MRI brain scan fnished just moments ago. Took about 40 min. Huge machine. Massive magnet. Lie still the whole time. No idea what they found. Oncologist meeting Monday at 2pm.
I continue to be 100% Joyful, Loving, Peaceful of Heart, Passionate, Procuductive. Not my business what the results are.
If the liver is not cancer the decision is probably pretty easy - 6 months chemo.
If the liver is cancer, and the prognosis is low odds that treatment will give more than months - is 6 months partial death, for a few months additional, maybe, is that the right choice, use of our kids funds (ALL funds are our kids funds)? Uh, probably not.
Interesting. Oh, given the choice, I'll take the availability of another 30 years, to serve, tho I could end it all in a death fast 12 months from now. LOL. But I'd take the option, if it is available. If not? Hmmm. How to best serve in the little time left - how to make every precious second left - count for our kids - tho this has been my Life for 12 years now. Heaven, on Earth, what Jesus died to give us - the Joy of Complete Service to our Neediest. Mine.
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