3.28.2008
LOVE GOES ON. ANYTHING LESS GETS DISCOURAGED AND STOPS.
Isn't there someone that you Love so much that nothing, no sacrifice, no wound, no hurt, nothing short of physical death could stop you from serving them in time of critical need?
That, THAT is Love. Nothing less is Love.
If you get Discouraged, re-discover your Love for the Least-of-These our suffering sistersbrothers.
Love goes on, until Pulse stops. Even then Love goes on... forever. Think Gandhi, King, Jesus.
"INTENTIONAL COMMUNITIES:" THEIR DESTRUCTION IS IN THEIR ATTEMPT.
The only true Community is the COMMUNITY OF HEROIC SERVICE TO THE ENTIRE BODY OF HUMANITY: Code Pink, Doctors Without Borders, M.A.S.H. unit....
Everything else is a form of cancer, and will die as it kills the Entire Body.
LOVE: IMPOSSIBLE TO LOSE. IMPOSSIBLE, IF YOU LOST IT, IT WASN'T LOVE.
LOVE: IMPOSSIBLE TO LOSE. IMPOSSIBLE, IF YOU LOST IT, IT WASN'T LOVE. It was some form of Lust, or an illusion.
LOVE: IMPOSSIBLE TO LOSE. IMPOSSIBLE. IF YOU LOST IT, IT WASN'T LOVE.
"FOLLOW ME... LOSE EVERTHING:" INCREDIBLE BLESSING
Well, I though by now I'd lost everything. Boy was I wrong. The folks that have been an unbelievable God-send to me for the last 8 years have terminated our relationship. What a crushing blow.
I bleed profusely every day over this.
But, as suggested by the saying, "If it doesn't kill you, you grow," it is an unbelievable blessing.
I am now freer of illusion and constraints than ever I have been. I am freer to see and tell the Truth than ever I have been.
I am freer now to serve these beloved friends, and all my sistersbrothers than ever before I have been, now.
No, there is not a particle of bitterness.
Jesus was correct in every sense.
"SOLIDARITY WITH:" THE ALTERNATIVE TO LONELINESS
I was excruciatingly LONELY until after 17 years or so I realized that if I Loved, if I was in solidarity with her (or anyone / everyone) the LONELINESS was instantly eliminated.
And NO, neither before nor after did I every witness on particle of Solidarity / Love from her to me. Unnecessary to the elimination of Loneliness. Love. Be in Solidarity with the least of these. You will NEVER be Lonely again.
This is a psychological fact. NOTHING else is certain to eliminate true Loneliness as is Solidarity WITH others; all others.
Only YOU can prevent this.
YOUR "FAMILY:" THOSE THAT LOVE ALL YOUR/GOD'S CHILDREN
Gandhi is your family. King is your family. Jesus is your family. I am your family.
You must be our family, you must be family to the-least-of-these now, or every family is going to suffer. Now. Time's up.
Hurry.
FAIRNESS/JUSTICE IS NOT HUMANITY. OTHERWISE WE'D LET OUR TODLERS STARVE
"From each according to herhis ability; To each according to herhis need." The parable of the Master that paid a living wage to the ones that worked all day and the ones hired late in the day. THIS IS NOT FAIR. THIS IS NOT JUST. THIS IS HUMANITY.
We've got so little time left. We must make every second count. Love, not Fairness or Justice must be the center of every effort. Justice, Fairness and the like are too little, too late.
Love = Our Humanity is the only power that can get us through.
The following quote from Colman McCarthy does not prove the point, but it hints at it:
"The absence of Love; that is what all laws are."
LOVE IS UNIVERSAL. NOT UNIVERSAL? DOUBLE STANDARDS? NOT LOVE.
That is Love. EVERYTHING ELSE, EVERYTHING LESS IS SOME FORM OF LUST. Is Lust bad? Lust IS NOT LOVE, is not that power we must harness to save humankind.
You must become Christlike, now, or there is no hope for us. Become hypersensitive to any Double-Standards within you, and allow the lesser standards to expire through relentless neglect.
LOVE IS THAT WHICH DOESN'T WAIT TO BE ASKED
Love (the counter to entropy) is the greatest power in the universe. We learn to harness it or we die as a species; now.)
What is Love, a word that we've so crucified beyond recognition?
Love does not wait to be asked - this is one of it's key characteristics.
I've long wondered why I do not ask for help. This is why - Instinctively I knew that only Love will help me fulfill my mission and in all but a few cases, if I have to ask, there is not Love to be had in the direction I would have asked.
Does a motherfather wait for his infant to ask for herhis diaper to be changed? NOT if the motherfather is Loving.
Love is that which finds out and DOES before it needs to be asked.
GOD: THAT WHICH WILL HAVE THE FINAL SAY
You know, what Gandhi said, "God is Love, Life, Truth." (Truth being for Gandhi ENTIRELY that which is best for Humanity.)
What Teresa said, "God is Love, God is Love, God is Love." (Love being that which is THE counter to ENTROPY.)
WE MUST NOT DISPENSE WITH THIS CORRECT NOTION OF GOD!
WE MUST NOT WASTE TIME WITH THE PREVAILING GARBAGE PREACHED ABOUT GOD!
David Dellinger (paraphrase): 'In the time of Jesus, the Hebrew for God was - the Almighty Power WE ALL EXPERIENCE, AND THAT NO ONE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO NAME."
God = LOVE, LIFE, TRUTH, which within each human being is distilled as their DNA given, nervous system complex that we call our HUMANITY (as opposed to Inhumanity / Unhumanity and not to be confused with humanness.
God, the Almighty is the laws of the universe that we have relentlessly violated to bring ourselves to the edge of global holocaust.
God is the laws of the universe that we must come into alignment with now, and Save Humanity.
LOVE: THAT WHICH ACTS TO ELIMINATE SUFFERING/CREATE UNIVERSAL JOY
Now, I've written on this subject extensively, but am every day shown that even MY narrowing definition of that which is clincally Love is TOO BROAD!
LOVE: THAT WHICH ACTS TO ELIMINATE SUFFERING/CREATE UNIVERSAL JOY
"Love... [is] not ... able to avoid making sacrifices." Teresa of Calcutta.
NOTHING LESS IS LOVE. GET REAL; PLEASE.
I KNOW 8 LIVING HUMANS, AND HUNDREDS OF ZOMBIES
What changed? I've since seen that LIFE IS MILITANT HUMANITY IS UNIVERSAL LOVE-IN-ACTION. NOTHING LESS IS LIFE; not kindness, not relentless pleasantness....
ZERO DOUBLE STANDARDS. SISTERSBROTHERS PERIOD. I know 8 that for sure love my least-of-these-my-children as much as their own. Diane, Bev, Ann, Gael, Laurie, Margaret, Des, Amy....
We better become real good at generating Life / Humanity / Universal Love. FAST. (Yes, I know another 5 or so of you that WERE, or MAY SOMEDAY BECOME, but to my eyes you are not there yet.)
(Zombies NEVER choose to be zombies, any more than the Living choose to be Living. BUT the Living can choose to ATTEMPT to give Life.)
FLESH IS NEVER WORTH DYING FOR
Humanity / Life / Joy / Love / Truth / Elimination-of-suffering is the ENTIRETY of what is worth dying for.
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HYPOCRICY DETECTORS: B.O., TATTOOS, LONG NAILS AND HAIR...
I had no foresight to the indispensable value of B.O., tatoos, long fingernails and hair, until I saw it with my own eyes. Someone that I saw as the best Total friend / colleague by far that God has ever given me was unmasked - terminated our relationship - as my B.O. became more extreme and my fingernails grew through neglect due to my single minded efforts to breathe life into a dying hero - I live at war. (The hero is now in recovery for the first time in many, many years by the way. Pray,)
This termination came weeks ago and I still bleed; feels like the wound will never heal.
But what an incredible blessing, what a gift for us both to have escaped a deadly Hypocrisy weeks, months, years... sooner than otherwise might have occurred. So much time Saved. The gift of Time, which is the gift of Life.
It never was a Friendship at all, because true Friendships / Love cannot end. It was / is I think a POTENTIAL Friendship / Love; but maybe it was never that; rather an infatuation, a fantasy (entirely altruistic), a mirage....
I don't expect I'll ever know.
But I'll be forever grateful for the heroic kindnesses shown me; and for the B.O. , long finger nails, etc. that they are likely to remain part of me - HYPOCRISY DETECTORS - that I am otherwise far too blind without.
}}}}}}} CHRISTLIKENESS: THE ENTIRETY OF ALL HOPE {{{{{{{
Today I've received the next installment - Life comes, is developed by, and is to be accepted ONLY from PeaceWarriors / Humanitarians / Christlikes / WorldFamily, come what may. ("Christlikes?" What Jesus attempted to restore us to - "Our Father.... (Jesus said, including you and me WITH Himself.)" "Whoever claims to abide in Jesus aught to live just like Jesus lived;" John's 2nd letter. Why not "Christians?" Christians are Pagans and Zionist-jews that stole and have masqueraded under the "Christ" brand for wholly evil, anti-Christlike reasons; the greatest most murderous hijacking / hoax / atrocity / holocaust in history.)
Is all this ranting of mine Exclusionary? Elitist? How could I have been so blind, I wonder. This is among the most profound, hopeful awakenings on my part in the last 10 years! Eureka! Thank God! When I was in the computer industry turning around failing organizations I was acutely aware of the ULTIMATE importance of having the right people in the organization. Everything was possible with, nothing was possible without. Truly and consciously I would much rather have had vacant seats, than to have those seats filled with non-zealous, non-selfdisciplined, non-committed folks; and frequently so it went. Since leaving industry, and especially since entering God's business, Saving Humanity, I've totally, TOTALLY overlooked this ALL IMPORTANT ASPECT. In industry would I have hired / engaged with someone because they were nice, because they were pleasant, because they were kind, because their WORDS were agreeable? NO! These are important ingredients but totally insufficient in and of themselves to achieve anything great. No, the crucial ingredient I knew to look for in a recruit / partner / fellow traveler / contributor then was potential for Vision / Burning Desire / Fire / Passion / Courage / Commitment / Self-Sacrifice / Self-Discipline / Complete Devotion, Surrender and Submission to Mission. This has been nowhere on my radar screen, a profound and total blind spot day after day, year after year since joining God's Business - Humanity. Thank God for this new clarity. God forgive me if I forget again.
There is, there IS PeaceWarrior / Christlike (health) and everything else is Death (cancer); everything else, no matter how kIND, how nICE is the end of Life-worth-living on earth - lIVING Death. Extreme view? Your heart is extreme - it NEVER for an instant has stopped to think of itself; it NEVER has stopped beating, stopped Living entirely for the body - for the "least of these." Same for the skin cell, the eye, the ear, the liver.... Such total, complete, 100% service, EXTREME SERVICE of the BODY is the way, the only way of Life NOTHING ELSE IS LIFE. It is precisely this Clarity that seized and held Jesus, and now holds me. Thank God. "What profiteth a man to win the wORLD but to lose hisher Life; hisher HUMANITY?" "The good shepherd lays down his life for the flock." "Do unto others ALL that you would have them do for you." "You cannnot serve God and Mammon." Falling away from what the heart knows and practices, what the skin cell knows and practices - 24/7 service - is the ENTIRETY of the Biblical "Fall" from Grace, the Fall from God / Life / Love / Humanity. "We will be extremists for love, or extremists for hate." ML King. Tissue is healthy, or it is cancer. Start Loving.
}}}}}}} PUBLIC ENEMY #1 TODAY: GOD / GOOD / LOVE / LIFE / TRUTH {{{{{{{
But the God of creation (God IS the natural laws of Life, Physics, Psychology... distilled within us as our Humanity (the opposite of In/Unhumanity...) that are the Force of Creation) - God - will have the final say. When we've violated the Truths of Life sufficiently beyond a point - Entropy has its way - Life-worth-living ends. We've now so effectively killed God in ourselves and in those around us that Entropy has no opposition. How so? It is not God / Humanity that has us amusing ourselves while women are raped in Darfur. It is not God / Humanity that has us in comfortable homes while billions need what we hoard and lavish upon ourselves. It is not God / our Humanity that has we Americans sit and watch while our tax dollars are used to rape and pillage, kill, starve and deform the weak around the world in order to extort their resources....
Some of this is on my mind because there is a fellow in the community in which I reside who is a fanatic about the literal story of Noah, and the flood. Of course I absolutely reject the notion of a sentient Creator who would turn around and "flood," willfully destroy what SheHeIt was responsible for, as utter nonsense. But as an allegory, as a metaphor it is exactly what is in the final stages of unfolding here on planet earth - terrorism (of which we in the US are the greatest purveyors by many orders of magnitude), environmental disintegration, arms race (about to accelerate into the stratosphere); looming Police State; brilliantly disguised Fascist State... THE FLOOD IS UPON US.
But Start, we are so nice to each other in our "families;" we are so extremely pleasant to mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, aunts, uncles cousins, grandma's, grandpa's, "friends like us," and even on occasion those in our chURCH, strangers and wierdos. I've come to realize, quite to my surprise that this type of "family love" is precisely THE mortal sin. Such "immediate family" Love existed in Jesus day, predominated in Jesus day. Was Jesus against such Love? Of course not. But He was explicit - "even the heathens (pagans?) do that." No, what Jesus DIED for, His entire desperate attempt to "Save" humanity was to show us that Life depends entirely on Love for the LEAST OF THESE; LOVE FOR THE ENEMY - AS ONESELF - AS ONE'S "IMMEDIATE FAMILY;" not one iota less or different - but rather MORE because the least-of-these needs more! If our finger is bleeding, if our finger is at that moment "the least of these," that finger, that tiny remote part of our body gets all the attention, right? Jesus died to telly us that regardless of how daunting, how impossibly high this bar of performance seems to be set - the immutable truth of Creation is that Life would/will come to an end, in a million horrible ways, if humankind did not regain this God given capacity - Humanity - that every child is born with, which every child manifests until they are taught that there are some folks that are to be cared for, and it was unavoidable, morally neutral and "natural," to not care, to care less about others - the stranger, the enemy, the weirdo, the extremist.... Even CANCER does this. This is precisely what cancer does - it cares / massively nurtures those around it - those like it - and they flourish and multiply and prosper - and the body is neglected, and the body dies, and then the cancer that has so enjoyed itself, and flourished - it too dies a horrible death - first the Spirit / Humanity / God / Truth-DNA of Life is killed and dies, then the body.
Your Loving brother,
Start
ps: But Start, what about the Churches - God's house! A house of wax, a wax museum at best - more truly a zoo or prison where what is left of God / Jesus is kept safely imprisoned, to be visited rarely and safely on occasion to enable our cancerous delusions to flourish unimpeded; and flourish they have.
}}}}}}} CHOOSE SELFISHNESS AND YOU CHOOSE TO LEAVE GOD {{{{{{{
Hey brother.
"Nobody chose war; they chose selfishness and the result was war." Dave Dellinger
This phrase has been playing around in my mind constantly for the last week or so, and it was an extreme lightning bolt of illumination for me a year or so ago when I read it in Dellinger's "Radical Nonviolence" which is in your audio collection. Do you see the implications? 'Nobody chose war / prostitution / divorce / rape / murder / vehicular homicide / environmental destruction / disturbing the peace / fascism / depleted uranium / ACTIVIST-IMPOTENCE - collusion... THEY CHOSE SELFISHNESS AND THE RESULT WAS (SEE ABOVE).
The phrase has been in my mind as I've worked these endless, lonely weeks on the project for you as my life-long struggle with addiction to (online) pornography arose. Also in my mind as I've struggled, more successfully than ever (so far) with my addiction, is something new. "Start, YES you want to indulge in the addiction, with practically every ounce of strength that you have. BUT THAT IS NOT THE QUESTION. The question is, do you want to leave the realm of hopefulness / helpfulness / Life / Goodness / Love / HOPE / GOD for the time it will take to indulge your addiction, your SELFISHNESS?' Brother, I've never had this last "question", this CHOICE in mind before; I've never seen it; and it has been a Salvation for me. For entirely selfish reasons, now that I have SEEN the choice I have had encouraging new levels of success (complete) against my addiction. YES I want to indulge in pornography. NO I don't want to leave the realm of Goodness / Godness that is available for me to inhabit. I never saw that this is what I was choosing - to leave Life / Goodness / Hope / Potential... for my addiction, for my selfishness. I'm finding that if when the temptation arises I BRING THIS CHOICE CONSCIOUSLY TO MY MIND, to ask my self, "Start, do you want to leave Goodness?," it causes me, if FORCES me to make much more Joyful decisions.
Your Loving brother, Start
THE EXTINCTION OF CHRISTIANITY: THE cHURCH'S TRIUMPH
Then a state appointed gate keeper arrived on the scene to get that genie back in the bottle and to keep it there. Within 200 years the job was done and it has been maintained ever since. Yes, the cHURCH - Christ's Crucifier; Jesus Jailer. They have brilliantly succeeded in rendering Jesus totally harmless to the state (and actually a huge asset!) for 1800 years now. Quite an achievement.
cHURCH: A WEEKLY SHOWER FOR WE PROSTITUTES
IT IS RIGHT FOR A SKIN CELL TO GO CANCEROUS WHEN....
And what is cancer? Cancer is that form of life that simply detaches from its purpose visa vis the "body," and attends to its personal needs over the needs of the "body." And yet this is precisely the form of life that our current world culture exhorts us to embrace with every fiber of our being. It is NEVER the correct choice.
JESUS ABHORS WORSHIP AND FOLLOWING.
What??!?!?!??!?!?? Here's how to see it. You in future years become a great, world-beloved healer of some sort. You are driving in a populated area of the city and you come upon a horrible bus crash with dozens of wounded. Your heart breaks as you frantically leap out of the car to help, to try to Save. You and the bystanders are the only available help. You get out of your car, and your would-be helpers come and worship, and adore you, and follow you around, gawking and praising you as you help people.
What could be more abhorrent to you? Joining you in the total attempt to save; that is what you desperately and agonizingly want of people.
For every pro football player on the field there are millions, MILLIONS in bars or living rooms watching (and drinking) - VICARIOUSLY sharing in the "glory." But Jesus was not playing football. Jesus was trying to lead humankind to SAVE ITSELF from the Hell, from the Entropy of Meaninglessness, and the Hell, the Entropy of Ignorance and Want.
And by the billions we debauch and gluttony in our wicked "worship" and "following," stealing Vicarious GRATIFICATION from Jesus, glorying in HIS Crucifixion, THRIVING ON the "needless suffering" of others, INSTEAD OF JOINING HIM; AS A DEFENSE AGAINST FOLLOWING HIM!!! Oh, it is so sad. It is so abhorrent. And soon, it will be over, if we don't wake up, and begin to individually, lonely one by lonely one walk, and possibly lead out of this mess.
Your Loving brother,
Start
ps: Oh, am I incorrect?
MEET JESUS: TOLSTOY'S "WHAT I BELIEVE"
TOLSTOY: WHAT I BELIEVE
Outlandish? Read it, really, really read it, top to bottom, and you decide.Loving you, Start
ps: What if I am correct?
pps: I am correct.
UNDERSTAND JESUS' APOSTLE: TOLSTOY
and if for Gandhi, Tolstoy was Jesus Greatest Living Apostle...
We seekers had better understand Tolstoy quite well:
Leo Tolstoy Quotations
Start LovingFOR OUR JOY/TO ELIMINATE SUFFERING: WHY JESUS DIED. PERIOD.
"Joy is the most infallible sign of the presence of God." Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
John 15:11 These things I have spoken to you, that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be full. Romans 15:13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing. Romans 14:17 For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking but of righteousness and peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace. 2 Corinthians 1:24 Not that we lord it over your faith, but we work with you for your joy. Matthew 13:44 "The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field." John 16:22 You have sorrow now, but I will see you again and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you. Luke 2:10 And the angel said to them, "Fear not, for behold, I bring you good news of a great joy that will be for all the people."
"Sour godliness is the devil's religion."
-John Wesley
Mother Teresa
Joy is a net of love by which you can catch souls. A joyful heart is the inevitable result of a heart burning with love.
Eleanor Roosevelt
Since you get more joy out of giving joy to others, you should put a good deal of thought into the happiness that you are able to give.
"In Romans 7, St. Paul says, "The law is spiritual." What does that mean? If the law were physical, then it could be satisfied by works, but since it is spiritual, no one can satisfy it unless everything he does springs from the depths of the heart. But no one can give such a heart except the Spirit of God, who makes the person be like the law, so that he actually conceives a heartfelt longing for the law and henceforward does everything, not through fear or coercion, but from a free heart."
- Martin Luther
I asked God for all things, that I might enjoy life. God gave life, that I might enjoy all things.
Booker T. Washington: Quotes: Joy
I think I began learning long ago that those who are happiest are those who do the most for others.
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He summarizes Augustine’s theology with phrases like the following: “Grace governs life by giving a supreme joy in the supremacy of God”
We are formed and molded by our thoughts. Those whose minds are shaped by selfless thoughts give joy when they speak or act. Joy follows them like a shadow that never leaves them. - Buddha
Love is the expression of one's values, the greatest reward you can earn for the moral qualities you have achieved in your character and person, the emotional price paid by one man for the joy he receives from the virtues of another. - Ayn Rand
There is no beautifier of complexion, or form, or behaviour, like the wish to scatter joy and not pain around us. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
Excess of sorrow laughs, excess of joy weeps. - William Blake
George Bernard Shaw |
Joy in God
This is my religion . . . joy and exaltation in my own existence . . . so go ahead and snarl . . . howl, you Calvinistic divines and all you who say I am no Christian. I say you are not Christian. - John AdamsThe theologian who has no joy in his work is not a theologian at all. Sulky faces, morose thoughts and boring ways of speaking are intolerable in this science. - Karl Barth
Joy in the universe, and keen curiosity about it all-that has been my religion. - John Burroughs
One of the signs of God-realization is joy. There is absolutely no hesitancy in such a person, who is like an ocean in joyous waves. But deep beneath the surface, there is profound silence and peace. - Ramakrishna
When I am with God my fear is gone. In the great quiet of God, my troubles are as the pebbles on the road; my joys are like the everlasting hills. - Walter Rauschenbusch
It is a great dishonour to religion to imagine that it is an enemy to mirth and cheerfulness, and a severe exacter of pensive looks and solemn faces. - Walter Scott
YOUR ONLY OPTIONS: FLESH OR HUMANITY
CHURCH AND "FAMILY::" THE PLAGUE OF EXTINCTION
INTERNATIONALLY KNOWN ACTIVIST, "Start, are you Jesus Christ?"
"hey start loving, as per usual you are heavens and worlds out there. i
was not joking when i asked if you were JC. your compassion and love
are immeasurably appreciated. your friend and sister,"
My response was something like, "Gosh, that would be awesome, because that is what we ALL are supposed to be - Christlikes."
HUMANITY BEGETS HUMANITY. INHUMANITY BEGETS....
In/UnHumanity begets In/UnHumanity UNLESS it is countered with HUMANITY in which case Saving/Salvation can occur. (Think of the Bishop of Di (sp) in Les Mis.)
HUMANITY: THE ULTIMATE HUMAN EXPERIENCE. "THE KINGDOM."
Humanity is that experience of Life, the entire experiential "Diet) that an enlightened, aware human being would want to 99.999999999999999999999% Flood every waking microsecond of themselves, and of the entire waking life of anyone and everyone they have even the least caring for. No?