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11.10.2013

Cancer Update: Very depressed at lack of physical progress. Sigh.

1 good day, three to five bad ones.  I keep looking to the 1 good day as a new normal, but not, so far. I was stronger, weeks ago.  Walking 6 blocks to CVS was a 2 hour event today.  All my body wants to do is sleep, to deal with the discomfort, pain, feeling of illness.  But it can't sleep any more.  The Ibupropen that appeared promising doesn't seem to do anything now.

IT TRULY COULD BE 1 MILLION TIMES WORSE. 

But I am feeling worthless, a drain, ill, sick, hurting... for sooooooooooooo long now.

Oh well. 

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