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7.16.2014

***** detail. "War" is the only word in the english language I know of that connotes total, all out devotion of life, limb, treasure, heart, soul.... HOW it wages that is the issue - VIOLENCE (Violating what is right for others) is NOT the only way to Wage War. UNVIOLENTLY WAG...

"War" is the only word in the english language I know of that connotes total, all out devotion of life, limb, treasure, heart, soul.... HOW it wages that is the issue - VIOLENCE (Violating what is right for others) is NOT the only way to Wage War. UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVING is the other way - WITH YOUR ENTIRE BEING CONSTRUCTING a better reality... as a desperate medical team might fighting for the life of a child - Frenetic, TOTAL EFFORT, of CONSTRUCTION, CREATION.... NOT DESTRUCTION. Agents of Peace, of a better world MUST step up to face this. 99% of the otherwise best hopes for Peace wind up hiding behind such notions as 'peace is the way.' Peace IS the way of Death... coffin. WAGING A WAR OF LOVING by whatever words, or no words at all, is what describes the work of True Unviolent Activists bringing about Peace... throughout history. "I consider myself a soldier... tho a soldier of Peace." Gandhi. Me too. You? 
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I was on my every morning, 6 days per week, self appointed campaign to pick up every condom, shard of glass, candy wrapper... that covered the 12 acre campus of the blighted, 95% poverty, 1200 student Columbus Elementary in Chester PA yr 2000... before any students or staff arrived each morning.  Spotless was what I wanted for them. Probably the best application of my masters degrees in Business and Psychology I've ever applied.  Almost killed me, literally.  Often by mid afternoon I was literally paralyzed with exhaustion. "I get it now," said a voice. It was Mr. Jackson, school custodian. I barely knew him, I was new to the school. "Oh. You get what," I asked. "You are at war; you are at war for these kid's lives," he said. I'd never thought of it that way. I didn't really understand why I was killing myself in this way. My heart, my Soul, just said "DO IT," so I did. But he was right. I was at all out, total, pay any personal price war for the kids in that school, otherwise bound for early prison and death. I've been at war for humanity my entire adulthood but only when Mr. Jackson put those words to it did I understand.

nd. Speaking out for Palestine is probably the most politically, and even physically, dangerous thing you can do in the US. As they say, if you want to know who is controlling you, watch for who you can't speak out against.

Speaking out for Palestine is probably the most politically, and even physically, dangerous thing you can do in the US.  As they say, if you want to know who is controlling you, watch for who you can't speak out against.

7.15.2014

***** must read article. UTTERLY HORRIFYING... IN AMERICA... IN CONGRESS. BE AFRAID. The Hill - Palestinian-American gets short shrift from Congress member

Advocates of Palestinian rights have long claimed, in part in fearful jest, that a Congressional resolution asserting Palestinians are human beings would not...
thehill.com|By Tamara Essayyad
This is shocking, sickening, heart wrenching, revolting, evil!!!!
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***** vid. The Joy of Loving is the only thing worth living for.


A man I respect took me to task yesterday for my bold stance in support of Pr. Obama. My reply: "The INSTANT I conclude that Pr. O PREFERS, not abhors, such policies (drones, targeted killing, Guantanamo, deportations, fracking, TPP, Israeli Extermination of Gaza...) I'll be his most strident opposition. Dietrich Bonhoeffer abhorred killing... but set his life's course to murder Hitler. Yes, the targets in these cases differ but the core moral dilemma is the same - striving for the impossible - how to be 'good' in a near totally, totally, totally, totally, totally... evil world."

A man I respect took me to task yesterday for my bold stance in support of Pr. Obama.  My reply: "The INSTANT I conclude that Pr. O PREFERS, not abhors, such policies (drones, targeted killing, Guantanamo, deportations, fracking, TPP, Israeli Extermination of Gaza...) I'll be his most strident opposition.  Dietrich Bonhoeffer abhorred killing... but set his life's course to murder Hitler.  Yes, the targets in these cases differ but the core moral dilemma is the same - striving for the impossible - how to be 'good' in a near totally, totally, totally, totally, totally... evil world."

7.14.2014

***** vid. 071414. Israeli child prayer for Palestinians - Israel is becoming a mob


***** vid. RT. Why Doesn't the Media Care About Dead Palestinians?

***** vid. Young American Jew stands for Peace - Mugged by Police


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nd. There is little or anything more politically dangerous for anyone in the US middle class, career dangerous, than standing for what is right in Palestine.

There is little or anything more politically dangerous for anyone in the US middle class, career dangerous, than standing for what is right in Palestine.

nd. The two greatest evils in the world, I've perceived for 5 years now... are the burning of fossil fuels (BY ANYONE) and any of us allowing the right wing Israeli extermination, genocide, of Palestine.

The two greatest evils in the world, I've perceived for 5 years now... are the burning of fossil fuels (BY ANYONE) and any of us allowing the right wing Israeli extermination, genocide, of Palestine.

7.12.2014

nd. I pledge allegiance to all of creation and to the unconditional loving from which it expands, One universal family, of the heart, with solidarity and joy for all.

I pledge allegiance to all of creation and to the unconditional loving from which it expands, One universal family, of the heart, with solidarity and joy for all.

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Article: Satanyahu: So many Palestinians to exterminate. So little time.

See pic. Gandhi. Never be afraid to do what's right especially if the safety of a person or animal is at stake. Society's punishments are small compared to the destruction of the soul which results if you do not. Paraphrase. See pic.


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nd.To those few traveling with me: Number one, my comments are never directed at you, although sometimes I think you feel that they are. :-) number two, all of us with hearts, tend to see history, historical figures, as though they knew the outcome beforehand. At least, I think most people do. Rosa Parks fought alone for decades before she's sat on that bus. She didn't know she would win. She didn't know anyone would notice. She knew only that she was going to fight. (Correct, Diane Wilson? :-) )

To all those traveling with me: Number one, my comments are never directed at you, although sometimes I think you feel that they are. :-) number two, all of us with hearts, tend to see history, historical figures, as though they knew the outcome beforehand. At least, I think most people do. Rosa Parks fought alone for decades before she's sat on that bus. She didn't know she would win. She didn't know anyone would notice. She knew only that she was going to fight. (Correct, Diane Wilson? :-) )

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7.10.2014

Article. Important read. Six studies that prove Republicans wrong wrong wrong

Friends, please hear me. Immediately, please stop talking directly to trolls, Republicans, climate change deniers, Tea Party... It feeds them and bleeds you. Instead, hear them, Pivott, and address the onlookers in a way appropriate to what this idiot traitor just set up for you. It will shame them, enrage them, and to them and the onlookers it will express you're all important disdain, disgust, and disrespect with what they are doing. Please consider this deeply and implement immediately.

Friends, please hear me. Immediately, please stop talking directly to trolls, Republicans, climate change deniers, Tea Party... It feeds them and bleeds you.

Instead, hear them, Pivott, and address the onlookers in a way appropriate to what this idiot traitor just set up for you. It will shame them, enrage them, and to them and the onlookers it will express you're all important disdain, disgust, and disrespect with what they are doing.

Please consider this deeply and implement immediately.

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Loving is the only True religion. Serving the neediest, from the soul, in solidarity. "Organized" religion is justified ONLY to the extent it makes us Loving.

Loving is the only True religion.  Serving the neediest, from the soul, in solidarity.  "Organized" religion is justified ONLY to the extent it makes us Loving.

***** link. Massively important. MAKE IT HAPPEN IN YOUR STATE. Stanford scientist unveils 50-state plan to transform U.S. to renewable energy

Stanford scientist unveils 50-state plan to transform U.S. to renewable energy

http://news.stanford.edu/news/2014/february/fifty-states-renewables-022414.html 

 

7.09.2014

ON OUR WATCH. ON OUR US $$$ - HOLOCAUST 2014 - ISRAELI/US EXTERMINATION OF PALESTINIANS.

ON OUR WATCH.  ON OUR US $$$ - HOLOCAUST 2014 - ISRAELI/US EXTERMINATION OF PALESTINIANS.

Reporters always ask me if it's true that my activism has disrupted my family. 1. Not one yet has understood that my activism is 100 percent about my family, my biological, and non biological Family, 2. If they understood what activism was, nonviolence soldiering, they would assume it has disrupted the biological family. Every type of soldiering does! ( correction. The writer at the Philadelphia Inquirer years ago understood.) if my answer was no they should know immediately that I was a fraud, an actor, a hypocrite... Yes, a modern-day activist.

Reporters always ask me if it's true that my activism has disrupted my family. 1. Not one yet has understood that my activism is 100 percent about my family, my biological, and non biological Family, 2. If they understood what activism was, nonviolence soldiering, they would assume it has disrupted the biological family. Every type of soldiering does! ( correction. The writer at the Philadelphia Inquirer years ago understood.) if my answer was no they should know immediately that I was a fraud, an actor, a hypocrite... Yes, a modern-day activist.
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Four reasons we won't stop global warming. Article. MarketWatch

7.08.2014

I am NO fan of Hamas, and obviously I am no fan of the Satanyahu gov'. And I am morally and STRATEGICALLY against the use of force by Hamas - I think they have the theoretical 'moral' right and international 'legal' right but every rocket they fire, every person they kill is certain of one thing, and one thing only - the brutal death of 100 Palestinians... it IS CRIMANALLY STUPID STUPID CRUEL STUPID STUPID STUPID. (Read Erica Chenoweth's recent studies on the historical stupidity of violent conflict. look for the torrents)

I am NO fan of Hamas, and obviously I am no fan of the Satanyahu gov'.  And I am morally and STRATEGICALLY against the use of force by Hamas - I think they have the theoretical 'moral' right and international 'legal' right but every rocket they fire, every person they kill is certain of one thing, and one thing only - the brutal death of 100 Palestinians... it IS CRIMANALLY STUPID STUPID CRUEL STUPID STUPID STUPID.  (Read Erica Chenoweth's recent studies on the historical stupidity of violent conflict. look for the torrents)

Facebook pic. It takes courage to stand up to your opposition. It takes more courage to stand up to your family and friends.


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A nice fella, reporter for The Washington Post, just stopped by and we chatted. He is curious about why so few demonstrators seem to be out and he may do a story on that. Once he sees my facebook page and how I am excoriate ing my brothers and sisters in Israel for their savagery I suspect that is the last he and I will speak. :-(

A nice fella, reporter for The Washington Post, just stopped by and we chatted. He is curious about why so few demonstrators seem to be out and he may do a story on that. Once he sees my facebook page and how I am excoriate ing my brothers and sisters in Israel for their savagery I suspect that is the last he and I will speak. :-(
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7.07.2014

Headed to the emergency room for x-rays. My hip totally froze up exactly in the middle of Independence Avenue up on Capitol Hill. Had a passing democratic Staffer not noticed my plight I would still be in the middle of the road.

Headed to the emergency room for x-rays. My hip totally froze up exactly in the middle of Independence Avenue up on Capitol Hill. Had a passing democratic Staffer not noticed my plight I would still be in the middle of the road.

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7.05.2014

***** Activinos (activists in name only) do infinitely more damage than non activists. [This is going to come out so mean. But I am NOT feeling mean, or intending to be so at all.] Teresa of Calcutta said of the church, ' the greatest obstacle to people becoming Christian are those who preach the gospel but do not practice it.' Gandhi said 'if Christians would practice their Creed there would be no more Hindus.' We instantly see the truth of this, right? But not when it comes to activism, activinos do not see it in themselves. We deny it with all of our might. Maybe you knew what the English translation of the Greek for 'acting' is. I had no idea until a few years ago. Hypocrisy. Hypocrisy, in the Greek, means to 'act the part.' Now acting, can be a noble pursuit, right? Unless it is undisclosed acting, acting the part of a brain surgeon, for example. Then, it can be a murderous crime. Activinoism is such a murderous crime. Albert Schweitzer spoke what is probably my favorite quote of all time, 'example is not the major thing in influencing people. It is the only thing.' If activists show that we do not really need to pay a dear price for what we want, that mere 'acting' will suffice, well then, A. Those who are influenced by such activists will do no more then the same, and B. Do you really think that the onlookers, and the opposition, cannot tell the difference between an actor and the real thing? The activino(s) himself has strong motivation to deceive himself. But the onlooker, and the opposition, have ample motivation to see the truth, the hypocrisy, and by gum, they always do!!! They always do. This is the 50th anniversary of the Freedom Summer. Does anyone today think those folks were acting? It was even immensely difficult, near impossible, for the most evil opposition, or the most cowardly onlooker, to think that those folks were acting back then. Why? Because what an activist does, what a true activist always always always always does, is offer to pay, in unmistakable terms, an ungodly price, and sometimes, unflinchingly, unfailingly, willingly pay the price if it is demanded. Watch Freedom Riders. Watch Gandhi. Watch Iron Jawed Angels. Watch Malala. Watch Diane Wilson in the mini documentary Texas Gold on Hulu and YouTube ( where I pirated it and put it up years ago). Oh, and by the way, if you watch or deeply ponder any of those folks, ask yourself this question: yes, as true activists, they pay an ungodly price, but would they rather be acting? :-) . LOL. Activism is just another word for loving, for serving the from the soul in solidarity with the neediest. This is the ONLY physiological source for joy, for the generation of joy for oneself. And it is generated with every breath for the true activist regardless of the material hell they invariably bring upon herself. Why else would folks like Jesus do what they do? They are simply the enlightened greedy, and if there is to be a future for creation it is long past time to learn to follow their example, greedily. Gandhi did not say 'act,' or preach of, or demand.... the change you wish to see in the world. He said 'be the change you wish to see in the world.' Be the change you wish to see in the world. It is the joy, the only joy, that surpasses all understanding.

* Activinos (activists in name only) do infinitely more damage than non activists. [This is going to come out so mean. But I am NOT feeling mean, or intending to be so at all.] Teresa of Calcutta said of the church, ' the greatest obstacle to people becoming Christian are those who preach the gospel but do not practice it.' Gandhi said 'if Christians would practice their Creed there would be no more Hindus.' We instantly see the truth of this, right? But not when it comes to activism, activinos do not see it in themselves. We deny it with all of our might. Maybe you knew what the English translation of the Greek for 'acting' is. I had no idea until a few years ago. Hypocrisy. Hypocrisy, in the Greek, means to 'act the part.' Now acting, can be a noble pursuit, right? Unless it is undisclosed acting, acting the part of a brain surgeon, for example. Then, it can be a murderous crime. Activinoism is such a murderous crime. Albert Schweitzer spoke what is probably my favorite quote of all time, 'example is not the major thing in influencing people. It is the only thing.' If activists show that we do not really need to pay a dear price for what we want, that mere 'acting' will suffice, well then, A. Those who are influenced by such activists will do no more then the same, and B. Do you really think that the onlookers, and the opposition, cannot tell the difference between an actor and the real thing? The activino(s) himself has strong motivation to deceive himself. But the onlooker, and the opposition, have ample motivation to see the truth, the hypocrisy, and by gum, they always do!!! They always do. This is the 50th anniversary of the Freedom Summer. Does anyone today think those folks were acting? It was even immensely difficult, near impossible, for the most evil opposition, or the most cowardly onlooker, to think that those folks were acting back then. Why? Because what an activist does, what a true activist always always always always does, is offer to pay, in unmistakable terms, an ungodly price, and sometimes, unflinchingly, unfailingly, willingly pay the price if it is demanded. Watch Freedom Riders. Watch Gandhi. Watch Iron Jawed Angels. Watch Malala. Watch Diane Wilson in the mini documentary Texas Gold on Hulu and YouTube ( where I pirated it and put it up years ago). Oh, and by the way, if you watch or deeply ponder any of those folks, ask yourself this question: yes, as true activists, they pay an ungodly price, but would they rather be acting? :-) . LOL. Activism is just another word for loving, for serving the from the soul in solidarity with the neediest. This is the ONLY physiological source for joy, for the generation of joy for oneself. And it is generated with every breath for the true activist regardless of the material hell they invariably bring upon herself. Why else would folks like Jesus do what they do? They are simply the enlightened greedy, and if there is to be a future for creation it is long past time to learn to follow their example, greedily. Gandhi did not say 'act,' or preach of, or demand.... the change you wish to see in the world. He said 'be the change you wish to see in the world.' Be the change you wish to see in the world. It is the joy, the only joy, that surpasses all understanding.

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6.24.2014

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing." Albert Einstein

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing."  Albert Einstein

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article. New material could provide massive boost to solar cell efficiency | ExtremeTech A new type of solar cell technology could dramatically boost overall performance... ExtremeTech

A new type of solar cell technology could dramatically boost overall performance...
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***** Environment Climate change Tackling climate change would grow global economy, World Bank says. Findings put to rest claims that the world could not afford to act on climate change

http://www.theguardian.com/environment/2014/jun/24/tackling-climate-change-would-grow-global-economy-world-bank-says

6.20.2014

(Loving VLOG) Today is it! Last day for you to put in a bid on the red tail hawk painting! Come on!!! The money is going to help a peace activist who lives in a homeless shelter! It one of my best works! Help this cause!!!

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Today is it! Last day for you to put in a bid on the red tail hawk painting! Come on!!! The money is going to help a peace activist who lives in a homeless shelter! It one of my best works! Help this cause!!!
Who knows you may get a great painting for soo much less then it's worth! Trying to raise $330 !!!
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6.18.2014

Smart. Nominate roofs for solar panels on line.

Solar City is trying to become the Apple Computer of solar power. Vox

Berkeley considering gas pump warning about global warming. LA Times

The GOP Mulahs are destroying the ski industry.

The end of the coal era in Massachusetts. Boston Globe

The end of the coal era in Massachusetts

Boston Globe

How Brazil's World Cup has sold its people short in the Amazon. The Guardia

How Brazil's World Cup has sold its people short in the Amazon

The Guardia

6.17.2014

HEAD SPINNING - AWAKE ALL LAST NIGHT... IF THE LAPTOP GETS REPAIRED... (details)

If funds are forthcoming to repair my laptop destroyed by a clinically deranged homeless guy 3 weeks ago ... 

I lay awake ALL NIGHT LONG last night, my head spinning... !!!!!!!!!!.... it will enable me to resume what I've not done in 2 years now - a all day stake out of Capitol Hill where the congress folks walk by, within inches... to get to the capitol... with my solar panel, SOLAR PANEL... driving the laptop all day long - that visual at some level would be powerfully in-your-face to the deniers, and could be used by the good-folks in congress. Oh well, whatever the Creator wants. (((HUGS))) to you both.  And when congress is gone for summer break... I expect to continue - where the major tourist groups are... close to 7 days per week... all day... dawn to dark... this guy with the Jesus / Universal Family / Christlike / Jesus (huge black and white letters) sitting with his solar panel, working on laptop (and online if somehow the wifi funds materialize... 30-60/month).  PROOF OF A FUTURE, THE FUTURE... RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES... Lincoln Memorial... Capitol Hill, Washington Monument... Jefferson Memorial... White House.....   OMG.  (Hey, Creator, Father, please get off your butt and make this happen?)

BTW, my paypal MAY work, if any funds are forthcoming. It would be worth a try. I had a tiny balance on this account I used once years ago... and it let me transfer that to my checking account. It would NOT let me transfer out from my checking account 2 weeks ago to that needy 'sister' in NJ, but it may well allow transfer in. Just in case.  

My beloved upstate 'Sister' Kathy Green, well, takes my breath away:


Ok kids ... Red tail hawk painting... I am going to auction it off to help the cause and James Mcginley!
Start bidding!!! Auction ends on Friday and it will go to the highest bidder! It's acrylic on canvas 16x20
Start your bidding!!! I will ship it for free anyplace in the America !
Again this is the man who we a need out there everyday! Please help us help him! Bid on the painting ! Or just donate! Our goal is small to some.. Big to others.. $330!

6.16.2014

I finally heard from Dell, $330 to replace the motherboard in my computer. To buy a comparable machine, refurbished, would be over $800 from Dell. (see link) Argh. So, if I can come up with $330, that's the responsible choice. From the time of receipt by Dell at their repair depot, last Wednesday, I have 5 days to tell them - that is tomorrow afternoon deadline. If any souls wish to contribute toward this repair fee, now would be a good time to let me know. ZERO EXPECTATIONS. I AM UNWILLING TO ACCEPT ANY FUNDS THAT WOULD 'HURT' THE DONOR. But if any can afford to contribute, and feel compelled to.... If I am able to replace the computer, that leaves one other item in my work that needs support - monthly wifi of between $30 and $60 per month. Anyone that feels compelled to support my work in this way.... (((HUGS))) no matter what (ZERO Expectations. Just sayin)

Hi. I finally heard from Dell, $330 to replace the motherboard in my computer. To buy a comparable machine, refurbished, would be over $800 from Dell. link  Argh. So, if I can come up with $330, that's the responsible choice. From the time of receipt by Dell at their repair depot, last Wednesday, I have 5 days to tell them - that is tomorrow afternoon deadline. If any souls wish to contribute toward this repair fee, now would be a good time to let me know. ZERO EXPECTATIONS. I AM UNWILLING TO ACCEPT ANY FUNDS THAT WOULD 'HURT' THE DONOR. But if any can afford to contribute, and feel compelled to.... If I am able to replace the computer, that leaves one other item in my work that needs support - monthly wifi of between $30 and $60 per month. Anyone that feels compelled to support my work in this way.... (((HUGS))) no matter what (ZERO Expectations. Just sayin)

6.08.2014

***** MUST SEE. OUR MOTHER IS ALIVE, AND DYING.


6.07.2014

Note to someone immeasureably dear in my earlier life

Hi. I think of you often, often... too.
 
We are in such different worlds... and I'm moving faster
and deeper into mine - 100% solidarity with our global neediest,
and away from, and against, Elysianism, that cancer that
kills all within it, and now everything else as well.
 
I'm not making a point to you - I'm sharing what I'm more
deeply aware of every day. 
 
I've joined another guy in voluntarily
doing the laundry for the 225 men, my family,
on my floor every day.
 
Using headphones while I wash and fold (9 hrs yesterday), 
I listen to / 'read' books - Eliz Warren,
Manfred Max-Neef the great Chilean/Berkeley economics
scholar (UN, World Bank) for the poor, Crossan on Jesus, .... 

Oh: Homeless guy in DC, aColgate Univ grad, murdered outside his shelter yesterday http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2014/06/homeless-colgate-u-grad-killed-in-dc.html
 
Nearly ALL the great souls
throughout history have seen that we had a choice - to return
to the profoundly egalitarian culture of pre-agriculture to live
in Love, Compassion, Harmony, SOLIDARITY... or we
could collectively and individually destroy ourselves by
living in ever more vicious competition, GREED (competition),
Elysianism, and of course, more fiercely every day we Elysians choose
Greed (denying to ourselves brilliantly and completely  that we are doing
any such thing).
 
As I've written recently, SOLIDARITY, Lived, 100% solidarity
of, by, for, and WITH the neediest is Loving, IS the ONLY True
Revolution that has ever been available to humanity to pull
out of it's orgy of needless suffering, meaninglessness, pain... and now
planet-wide extinction.  I continue to stumble blindly, poorly,
gratefully, JOYFULLY.. in that direction... 100% Lived Solidarity,
and away from the world you knew me in.
 
That will never affect one iota my Loving of you... nothing can.
But it is important for you to try and understand, and being as
amazingly smart as you are.. I think you do to an amazing degree.
 
I'm typing now from a computer in the Library of Congress.
It is not a bad hike from the shelter, tho it seems a bit long now seeing
as my hip seems to have dislocated 3 days ago. 
 
I don't know what I'll do regarding replacing the computer.  I had
the funds until yesterday when I mailed most of them to someone
I knew in high school (tho I can't remember her or nearly anyone... from HS)
who works her butt off, has had lots of hard knocks in life... and
is on the verge of losing her apt and truck that she uses in her
antiques, etc, business out of NJ.
 
I have ZERO support for my efforts, for my work... and it is for that
and that only that I could accept or use funds to replace it.  I am
way past the time of accepting resources for me - I've used up
a million times more than my share.  2 homeless guys (dozens
were horrified to see my laptop destroyed) independently offered
to replace it for me; and a pastor that ministers every Sat nite
at the shelter (a deeply Godly man) offered too.  I refused these
kind offers on the basis I said - I can accept nothing... only my
work - that has ZERO support or traction.
 
There is 1 year left on the warrant of that laptop.. but the damage
is near-certainly not covered by that warranty. Yesterday I sent it back
(wasted 10 days with FedEx fumbling the handoff of the depot
box) to Dell.  By week's end I should know the Creator's verdict.
 
(((((HUGS))))) forever, no matter what

Loving update: My Family here in the shelter

I like the fellows here, 225 or so, as much or more than any group I've ever
been associated with.  These are the guys that unlike me who was born
2' from the Finish line, with armies of folks to get me over before anyone else...
they were born 100 miles behind the Finish line, with a lifelong gauntlet of abuse,
violence, hatred, bigotry, neglect, poverty, starvation.... that they've made it
through, unlike most.  They are tough guys with a 5 word vocabulary each - Mother F'r,
N*gger, and an unpredictable last 2 words to round it out... but they are sooo
real.  We aren't buddies, we don't chat, but I Love them, and I am constantly
amazed at the decency and basic respect they show me, an over privileged
white guy with tattoos on his face... with few exceptions.

nd. ISRAEL IS THE, THE, THE... TERRORIST STATE. (Iran? Armatures).

ISRAEL IS THE, THE, THE... TERRORIST STATE.  (Iran?  Armatures).

Homeless Colgate U grad killed in DC outside Shelter


http://www.wjla.com/articles/2014/06/homeless-man-killed-in-d-c-sister-speaks-out-103872.html

***** article. OH GOD. OH GOD. THIS IS BIG. CREATOR BLESS 'BREAKING THE SILENCE.' OH GOD...

http://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/israeli-soldiers-break-silence-tales-west-bank-occupation-n124471

http://www.breakingthesilence.org.il/

5.31.2014

FB person on my laptop having been destroyed: "I hope that you will accept help from others, James/Loving. I am concerned about your well being."

FB person on my laptop having been destroyed:  "I hope that you will accept help from others, James/Loving. I am concerned about your well being." 
My reply:  "When a man spends 12 hours per day, 7 days per week, fighting, and when his work is devastated... only one person comes forward offering material aid so that work can continue... the man needs to admit that his work is not valued by others."

5.24.2014

I think I'll be doing 1/2 the laundary for my 250 brothers in the shelter from here on out - a way of Loving..

I think I'll be doing 1/2 the laundary for my 250 brothers in the shelter from here on out - a way of Loving..

Jesus made of his life, of his very being, and existential scream against the cruelty, inhumanity, lovelessness, walking deadness, ecocidiality... of Elysianism. I strive to do the same.

Jesus made of his life, of his very being, and existential scream against the cruelty, inhumanity, lovelessness, walking deadness, ecocidiality... of Elysianism.  I strive to do the same.

***** Many people who are not homeless or near pennilessness... know of my computer, my weapon, being dead. Two, C and Pastor A who ministers at the homeless shelter EVERY Saturday night (and knows I detest most all of christianity), offered to replace it. One near-penniless activist offered to get it running. Today, two homeless people, TWO HOMELESS PEOPLE, who know nothing of my work... offered to replace it. Yes, all five offers were serious. Yes, I turned them down. I cannot accept support of me anymore (in such a needy world, I do don't matter). If anything mattered it would be my work, we destitute, but only d places any value on that; well, d and me. TWO HOMELESS PEOPLE OFFERED TO REPLACE MY COMPUTER TODAY... 'GIFTS,' THEY SAID. I'VE DONE NOTHING FOR THESE PEOPLE. WE BARELY HAVE EVER TALKED. THEY KNOW NOTHING OF MY WORK.

***** Many people who are not homeless or near pennilessness... know of my computer, my weapon, being dead. Two, C and Pastor A who ministers at the homeless shelter EVERY Saturday night (and knows I detest most all of christianity), offered to replace it.  One near-penniless activist offered to get it running.  Today, two homeless people, TWO HOMELESS PEOPLE, who know nothing of my work... offered to replace it.  Yes, all five offers were serious.  Yes, I turned them down.  I cannot accept support of me anymore  (in such a needy world, I do don't matter).  If anything mattered it would be my work, we destitute, but only d places any value on that; well, d and me.  TWO HOMELESS PEOPLE OFFERED TO REPLACE MY COMPUTER TODAY... 'GIFTS,' THEY SAID.  I'VE DONE NOTHING FOR THESE PEOPLE. WE BARELY HAVE EVER TALKED.  THEY KNOW NOTHING OF MY WORK.

5.23.2014

In all of Creation there is one, and only one, group I am succeeding mightily at serving - the shelter's bed bug population.

In all of Creation there is one, and only one, group I am succeeding mightily at serving - the shelter's bed bug population.

***** It troubles me that among our few healthiest (activists) they so often gravitate toward 'symbolic' actions. I think this is profoundly well intended... and a deeply sad error, soon species-terminal error, of zero hope... from some of the only folks who could be hope to the future. I find no where in Life that a healthy, Godly, adaptive life-form every acts in a fundamentally 'symbolic' way. Of course, symbols are used and presented, but never as an end, by True Life.

***** It troubles me that among our few healthiest (activists) they so often gravitate toward 'symbolic' actions.  I think this is profoundly well intended... and a deeply sad error, soon species-terminal error, of zero hope... from some of the only folks who could be hope to the future.  I find no where in Life that a healthy, Godly, adaptive life-form every acts in a fundamentally 'symbolic' way.  Of course, symbols are used and presented, but never as an end, by True Life. 

I remember about 7 years ago, at a Catholic Worker house attending an evening with someone I saw as an immensely heroic, unimaginably courageous... elderly activist (his name escapes me).  I was deeply moved by his talk, but also concerned - 'symbolic action' was so central to what he was saying (I forget how many years or decades he had spent in prison), I couldn't believe I was understanding this aspect correctly.  So I asked him, afterward, 'Father, I mean, we, the forces of Light, are supposed to fight (unviolently) to 'win,' correct???'  He didn't miss a beat - "No,": was his unequivocal answer.  I think there are few True activists today that disagree with him in their hearts - I don't know how to understand their actions any other way, regardless of how self-sacrificial (paying the price) they may be.

I've done much study since then... Jesus fought to win.  We are supposed to be fighting, in Love, unviolently... to win.  Life fights to win - this is the Truth - it fights for the proliferation of ALL constructive Life and Life Forms.  IT DOES - THIS IS WHAT CREATION DOES.  Any and all deviation from this is Error, Sin, and now... DOOM, unless.... 

ps.  Life, adaptive, creative Life that fights for Life to Win... WILL PREVAIL IN THE END....  This is a fact.  The question is whether any but .00001% of all current species on earth, and the species homo sapiens... will be among the survivors... and the current Truth is, almost certainly not.  (To Linda LeTendre, thanks for the inspiration.)

***** I've just completed Ashley Montagues, 'Darwin, competition and cooperation.' It may come to pass that more evil has been done by this well intentioned man Darwin, through his profoundly incomplete theory, then by all of history's Hitler's combined. His theory is utterly correct and brilliant for the life form that is cancer - that form of life that is blind to all to future generations, including its own, insanely obsessed with its own immediate growth and satisfaction. Put forth by Darwin honestly and even brilliantly this Deathly incomplete theory has been and is gasoline poured on the blazing insanity of yesterday's and today's sociopaths. Exactly as seen in the human body, ferocious, 100 percent, devoted, self sacrificial, cooperation and equality of all members are the features of all adaptive life forms, species. 'Survival of the fittest' is the feature of terminal cancer.

* I've just completed Ashley Montagues, 'Darwin, competition and cooperation.' It may come to pass that more evil has been done by this well intentioned man Darwin, through his profoundly incomplete theory, then by all of history's Hitler's combined. His theory is utterly correct and brilliant for the life form that is cancer - that form of life that is blind to all to future generations, including its own, insanely obsessed with its own immediate growth and satisfaction.

Put forth by Darwin honestly and even brilliantly this Deathly incomplete theory has been and is gasoline poured on the blazing insanity of yesterday's and today's sociopaths. Exactly as seen in the human body, ferocious, 100 percent, devoted, self sacrificial, cooperation and equality of all members are the features of all adaptive life forms, species. 'Survival of the fittest' is the feature of terminal cancer.

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***** I am under deadly attack. (detail). The top 20 percent in this country, be it out of malice or mere blinding greed, are more and more stomping the life out of we destitute, around the world forever, and now here at home. Look around you and you will see that this is objectively, factually, undeniably true. We are not people to them, we are multicolored trash. You are under exactly the same attack. You just refuse to see it. If you remain in denial just a few more years, when you awaken it will be too late to save yourselves, and for your children and all creation a non horrible future will be out of the question.

* I am under deadly attack. The top 20 percent in this country, be it out of malice or mere blinding greed, are more and more stomping the life out of we destitute, around the world forever, and now here at home. Look around you and you will see that this is objectively, factually, undeniably true. We are not people to them, we are multicolored trash. You are under exactly the same attack. You just refuse to see it. If you remain in denial just a few more years, when you awaken it will be too late to save yourselves, and for your children and all creation a non horrible future will be out of the question.
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------------Loving, Who precisely are the 20% and what are they doing that I can influence ... I don't "refuse to see it" but am perhaps unaware. BTW, Rex was served last Friday so he has until next Friday to reply to my petition. Doing what I know best. What else do you suggest?
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------------DG, for me it is only within the last two weeks that this understanding above has taken a quantum leap within me and lodged deep in my being (I hope.)  About 30 years ago, as you know better than I I suspect, some MIT professors(?) published, "Limits to Growth," and last year or so published an update confirming their findings that - we were (and at an accelerating rate continue) raping and plundering ourselves out of existence. They were showing us that on earth life had become a zero sum game - unless everyone lived according to their need, instead of to their greed (taking more than their global share), we were consuming ourselves QUICKLY, IMMINENTLY, out of existence.  AT LEAST the top 20% economically in the US (and other Developed countries now) are consuming at 10's to 1000's of times our share (as I did my first 50 years or so).  AT LEAST the top 20% economically, and possibly the top 60-80% (lower middle class and up).  Earth is headed, as you know, quickly, toward 10 billion people.  At the consumption of folks in India this can be sustained!  At the consumption of Americans... earth can only support 2 billion people - TOTAL (we're currently over 7 billion).  EVERYTHING... ANYONE... CONSUMES MORE THAN THEIR GLOBAL SHARE - IS STARVATION TO 5 TIMES AS MANY PEOPLE -  IT IS MURDER, and now, not just of we humans, and we destitute masses of the world... but to all of earthly Creation.