I totally didn't see 'Start Loving,' coming. Wham, one morning, early February, 6am or so, in front of the White House, deep in pondering, wham - 'Start Loving' is what you are, I 'hear;' there is no time for you to waste being called otherwise. 'OK,' was my response.
I'm now understanding that there is no more time to be called 'Start.' What's that, anyway? Well, I wasn't 'Loving' 5 years ago when 'Start Loving' emerged as my name. I was a 'Start' toward that. When it became clear that 'Start Loving' was who I was, what I was, what I stood for, what I believed in, what I yearned for, obviously 'Start Loving' is what would serve my work the best. That there would be a further change never occurred to me.
But here it is. I wasn't 'Loving' 5 years ago. I didn't think of it like that, but looking back, I was a 'Start' toward 'Loving,' but I wasn't 'Loving.' I couldn't be under that name.
But I can now. I must, now. There's no time for anything else.
Loving
I'm now understanding that there is no more time to be called 'Start.' What's that, anyway? Well, I wasn't 'Loving' 5 years ago when 'Start Loving' emerged as my name. I was a 'Start' toward that. When it became clear that 'Start Loving' was who I was, what I was, what I stood for, what I believed in, what I yearned for, obviously 'Start Loving' is what would serve my work the best. That there would be a further change never occurred to me.
But here it is. I wasn't 'Loving' 5 years ago. I didn't think of it like that, but looking back, I was a 'Start' toward 'Loving,' but I wasn't 'Loving.' I couldn't be under that name.
But I can now. I must, now. There's no time for anything else.
Loving
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