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4.11.2013

nd Teresa of Calcutta - 'Tragically her cultish practices divert us from the simple, neurological Truth she's on to: "I've learned the paradox that if I love until it hurts, there is no more hurt, only more love." Me too.' Loving

nd Teresa of Calcutta - 'Tragically her cultish practices divert us from the simple, neurological Truth she's on to:  "I've learned the paradox that if I love until it hurts, there is no more hurt, only more love." Me too.' Loving

nd ' "Love is unable to remain passive in the face of suffering," Teresa of Calcutta. So if you see someone (in the mirror even) passive in the face of suffering, you can Know that they are Not Loving.' Loving

nd ' "Love is unable to remain passive in the face of suffering," Teresa of Calcutta.  So if you see someone (in the mirror even) passive in the face of suffering, you can Know that they are Not Loving.' Loving

*****nd Job 7 'THE LIFE OF MAN UPON EARTH IS WARFARE, and his days are like the days of a hireling. As a servant longeth for the shade, as the hireling looketh for the end of his work...' From Obama's Mentor, Saul Alinsky's "Rules for Radicals." '

*****nd  Job 7 'THE LIFE OF MAN UPON EARTH IS WARFARE, and his days are like the days of a hireling.   As a servant longeth for the shade, as the hireling looketh for the end of his work...' From Obama's Mentor, Saul Alinsky's "Rules for Radicals." '

***** nd 'MOVE THE SOUL, MOVE THE UNIVERSE: LESS IS GLOBAL ECOCIDE NOW .Just 'got it,' this second: So their Soul(s) would be forced to engage: why Jesus was silent to his persecutor's, judge's, accusers, official's taunts, questions, torture, terrorization, ridicule. LEARN!!!!' Loving

***** nd 'MOVE THE SOUL, MOVE THE UNIVERSE: LESS IS GLOBAL ECOCIDE NOW .Just 'got it,' this second: So their Soul(s) would be forced to engage: why Jesus was silent to his persecutor's, judge's, accusers, official's taunts, questions, torture, terrorization, ridicule.  LEARN!!!!' Loving

nd 'I'm striving with my entire Being to re-start the Soul, the Heart, of Americans, in time to avert Ecocide. That I'll near certainly fail changes not at all: A. the restart is all that can save my 204 billion kids; B. The attempt at restart is what I was born to try; C.I will NOT fail to try.' Loving

nd 'I'm striving with my entire Being to re-start the Soul, the Heart, of Americans, in time to avert Ecocide.  That I'll near certainly fail changes not at all: A. the restart is all that can save my 204 billion kids; B. The attempt at restart is what I was born to try; C.I will NOT fail to try.'  Loving

Ecocide's Death Fast Day 14. Working round the clock, cept 2.5 hrs sitting-up sleeping. My Being is sprinting on a tightrope to finish my work before ceasing liquids by midnight Sunday. Exhausted, but I'll soon be asleep for Eternity' Loving

Ecocide's Death Fast Day 14. Working round the clock, cept 2.5 hrs sitting-up sleeping. My Being is sprinting on a highwire to finish my work before ceasing liquids by midnight Sunday.  Exhausted, but I'll soon be asleep for Eternity' Loving

British global warming scientist killed in cycling accident. The Guardian

British global warming scientist killed in cycling accident

The Guardian - ‎11 minutes ago‎
A scientist who has done pioneering work on global warming has been killed in a road accident, it has emerged. Dr Katharine Giles, who worked at University College London (UCL), was involved in a collision with a lorry while cycling to work on Monday.

4.10.2013

nd 'I'm off post (on zero calorie fast) till Friday night. I'm extremely eager to: A. Cease all liquids by Sunday at midnight, and B. Finish a major project I've been working on. I needed peace, quiet, and 24 hr per day electrons, and I took a magnificent young family up on their offer of this.' Loving

nd 'I'm off post (on zero calorie fast) till Friday night. I'm extremely eager to: A. Cease all liquids by Sunday at midnight, and B. Finish a major project I've been working on. I needed peace, quiet, and 24 hr per day electrons, and I took a magnificent young family up on their offer of this.' Loving

***** READ IT TONIGHT: "History is made on the streets, not on the Internet," Wael Ghonim, Google Executive, Unviolent Revolutionary, Arab Spring - "Revolution 2.0" (LINK)

***** READ IT TONIGHT: "History is made on the streets, not on the Internet," Wael Ghonim, Google Executive, Unviolent Revolutionary, Arab Spring - "Revolution 2.0" (LINK)

Revolution 2.0 Wael Ghonim - Arab Spring, Tahrir Square

***** DeathFast Day 13: Environmental Studies student - 'LOVING... HOW CAN I HELP YOU?'

From and internet exchange today with a young friend:

C:

As an environmental studies major myself, Im also very worried about ecological collapse. I attempt to spread and create a culture of sustainability (in this out deeply unsustainable society) everyday. When looking at the facts, I know Im probably gonna go down fighting. But regardless I'm gonna try me best to make people respect, protect, and preserve our beautiful planet, it's people, animals, and plants. I respect what your doing and will watch all your videos. You've given me courage and motivation in the past and present. I will telling many about your sacrifice. Let me know if you wanna talk about anything, or have any questions, or if there's some way I could help.

Loving:

You want to help me? Have you watched either or both of "Iron Jawed Angels" or "Freedom Riders?" If you have not watched either or both, then by tomorrow, or by Saturday night at the very latest watch the one or both that you haven't seen. That's the first thing. If you don't have them, google UnviolentPeacemaker and click on that piratebay site and on page 3 you will find both. Download them. Our fellow humans have no time for us to lose.

The second thing has two parts. Once you've seen both of these,

ask yourself, deeply, in the deepest part of your soul: A. By how many orders of magnitude is the threat that I and my children and grandchildren have facing us, by how many orders of magnitude (1 thousand, one million, one billion...?) do we and all futuregenerations stand to lose than did the young people at the center of those two historical movies?

Then B very, very deeply and Truthfully ask yourself the question: now that I've seen, very accurately I'd say, what it took for them (commitment, personal risk of EVERYTHING, courage, willingness to embrace the opposition's hatred and even passionate opposition from those that cared about them, (particularly consider this in comparison to the 1st generation college students (so much at risk personally) in Freedom Riders), what it took for them to win, to succeed, what it took for them to ignite the fires in millions that had lacked their extreme vision and humanity, well, how do my efforts, and my planned efforts, how does that measure up?

Then two last questions to ask yourself:

1. Am I ok with my answer to B?

2. Should my children and grandchildren, 20 years from now when they know everything, should they be ok with my answers (what I'm currently doing to give them a future, now, the only months left to give them one), as my answers currently stand, and in light of what we know from history is required to save our children and grandchildren from catastrophe, ... should my own kids, 20 years from now, should they be satisfied with my current commitment, and planned commitments to alter what currently is certain, ecocidal, economically genocidal doom for them?

nd 'Diane Wilson is the one person qualified to write the two books I wish I'd had time to write: 1. "More Loving Every day" (laid out like Tolstoy's "Wise Thoughts for Every Day," but 2-3 years) of kdy quotes from my blogs interspersed with the now 118 Characteristics from "Resurecting"

(detail) 'There's one person qualified to write the two books I wish I'd had time to write:

1.  "More Loving Every Day - Personal Trainer," laid out like Tolstoy's "Wise Thoughts for Every Day," but 2-3 years) of key quotes from my blogs interspersed with the now 118 Characteristics from "Resurecting," and,

2.  "A Biography of Start Loving."

Yes, RRRROOOOFFFFLLLL!!!!!!, why would she?  LOL.  She'll never know.

Ecocide's Death, Fast Day 13: 'I DIDN'T KNOW MY AVATAR COULD DO THIS - STILL GOING STRONG ON 3HR SLEEP IN THE LAST 48, 25,000 CALORIE DEFICIT. BUT I'M JUST BARELY STAYING ON THE HIGH-WIRE. Hmmm. And anyone that 'gets' what is near certainty now for our children? They'd not be in similar jeapardy? FOR CERTAIN, THEY WOULD BE / ARE. WARNING: I CANNOT SURVIVE, WILL NOT ALLOW ANY DISTRACTIONS NOW. MY ABILITY TO SERVE WOULD BE SHATTERED - I'D FALL OFF THE HIGH-WIRE.' Loving

Ecocide's Death, Fast Day 13: 'I DIDN'T KNOW MY AVATAR COULD DO THIS - STILL GOING STRONG ON 3HR SLEEP IN THE LAST 48, 25,000 CALORIE DEFICIT.  BUT I'M JUST BARELY STAYING ON THE HIGH-WIRE.  Hmmm. And anyone that 'gets' what is near certainty now for our children?  They'd not be in similar jeapardy?  FOR CERTAIN, THEY WOULD BE / ARE. WARNING: I CANNOT SURVIVE, WILL NOT ALLOW ANY DISTRACTIONS NOW. MY ABILITY TO SERVE WOULD BE SHATTERED - I'D FALL OFF THE HIGH-WIRE.' Loving

4.09.2013

nd 'One of my very few, and most respected friends feels a queasiness because of my final journey. That's so odd. 204 billion children are near certainly doomed, and I'm throwing my body totally at the machine. What could be more natural, more obvious? To do this is the reason we're alive.' Loving

nd 'One of my very few, and most respected friends feels a queasiness because of my final journey. That's so odd.  204 billion children are near certainly doomed, and I'm throwing my body totally at the machine. What could be more natural, more obvious?  To do this is the reason we're alive.' Loving

nd 'Within the last hour the Canadian Embassy learned of my DeathFast, and plans to abstain from water. I happily handed them my handout posted this site days ago. Interesting.' Loving

nd 'Within the last hour the Canadian Embassy learned of my DeathFast, and plans to abstain from water.  I happily handed them my handout posted this site days ago.  Interesting.'  Loving

nd 'My DNR, Do NOT Resuscitate paper is now on the front of my person. Also is the signed letter, posted earlier, this site, to Police, Sec Svc, Pk Police, Med personnel, among other things begging them to honor the DNR and let me die here in an effort to save my current and future 204 billion children.' Loving

nd 'My DNR, Do NOT Resuscitate paper is now on the front of my person.  Also is the signed letter, posted earlier, this site, to Police, Sec Svc, Pk Police, Med personnel, among other things begging them to honor the DNR and let me die here in an effort to save my current and future 204 billion children.' Loving

nd 'We're literally dying from relentless remoteness from Original Creation, exactly as a plant dies when separated from the sun. See "Silent Running," this site (search in the Library Tab above). No, I'm NOT speaking poetically. I wish I were' Loving

nd 'We're literally dying from relentless remoteness from Original Creation, exactly as a plant dies when separated from the sun.  See "Silent Running," this site (search in the Library Tab above).  No, I'm NOT speaking poetically.  I wish I were' Loving

nd 'Whatever level of aliveness, intensity, your Heart / Soul are at - I'm dying to intensify it. Maniplation? An MD that is quite insistant about your physical health - manipulation? If anyone, me, or anyone(s) can increase the intensity of Heart / Soul in another(s), A. The Joy of that person, the clinical Health, will be increased and B. The Hope for the World just increased geometrically. Fact.' Loving

nd 'Whatever level of aliveness, intensity, your Heart / Soul are at - I'm dying to intensify it.  Maniplation?  An MD that is quite insistant about your physical health - manipulation?  If anyone, me, or anyone(s) can increase the intensity of Heart / Soul in another(s), A. The Joy of that person, the clinical Health, will be increased and B. The Hope for the World just increased geometrically.  Fact.'  Loving

nd 'FOR CREATION'S SAKE!@#%!&!!! WALK THE WALK. WALK THE WALK!!!!!!!!!!!' Loving

nd 'FOR CREATION'S SAKE!@#%!&!!! WALK THE WALK.  WALK THE WALK!!!!!!!!!!!' Loving

Ecocide's Death Fast Day 12: I'm losing some eyesight - ARG! Extreme Fatigue, a near 15 to 20 hour sleep deficit, and a 11x2000=22,000 calorie deficit. Oh, I'm not complaining. Just worried I'll not be able to complete some crucial items. I'm quite amazed, and grateful, at the punishment this old avatar takes.' Loving

Ecocide's Death Fast Day 12:  I'm losing some eyesight - ARG!  Extreme Fatigue, a near 15 to 20 hour sleep deficit, and a 11x2000=22,000 calorie deficit.  Oh, I'm not complaining.  Just worried I'll not be able to complete some crucial items.  I'm quite amazed, and grateful, at the punishment this old avatar takes.' Loving

***** GLOBALLY IMPORTANT UPDATE: *** LIBRARY OF UNVIOLENT REVOLUTION **** (or, see Tab above)

***** EXTREMELY CRUCIAL UPDATE, BOOK 1,"Global Warming's DeathFast." (click for link)

nd Ecocide's DeathFast Day 12: Working for 25 hours straight now. Please take that into consideration as you consdier my campagn, my behavior.... So much to do, so little time left.' Loving

nd Ecocide's DeathFast Day 12:  Working for 25 hours straight now.  Please take that into consideration as you consdier my campagn, my behavior.... So much to do, so little time left.'  Loving

nd 'Mhy business is to do my business. Nothing more. Nothing less. Nothing else. The rest is Creator's business, whatever SheHeIt is (we'll never know).' Loving

nd 'Mhy business is to do my business.  Nothing more.  Nothing less. Nothing else.  The rest is Creator's business, whatever SheHeIt is (we'll never know).' Loving

nd 'Being Restrained, Institutionalized, Force-fed: As I briefly contemplate these, not unlikely now, to my surprise I see them as providing Temptation, to fear, hurt, worry - like any other temptation - to be accepted, meaning separation from the Creator, the Loving Spirit, Soul... or Rejection of that Temptation. I may be up to the task. We'll see.' Loving

nd 'Being Restrained, Institutionalized, Force-fed: As I briefly contemplate these, not unlikely now, to my surprise I see them as providing Temptation, to fear, hurt, worry - like any other temptation - to be accepted, meaning separation from the Creator, the Loving Spirit, Soul... or Rejection of that Temptation. I may be up to the  task.  We'll see.' Loving

'nd' means 'no detail,' don't bother clicking the link

4.08.2013

nd !!!!! I WANT TO LIVE !!!! But 204 billion times more than that, I WANT MY CURRENT AND FUTURE 204 BILLION KIDS TO HAVE A LIFE!!!!! And unless a Miracle is provoked, NOW, they never will. WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND??? ISN'T IT THE SAME FOR YOU???' Loving

!!!!! I WANT TO LIVE !!!! But 204 billion times more than that, I WANT MY CURRENT AND FUTURE 204 BILLION KIDS TO HAVE A LIFE!!!!!  And unless a Miracle is provoked, NOW, they never will.  WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND???  ISN'T IT THE SAME FOR YOU???'  Loving

***** nd 'The current and future 204 billion kids are Immediate Family to me. This is Personal. Is that really so hard to understand? Why?' Loving

***** 'The current and future 204 billion kids are Immediate Family to me.  This is Personal.  Is that really so hard to understand?  Why?' Loving

***** nd 'CENTRALLY OPPOSING KEYSTONE XL - THE STRATEGY EXXON IS ASHAMED THEY DIDN''T AUTHOR. THE EPITOMY OF WINNING THE BATTLE AND LOSING THE WAR. IT RUNS OUT THE CLOCK. GAME OVER. EXXON, ECOCIDE WINS.' Loving

nd 'CENTRALLY OPPOSING KEYSTONE XL - THE STRATEGY EXXON IS ASHAMED THEY DIDN''T AUTHOR.  THE EPITOMY OF WINNING THE BATTLE AND LOSING THE WAR.  IT RUNS OUT THE CLOCK. GAME OVER.  EXXON, ECOCIDE WINS.'  Loving

nd 'So we, over 10 years old, don't have to break a sweat, we're prostituting our children and grandchildren, to the fossil fuel industry, to pay the wreckage costs to Exxon, Chevron, Massey Energy....' Loving

nd 'So we, over 10 years old, don't have to break a sweat, we're prostituting our children and grandchildren, to the fossil fuel industry, to pay the wreckage costs to Exxon, Chevron, Massey Energy....' Loving

nd 'THE ONLY HOPE OF AVERTING ECOCIDE, ECONOMIC WMD FOR OUR KIDS, IS THE IMMEDIATE AWAKENING AND MOVING OF AMERICAN'S SOULS.' Loving

nd 'THE ONLY HOPE OF AVERTING ECOCIDE, ECONOMIC WMD FOR OUR KIDS, IS THE IMMEDIATE AWAKENING AND MOVING OF AMERICAN'S SOULS.' Loving

nd 'All I know is that for our kids theres a Snowballs Chance in Hell if I execute my stated plan, and there is NOT A SNOWBALLS CHANCE IN HELL FOR THEM, IF I DON'T.' Loving

nd 'All I know is that for our kids theres a Snowballs Chance in Hell if I execute my stated plan, and there is NOT A SNOWBALLS CHANCE IN HELL FOR THEM, IF I DON'T.' Loving

nd 'Does the Left push Government Social programs to avoid huge personal responsibility? Probably so.' Loving

nd 'Does the Left push Government Social programs to avoid huge personal responsibility?  Probably so.'  Loving

nd 'From my earliest memories, I always thought Jesus was the most enviable person that ever lived. Even on the Cross. I was right. I've lived the same Path for over a decade now. Heaven, Every breath. Heaven.' Loving

nd 'From my earliest memories, I always thought Jesus was the most enviable person that ever lived. Even on the Cross. I was right.  I've lived the same Path for over a decade now.  Heaven, every breath.  Heaven.' Loving

'A Next Generation Bunker-Buster to America's Soul - THAT is what this Ecocide's DeathFast is intended to be. Gotta better idea. YOU DO NOT. But I WISH TO CREATION YOU DID, AND SOON DO. But till then, this is my best attempt. No more time. Stop Talking (verbal masturbation now). Stop Thinkingl (mental masturbation now)). START LOVING (PLACING AND KEEPING YOUR ENTIRE BEING IN THE WAY OF THE HARM.' Loving

'A Next Generation Bunker-Buster to America's Soul - THAT is what this Ecocide's DeathFast is intended to be.  Gotta better idea.  YOU DO NOT.  But I WISH TO CREATION YOU DID, AND SOON DO. But till then, this is my best attempt.  No more time.  Stop Talking (verbal masturbation now). Stop Thinkingl (mental masturbation now)).  START LOVING (PLACING AND KEEPING YOUR ENTIRE BEING IN THE WAY OF THE HARM.'  Loving

nd 'MAKE NO MISTAKE, I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO LIVE TO FIGHT ON FOR OUR KIDS. SO DOES THE MARINE THAT DIVES ON A GRENADE, OR IN FRONT OF A TRUCK TO SAVE AN AFGHAN KID. SOMETIMES WE DON'T GET EVERYTHING WE WISH. I don't want to die, but I want my next 200 billion kids to HAVE A LIFE, and the current 4 billion kids, too. I need to dive on the grenade of our insane apathy, our insane affloholic denial, now. Failure of attempting is not an option for me. Ever seen "John Q?" "Apollo 13?" Me too.' Loving

nd 'MAKE NO MISTAKE, I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO LIVE TO FIGHT ON FOR OUR KIDS.  SO DOES THE MARINE THAT DIVES ON A GRENADE, OR IN FRONT OF A TRUCK TO SAVE AN AFGHAN KID.  SOMETIMES WE DON'T GET EVERYTHING WE WISH.  I don't want to die, but I want my next 200 billion kids to HAVE A LIFE, and the current 4 billion kids, too. I need to dive on the grenade of our insane apathy, our insane affloholic denial, now. Failure of attempting is not an option for me.  Ever seen "John Q?"  "Apollo 13?" Me too.' Loving

***** nd 'GET IT? THERE ARE NO DO-OVERS FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS. IF STARTING 2013 WE DON'T START INITIATE A 6% REDUCTION IN GHG EMISSIONS WE MAKE ECONOMIC MASS DESTRUCTION A CERTAINTY FOR OUR KIDS, AND MORE LIKELY, GLOBAL, IRREVERSABLE ECOCIDE, TOO!!!!!! Close only counts in horseshoes and hand-grenades.

***** nd 'GET IT?  THERE ARE NO DO-OVERS, NO RE-STARTS, NO SECOND CHANCES... FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION  KIDS. IF STARTING 2013 WE DON'T START INITIATE A 6% REDUCTION  IN GHG EMISSIONS WE MAKE ECONOMIC MASS DESTRUCTION A CERTAINTY FOR OUR KIDS, AND MORE LIKELY, GLOBAL, IRREVERSABLE ECOCIDE, TOO!!!!!!  Close only counts in horseshoes and hand-grenades.

nd 'Yoda was extremely harsh, austire, as fun as root canal, physically repulsive... too.' Loving

nd 'Yoda was extremely harsh, austire, as fun as root canal, physically repulsive... too.' Loving

nd 'Think I'm extreme? If even ONE of my children is at risk, FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION. You? And 200 billion of my kids are not at risk, THEIR FUTURE IS SCHEDULED FOR TERMINATION, HELL, HORROR, FOREVER, unless action is precipitated, NOW, IN 2013. Ever see "John Q," Denzel Washington? Watch it. Hurry. Hmmmm, what's SANE about YOU NOT BEING EXTREME over this????" Loving

nd 'Think I'm extreme?  If even ONE of my children is at risk, FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION.  You? And 200 billion of my kids are not at risk, THEIR FUTURE IS SCHEDULED FOR TERMINATION, HELL, HORROR, FOREVER, unless action is precipitated, NOW, IN 2013.  Ever see "John Q," Denzel Washington?  Watch it.  Hurry.  Hmmmm, what's SANE about YOU NOT BEING EXTREME over this????"  Loving

Loving's Endgame. Letter to Police, Secret Service, other Officers, Med. Personnel, Legal, Psychiatrists, etc.

Loving's Endgame. Letter to Police, Secret Service, other Officers, Medical Personnel, Legal, etc.

I don't know if you'll see the following letter (maybe here online, I hope), and I'll offer one in the next day or so to the Secret Service;, but I'll have it on me, as prominently available as I can.  If it is lost, or removed from me, well, I've done the best I can with this to respect, cooperate, and inform you.

1. DNR.  I have on me a Do Not Resuscitate order, created and signed by me 04.07.13, of sound body, well, somewhat starved, and sound mind, as is clear from my voluminous work, writings at my blogs, video logs at my blogs - unmistakably sound and sane.  Morally, and legally, my DNR should be observed.

If you have any compassion for me, you will comply with my DNR.  If you do not, it will mean I spend months or years, until I expire of old age, or the cancer in my liver, restrained (cuz that's what they'd have to do to feed me, and give me liquids), and force fed - living Hell for me, living Torture.  Is that really what you want to do to me?  Why? Please, observe the DNR.

2. Fast from all Calories, and more recently, from any and All Liquids. I've abstained from all calories since Good Friday, in honor of, and inspired by, my Cherished, Beloved Mentor, Jesus, and since on or before 04.14.13 I've taken zero liquids in my attempt, which is in line with the best, most successful unviolent change efforts in history (Google 'Start Loving,' for my blog), to avert the greatest global mass destruction ever perpetrated by human kind, exceeded only by Noah's Flood - Ecocide due to the insane Global Warming from prostituting our kid's to the fossil fuel industry.

3. Vow of Silence. NO DISRESPECT TO YOU! You in the Secret Service, and many in the Park Police know that I Love you guys, your professionalism, courage, humanity, duty, compassion more than all but maybe, maybe, three groups I've worked with, led, in industry, in my life; oh, :-), not more than my klan in Philadelphia.  One of the great Joys, Blessings, Treasures, Privilages in my life has been to watch, admire, and know you.   Oh, and the med personnel that have helped me, at Unity Health care (Doc Cardile and staff), Christ House, Howard U, Craig Keller in Homeless Services for the City...?  They know of my undying, unconditional Love and Respect for them.)

But, as part of this campaign I'm operating under a vow of silence, in a last desperate attempt to awaken the cold, dead, Soul of America, in time, in service of our current children, and the next 200 billion on earth.  The silence has been broken only rarely in the clear service of our children, or, well, to quickly help a homeless person that I can help with a few words, or a tourist, or in a shop when I was purchasing a zero calorie drink....  But by the time you find me incapacitated, I'll not break it again - I can only see how that would defeat my attempt to 'bunker buster' our all but dead Soul.

The intelligentsia (my insane brothers and sisters on the left, in pathological denial of their duty to personally risk, act, sacrifice, even in unviolent action to die), and my insane brothers and sisters on the right (in their hateful, self-righteous, entitlement and fear), and my insane brothers and sisters in the fossil fuel industry (addictively insane with the thought of 40 trillion more in revenue), are intent on TALKING TO DEATH, running out the clock in dialog, rather than ACTING, STANDING, RISKING, WORKING, PAYING THE PRICE... to save the next 1000 generations, the next 200 billion KIDS, from planet Hell on Earth.

I AM NO LONGER PARTICIPATING IN ANY TALKING, DIALOG. ALL THAT NEEDED TO BE SAID, KNOWN, DISCOVERED, DISCUSSED... HAS BEEN THERE FOR 7, 15, 30, 120 YEARS (YUP, THAT'S HOW LONG THE SCIENCE HAS BEEN CLEAR).  IT IS TIME TO STOP TALKING, AND TO THINK, SEE, CARE, AND ACT.  It is time to act. No more talking.

Stopping this ecocide, by the way, taking the lead in implementing renewable energy, is the only way the US has a prayer of maintaining economic dominance, and avoid quickly becoming a 3rd tier economy behind India, China, Germany and Japan that are already leaping ahead in the business of renewables - racing to control energy (the world's most profitable, strategic industry) in the 21st century, as we did in the 20th. The only party that would suffer if we woke up, ran the race for renewables, and thereby stopped global warming, would be the fossil fuel barons.  And the problem with that is what? Oh, jobs?  Renewables provides 3-8 jobs for every fossil fuel job.  Fact.

Hence my vow of silence.  No mote talking.  Time to act.  No more talking.  No more. I will not break the silence, for me, or for you - in my desperate, last ditch attempt to serve my next 200 billion kids, the next 1000 generations, the children that are all but out of time for us to snap out of it, and get to work for their future.  NO DISRESPECT TO YOU!  I LOVE YOU, UNCONDITIONALLY, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO TO ME AS A CONSEQUENCE OF MY ACTIONS.

I'm sorry for whatever inconvenience, difficulty, distress I cause you in this, but even in unviolent warfare there is collateral damage.  Sorry.  Truly.

Your brother forever,

(signed copy on my person)

Start Loving
(pka, and as known in the system, James McGinley)

ps: If you discover this note, you will also find a signed confession to thousands of dollars in Robin-Hooding I've done, media, and software, online, that has cost me up to a hundred of thousand dollars in my time (I made $300,000 a year in industry doing way easier, less skill-intensive work, than I do now, bringing to bear on this my expensive 2 advanced degrees), on which I've not saught or received a penny.  But I believe a legal system has its place and I want to pay the price necessary to preserve what little is left of Justice in this system.

pps:  For immense background, plans, actions, theory.... google "start loving," and "tracking plan b."

ppps:  Please, I have near zero belongings, but please, if contacted by my friend, the woman to whom I was married for many years, Cathy McGinley of West Chester, PA, if she contacts you for my belongings - laptop, solar panels, solar battery... I hereby bequeath them to her and wish that they be given to her.  She was instrumental of my purchase of the solar equipment, my suitcase and clothes, so by that right too, they should be given to her.  The tags on some of the equipment carries her name and land-line phone (tho she rarely uses it).  She'd contact you.  Please don't make it difficult for her.  She's suffered enough.

ppps: Please, if I am, against my wishes and rights, taken into the system, or for the leagal reasons I've spoken of, which is fine, PLEASE have this letter passed on to those involved. I will stay under this vow of silence, so if you do not pass the letter along, well, please pass it along.

***** nd 'UTTERLY SICK, DEPRAVED, PERVERTED - GANDHI, AND HIS WIFE THOUGHT THAT HIS, THEIR, TOTAL, COMPLETE, 100% DEVOTION TO THE WELL BEING OF 300 MILLION SUFFERING FELLOW INDIANS TRUMPED, TRUMPED!!!, A 'NORMAL' SEX LIFE, A 'NORMAL' 'FAMILY' LIFE, A 'NORMAL' UPBRINGING FOR THEIR KIDS!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE???? THAT IS SO DEPRAVED. SO WRONG! SO SICK!!!! SO HEARTLESS!!!! SO SELFISH!!!!! Right? Right????

***** nd 'UTTERLY SICK, DEPRAVED, PERVERTED - FACT: GANDHI, AND HIS WIFE THOUGHT THAT HIS, THEIR, TOTAL, COMPLETE, 100% DEVOTION TO THE WELL BEING OF 300 MILLION SUFFERING FELLOW INDIANS TRUMPED, TRUMPED!!!, A 'NORMAL' SEX LIFE, A 'NORMAL' 'FAMILY' LIFE, A 'NORMAL' UPBRINGING FOR THEIR KIDS!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE???? THAT IS SO DEPRAVED.  SO WRONG! SO SICK!!!! SO HEARTLESS!!!! SO SELFISH!!!!! Right?  Right????