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11.11.2013

***** Cancer Update: vlog. Back from Suicidal, Psychological Hell, I think.


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  1. It was GREAT to see you and hear you though it hurt my heart to hear of your journey on the dark path....get off that path....get back to the road to Jesus that makes you feel fulfilled. I believe you have to love and accept yourself, faults and all, and forgive yourself the stupid and selfish decisions that you make, in order to stay on the path of true happiness. I have faith that there is a God...as I have felt intercession at times. There is a reason why things happen sometimes...it's not always recognized at that time...sometimes in hindsight...and sometimes not recognized at all !!! You are loved....have been loved...and continue to be loved...I feel the pain of your isolation at the Infirmary. Not clear to me whether you may come and go from infirmary and what medical restrictions are in place. Try to stay off the dark path !! XXOO

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  2. what to say. I watched your video and listened through to the end. It was painful but wanted to know how you were doing. I am truly sorry you are so isolated and going through a mental hell. I am in the country and there is wide open skies above me and an ocean in hearing distance. I wish I could send that in a package to you. I know very little, Loving, but the small thing that i do know is that everything is meaningful and there is a big black rock somewhere everywhere. Love you.

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