nd. Every day I feel like I am drowning in my all day, every waking moments... spending every second to fight the torrent, the flood, the deluge, the ocean of invisibility of the cruel, savage, sadistic, inhumane, barbaric... Terrorisms of Israel / US on my Palestinians. Near literally all day long I read, repost, comment... on the tital wave of daily Naziesque Horrors visited on my Palestinian Family. When weather or health dictate, I do so from the homeless shelter, or a library; when weather and health permit... from in front of the White House, or on Capitol Hill where the congressscum must slither by. But fighting the tidal wave is what I do. I am not complaining. I am drowning. It is a drowning that could take decades to be terminal for me. I may have to break free for a while, not of the struggle, but of fighting this torrent, as I am. For self protection? For personal survival? No. To deepen my study of the situation, to study many of the books I've put off studying for months now, on Islam, Judaism, the history of Judaism and the Hebrew people, the history of Palestine, the history of Zionism, christian (Satanic, Demonic) Zionism.... If you sense a shift in my behavior... is it NOT a shift from Freeing Palestine... but toward trying to become better, stronger, more effective, more powerful... in my attempts.

Every day I feel like I am drowning in my all day, every waking moments... spending every second to fight the torrent, the flood, the deluge, the ocean of invisibility of the cruel, savage, sadistic, inhumane, barbaric... Terrorisms of Israel / US on my Palestinians.  Near literally all day long I read, repost, comment... on the tital wave of daily Naziesque Horrors visited on my Palestinian Family. When weather or health dictate, I do so from the homeless shelter, or a library; when weather and health permit... from in front of the White House, or on Capitol Hill where the congressscum must slither by. But fighting the tidal wave is what I do. I am not complaining. I am drowning. It is a drowning that could take decades to be terminal for me.  I may have to break free for a while, not of the struggle, but of fighting this torrent, as I am.  For self protection?  For personal survival?  No.  To deepen my study of the situation, to study many of the books I've put off studying for months now, on Islam, Judaism, the history of Judaism and the Hebrew people, the history of Palestine, the history of Zionism, christian (Satanic, Demonic) Zionism....  If you sense a shift in my behavior... is it NOT a shift from Freeing Palestine... but toward trying to become better, stronger, more effective, more powerful... in my attempts.