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5.24.2007

IF WE HUMANS ARE ONE BODY, WHAT DOES OUR FATHER SEE?

IF YOU WERE ONE "CELL," WHERE WOULD YOU FOCUS YOUR BODY?

IF YOU WERE ONE "CELL," WHERE WOULD YOU FOCUS YOUR BODY?

This idea of "one body" is all around us from the great souls:
  • The body of Christ.
  • "We must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools," Martin Luther King, Jr.
  • "All men are brothers," Gandhi.
  • "In reality, of course, we are all cells in the body of humanity," Peace Pilgrim
  • Etc.

Well, let's not blow them off for a second. Time out.

So if we in the whole world are all one body, and you were one "cell," where would you want the body's attention?

  1. Your "family? Probably not. You are a high achiever, wealthy beyond all world standards.
  2. Your "neighborhood?" Probably not. Same as above.
  3. Darfur? Congo? Palestine? Guatamala? Etc? GOOD CHANCE! Huge death rates. Terrible suffering.
  4. The U.S.? GOOD CHANCE! CANCER, MESTASTASIZING AROUND THE WORLD, SPREADING ITSELF - SPREADING FREE MARKET, CONSUMER, CAPITALISM.

DARFURIES & JESUS WONDER: "ARE YOU OUR FAMILY?"

Think of this, DARFURIES & JESUS WONDER: "ARE YOU OUR FAMILY?"

Think of this, not for the "guilt" value [horrible waste - guilt] but for the potential insight and "wake up" value!

Jesus must be wondering, "who is my family?" He said, "As you do unto the least of these MY FAMILY."

WHO IS TAKING CARE OF "JESUS" DARFUR FAMILY? No one? The Jesus TOO has no family?

Jesus follower? WOULD BE LEADER.

Properly understood, the "OUR FATHER..." is a passionate exhortation for us to Lead our brothers and sisters to Heaven:

Lead us all not into temptation

Deliver us all from evil!!!!!

Who is to do the "Leading?" Who is to do the "Deliver"ing? YOU AND ME.

Leading, successfully or not, is what we were created for - it is Heaven.

Leading, WHEN SUCCESSFUL, is the only thing that will "DELIVER US ALL FROM EVIL!"

START: "RECENTLY SELF PITTY, EGO, SELFISHNESS FILLED ME"

After weeks of Spiritual success and bliss, despite an arduous campaign in front of the Sudan Embassy, I plummetted off of the path: "PAY ATTENTION" LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT. Guidance for my young friends, of every age.

Within several days I got approximately back, but it was another week before I was fully back on firm footing, and back in Heaven. In the intervening days, the symptoms and penalty for being off of the path included the Fruits that filled/sickened me included:

SELF PITTY: Why didn't I have more support from people!
EGO: Oh, I was so angry at folks for not joining the campaign, and not being smart enough to follow me!
SELFISHNESS

SELF PITTY, EGO, SELFISHNESS are ONLY FOUND OFF OF THE PATH. Watch for and respond to these warning signs. This entire site is designed to help us back to the Path, but this post in particular can help: TOXIC WASTE TO THE SPIRIT: Selfishness? -or- NOT-BROTHERLY!!!

"CHRISTIAN" MARRIAGE? TOTAL SERVICE.

Oh, I wish as a young person I had seen this. Maybe I could have established a marriage with a similarly enlightened person.

If you are open to considering the Truth of this post title, "CHRISTIAN" MARRIAGE? TOTAL SERVICE, then ponder this and you will see it:

Jesus called us each individually to TOTAL SERVICE to "the least of these my family." 'Pick up your cross and follow me' he told us. Well, if individually this is what we are to do, then except for violating this Solution to Life, in Marriage this is what we must do as TWO instead of ONE.

There is no other "Christian" Marriage. THERE IS NO ALTERNATIVE.

Jesus called us to "Love," NOT "Justice." Careless mistake?

JESUS; WE DO EVERYTHING BUT WHAT HE SAID.

Why did Jesus NOT call us to "Justice?!!?" Because our Father's Kingdom, Heaven is in and through the Heart. Justice calls us to our Head, AWAY from our Father's House.

NOT "MY FAMILY" IS THE ROOT OF ALL SIN; ALL SELFISHNESS THE FRUIT

TOXIC WASTE TO THE SPIRIT: Selfishness? -or- NOT-BROTHERLY!!!

THE WORDS THAT COULD SAVE THE WORLD,

JESUS DISCOVERED LIFE. ADAM SMITH - CANCER.

Jesus, according to Tolstoy and your own heart, gave us the Solution to Life: "Do unto others ALL that you would have them do unto you."

Adam Smith gave us Cancer / Death: Do unto others, within Man's law, all that you can BEFORE they can do unto you.

Smith said, it is impossible to effectively look after your brother. Take care of yourself and let the Hand of God worry about the rest. Hmm. Adam Smith overrode Jesus, Son of God. Smith had no malice or mal intent. CANCER WOULD SEEM LIKE A BRILLIANT INVENTION. SERIOUSLY! TRULY!

DIVORCE / NEGLECT / NON-FAMILY: OUR UN-NAMED RELIGION

See TOXIC WASTE TO THE SPIRIT: Selfishness? -or- NOT-BROTHERLY!!! , THE WORDS THAT COULD SAVE THE WORLD, and CANCER WOULD SEEM LIKE A BRILLIANT INVENTION. SERIOUSLY! TRULY!

Our western culture is based on our ability to divorce ourselves from concern for others under the guise of rugged independence, free market capitalism, and "family" values.

WE SHOULD EXPECT TO SEE, as an early and immediate indicator of the "body's" death from this cancer, a skyrocketing "Marriage Divorce" rate. Divorce from others is what we train our children in from the earliest age.

CANCER WOULD SEEM LIKE A BRILLIANT INVENTION. SERIOUSLY! TRULY!

It would seem like the ultimate free lunch. Listen cells, the other cells can take care of themselves. It will build character; survival of the fittest.

Quit thinking about them, and look out for yourself, and for "your family."

My gosh, without the "burden" [Life, Love, Truth - the Almighty] of thinking about others, wow, just think of the growth, the wealth of resources available to you! Why, you could do as well for yourself as you were willing to sacrifice and work for!

But then the body would die.

Thank you Adam Smith. Thank you wester, free market, consumer capitalism. The body, the masses, are rapidly dying. And the Almighty is not to be found among the Cancer Cells. They are already all but Dead.

TOXIC WASTE TO THE SPIRIT: Selfishness? -or- NOT-BROTHERLY!!!

TOXIC WASTE OF THE SPIRIT: Selfishness? -or- NOT-BROTHERLY-TO-THE-LEAST-OF-THESE?

For much of the last six weeks or so I've felt much more enlightened with the new insight that all Error, all Sin is Selfishness. Much has been written of this; THE WORDS THAT COULD SAVE THE WORLD, and see partial list below.

But now I think that Selfishness is the fruit of something deeper: the root of all evil - detachment / separation / distance / "divorce" from anyone; that is to say, the root of all evil is ANY VACUUM IN YOUR HEART, any space that is non-family, non-brotherhood-t0-ALL-of-the-least-of-these-MY-FAMILY. Is not this insight in line with Timothy 6:10 (King James Version): "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith [universal brotherliness], and pierced themselves through with many sorrows?" Yes. The love of money [Stuff, Superiority, Systems/Institutions] is the displacement of the LOVE OF "THE LEAST OF THESE MY FAMILY."

EVIL IS ANY MOMENTS OF ABSENCE OF LOVE OF EVERYONE - UNIVERSAL BROTHERLINESS / OTHERISHNESS / "FAMILY." SELFISHNESS IS THE RESULT / FRUIT. "GOOD" IS THE PREDOMINATION OF UNIVERSAL BROTHERLINESS... IN THE HEART.

The importance of this distinction? A FOCUS ON SELFISHNESS WILL ALLOW THE ROOT TO TAKE HOLD - NATURE ABHORS A VACUUM - A HEART JUST PARTLY FILLED WITH BROTHERLINESS WILL BECOME FILLED BY SELFISHNESS.

THE KINGDOM DEPENDS ON OUR VIGILANCE IN KEEPING CONNECTED TO ALL OTHERS / keeping from being diverted ["diversion" being worshiped in our western free market capitalist society.]

This puts Jesus focus on the "least of these my family" in new perspective for me.

This puts Gandhi's statement in a new perspective for me: "I will give you a talisman. Whenever you are in doubt, or when the self becomes too much with you, apply the following test. Recall the face of the poorest and the weakest man [woman] whom you may have seen, and ask yourself, if the step you contemplate is going to be of any use to him [her]. Will he [she] gain anything by it? Will it restore him [her] to a control over his [her] own life and destiny? In other words, will it lead to swaraj [freedom] for the hungry and spiritually starving millions?Then you will find your doubts and your self melt away."

Caution! Mother Teresa's kind of LOVE - "Love [that] cannot remain inactive in the face of suffering." [paraphrase]

THE BOTTOM LINE!!! THE MOST TOXIC WASTE TO THE SPIRIT, THE GREATEST DANGER IS BEING NOT-ENTIRELY-BROTHERLY-TO-ALL-THE-LEAST-OF-THESE.

WHAT TO DO!?!?!?

  1. PRAY. "OUR FATHER..." PRAY. SELF-MONITOR. BE ACCUTELY AWARE OF WHAT IS ON YOUR HEART, AND IF IT IS NOT THE-LEAST-OF-THESE-MY-FAMILY, PRAY DELIBERATELY AND PRACTICALLY TO BRING THE-LEAST-OF-THESE-YOUR-FAMILY TO FILL, FILL, FILL YOUR HEART.
  2. BE VIGILANT, WATCHFUL FOR THE AVALANCHE OF "DIVERSIONS" AND DISTRACTIONS THAT OUR CULTURE THROWS AT YOU EVERY MINUTE.
  3. REMEMBER, YOU CANNOT ESCAPE LEADING THOSE DEAREST TO YOU WHERE YOU GO. LIFE OR PULSE? HEAVEN OR HELL? THE "GREAT" OR THE "GOOD?"

WHERE IS THE SELFISHNESS / SIN IN MY LIFE?
!!!!!!!!!! DEFINITION: "SAVED" !!!!!!!!!!
Exploitative U.S. "Family Values" will be its demise...
The Anti-Christ: American Capitalism and its Export
DEFINITION OF VIOLENCE - "Enemy," Non-Brotherly, Selfish, Not-as-you-would-have-them-do behavior
Take away Selfishness and Western Culture Vanishes
WE ARE IMMORTAL. THE ONLY DEATH IS SELFISHNESS
And many more posts. Search the blog with the tool a the top left of the site.


TOXIC WASTE OF THE SPIRIT: Selfishness? -or- NOT-BROTHERLY!!!

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TOXIC WASTE TO THE SPIRIT: Selfishness? -or- NOT-BROTHERLY!!!

HEART: DOES NOT KNOW ITS OWN PAIN, SACRIFICE

This is a really important factor in our "wiring" to be aware of:

WHEN YOUR HEART IS IN CHARGE THE FEEDBACK LOOP OF YOUR FLESH IS EXTREMELY ATTENUATED. (You are racing to the hospital with your child in your arms. How much are you "feeling" the pain in your body?")

This is why those who follow Jesus, serve the Almighty "LOOK LIKE" they are in misery, but actually "THEIR JOY IS COMPLETE."

No?

"Heart in the right place"

A long and wonderful conversation with my friend caused us to arrive at the thought that it is of monumental importance to have one's "heart in the right place." This is of monumental importance. THIS MAY BE THE ENTIRETY OF WHAT IS IMPORTANT.

Why do I feel however that this concept is incomplete? IT IS A MATTER OF DEGREE, I see now!!!

But as Dr. King showed us, HOW MUCH SPIRIT MATTERS!!!! (See Dr. King's idea: JESUS TAUGHT US: SPIRIT IS EVERYTHING.)

Let's say your mistaken idea was to value material riches (you don't do you?). If you valued this, and pursued it a little you might say your "heart is in the right place." But it does not stop there. HOW MUCH IS YOUR "HEART IN THE RIGHT PLACE!" HOW GREEDY ARE YOU!!!

It is really important to:
  1. Have your "heart in the right place."
  2. Be extremely greedy!

Why?

  1. Why Jesus came: Abundant Life; Complete Joy. PERIOD.
  2. We build the Kingdom, or it does not get built. Most of your family is in torment. "HURRY," the still, small voice within says.

Why Jesus came: Abundant Life; Complete Joy. PERIOD.

Hmmm. How much longer will we continue to doubt what He told us - substituting instead our own thoughts or the thoughts of preachers, etc?

Was Jesus the most perfect of men, a genius by whatever name... or was he an imbecile in whose mouth we need to put words?

Jn 15:9-11 “I have told you this so that my joy might be in you and your joy might be complete.”

John Chapter 10 I came so that they might have life and have it more abundantly.

Guilt: Almost always a Sin / Error

Hmm. Picture it: you are up in the waiting room of the Pearly Gates. Jesus comes in to interview you. You tell him all that you did to try to follow him. One of the ones you speak of is guilt. "Wow, Jesus, I spent so much time in guilt." You are hopeful He is pleased at this.

"Did I suggest for you to be guilty? NO. I told you many things, but I did not tell you that. Why did you ignore what I told you:

  • As you do unto the least of these my family...
  • There is not greater love than to...
  • Love God (the Almighty - Truth, Love, Life) with your whole...
  • Love your brother...
  • Love your enemies...
  • Love your neighbor...

Do we think Jesus was careless in what He said?

JESUS; WE DO EVERYTHING BUT WHAT HE SAID

I know, DUH!

But wait a second. I've "known" this for all of my life. But reflect on this Eastern saying:

IF YOU KNOW, BUT YOU DO NOT DO, YOU DO NOT KNOW.

Only now am I starting to do. I DID NOT KNOW.

START, YOU HAVE SO MANY ABSOLUTES!!!!

An elephant absolutely has a rope-like tail!
An elephant absolutely has sheet-like ears!
An elepahnt absolutely has tree-trunk-like legs!
Etc.
Etc.

If you get the Almighty / God (Life, Love, Truth) you get a whole bunch of things together - aways. It is important to understand each element. But you cannot get just the element.

Maslow wrote of this phenomena, admitting that he couldn't further explain it. In his study of self-actualizing humans he found that in highly self-actualized people, one in millions, if you get one of the following, you get them all in abundance:

Truth, goodness, beauty, wholeness dichotomy-transcendence, aliveness, uniqueness, perfection, completion, justice, simplicity, richness, effortlessness, playfulness, self-sufficiency - THE ALMIGHTY / UNITY / SINGULARITY... LIFE - The "Bread" of Life.

The movie "Rudy." SPIRIT IS THE ONLY SUCCESS.

More and more I glimpse what never before I could - Jesus teaching that what man (not the Almighty) makes is so futile / trivial / wasteful / meaningless. Napoleon: "Do you know, Fontanes, what astonishes me most in this world? The inability of force to create anything. In the long run the sword is always beaten by the spirit."

So, what role is left for us? To be the dwelling place of the Almighty - Truth, Life, Love. This was RUDY. And look at how he was an instrument to build the Kindom.

King, Jesus, Teresa, Gandhi... all were ademant that EVERYONE can be great. "Everyone can be great, because everyone can serve," ML King.

There is no other service than than done by Rudy. "They Kingdom comes as thy will is done."

God calls us to be faithful, not successful.

BE FAMILY / BROTHER / SISTER FOR THE JOY OF IT

For the joy of it - no other reason.

Jesus came "to give... life more abundantly," and "to make joy... complete.

Jesus gave us the SOLUTION TO LIFE:
  • Do unto others all that you would have them do unto you.
  • Love your brother as yourself.
  • The Good Samaritan
  • As you do unto the least of these MY FAMILY you do unto me.
  • A man can have no greater love than to lay down his life for his friends.

99% OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN ERROR. YAHOO!

99% of my life has been organized around the society of western free market capitalism - SELFISHNESS. This was the best I knew.

Yahoo?!?!?!?
1. Shall I feel guilty for doing the best I knew?
2. Can feeling guilty or bad help me reclaim those decades?
3. Now that I recognize the error / the missing Joy, YAHOO I CAN AVOID THOSE ERRORS BETTER!

How much cancer is good for your body?

How much toxic waste for your mind / Soul per day?

How much toxic waste for your mind / Soul per day?

Every waking moment that is not attached / connected to / organized around / directed toward "the least of these my family" is Toxic Waste for the Soul / Selfishness / Sin.

How much toxic waste for your soul each day?

Start, what is all this Revelation, etc crap?

Revelation, Divine Inspiration, Epiphany, Vision.... This "religious" language, believed classically to be from some external being, remains the best language available to identify certain phenomenon. It comes from beyond our control and we in that important sense can take no credit for it.

Pitirim Sorokin's notion of Supra Intelligence best captures what I experience and believe on the subject. Essentially Sorokin views that the terms I not above come from that portion of our brain that by far is the most powerful, but that is not directly accessible to us through conscious manipulation.

Maybe what Sorokin and E.O. Wilson in his book "Consillience" and I sense is some sort of portal to an external "God." I don't know. I don't care. It is AWESOME. IT IS ALMIGHTY.

CANCER: ADAM SMITH'S DISCOVERY - CAPITALISM

Neither cruel of cynical. How could he know. But he unleashed the opposite of life - he released Cancer. It grows phenomenally! It works for the cancer cells! But, it eventually kills the body.

Jesus gave us the solution to Life: "Do unto others ALL that you would have them do unto you."

Smith gave us Cancer: Do unto others before they can do unto you. Forget the Golden Rule. Leave that to God. Hmmmmm; God left that to us.

Other posts here on the Revealed metaphor of CANCER:
Exploitative U.S. "Family Values" will be its demise...
CANCER IS ONE OF THE TWO POSSIBLE STATES OF ORGANIC STUFF
The most feared killer - cancer. Neglect by another name.

FROM A CANCER'S PERSPECTIVE, WHAT DOES HEALTH LOOK LIKE?

Please think this through. It is very interesting and important.

Cancer would "cure" the body of:
  • Dying
  • Seeing Cancer as other than the ideal to be supported
  • Any attitudes other than delighted service and support
  • Any and all unwillingness to be fully exploited
  • Etc.
  • Etc.

ALMIGHTY = LOVE, TRUTH, LIFE = GOD.

Please ponder this. There may be no more important insight on this site.

"ALMIGHTY:" this word has escaped my attention until now. Love, Life, Truth ARE Almighty. Of course they are God.

Woe to us that continue to side against the Almighty, as is our Western Religion to do so.

Over time I expect to find and add more quotes like this one, the first I've seen of its kind, today on 5/29:

Dr. King: "Love is somehow the key that unlocks the door which leads to ultimate reality. This Hindu-Muslim-Christian-Jewish-Buddhist belief about ultimate reality is beautifully summed up in the first epistle of Saint John: "Let us love one another, for love is God. And every one that loveth is born of God and knoweth God. He that loveth not knoweth not God, for God is love." "If we love one another, God dwelleth in us and his love is perfected in us." Let us hope that this spirit will become the order of the day."

"Love is life. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists, only because I love. Everything is united by it alone. Love is God, and to die means that I, a particle of love, shall return to the general and eternal source." "The understanding of Life is God." "“Life is God. Everything changes and moves and that movement is God….To love life is to love God.” Leo Tolstoy

Gandhi: "I claim to be a votary of truth from my childhood. It was themost natural thing to me. My prayerful search gave me the revealingmaxim Truth is God, instead of the usual one God is Truth. That maxim enables me to see God face to face as it were. I feel Him pervade every fibre of my being." And, "Ahimsa [unconditional Love for all] is my God, and Truth is my God. When I look for Ahimsa,Truth says, ''Find it through me.'' When I look for Truth, Ahimsasays, ''Find it out through me.'' 'Truth alone is eternal, everything else is momentary. It is more correct to say that Truth is God, than to say that God is Truth. ... All life (and truth) comes from the one universal source, call it Allah, God or Parmeshwara.'

1 Israeli Life worth 24.074 Palestinian Lives in '06

Headlines for May 24, 2007Democracy Now - New York,NY,USA

For Israel and the Occupied Territories, Amnesty says Israel killed more than 650 Palestinians last year, three times the number of Palestinians killed in 2005. Half of the Palestinians killed last year were unarmed civilians. The Palestinian death toll included 120 children. During the same period, Palestinian militants killed 27 Israelis – including 20 civilians and one child.

Sudan Embassy / Darfur Vigil PARTNER ELLEN THOMAS

Sudan Embassy / Darfur Hunger Strike Vigil PARTNER - ELLEN THOMAS

Ellen is absolutely incredible. I don't know how she can continue another day with her heroic support of the vigil. No one else can even seem to imagine it, besides me, so far. I just came across this interview. It captures the Ellen I'm coming to know, wonderfully.

The following is an interview of Ellen Thomas by Marita McCloskey:
>How did you become so committed to issues of peace?
As a child I became aware through Life magazine photos about Hiroshima, Auschwitz, starving children in Africa, which launched me on a lifetime search "Why?" and "How can we stop this?" I couldn't understand why my kindergarten teacher taught us to dive under our desks during bomb drills in California in 1952; I remembered the photographs of Hiroshima, and wondered what good it would do me to curl up in a ball with my hands over the back of my neck if someone dropped a bomb on Palos Verdes, my home town.
It took me 37 years of testing society's shoulds and shouldn'ts to understand that my earliest reactions were correct. By the time MY children no longer needed me, I was convinced that I was paying huge taxes (the equivalent of working from January to May without pay) to a government which was not only inefficient and corrupt, but downright evil in its building, selling, developing, and using all sorts of horrible weapons. I decided to reduce my income below the poverty level so I would no longer fund the war machine. (I had twenty years' experience in the corporate and legal worlds.) But dropping out wasn't enough. Somebody had to DO something.
That was when I encountered the (then) three-year-old peace vigil outside the White House, where a few volunteers were braving nonsensical regulations, hostile police, irresponsible news reporters who interviewed only the police, and Washington Times editorial cartoonists painting the vigilers as lunatics, bums, and communists, none of which were true. (Ronald Reagan's favorite paper was the Washington Times. You can read more of this story by going to our website, http://prop1.org, then click on the buttons "Peace Park" and "Park and the Presidents."
I decided, since my kids didn't need me any more, and these people did need me, that a change in lifestyle was in order. I quit my cushy, redundant job, gave all my property to my grateful daughter (how else does a young adult get microwave, wok, tv, stereo, music collection, cookbooks, queen size bed, sofa, car, etc.?), and asked her if she was really sure she wanted the burden of things. (I felt guilty, knowing how relieved I was to be free of STUFF.)

>What was your family background?
Father a successful commercial artist living in California since 1949, loves to travel, fought in World War II in the Pacific, used to kill animals for food, now only shoots them with a camera (special gift to me). Says he's "a Marine till the day I die." Curious fellow, ultra sensitive, ultra macho hybrid, WW-II walking wounded who says "I know you're right in principle, but I can't believe it'll ever happen." My mother was a housewife, stabilizing influence. I was blessed (and, like most kids, didn't know it). As an only child I was able to travel with my folks to such exotic places as Tahiti, Bora Bora, Vancouver, and live outdoors in the redwoods, at the seashore, in mountains....

>religious training?
Catholic girl's school (Marymount) in California during early '60's; mother would drive me to different denominations on Sundays so we could check out different perspectives and styles. I was turned off by Christianity because of the collection plates and what seemed (to my skeptical eyes) hypocrisies. Kids went to church to see each other, I assumed grownups did the same thing. I saw advertisements for drug stores, liquor stores, etc. on the back of Sunday morning programs. I saw people dressing in fancy duds they only wore for each other. California's full of phony kissing, and churches seemed like cocktail parties or dungeons, depending on the denomination. I found myself fainting in Catholic services; getting sick to my stomach with the Baptists; having uncontrollable cramps with the Latter Day Saints. Finally I took all this to mean that I wasn't going to be comfortable or find God inside a church.

>political training?
None to speak of, on-the-job during the past 13+ years. California taught "The Constitution" (you couldn't move on from 8th grade without passing the test), which gave me a belief in and knowledge of our rights.
In 1990 we incorporated Proposition One Committee, in 1993 brought the idea to the voters and won the election, and it's now a bill in Congress for the third time, the "Nuclear Disarmament and Economic Conversion Act." (See http://prop1.org/prop1/prop1.htm)

>world events? personal contacts?
I'm not sure what you mean. Whom did I know who was important? (Nobody.) Or how was I affected by world events around me? Let's see. There were Vietnam, the folk musicians who raised our consciousness about it and war in general, Kennedys' and King's assassination, Joe McCarthy, Eugene McCarthy, starving children in Africa, "Dr. Strangelove," "Gandhi" (the movie). Will ponder this further if you elucidate further.

>How did your activism influence the everyday activities of your family life?
I didn't become an activist until after my children left home. My (now) husband of 13 years founded the vigil; I met him three years later. I married him because we think alike. Our family life is sporadic but loving. The kids and folks are very pleased I'm happy. We're getting closer as they get older. Probably true of most families. Neither of them are activists (yet, I keep thinking). I wonder about that. If I had been active when they were young, would they be now? I think maybe so, as I see the kids of activist friends grow up and join the demonstrations, keep open minds. I know now how pivotal those earlier years are in planting life-long seeds. Too late to change the past. Just got to keep setting a good example now and in the future, and maybe someday they'll have time to care about something other than what they've been taught.

>How did having a family/ being a parent, influence your activism?
I probably wouldn't have devoted myself to a round-the-clock vigil for the future generations if I hadn't felt the intense responsibilities of parenting.
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Ellen Thomas is working with the Proposition One Committee Peace Park Antinuclear Vigil in Washington -- http://prop1.org)

Ellen is the Chairperson of the Washington Peace Center.

Ellen maintians the world class anti nuclear site nucnews.net.