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11.29.2019

With the Agents of good tortured and killed, identifying closely with them help me in my darkest moments.

Objective can James be in what level of risk I live? Maybe not, maybe so.
Last night was a tough night. Probably no risk, violent loud music over and over and
over last night. Many loud sounds in this crowded truck stop which is probably the Gathering Place for young people in this community on such nights.
James unable to sleep for hours tendency toward fearfulness.
Years ago when in the midst of a long hunger strike James was marching many miles every day to Capitol Hill and back. On a particularly difficult stretch looking for strength his Imagination gave him the man Jesus carrying his cross walking alongside. Jesus smiled, and James smiled at himself. James, what the f*** are you whining about? LOL. Last night after a while mercifully the same method came to me. Thought of the lives of Terror that non Jewish Holocaust Rescuers brought on themselves and their dependents. The good and decent Palestinians tortured and rotting in Israeli prisons. The Earth's Defenders tortured and killed around the world. And with this he found some peace, and comfort, and community in his imagination. This was a nice gift that I suspect he will be unwrapping regularly now.

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