'I was hit by a car last night. Leg amputed below the knee.' Loving (detail)

Actually, it was this morning, and it wasn't the leg, it was much worse.  I'd prefer to lose either leg instead of receive the email this morning saying that the donation of wifi for my work is ending immediately.  I just look up at Our Father and ask,

'WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!?!?!?!?  WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING?!?!!?!?!?  I NEED LEGIONS OF CO-WORKERS, OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST NEED MILLIONS OF CO-WORKERS.  I NEED HELP!!!!!!!! I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAVE AND EVERYTHING I AM, EVERY SINGLE BREATH.  EVERY SINGLE BREATH, FOR YEARS NOW. I'VE HAD ONE SUPPORT FOR MY WORK, AND YOU TAKE THAT AWAY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? 

Silence. 

And then, 'Get working Slave.  And quit whining.' 

'Ok,' I reply.