Last night was horrible, terrible. An avalanche of nightmares, dreams, images.. anxiety, inferiority , failure, accurate memories... how......

Last night was horrible, terrible.  An avalanche of nightmares, dreams, images.. anxiety, inferiority , failure, accurate memories...  how alien I have always been, what a fool I have always been seen as, so inadequate, so profoundly socially inept, in this Western culture. Agonizing. Debilitating. Only through force of will did I climb out of bed quite sure I would have to return shortly curled up in a fetal position, to try and work my way out of it. After I was up, after an hour or two, I received the gift of a different perspective. My perspective shifted from the scorn, ridicule, contempt... that the world has for me. It shifted to what I imagined the Creator thinks of me and what I do. It shifted to what I imagine Jesus thinks of me and what I do. And then I felt sane again.

Knesset passes dangerous settlement funding law — without a hitch A new law formalizes the outsourcing of rural settlement activity in the West Bank. A boon to the settlements, a blow to democracy — and the taxpayer.

http://972mag.com/knesset-passes-dangerous-settlement-funding-law-without-a-hitch/115318/

The most popular baby name in Israel: 2014 slaughter of Palestinians. Fact.

http://www.theblaze.com/stories/2015/12/28/israels-most-popular-name-for-baby-boys-might-shock-you/

The Second Amendment Was Never Meant to Protect an Individual’s Right to a Gun

http://billmoyers.com/story/the-second-amendment-was-never-meant-to-protect-an-individuals-right-to-a-gun/

We'll try anything and everything to make the world a better place, except the only thing that can do so. Changing our way of being.

We'll try anything and everything to make the world a better place, except the only thing that can do so. Changing our way of being.

Private Prison Exec Waves Off Criminal Justice Reform, Predicts More Profits

https://theintercept.com/2015/12/22/geo-group-explains-crime/

IDF admits spraying herbicides inside the Gaza Strip The army says aerial spraying was meant to ‘enable security operations.’ Palestinian farmers say hundreds of acres of crops were damaged or destroyed.

http://972mag.com/idf-admits-spraying-herbicides-inside-the-gaza-strip/115290/

***** The Revolt of the Anxious Class

http://m.truthdig.com/report/item/the_revolt_of_the_anxious_class_20151215

***** 10 Quotes From a Sioux Indian Chief That Will Make You Question Everything About “Modern” Culture

http://expandedconsciousness.com/2015/01/26/10-quotes-sioux-indian-chief-will-make-question-everything-modern-culture/

This 6-Year-Old Boy Chose To Help The Homeless Instead Of Getting Christmas Presents

http://www.mtv.com/news/2717844/six-year-old-boy-helps-homeless-christmas/

Gaza: Israeli planes spray chemicals, ruin farmland

https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/middle-east/23034-gaza-israeli-planes-spray-chemicals-ruin-farmland

Fifty Churches Just Offered Safe Haven to Central American Refugees Facing Deportation

http://usuncut.com/world/churches-offer-asylum-to-central-american-refugees-facing-u-s-deportation/

***** By living by the sword, by force and brutality, within our society we are psychologically deevolving, deconstructing, degenerating, disintegrating....

http://www.counterpunch.org/2015/12/21/adding-up-the-broken-souls/

***** It is not truthfulness, but being on the winning side, but we value. Massively crucial political insight.

http://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2015/12/donald-trump-2016-evolutionary-psychology-213444

***** Instead of housing myself, I am able to donate all of my meager retirement funds to that about which I care of the most. Here is some of the list. It will change each month, slightly, & I am gratefully open to suggestions. My top priority is Palestine, but beyond that I care about all of the victims of US Empire. And it is my intent to completely and only support the insanely humane among us, that one in a million, upon whom all hope of anything good depends:

By wasting no money on housing or anything else for myself, about which I have  miniscule interest,  I expect to make similar donations, all of my meager monthly retirement, each month of the year.  This is an indescribable joy for me,  an immense privilege, a divine blessing that I don't deserve but I have.

Electronic Intifada,
International Solidarity movement,
MSF,
Mondoweiss,
TruthDig,
Haaretz,
Christian peace maker teams,
JVP,
Palestine children's relief fund PCRF,
breaking the silence,
students for justice Palestine,
BDS,
Syrian relief,
United Palestinian appeal,
Southern Poverty Law Center,
ACLU,
Sea Shepherd,
common dreams,
Welfare Association

In my experience the high highest percentage of ungodly, satanic, is among those calling themselves Jews, next those calling themselves Christians, and finally, a much smaller percentage still, those calling themselves Muslims. Christians, being an infinitely larger group than Jews, do infinitely more damage than any other religion, although those calling themselves Jews, pound for pound, do the most damage.

In my experience the high highest percentage of ungodly, satanic, is among those calling themselves Jews, next those calling themselves Christians, and finally, a much smaller percentage still, those calling themselves Muslims. Christians, being an infinitely larger group than Jews, do infinitely more damage than any other religion, although those calling themselves Jews, pound for pound, do the most damage.

In my experience the highest percent of godly among the religions are Jews, followed by Muslims. Christians are way down the list.

In my experience the highest percent of godly among the religions are Jews, followed by Muslims. Christians are way down the list.

Merry Christmas: Hundreds of Millions Crushed on the Cross. This is at least half true.

http://www.counterpunch.org/2015/12/25/merry-christmas-hundreds-of-millions-crushed-the-the-cross/

***** The Quran Speaks: ISIS and Islam are Opposites

http://www.tikkun.org/tikkundaily/2015/12/10/the-quran-speaks-isis-and-islam-are-opposites/

Merry Christmas. The fourth Palestinian child killed by Israeli Gestapo, today. Today. Today. Merry Christmas. Enjoy your day.

http://english.palinfo.com/site/pages/details.aspx?itemid=75770

Video: Israeli youths dance, stab picture of murdered Palestinian baby

https://electronicintifada.net/blogs/charlotte-silver/video-israeli-youths-dance-stab-picture-murdered-palestinian-baby

Jewish settlers seize shop in Jerusalem’s Old City

https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/middle-east/22994-jewish-settlers-seize-shop-in-jerusalems-old-city

Formerly interned Japanese Americans stand up against Muslim hate

http://m.sfgate.com/bayarea/article/Formerly-interned-Japanese-Americans-stand-up-6716136.php?cmpid=twitter-mobile

European legal experts call on EU to stop trading with settlements

http://mondoweiss.net/2015/12/european-trading-settlements

UN: 47% of Gaza households were food insecure in 2014

http://mondoweiss.net/2015/12/households-insecure-2014

US stops British Muslim family from boarding flight to visit Disneyland

http://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2015/dec/22/us-stops-british-muslim-family-flight-disneyland-david-cameron?CMP=fb_gu

***** Gaza's children forced to work for a pittance amid war-torn ruins After three wars in six years, Gaza has the world’s highest unemployment rate, and children from families in dire poverty are sent out to work in the rubble

http://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2015/dec/23/gaza-children-forced-to-labour-pittance-poverty-amid-rubble-ruins

Montreal Jews and Muslims unite to help Syrian refugees

http://www.cjnews.com/news/canada/montreal-jews-and-muslims-unite-to-help-syrian-refugees

Video.Gaza is a graveyard, the mob gleefully chants.

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=921215154635973&id=333012743456220

Under heading 'I too am breaking the silence,' ex-Shin Bet chief and former northern police commander publish ad in favor of anti-occupation group, joining other security officials.

http://www.haaretz.com/israel-news/.premium-1.693243?utm_campaign=Echobox&utm_medium=Social&utm_source=Facebook