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5.26.2019

Solar RV cycling log may 25. Basic building block, 1 lever at a time.


James, instantly that things are not going well, drop down to the basic building block! One lever at a time. Pause in between. The other leg weightless. Simple. Simple. Simple. Simple.

There is a horrible horrible horrible tendency of the two legs to get enmeshed. To rely on one another and to lose confidence in their ability individually to move the vehicle. This is a catastrophic breakdown. Immensely frustrating. Very discouraging to the nervous system. And it needs not be. Keep it simple James when you need to!

Maybe if James were cycling for 4 hours a day as he was he could maintain high level performance. But the complexity of that high level performance which seems so simple is and invitation to death spiral. Icarus tempted to fly to close to the Sun.

Horribly frustrating. Horribly distracting. Terribly discouraging. Everything falls apart.

I hope for James in the future to never attempt high level performance. Let it come, if indeed it will. Simply lever the vehicle forward one independent leg at a time. Paul's in between! Break any inter dependents. If anything develops out of that on a  voyage, fine. If it doesn't. You get your exercise!

New rule! Start out every voyage one leg at a time, paws in between. Prove and establish confidence that one leg at a time in sort of short thrusts can and will sustainably move the vehicle!

Ignite soul log may 25. Fuse lit! Did not explode! Smiley in amusement.


Fairly empty Road, quite empty, no traffic conflicts, another individual gratuity nasty blaring horn behind the vehicle as it went past at 50 miles an hour. Only one reason to honk, to try and make someone else miserable. Exploded I did at a similar situation 2 days ago. Having been pulled into the miserable place where that miserable person was, the flesh. This time, rather, my soul was evoked and smiled genuinely in bewildered  amusement. So much needless missery.

One person is completely enthralled with my photographs. One person is completely enthralled with the things that I photograph. Only one. Yes, James. They now comprize a slideshow changed every hour or so as the wallpaper on my smartphone and also on my laptop. The laptop being used much less frequently but the photos were there as well. They tremendously inrich my day. They are just incredibly lovely to me. So much so that I found myself wondering today whether they are a relative treasure trove. If only because James is spending so much time out in the open in this area, much more than others choose to do, that maybe James has created and captured something really important that could be useful to the valley here. My particularly nice friend, I saw today. And in the course of conversation I sort of brought up my interest in whether it was an important trove for the valley. I was in the background aware that he is knowledgeable of my photographs and has certainly never raved over them and maybe even expressed dis interest which he is entirely entitled to. He Politely and appropriately shared some thoughts on where I might share the idea about my photographs. And then as we were working on some other subject he was showing me his smartphone and commented that the wallpaper he was using was from someone in the area that he had told me I might contact. The photograph was jaw dropping Lee breathtaking. Absolutely stunning. I was immediately aware why he was dis interested in mine. What someone had shot in the photograph he has as his wallpaper could go in National Geographic. I presume it was not re touched or photoshopped. It was technically magnificent. Nothing that I shoot is of that sort.

No one is particularly interested in my photographs. Except for me. And the photographs such as he has as wallpaper completely bore me. I'm not sure what it is. I think that they are pretty. Spectacular really pretty. Almost un worldly. And I find that boring. Dis interesting. Unimportant to me. Stunningly pretty photograph. But what I think that blows me away woth the photographs that I have are not that they are pretty, but they capture the natural lovelyness of the area. They are real. They are here. Maybe that's not it at all. But I think it is.

I am a connoisseur of pretty, what society and culture thanks is pretty. I find it completely dis interesting. Completely unimportant. In fact, a horrible distraction. The story of the Emperor and the Nightingale comes to mind.

With substantial passion many hours of technical work were invested yesterday and today on the project of creating a 1 volume integration of all 12 chapters of the toll story, four Gospels Harmony's Asian and translation.

5.24.2019

The world will not be destroyed by the conservatives. But by the liberals that don't stop them.


Solar RV cycling log May 23rd. Sustainable leverage knee pressure cylinder, that's it.


So many so many so many so many other things the body wants to  cleverly think of. What the f***? Even with all the positives of the last several journeys. Even with all that in mind.

At the end of it it seems there are three things. One. All of the power is in the thighs as levers. 2. Everything else  limp or firm so that it does not interfere with the freedom of levers. 3. The unified target seems to be the image of the front of a barrel that the levers, the forward area around the knees, is delivering pressure to keep that cylinder, Barrel, rolling forward. For. Sustainable pressure. Not too much.

Holy f***! The best of all friends showed up at the end of today's voyage. What? The notion that the optimum is leveraging forward a huge heavy ball, sphere, with the thighs, the knees being the pressure point, and to do so in such a way the constantly adjustments are made so that the strength of the legs, sustainably leveraging forward, are able to comfortably maintain the exact momentum of that gigantic huge heavy sphere. This was the stuff of that magical 2 weeks first crossing Iowa to the West, and then to the east. The central piece that fell into place, absolutely crucial, is that the goal is not to maintain the speed of the sphere, but to protect its exact momentum. Absolutely what made this possible was the notion of the entire power source being the thighs leveraging forward one at a time. With an important edition that happened mid voyage today. There's a tendency to find the the leverage is downward toward the ground. When it was realized that the leverage is actually a line slipping slightly forward maybe a 20 degrees forward as opposed to perpendicular things begin to click more sustainable and powerful. Can this be achieved at the beginning of a voyage? Can it be held onto? Quite possibly.

Update, next morning. Let everything go, James! Let everything go except for the thigh leveraging the gigantic heavy ball forward at constant sustainable momentum of the ball, first of all finding where that point is where the range of force can be mustered to keep it going, and then letting everything go, everything, everything, to gently and firmly maintain that momentum of the ball. Let everything go! Everybody wants to help, the feet, the ankles, the Cavs, the Torso rocking forward and side to side, the head………………….... Let everything go James! Everything but the thigh and that huge ball that is being leveraged by the thighs with the point of contact being the forward underside of the knees.

Ignite soul log may 23. Two giant explosions, and other things.


Quite a beautiful day.

Much time spent with Tolstoy’s Four gospel translation.

What did Tolstoy find? I don't know. I never will for sure. That is, I will not know if he found the teachings of the man Jesus. But certainly he says he did, and he thinks he did.

But I do know he found a teaching that saved his extraordinary being from suicide and ignited his soul for the next 40 years. And it ignited him in a way that he ignited the man Gandhi, who was instrumental in ignited Martin Luther King, and toast toy with some of his writings in directly.

On a different note, awakened James was with a shocking thought smacking him in the face. Holy f***. Jesus has not ignited one in a billion souls. Tolstoy has not ignited one in a billion souls. The dozens of the souls at the lsgiabeing.com site have each not ignited more than one in a billion souls. Entertained? Yes. Ignited emulators? No! The historical record is horribly clear!

James exploded twice today. And a couple more little explosions. Exhausted after part of the journey tonight he took a quick nap at a little pull out off the main road. It was steep getting back on the road and the rear wheel did not gain traction. So it was very very very slow getting out onto the highway. No cars in sight when James started. Very little traffic. As he got onto the road a white car came up at probably 60 mi an hour. Blaring it's Horan. No f****** problem. It could easily if gone around. No traffic. I f****** exploded. Turn stuck my torso out of the vehicle screamed at the vehicle, what? Was this horrible? Of James? Does he feel like a terrible failure? Does he think he did something really awful? No, no, and no. But is he glad he did it? No. What better world is the outcome of that? That is not a different way of being. There's no hoping that. So what he's glad about is that he was aware, he was a body at that instant, not a soul, but he didn't see it coming, and now he has a chance to reflect and prepare for the next time.

James is understanding his opportunity, really the opportunity for all of us, to ignite soul, and to disrupt the status quo of the head and flesh in charge, respectfully, thoughtful E. Disruption is much easier and James is working hard to establish a ratio of his time, the large proportion on ignited, starting with himself, and a small smaller portion on disruption. Having said that, the greatest strategic opportunity  James senses right now is to complete the project he began several months ago, creating a clean easily accessible copy of the Tolstoy Four Gospels translation and Harmon is Asian that is on the web in really old hard to access PDFs. Today he listened to the summary text that Tolstoy has throughout his huge Lee technical volumes, and they're extraordinary, those explanatory and summary texts.

Note. Something very significant happens, when after 67 years, this individual James for the first time begins asking himself, who is that, James? Is that your soul? Such things prompt that question as finding himself in a point of frustration, maybe over how things tangle, over some discomfort in his body. And more surprising, but so useful, when he finds himself twirling around in his own brain. Pretty much each time James instantly realizes, I prefer being in my soul. And almost instantly transports there. This is pointed to width the capacity for meditating. But at least for James what he's just outlined here is a dramatic enhancement. Profound.

Christian fundamentalism. Intoxicating lies and delusion as a way of life. Extremely gratifying entirely deadly.


Extremely neat trick: stand for the life of a fetus and you get to s*** on, decimate, torture, abuse all other life! Fabulous.


5.22.2019

Ignite Soul Log May 22nd. Dramatically important new tool. MMASS DD.






Written has James in recent months of his challenge of having a sufficiently intense grasp of the clients he is serving to be as fully ignited himself as he needs and wants to be.

This is substantially being supplied Now by a much more important grasp of the problem, massive mutilation assault starvation of soul, destruction disorder. MMASS DD. At his best, periodically, he brings this long but necessary acronym, and the individual words through his Consciousness and becomes much less distracted and much more ignited in his work.

In part with this Aid, this greatly enlightened View, despite very cold Stormy Weather, James has been quite productive throughout this day. Among other things he has begun formally organizing his priorities in the perspective of this diagnosis.


Long-planned has James to conduct the soul filling, yet somewhat tedious work, of bringing to the world a clean organized copy of the four gospel translation from the original Greek conducted by Tolstoy which in process saved his own life and created Gandhi and probably Martin Luther King jr. James concluded that there were things that he needed to do first so that his nervous system was open to those, including his own translation of Jesus 200 versus, but today was the beginning of that study and rendering of Tolstoy four gospels. What a privilege. And what an extraordinary confirmation to James of the foundation that James is building his work on. Only occasionally does Tolstoy use the word soul but that is absolutely what he is understanding through his translation of the teachings and example of the man Jesus.

Solar RV cycling log May 22nd. I think I've got it!



Typically heavy cycling is every other day. That was yesterday. But for reasons of warmth perched here below Mount Whitney in Cloudy cold snowy weather occasionally a brief climb is undertaken, in order to heat up.

The post yesterday was incorrect. That the miraculous performance of yesterday was probably unachievable at very low Cadence. Not so. Much more difficult to discover? Quite probably. Much easier to lose at at low cadence? Quite probably.

The imagery that made it achievable today and yesterday was the notion of rolling a barrel, a cylinder, but a barrel I think, keeping constant pressure on the forward edge of the barrel, at all times, continuous, uninterrupted, seemingly impossible, with the forward part of the knees, the upper shin, and even the mid shin.

This old friend was seen on multiple occasions in recent years.

Why was it lost? It was.

Why might it be retained this time? I think it was lost because it seems impossible. At least it did seem impossible. Maybe James has learned enough in the arduous last 6 months that it no longer seems like a ridiculous miracle. What that mental image and physical sensation does is everything from relax the feet and ankles and calves, to continuously time and harness and Empower and engage the all-important concept of the recent week, the thigh as forward lever.

Gospel translation, Tolstoy. "... The source of life, the intelligence of life, was in all the world, and in every living man. But living men, living only..."

These two volumes are very difficult to find and the PDF text quality is very difficult. James is in the process of republishing these Works in a clean and accessible form including the summary that he has already extracted. This may well take until June or July for James to complete. Here. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1xNUVLXWLKVH63_VdYfIFhquhLiVP8SQi/view?usp=drivesdk In James View Mastery and dissemination of this work by Tolstoy, that caused the creation of Gandhi and Martin Luther King, and Tolstoy himself, is possibly the most MMASS DD disruptive, and soul igniting thing, that he can do. https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1cKRdJSNspoARN5ZOQG_xmLeNx7-KcPh0_o52zrj_LGM/edit?usp=drivesdk Please consider doing the same.


The source of life, the intelligence of life, was in all the world, and in every living man. But
living men, living only in so far as they had the true intelligence of life, did not understand that they had been produced and were begotten through the intelligence of life.
They did not understand that the intelligence of life gave them the possibility to become one with it, so that they should live, not in the flesh, but in the intelligence of life. By understanding this, and by their belief in their sonship to intelligence, or the comprehension of life, men were able to have true life. But men did not understand this, and their life in the world was like light in darkness....

... John announced the coming of God into the world. He said that men must be purified in their souls, that they may acknowledge the kingdom of God....

... John announced the coming of God into the world. He said that men must be purified in their souls, that they may acknowledge the kingdom of God.
Jesus, knowing no father by the flesh, and claiming God to be his Father, heard the preaching of John, and meditated within himself as to what is this God, how has he come into the world, and where is he? And having retired into the wilderness, Jesus learned that the life of man is in the spirit, that man lives always in God, that God is always in man, that the kingdom of God has always existed even as it exists now, and that it is only needful that we should acknowledge it; having learned this, Jesus came out of the wilderness and began to preach to men that God always has been, and is now, in the world, and that we must be purified, or reborn, in the spirit, in order to know him.....


... He taught us how God has no need of prayers, sacrifices, or temples, and how we must worship him in spirit and in doing good.....

James, everyone I talk to in town about you, they love you to death! You're a very special person.




What the f***? I totally don't get it. I don't get it.
Towns don't love me. People don't love me, they never have. That's not a complaint. Just a fact.

The only large group I have ever known of that loved me, cared about me, was the workers in a factory of Utah, I spent six months re-engineering their company and getting them their first raise and many many years. They had tears in their eyes when I parted ways.

These words just now from one of the fellows on the road crew that I met about six weeks ago, maybe less, when I ask some fellows about the work they were doing clearing the huge Switchback by the portal. One of their projects was exploding and clearing a 200000 lb Boulder that it come down across the road.
A Hispanic guy. So kind, warm, jovial, enthusiastic. Probably a little younger than me.
Makes my head spin.

Are you warm enough? Do you need a heavier jacket?

I'm sitting here working in this magnificence, gray though it may be and cold. He beeped going up the hill and then stop this truck to give me this bag of Cracker Jack and I gave him a hug. And then he was on his way. I'll stop next time I see you, he said!



5.21.2019

Solar RV cycling blog May 21st. Big f****** new pieces in place!


An occasional old friend showed up and this time gained clear conscious recognition. These legs desperately need to know where the end of the stroke is. As one would expect  it is where the physical extent of the pedal arm is. That may be the right answer, it may be the best answer, but it is not the only answer, and there may be an answer tnfinitely better in this particular vehicle!

The other was found about 20 minutes ago, it just showed up, the end of the stroke is at the full natural extensions of the thigh! And in the case of the left leg in this vehicle for whatever reason, that is somewhat short of where the mechanical extent of the pedal arm is! And it has been infuriatingly difficult to deal with that discrepancy! But it is possible as demonstrated now for the leg to accept that the full extent is its own full extension! ! This solves a whole shitload of problems, and if theoretically it sacrifices 2 or 5 or even 10% of power, who the f*** cares? Not James!

This Voyage is confirming the tenets of recent voyager! The thigg as the dominant lever forward every Strokes is huge! One leg bearing, , the other weightless, it's huge! Completing the lever forward, notes above, is huge! Torso to the right, big. Head slightly right, big. Foot pads as sensors, huge! Huge part of the puzzle when executed properly. They usually come to think that they are the force of the power, no! Physically impossible. But when they are used properly as power sensors they gigantically inform the above-mentioned elements. Helpful. And necessary. This gives intelligence to the lever idea, the pads confirm whether the lever is in fact delivering pressure, a sustainable amount, the right amount, too much… ! Tremendously helpful. And new, to this Voyage, can you f****** believe it? James, can't! But there it is. Note, James again is racing a storm. So he has dialed in a ratio of 5 to one human. He is not estimated that this is responsible for the good results about, but it's possible. Unlikely.

Update. The surprises keep on folding. Two rolling cylinders are back. The drive cylinder is at the knees. But the target for that cylinder is that the ball of the feet, the sensors. (not later, just the knees).

The position of those cylinders is crucial and secondarily the size. At least at moderate cadence the size is small although not tiny and the position is forward, not back. Now, this cylinder stuff is much more unlikely, if possible at all, at the low cadencr of the last 6 months.

Yes 50% on 50% off, but it still seems that limiting the backward movement is important to staying with in the cylinder. It is supposed to function of and a necessity of the cylinders.

Yes, James, the position of the feet within the shoes is crucial. But you were thinking that meant moving the feet forward in the shoes for the arch of the foot. Not so it seems. No, normal placement in the shoes so that the ball of the foot can play the role of sensor. But the difficulty of trying to make the two legs symmetrical in this tricycle is difficult and part of the solution seems to be slightly moving one foot  forward or back in the shoe as any equalizer. This is quite big.

And this cylinder mode offers an important opportunity toward automatic, mindless. As the balls of the feet are these important sensors on that cylinder they transmit automatically information about force and cadence that otherwise is not available. And the body more and more is automatically taking the feedback and automatically slowing or increasing the cadence.

One more issue enabled by these cylinder. It may prove to be tricky but maybe not. They invite a constant forward roll by the feet, as opposed to the  50% on 50% off. May to invite abuse, the up leg resting on the work of the forward leg but maybe that's manageable.

Stop the f****** presses!

what can I say, Peak Performance just showed up! The one week Sprint to the Cross Iowa bicycle event last year, 2 years ago, and then the one week event, Repeat Performance. They showed up tonight. Clearly all of the above set the stage, and it showed up!!!

What? It's the damnedest thing. It's so hard to grasp. But the closest I can come is to say it is the forward part of the knees, the upper Shins, 100% of the time, in turn, rolling a cylinder forward. It makes no sense. But with that thought in mind it was sustained for a good 25 minutes.

Wax on, wax off. Six months of extremely low Cadence work. Maybe that was preparation. Maybe if prevented what happened tonight, that it can only happen at a Cadence of 70 or more. Numbers that haven't been seen in a long long long long time, reasonably effortless 140 up to 220 Watt sustained human.

Does it really matter? No, not really. James is not a cyclist. No races. Rescuing the one in a million Souls matters, this does not.

The truth doesn't much care what you think, or I. It has the final say. That's why Gandhi called it God.


5.20.2019

Selfishly, suicide? Part of a longer dialogue James had with a good soul today.


selfishly, suicide?  Sounds great to me. But I guess, not really.  Not until I feel that I  can no longer substantially work toward helping Maybe One in a Million .  My joy, my soul, is just too greedy for the joy of the attempt. But then?  I'm out of here. And this is really really really really really surprising and important to me. My take from my upbringing was that the externally, extrinsically, gratified life was the life worth having.  The life that pleases the body and mind. I have learned that the exact opposite is true.  That the only life worth having is the intrinsically gratified one, from trying to be good in the world.  And all the people that I admire in history, that small handful,  LSGIABeing.com, that is what I understand about their life.  Built on intrinsic gratification, the joy of trying to make things better, whether they understood it that way or not.

I can think of an infinity of things humans can build that are unsustainable. And only one that is sustainable. Your thoights?


Warning, if my choice is between killing a cow, a chicken, or the livelihood of ranchers and farmers, guess what my choice is?



Warning, if my choice is between killing a cow, a chicken, or the livelihood of ranchers and farmers, guess what my choice is?

5.19.2019

Ignite Soul log May 19th. Practice as soul is promising.






The notion of Detachment, Buddhist I think in origin, is something that I dislike. Not an idea that I am fond of ever. But some form of it is what I'm experiencing, a superior form I believe.

With practice my awareness of when I am being my body, or enmeshed with discomforts or unhappiness or pleasures of the body, with practice that awareness is becoming more reflexive, rapid, frequent. And that allows me to make a choice. James, is this what you want to be right now? Always the answer is no. It's a very glad answer. Very glad is James to have the choice. And each time so far he has been able to easily make the choice and step back into his soul, lovingly aware of the calls of the body but choosing for the joy of it to be inhabiting his soul as supervisor. Each time that is who and what James wants to be. Surprised he will be if he ever finds that he wants to be something else.

Not infrequently when these choices arise James is fleetingly aware that this could be practice for someday in a trump prison where prolonged torture might be a possibility. Does James expect this? James is aware that it's a possibility. And he is aware, although this is not his reason for making the choice, he is aware that this is practice. Important? Significant? Sufficient? Don't know. But he's glad of it.

Important modifications improvements, upgrades, at the lsgiabeing.com site.

I don't know, is it important to understand human beings? Is there anything more important than understanding human beings? I mean, humans are the ones destroying all life and goodness on Earth. And as a human being is there anything we care more about than the one in a million that might be sparked to sanity? And joy? Not me.

Brilliant or not, and I was not early on a fan, I'm finding the book by Dasher Keltner, born to be good, free and legal at archive.org, to be an absolute must read and study. I found the first couple of chapters quite distracting. I wonder if he felt he had to put the bad stuff first? But then it really gets going. Stanford University, no, Berkeley, a properly respected World Authority.

Ignite Soul log May 19th. Practice as soul is promising.



The notion of Detachment, Buddhist I think in origin, is something that I dislike. Not an idea that I am fond of ever. But some form of it is what I'm experiencing, a superior form I believe.

With practice my awareness of when I am being my body, or enmeshed with discomforts or unhappiness or pleasures of the body, with practice that awareness is becoming more reflexive, rapid, frequent. And that allows me to make a choice. James, is this what you want to be right now? Always the answer is no. It's a very glad answer. Very glad is James to have the choice. And each time so far he has been able to easily make the choice and step back into his soul, lovingly aware of the calls of the body but choosing for the joy of it to be inhabiting his soul as supervisor. Each time that is who and what James wants to be. Surprised he will be if he ever finds that he wants to be something else.

Not infrequently when these choices arise James is fleetingly aware that this could be practice for someday in a trump prison where prolonged torture might be a possibility. Does James expect this? James is aware that it's a possibility. And he is aware, although this is not his reason for making the choice, he is aware that this is practice. Important? Significant? Sufficient? Don't know. But he's glad of it.

Important modifications improvements, upgrades, at the lsgiabeing.com site.

I don't know, is it important to understand human beings? Is there anything more important than understanding human beings? I mean, humans are the ones destroying all life and goodness on Earth. And as a human being is there anything we care more about than the one in a million that might be sparked to sanity? And joy? Not me.

Brilliant or not, and I was not early on a fan, I'm finding the book by Dasher Keltner, born to be good, free and legal at archive.org, to be an absolute must read and study. I found the first couple of chapters quite distracting. I wonder if he felt he had to put the bad stuff first? But then it really gets going. Stanford University, no, Berkeley, a properly respected World Authority.

To my dear friend brilliantly raising some fine children that have a autism diagnosis.


Maybe...... My occasional musings about what might be useful to your boys is really really really presumptuous and annoying. I hope we are good enough friends that you would let me know such a thing rather than having me just keep being annoying?

It is said that the fish are the last ones to discover water. I often think of that. The reason it comes to my mind right now is because I do a lot of logging while voyaging in the vehicle, sweating and peddling profusely.

Doing so now.

And what I realized is how extraordinairily liberating that exact process, voice typing, how tremendously liberating, empowering, growth enabling, it is to my soul, and my intellect. Writing as we shared recently, journalling, is very empowering, sort of like scratch paper for the mathematician as I experience it. Or maybe a sketch pad for the artist. Very liberating. But doing so vocally for me is even that much more. I have to edit the text which sometimes can be quite frustrating but these voice typing applications are amazingly accurate. But I get to vocalize and deal with text. Extraordinary.

As you may know better than I, in the entire field of psychology the only, or one of the only things that is statistically significant in terms of helping someone gain, regain, hold on to mental health, is being in the presence of someone who is empathically listening. Few people are ever in the presence of such a person. When they are they will vocalize things deep within them or superficial that otherwise they would never touch Pond. And there's something about our nervous system, absolutely mine, that when I vocalize all of a sudden it is in front of me and my nervous system grabs it and takes it forward in a healthier way that never would happen otherwise! This voice typing that is part of my routine just does that.

Hugs. James

Solar RV cycling log May 19th. Yes, James, finish every long stroke.


Among the major problems in recent Journeys is a left buttocks quickly cramps up in pain. Various things today in combination seem to be mitigating that. Long stroke. Finishing it. One leg in total rest while the other thrusts, levers, the vehicle forward. Feeling the weight of the vehicle throughout the thrust. Torso 2 in to the right to empower the right leg and buttocks and take stress off of the left. Maintaining sufficient speed that the legs are not idling on cotton candy but actually doing work of thrusting the vehicle forward. Staying in touch with leveraging the vehicle forward throughout the thrust.

Warning, there is something about slowing the Cadence or reducing the leg power the signals to the body, you don't have to complete The Strokes. Avoid this! Complete every thrust, lever, stroke!

especially, especially, especially finish the long stroke during any and all changes in pressure, acceleration, Cadence, grade…….

Take great care regarding rigidity in the ankle and pressure with the feet. Sensing with the foot pad seems to be crucial but any rigidity or force in the feet tends to translate into signals to the body to accommodate the circularity of the pedal stroke and that is a disaster.

The sensor in the foot pads is crucial but so is the sensation in the completing underside of the thigh and maybe the thigh more generally when in a proper stroke.

Note regarding completing the thrust. Completing the leveraging forward of the vehicle as judged by the underside of the thigh or possibly the knee.

Update. The threat and existence of severe wind suggested dramatically increasing the motor power ratio Too Human which was done and the final 30 minutes were quite interesting.

That's a whole different environment for the body. Much higher Cadence, much smoother, much more normal to level ground travel. First time in many months that we have experienced that.

All of the above in this log was Affirmed. Something was quickly added though. The notion of a sphere or something at the knees. The function of this was not to dominate but to empower this higher Cadence higher power situation to achieve a smoothness into each forward leveraging. And this condition including probably a slight adrenaline rush yielded half hour of sustained 130 up to 170 watts per hour human and it didn't feel that difficult. James, do not get tempted to be some Hero on the next Voyage now. The purpose is simply to exercise in the background while study is in the foreground. But it is nice to know that if there is ever sustained level ground travel again that some of the old high output numbers May begin to return.

5.18.2019

MMASS DD. Everything is dying now of Massive Mutilation Assault and Starvation of Soul Destruction Disorder. MMASS DD.



This is the science of it. This is the physics of it. The only chance for Humanity, for the human species, was to accelerate evolution by placing the soul, the mamalian brain, in charge of reptilian brain and cerebral cortex, we have done the opposite and aggressively visited mass disorder on virtually all of humanity.

There have been those that saw this mass destruction, throughout history, Confucius, Budda, Hillel, Jesus , Muhammad, Amos, Jeremiah, Isaiah, and others. They have been ignored, crucified, turned into bromide State, used as room deodorizer on the otherwise slaughterhouse stench of our cultures these last seven thousand years.

It is now beyond hope for the species and a million other species immediately. It is beyond hope. But there will be remnants, poor souls, brought into the world by already dead soul-crippled parents, because no one of soul would bring another child into this deadly hell of a world in writhing deathspiral.

But none the less there will be remnants, there will be the The occasional blade of grass that for some unknown reason has the potential to sprout out through the otherwise toxic waste dump to the re-ignition, The Rebirth, of their soul, their DNA given limbic system in charge. And all of our efforts must go toward these green shoots.

And what is the form of this mass disorder?

Churches, Synagogues , mosque, schools…. They are death chambers for the soul. They are places where children are sent to be turned into cog in society, in business, in the corporations, in corporate medicine,.... and this is not possible without first destroying the Soul, the limbic system, the mammalian brain, or so cripping it that it is totally totally near death. The soul being the place of honesty, truth, wisdom, compassion, unity, revolution when necessary, justice, goodness, equality, community, Universal family. Business can't have that! Psychology can't have that! Academia can't have that! Politics can have that! Extraction industries can't have that! Politics can't have that! Klan supremacy can't have that!

No, these are death chambers for the soul. Gas lighting, is mutilation of thinking capacity, death to the notion that earth can be heaven, no, only some life after this hellish existence. Realize your Creator given potential as a human being? No! Become a cog in the machine! Destroy those wings, burn them, mutilate them! Docile thinking machine, or useful docile arms and legs for some soul-crippled monster at the top to manipulate and exploit! All causing Walking Dead, joyless, pleasure-addicted mutilated creatures.

And what must we do now to counteract this massive destructive disorder?

What is known of that, and the elements of that answer are to be found at this LSGIABeing.com site, which is an ongoing work in progress.

But the essential challenge, the essential need, to help those One in a Million grass shoots against impossible odds, is to create the mechanisms that Foster, nurture, life based on intrinsic motivation, not extrinsic. Although this is not the language at all or purpose of a book called Born to Be Good, Dacher Keltner, a mediocre book, but an important placeholder, our neuro biology is pointed to here that supports, and calls for this effort.

James has long diagnosed, misdiagnosed, and underestimated the scope of the disorder. Up until now understanding it as MEDD, massive empathy deficit disorder. It goes much Beyond empathy.

Trump, conservatives, fundamentalists, GOP, Divine Justice, or Poetic Justice, if you like.

Of the movie Dogma, the vague recollection I have is that part of it is a angel gone bad? Ben Affleck? Wrecks and destroys everything.
Trump is a brilliant sociopath, clinically, buffoon. The Republicans are totally mutilated Souls, our fault, and they are succeeding and will succeed in the total Destruction of everything decent. It is Armageddon that will not be stopped.

And it is completely just. Is it not? Who Among Us can look in the mirror and say, I have completely followed, I have aggressively followed, I have substantially followed, what I know in my soul to be good, above all else?

Not one in a million in the last seven thousand years can say this. What the f*** did we think was going to happen?

No, and I do not believe in the evil destructive thought of some Sky man God that is orchestrating this. We deserve all the credit, our neglect and perpetration.

5.17.2019

Do I fear, hate, loathe, despise you, or are you a Christian? Is Jesus your lord and savior?


These were not the words, but they were the content of a brief dialogue with a thirtysomething white man today in town. It was shockingly revealing. Christianity is a way for this person, and most liked him, just simply be on the winning team. They experience being losers otherwise. This gives them license, even a duty, to hate and feel Superior to everyone providing the wrong answer. It is simply a means of having a license to hate and feel Superior. There are few exceptions.

5.16.2019

Ignite Soul log May 16. Severe test, passed quite well.




Yesterday James reported becoming more of a body than a soul. This was so boring.

Quite a test today, between 50 and 60 mile an hour plus gusts. Even much stronger than had been forecast. It can be quite terrifying for the body. And invisible fist easily capable of destroying us.

The soul remained a loving compassionate supervisor of body and head. Few exceptions.

Major work was done to update and organize the card catalog reading list on the LSGIABeing.com site. https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/11fTfA7ISpNtB38MU6p10Bt83NimWVGVRWvKLb01TCQU/edit?usp=drivesdk  And James substantially updated the availability of readings he expects to prioritize in coming months.

5.15.2019

Solar RV cycling blog May 15th. 50% off, James! F*** it!



James was doing everything right at the beginning of tonight's voyage.  One leg at a time! Top priority on finding a way that was comfortable for the body. It never happened! What the f***! 45 minutes into the mission, James, are you taking all of the weight off of the unused leg each cycle? Well, uh, no. Well f****** do it!

How can this be so difficult?!?!

Only about four elements, maybe five that have been so magic these recent days. And forgetting just one f**** everything? That's not fair! Well, James, that's how it is.

What a mercy to finally remember, 50% on, one leg at a time, one leg totally weightless at at a Time. Mercifully, It did the trick.

Something else, there is something about the beginning of the journey that the left buttocks gets a terrible cramp that just will not be shaken! However it was not nearly so prominent in the recent voyages but there it was again today. Maybe it was entirely due to the fact that I was not totally making one leg weightless each cycle. But maybe something else helped. James was remembering to keep his head back and to the right. But it was only once he thought to lean the Torso to the right that they cramp in the left began to subside.

Update, another third of the way into tonight's voyage.

The linkage between the horrible left buttocks cramp and 50% weightlessnrss, is this I think. The absence of 50% waitresses is the body trying to do a trick. It is trying to cheat. It is trying to be lazy. It is trying to exert power without completing the full extension of the  stroke. And it is just this completion of the forward stroke that delivers much of the power and lengthens the muscle so that it does not cramp.

So the importance of 50% weight list nurse is gigantic. But for  emphasis another criterion, full length ending of the stroke each stroke.

But for  now the top top top priority. James, do not have an extended part of the journey that is terribly unpleasant for the body. Just don't. It creates  psychological and physical barriers that drain so much energy and time to overcome.

another factor tonight is it different power level.

Also, without the 50% off the body loses visceral contact with the physical nature and movement of the vehicle and the body freaked out! 50% off! Full extension! Stretch and relax those muscles.

Ignite Soul log May 15. Spinoza added to the must study list.





Searching for Spinoza, neuroscientist Antonio damasio. Interesting read. Valuable to James. Much good and many Mines to step on.

He is drawn to Spinoza and now so am I.

Scientific integrity and Brilliant on the part of damasio. Emotions are largely automatic. Virtually every species has them. Feelings are a more recent development that enable higher developed nervous systems to deal with those otherwise unconscious intangible emotions. They are in a sense the language and the manageable attributes of the automatic emotions.

Minefield? Damacio is a wonderful cerebral cortex. But not much of a developed limbic system, soul. At times he does a remarkable job of speaking clinically About Soul. But not being a highly developed soul he is Clumsy, word salad, and unintentionally disrespectful and dismissive of soul. He is deeply drawn to Spinoza, but in the end, he has to reduce Spinosa, possibly a highly developed Soul, to elements of cerebral cortex. And if the reader does not understand this then they are there by encouraged to dismiss Soul as well. So often. George vaillant. Karen Armstrong. Certainly Brock and Parker.

James got terribly thrown off balance by a very unhappy body tonight. Important learning experience. Of course it's not his body's fault. Looks like it's set off quite a storm. Because James was not operating it properly it got really really uncomfortable, it just would not approach the performance of recent voyages. James didn't know what to do. So his soul rather than remain as loving supervisor entirely in mashed in the Affairs of the body. Not a very good example except that it is recoverable and an important learning experience.

And some level of recovery is occurring.

5.14.2019

Solar RV cycling log May 14th. Yes, one leg at a time, transformational.



James should feel silly maybe, but he does not. So long, so many months, to find this simple solution. Yes, this massively heavy object in coordination with the motor can be moved one leg at a time up the steepest climb in the country, except for a few others.  James carrying his own weight always, his own weight Plus 20 lb always, and often his own weight plus 50 or 60 lbs.

Refinements to the vehicle, small and large Lessons Learned, body strength gained.

But the massive breakthrough, one leg at a time can move this vehicle. The thought of this was too frightening to consider. But there it is. Probably four voyages or now successful with this as The Guiding realization.

There are several permutations of controllers and Motors that can be used. And subtleties there are being learned and applied. But they are not what is transforming this.

An old friend from several months ago showed up. Not transformational but quite nice. James, on the steepest parts, look just inches over the dashboard, and concentrate on moving the vehicle just 6 or 12 inch per rotation, / thrust of the leg. This is hard psychologically because it is right at the borderline where the Cadence is so slow that the motor would kick out and we would stop. Not a tragedy but these are dangerous climbs. But physically it can be done and with this refinement today that became more manageable. 1 mile an hour instead of 1.2 is quite a bit nicer for the body.

Another really central element these last three or four voyages is to keep very much in mind, James, are you doing what the body wants you to do? That's the top priority. Don't stress it, don't worry it, first priority is that the body is doing that one at a time thrust, one leg at a time thrust in a way that makes it the most happy. And it turns out this is quite achievable.