammalian brain, we are not the only species that has it. .... Is there anything more important to the individual, the human species, all species, than healthy limbic systems? Healthy souls? Healthy mammalian brains? There is not. 

It is exactly due to the near death of near all limbec systems, souls, that all species are now being destroyed. The head and the flesh lack even the slightest capability to avoid doing this. the soul, the limbic system, the mammalian brain has not one tiny part of the capacity to do it. 

James will get over his squeamishness.  and he will redouble his efforts to become as capable in this regard as he possibly can. 

Bringing this to mind at this particular moment was a truck driver passing on the highway, an extreme rarity a truck driver that showed some hostility. 

James initial reflex was, you asked whole, and then quickly his work to be an effective physician of the soul in emergencies came to mind and the absurdity of his initial reaction came to clarity. James, that's your fucken patient. That's who you're here to serve. The sick of soul.

9.30.2019

Protect reignite soul log September 30. Katie had tears in her eyes, then I in mine.


This old body of James is demanding some R and R. It is on slow down. Bless it, it does what needs to be done but when it sees an opportunity to rest it really asserts itself. It appears that the kindly manager of the Lowe's hardware store here understands that we have mechanical issues and is OK with us Resting at night here in this parking lot. of course I have favored them with some purchases. 

And there is an extraordinary all you can eat Asian buffet and we have been burning a lot of calories and the body is demanding that we try and replace some. 

 After several hours there we were resting in the parking lot before returning to Lowe's to do some major work. 

What you got going on there? A blonde mom in a large white truck was smiling and asking. I saw you on the interstate the other day when I was returning from Denver, she said. 

She heard about getting this vehicle as a prop to attempt to shame the Congress creatures in Washington, canceling the apartment in DC and going to standing rock, getting out of jail from standing rock and going down the West Coast to silicon Valley might be inspired by this concept. Being taught in the process that we absolutely couldn't care less about our children and grand kids, the planet is done. About this Spring all I could think of was burning myself alive to express my grief and rage in front of one of the concentration camps. But that 1st my soul said, see if you can go through all 48 States with this vehicle and maybe Stir a soul here or  there. I saw tears in her eyes. And then they came to mine. 

9.20.2019

Protect, reignite, resurrect soul log September 20. The professors, the convict, the retired man. James is simply guessing at these identities.


Moments from departing the Walmart Hilton this morning a voice from behind, where are you headed? James answered with a short version of the story, The self immolation at a concentration camp destroying children is delayed, 1st attempting To resurrect a soul here or there in the 48 States. The question was from a middle age man with his female partner . He recoiled a little bit reflects of Lee. As with almost all that approached the vehicle were expecting an entertaining story. But he was certainly not impolite. His female partner Step forward asking politely if she could  contribute $10 to the work. She brought up the student strike led by Greta happening today worldwide, and expressed her optimism. To which I said that as I wrote and spoke and new five years ago hunger-striking in front of the Canadian embassy against the tar Sands and Global destruction, global incineration, that that little saint Greta unless she leads a global hunger strike of children is wasting her time.

 At the McDonald's about to go in for a 61 cent senior coffee, A very large Dark green military suv color came alongside Suv, And A Man in fairly dirty work clothes, this is working country, Got out. Does not have all his teeth. Otherwise healthy looking. Something about convict on his shirt. He got the short version of the story. God be with you he said. 

 In the McDonald's was James Drinking the coffee and waiting to use the restroom a 3rd time so he could depart. nd early sixties man, part of the large group of retired people in McDonald's that morning came over to scout. He got the story. Be safe he said seeming to mean it. 

 As always the people that approach do not get the story they were expecting. They get the story. As reported the other day not yet has anyone shown disrespect or offense. Yes it's possible that's what they felt. 

It seems unlikely That Each will not speak to someone about what they heard. It seems very unlikely. Point being this mission is causing an individual here are there to think, and probably indede stirring a soul here or there. However slightly. It is an immense privilege to be given this work to do.

9.17.2019

Trump country. No one yet has rebuked me. What?


  rural California, rutql Oregon, rural Washington, rural Idaho, rural Montana, rural Wyoming, no one has yet rebuked me. Right right left or center. No one has yet rebukrd me. Same story from James, over and over and over because there is only one.  Instead of first self immolating in front of a concentration vamp where we are we are destroying children because their Skins are dark like Jesus, not white like mine, to express my grief and rage, my soul said first try and take this vehicle through all 48 states and see if you can stir a soul here or there. What? 

No, I don't know what this means. Except, it means this mission is worthwhile. An electric vehicle, a solar vehicle, would be offensive to these folks. But the messages on this vehicle, soul, loving, soul, loving, soul, loving, reigniting soul… These are encouraging one or a 100 souls per day, maybe a 1000 as they drive by. 

Is James certain of this? Yes. Is he correct? May be.

Protect, reignite, resurrect soul log, 9/17. Spent time with Jesus and others today.


Crucial to my prayer, medi tation, deep pondering life in recent years, more than a decade, has been in my imagination to check in with the most enviable, admirable throughout history. Centrally Jesus, but many of the L beings. Many weeks and months of gone by without James doing so. The challenges of starting up this 48 state mission have crowded such things out. 

 this is not a confession, but an observation. 

 Today James found time during the race to beat the high winds to do a little bit of this period checking in primarily which Jesus , also with the The children decades and centuries down stream that may still have a chance at a life of soul. 

 James was not much chastised in these imaginings. They were not deep. They were not long. They need to continue. But the initial feedback was favorable. James, over all you're doing everything you know to do. We certainly can't be upset with your efforts and they are strategically pretty smart. Yes, pitiful, tiny, but over all good work. Spend some more time checking in with us. 

James was surprised that they were not more critical and harsh. And he does wish quickly to spend more time with them. But overall he also did not disagree. 

 intuitively he sensed that he had a accumulated level of competence that could let him slide on this checking in for a while. Today's initial feedback seems to suggest James was correct. But he needs to get back into this practice. And the mission is off and some of the rough edges have been smoothed so that may well be achievable.

9.16.2019

Do you know anyone that would find joy in protecting and supporting this mission?


A place to safely rest for about a week at various parts of the journey over the coming year. It is anticipated that it will take another year. That would

9.15.2019

Protect , reignite soul log. And general update.


There are days and weeks, there have been, where James experiences being in the groove. His soul in charge, his body cooperating beautifully, and his cerebral cortex a beautiful servant. The last week has not been among those times. 

If it doesn't kill you you grow. And

9.14.2019

Protect reignite soul log September 13. We couldn't care less about our children and grandchildren's world. Virtually no 1 disagrees when James says this period



 About the most they'll say in defense is, well, not everyone. When James persists Virtually all back down. 

they don't show signs of guilt. Nor of surprise really. Although maybe they haven't said it this way to themselves. But when shown the truth they simply find themselves recognizing it. Young and old. Liberal and conservative.

 James says that this is because we have Killed our souls, worshipping head and flesh instead. Again, Pretty much no one disagrees although not all grasp what James is saying nor do they discount it or object.

9.13.2019

Protect reignite Soul log. September 13th. James has been so lost.

But if you're not getting lost you're not traveling hard enough. In life.
James has gotten swept away from his mission of attempting to bring back to life a dead Soul here and there. He has become obsessed with cycling. Without realizing it's he became obsessed with achieving All 48 states within 12 months.  Yes there would be huge logistical advantages to that but at least for now it is too hard to Pace  for James and Saul.  Maybe we can accelerate again later from 30 and 40 miles a day up to the 65 that we've been doing. But not now. If you do not fail, you lose the opportunity to grow. No denigration to James in any of this. Medic knowledge might of the process.
Now he'll get to see if he can grow from this. And, he may have the help of Having learned a lot about how to comfortably without too much distraction partner with Saul.
And a refocusing on the mission which is not to move the vehicle, is not even to survive, is to use whatever breaths are given, and whatever resources, to try and Resurrect The Rare Soul where that's possible.
And he realized several days ago that the Blog has gotten taken over by cycling posts. And This is distracting to the one in a million that ever looks at this blog. So it is anticipated that was in the next week or so he will find the time to extract those posts to a different blog.