A difficult walk. Can I learn it? Walking in a world that is immersed in flames, without a prayer of stopping The Inferno. How to live in this? How to do good? To show the path of joy that others might find it Through the flames. Even if just in the moments before being tortured and killed. Attempting to be and bring goodness into the world. Such a difficult dance. Facing the daily unfolding nightmares. Then, informed by that turning to be joyful goodness in the world. So difficult.

A difficult walk. Can I learn it? Walking in a world that is immersed in flames, without a prayer of stopping The Inferno. How to live in this? How to do good? To show the path of joy that others might find it Through the flames. Even if just in the moments before being tortured and killed. Attempting to be and bring goodness into the world. Such a difficult dance. Facing the daily unfolding nightmares. Then, informed by that, turning to be joyful goodness in the world. So difficult.

I have grown to dread and detest the encounters with people drawn by this vehicle. The empty-headed Clueless intellectual masturbation of Technology. Totally.....

I have grown to dread and detest the encounters with people drawn by this vehicle. The empty-headed Clueless intellectual masturbation of Technology. Totally.... oblivious to what's going on in the world. But there is a chance that I am learning to make the encounters positive for me. The pleasant fellow this morning asking the inane questions, my friendly reply, it's my little attempt to bring good into the world. It felt good. It's entirely true. It's what I want to do and talk about.

I do not know how to live in this world where evil is gleefully trampling everything decent. Everything. But I'm determined to find out, for me, and for you.

I do not know how to live in this world where evil is gleefully trampling everything decent. Everything. But I'm determined to find out, for me, and for you.

Video log. Searching in darkness for the man Jesus.

https://vimeo.com/248014804

Last will and testament. Rex litwiller is to receive my only possession should anything happen to me. He created much of it and is most likely to cause it to be used for good.

Last will and testament. Rex litwiller is to receive my only possession should anything happen to me. He created much of it and is most likely to cause it to be used for good.

Symptoms for multiple sclerosis were just reviewed by me. Yesterday and today my right leg is barely controllable in cycling. It's simply wants to curl up. It is taking all of my concentration to return to a normal cycling stroke. In my quick review online of leg out of control cycling I found new other explanation.

Symptoms for multiple sclerosis were just reviewed by me. Yesterday and today my right leg is barely controllable in cycling. It's simply wants to curl up. It is taking all of my concentration to return to a normal cycling stroke. In my quick review online of leg out of control cycling I found new other explanation.

Me too, at a very early age I was part of the problem. I did not understand that at the time.

Me too,
at a very early age I was part of the problem.

I did not understand that at the time.

Francis. We are to do battle with evil. Evil spirit.

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Pope Francis we are to do battle with evil.

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ICE equals Nazi. But the Liberals are to blame. I'll wager that the density of immigrants and conservative White areas is 5 to 10 times who water is in Liberal neighborhoods. F****** hypocrites. The whites feel that they're drowning and they see liberals pushing more bodies into their already sinking Lifeboat.

ICE equals Nazi. But the Liberals are to blame. I'll wager that the density of immigrants and conservative White areas is 5 to 10 times who water is in Liberal neighborhoods. F****** hypocrites. The whites feel that they're drowning and they see liberals pushing more bodies into their already sinking Lifeboat.

My gospel in brief. Video log.

https://vimeo.com/246850249

P1. the extreme essential life and death Joy of wrestling with evil for good

https://vimeo.com/246712400

The ultimate Earthly reward every breath is the intrinsic gratification of being extremely virtuous.

The ultimate Earthly reward every breath is the intrinsic gratification of being extremely virtuous.

Decades too late now to avert Armageddon never too late to lessen the evil and increase the good, and joy, for our fellow creatures.

Decades too late now to avert Armageddon never too late to lessen the evil and increase the good, and joy, for our fellow creatures.

If some are glad to die for mountain climbing or skydiving why not some glad to die for more good in the world?

If some are glad to die for mountain climbing or skydiving why not some glad to die for more good in the world?