details. Cancer Update: Communication blackout pretty much now, for 1-4 days, OR, see ya on the other side!

Tomorrow at 5 am I hop the cross-town bus.

Need to check in to the hospital, surgery intake, 6am.

The carving is scheduled for 8am.

I'm bringing my laptop, but unless I see you on the other side, I'm not expecting to be up to communicating for 1-4 days.

An unforseen project kept me busy all day long at the day shelter I went to for a hot shower, laundry, so I could was with the anti-bacterial soap I was instructed to use - presurgery.

A day's worth of FB and blog posting I am behind on.

My FB sister KK asked me to provide some clues as to key landmarks in my becoming Loving - and I'm trying to provide and post something useful on that, skeletal at best, by tonight.

I'M HUNGRY!  Nothing but clear liquids all day today, and nothing at all of anything after midnight.  My last supper was last night.

So sorry, but all day there's been zero time to check any incoming email, of FB, and there is unlikely to be any time before surgery tomorrow.  So much to do, so little time.

I've written often of the massive sleep requirements during and for the month following chemo.  No idea why. LOL.  For the last 3 nights I've hardly been able to sleep - no, not nerves, or worry.  My body just seems to be coming out from the super-saturation of sleep it was requiring.  Now, this moment, I'm feeling it.  Don't know how late I'll be able to work tonight. 

If  it is to be organ failure, my personal preference, reJoyce for me - I really hate being around what we've done to all of Creation. The only thing that has let me stand being here so long, is the Infinite Joy of fighting to make things what they should be. More - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/search/label/Loving%27s%20Cancer

 Obviously, I've experienced this Cancer as an Extraordinary Gift, tho I'm horrified at the cost to my next 200 billion kids, and if I survive, I'll Joyfully spend EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART on paying it off, and hopefully providing a return on their investment.  But what a wonderful opportunity to face Death, and gain the clarity of who one really is,  who one has become, what one values.