Solar RV cycling log may 25. Basic building block, 1 lever at a time.

James, instantly that things are not going well, drop down to the basic building block! One lever at a time. Pause in between. The other leg weightless. Simple. Simple. Simple. Simple.

There is a horrible horrible horrible tendency of the two legs to get enmeshed. To rely on one another and to lose confidence in their ability individually to move the vehicle. This is a catastrophic breakdown. Immensely frustrating. Very discouraging to the nervous system. And it needs not be. Keep it simple James when you need to!

Maybe if James were cycling for 4 hours a day as he was he could maintain high level performance. But the complexity of that high level performance which seems so simple is and invitation to death spiral. Icarus tempted to fly to close to the Sun.

Horribly frustrating. Horribly distracting. Terribly discouraging. Everything falls apart.

I hope for James in the future to never attempt high level performance. Let it come, if indeed it will. Simply lever the vehicle forward one independent leg at a time. Paul's in between! Break any inter dependents. If anything develops out of that on a  voyage, fine. If it doesn't. You get your exercise!

New rule! Start out every voyage one leg at a time, paws in between. Prove and establish confidence that one leg at a time in sort of short thrusts can and will sustainably move the vehicle!

Ignite soul log may 25. Fuse lit! Did not explode! Smiley in amusement.

Fairly empty Road, quite empty, no traffic conflicts, another individual gratuity nasty blaring horn behind the vehicle as it went past at 50 miles an hour. Only one

The world will not be destroyed by the conservatives. But by the liberals that don't stop them.

Solar RV cycling log May 23rd. Sustainable leverage knee pressure cylinder, that's it.

So many so many so many so many other things the body wants to  cleverly think of. What the f***? Even with all the positives of the last several journeys. Even with all that in mind.

At the end of it it seems there are three things. One. All of the power is in the thighs as levers. 2. Everything else  limp or firm so that it does not interfere with the freedom of levers. 3. The unified target seems to be the image of the front of a barrel that the levers, the forward area around the knees, is delivering pressure to keep that cylinder, Barrel, rolling forward. For. Sustainable pressure. Not too much.

Holy f***! The best of all friends showed up at the end of today's voyage. What? The notion that the optimum is leveraging forward a huge heavy ball, sphere, with the thighs, the knees being the pressure point, and to do so in such a way the constantly adjustments are made so that the strength of the legs, sustainably leveraging forward, are able to comfortably maintain the exact momentum of that gigantic huge heavy sphere. This was the stuff of that magical 2 weeks first crossing Iowa to the West, and then to the east. The central piece that fell into place, absolutely crucial, is that the goal is not to maintain the speed of the sphere, but to protect its exact momentum. Absolutely what made this possible was the notion of the entire power source being the thighs leveraging forward one at a time. With an important edition that happened mid voyage today. There's a tendency to find the the leverage is downward toward the ground. When it was realized that the leverage is actually a line slipping slightly forward maybe a 20 degrees forward as opposed to perpendicular things begin to click more sustainable and powerful. Can this be achieved at the beginning of a voyage? Can it be held onto? Quite possibly.

Update, next morning. Let everything go, James! Let everything go except for the thigh leveraging the gigantic heavy ball forward at constant sustainable momentum of the ball, first of all finding where that point is where the range of force can be mustered to keep it going, and then letting everything go, everything, everything, to gently and firmly maintain that momentum of the ball. Let everything go! Everybody wants to help, the feet, the ankles, the Cavs, the Torso rocking forward and side to side, the head………………….... Let everything go James! Everything but the thigh and that huge ball that is being leveraged by the thighs with the point of contact being the forward underside of the knees.

Ignite soul log may 23. Two giant explosions, and other things.

Quite a beautiful day.

Much time spent with Tolstoy’s Four gospel translation.

What did Tolstoy find? I don't know. I never will for sure. That is, I will not know if he found the teachings of the man Jesus. But certainly he says he did, and he thinks he did.

But I do know he found a teaching that saved his extraordinary being from suicide and ignited his soul for the next 40 years. And it ignited him in a way that he ignited the man Gandhi, who was instrumental in ignited Martin Luther King, and toast toy with some of his writings in directly.

On a different note, awakened James was with a shocking thought smacking him in the face. Holy f***. Jesus has not ignited one in a billion souls. Tolstoy has not ignited one in a billion souls. The dozens of the souls at the lsgiabeing.com site have each not ignited more than one in a billion souls. Entertained? Yes. Ignited emulators? No! The historical record is horribly clear!

James exploded twice today. And a couple more little explosions. Exhausted after part of the journey tonight he took a quick nap at a little pull out off the main road. It was steep getting back on the road and the rear wheel did not gain traction. So it was very very very slow getting out onto the highway. No cars in sight when James started. Very little traffic. As he got onto the road a white car came up at probably 60 mi an hour. Blaring it's Horan. No f****** problem. It could easily if gone around. No traffic. I f****** exploded. Turn stuck my torso out of the vehicle screamed at the vehicle, what? Was this horrible? Of James? Does he feel like a terrible failure? Does he think he did something really awful? No, no, and no. But is he glad he did it? No. What better world is the outcome of that? That is not a different way of being. There's no hoping that. So what he's glad about is that he was aware, he was a body at that instant, not a soul, but he didn't see it coming, and now he has a chance to reflect and prepare for the next time.

James is understanding his opportunity, really the opportunity for all of us, to ignite soul, and to disrupt the status quo of the head and flesh in charge, respectfully, thoughtful E. Disruption is much easier and James is working hard to establish a ratio of his time, the large proportion on ignited, starting with himself, and a small smaller portion on disruption. Having said that, the greatest strategic opportunity  James senses right now is to complete the project he began several months ago, creating a clean easily accessible copy of the Tolstoy Four Gospels translation and Harmon is Asian that is on the web in really old hard to access PDFs. Today he listened to the summary text that Tolstoy has throughout his huge Lee technical volumes, and they're extraordinary, those explanatory and summary texts.

Note. Something very significant happens, when after 67 years, this individual James for the first time begins asking himself, who is that, James? Is that your soul? Such things prompt that question as finding himself in a point of frustration, maybe over how things tangle, over some discomfort in his body. And more surprising, but so useful, when he finds himself twirling around in his own brain. Pretty much each time James instantly realizes, I prefer being in my soul. And almost instantly transports there. This is pointed to width the capacity for meditating. But at least for James what he's just outlined here is a dramatic enhancement. Profound.

Christian fundamentalism. Intoxicating lies and delusion as a way of life. Extremely gratifying entirely deadly.

Extremely neat trick: stand for the life of a fetus and you get to s*** on, decimate, torture, abuse all other life! Fabulous.

Ignite Soul Log May 22nd. Dramatically important new tool. MMASS DD.

Written has James in recent months of his challenge of having a sufficiently intense grasp of the clients he is serving to be as fully ignited himself as he needs and wants to be.

This is substantially being supplied Now by a much more important grasp of the problem, massive mutilation assault starvation of soul, destruction disorder. MMASS DD. At his best, periodically, he brings this long but necessary acronym, and the individual words through his Consciousness and becomes much less distracted and much more ignited in his work.

In part with this Aid, this greatly enlightened View, despite very cold Stormy Weather, James has been quite productive throughout this day. Among other things he has begun formally organizing his priorities in the perspective of this diagnosis.

Long-planned has James to conduct the soul filling, yet somewhat tedious work, of bringing to the world a clean organized copy of the four gospel translation from the original Greek conducted by Tolstoy which in process saved his own life and created Gandhi and probably Martin Luther King jr. James concluded that there were things that he needed to do first so that his nervous system was open to those, including his own translation of Jesus 200 versus, but today was the beginning of that study and rendering of Tolstoy four gospels. What a privilege. And what an extraordinary confirmation to James of the foundation that James is building his work on. Only occasionally does Tolstoy use the word soul but that is absolutely what he is understanding through his translation of the teachings and example of the man Jesus.

Solar RV cycling log May 22nd. I think I've got it!

Typically heavy cycling is every other day. That was yesterday. But for reasons of warmth perched here below Mount Whitney in Cloudy cold snowy weather occasionally a brief climb is undertaken, in order to heat up.

The post yesterday was incorrect. That the miraculous performance of yesterday was probably unachievable at very low Cadence. Not so. Much more difficult to discover? Quite probably. Much easier to lose at at low cadence? Quite probably.

The imagery that made it achievable today and yesterday was the notion of rolling a barrel, a cylinder, but a barrel I think, keeping constant pressure on the forward edge of the barrel, at all times, continuous, uninterrupted, seemingly impossible, with the forward part of the knees, the upper shin, and even the mid shin.

This old friend was seen on multiple occasions in recent years.

Why was it lost? It was.

Why might it be retained this time? I think it was lost because it seems impossible. At least it did seem impossible. Maybe James has learned enough in the arduous last 6 months that it no longer seems like a ridiculous miracle. What that mental image and physical sensation does is everything from relax the feet and ankles and calves, to continuously time and harness and Empower and engage the all-important concept of the recent week, the thigh as forward lever.