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9.17.2013

Isreal murders another Palestinian. Rodents are to be exterminated, right?

Palestinian killed by Israeli soldiers in West Bank refugee camp raid

Al-Bawaba - ‎2 hours ago‎
Israeli Army Kills Palestinian in Jenin
Palestinian youth shot dead by Israeli forces

***** details: The one thing my dad could not stand.... My dad was the strongest, wisest, bravest, smartest, most brilliant, most creative, most sensitive, most loving person I've ever known, or know of. Everything and anything I value in myself I can trace back to him. How he survived the massive disappointment I must have been to him I'll never begin to understand - makes me writhe in agony, and sob....

The one thing my dad could not stand....

My dad was the strongest, wisest, bravest, smartest, most brilliant, most creative, most sensitive, most loving, kind, patient, giving... person I've ever known, or known of, except for the man Jesus. Yup. Yup.  True.

Everything and anything I value in myself I can trace back to him.  How he survived the massive disappointment I must have been to him I'll never begin to understand - makes me writhe in agony, and sob at the thought.  But he never let on, even once....

He daily withstood work, pressure, stress, pain, fatigue that would kill 20 men, and did so, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, no vacations, golf on occasion, but only in his later years (and much in a desperate attempt to make something out of me), working 8am to 10pm, day in, day out, EVERY WEEKEND, to deliver for his loved ones.

There is no pain, no stress, no workload, no threat... he would not and did not bear for us with the stoicism, quiet, grace, focus... of Legend.

There was one thing he that near killed him, every time, that he could hardly bear - thinking he had hurt, or failed, one of us, or anyone, really.  He would all but kill himself to avoid it, and when he thought he had not avoided it, and had hurt one of us, as simple as stepping on a toe (that I don't recall him ever doing) the agony he felt would near kill him.  I could see him writhing in agony; exploding at himself in unspeakable rage. Makes me cry to think of his suffering for us.

This too I find in myself, but not to the degree.

The few fools that choose to come anywhere near me, I make it my business to be transparent to them, to try to let them see what they are getting into - traveling close to one that works to be an unviolent equivalent in every respect, of a Navy SEAL, of unviolence - the risk, intensity, danger, potential collateral damage, extremely likely personal destruction - SO THEY CAN QUICKLY FIND THE SANITY TO STAY AWAY.

I live in risk to myself, to fight for our global least of these, and to do so have paid every price cept for physical death, so far, for my global least of these my family, now especially, my next 200 billion kids.

BUT I AM ACUTELY AWARE OF THE LIKELIHOOD OF COLLATERAL DAMAGE FOR ANY AND ALL THAT FOOLISHLY COME NEAR ME. Do Navy SEALS invite their pals behind enemy lines, to come on missions????  Uh, I live behind enemy lines. My every breath is spent on a Mission.  Every beat of my heart.  This is why, for example, cept when FB has fooled me on occasion, I reach out, never, NEVER, to anyone to Friend me. I don't reach out. NEVER. Never will.

But when folks come close anyway, I am passionately, deliberately transparent, but I let them come close enough to get burned, quick and safe, which always, eventually, usually sooner than later, they do.  Never yet has anyone decided to stay close after that, not for long, anyway, except for my few Guardian Angels, especially Bev and Ger, and maybe K.  Maybe one or two others. Pac.  Alex.  Joe.  Too soon to tell.

BUT WHEN THEY GET BURNED, I MAKE IT MY BUSINESS TO NEVER ALLOW THEM TO GET HURT AGAIN BY ASSOCIATION WITH ME - I FULLY WITHDRAW, UNLESS, IN THE CASES OF MY GUARDIAN ANGELS, THEY STUPIDLY MAKE UNMISTAKABLY CLEAR, THAT THEY AIN'T GUNNA GO AWAY. (((((((HUGS AND AWE))))))).

IT IS NOT MY BUSINESS, IT IS NEVER MY PLACE, TO DRIVE ANYONE AWAY.

BUT I CAN'T STAND WHEN SOMEONE, OTHER THAN THE ANGELS, GET HURT, ON MY ACCOUNT, THAT 2ND TIME.

After the first burning, I withdraw, I let them go, in relief, feeling their pain.

And even the Angels. 

This will never lessen in me, only increase.

9.16.2013

pic Nobody can dictate terms to the Mil, Corp, Fossil Fuel, Wall St complex except millions of Leftie citizens in the streets unviolently dictating terms? So why do they blame Obama?



Nobody can dictate terms to the Mil,
Corp, Fossil Fuel, Wall St complex
except millions of
Leftie citizens in the
streets unviolently
dictating terms?
So why do they
blame Obama?

When I lob Truth from Left to Right the Left yells "BROVO!!!" When I lob Truth To the Left: "UNFAIR, MOLE, MEAN, UNHELPFUL, HOSTILE...." WTF!?!?!?!?!


Cancer Update: 7am Fri they go in to kill 1/2 of my liver

 Note to my med team:

@ Unless someone can 'accept' me afterwards, they can't do the operation.
Ms. Joanne, Social Worker any thoughts on transportation for me?

........

Doc B and his staff was awesome. Took 15 min right up front to show
me the scans, talk me thru the whole thing, risks, procedure, what
to expect.  Just like Doc F, Surgeon lst Fri, but different stuff. Very clear, direct,
thorough, complete, respectful.... Empowered me to make the decisions
that are only mine to make.

So, I have 3 Tumors, not just 2. :-(  But they seem to meet the key
criterion - they can be all removed while leaving 1/2 of the liver
intact!

So, Fri, 8am (no food or liquids past midnight, no Lovenox the day
before), I go to Intervention Radiology for a sedated, outpatient
procedure, and 6 hours or so post-op observation.  The procedure
is to block the blood flow to the cancerous half of the liver to fool
the good half into increasing in size by 30% or so over the next
3-6 weeks prior to Doc F's liver section of me; and hopefully
I'll not then have organ failure while the removed half regenerates.
Oh boy, what fun.  :-)  LOL.

Mild if any after effects are expected for me due to Fri, even several hours
later after Fri's procedure.  Sure, things can go bad, but that is not expected.

Op could be delayed several hours Fri if the room is needed for something
more crucial.  No problemo.

Nurse M, of Doc B, examined my mediport area - did not like the
allergic reaction I seem to be having to 'clear' tape.

Nurse M discussed with Doc B maybe checking out the port while I'm out
on Fri - their idea, not mine. 'No,' he said. The Intervention procedure
was enough for one day.  And, as I mentioned to them, I may not ever need
the port again.

Thanks for all you do for me, for us.

James M.

White NC officer puts 10 rounds in Chest of Black Football Player seeking Help after Major Car Crash

NC cop shot ex-football player 10 times

USA TODAY

Case for climate change is overwhelming, say scientists. The Guardian

Case for climate change is overwhelming, say scientists

The Guardian

How is lettin yerselves be raped workin for ya? 400 Americans worth two trillion dollars.

Yellen now front runner for the fed. Thank God!

nd Few are steeped in the arts as I - My dad a musician, teacher, studio at our house; drenched in broadway, theater, symphony, museums. Adored it. Hate it, pretty much now. Baubles for rich folk, while 4 billion of our brothers and sisters live on $4 per day or less. We go to theater, to 'feel' human, INSTEAD of BEING Human to each other. I fault the artists, prostituting themselves to rich folk, EXCEPT, when they are truly trying to change the world. Not that they should care what I think.

nd Few are steeped in the arts as I - My dad a musician, teacher, studio at our house; drenched in broadway, theater, symphony, museums.  Adored it.  Hate it, pretty much now.  Baubles for rich folk, while 4 billion of our brothers and sisters live on $4 per day or less.  We go to theater, to 'feel' human, INSTEAD of BEING Human to each other.  I fault the artists, prostituting themselves to rich folk, EXCEPT, when they are truly trying to change the world. Not that they should care what I think.

nd It isn't that folks damn Pr. Obama. It is that they seem to consider themselves infallible, omniscient. This is pure Evil.

nd It isn't that folks damn Pr. Obama. It is that they seem to consider themselves infallible, omniscient. This is Evil.

pic "Kids [today] dont have a little brother working in the mine... a sister in the mill.... This is not a benevolent gift... it was fought for...." Utah Phillips

Rob Jackson shared The People's Uprising's photo.

***** pic Aristotle - "The antidote for 50 enemies is 1 friend."

Rob Jackson shared Anonymous ART of Revolution's photo.

vid Moyers joins the blind left in not seeing Pr. Obama's clear hand behind the non-war effort. DON'T PLAY CHESS, YOU IDIOTS, YOU'LL GET SLAUGHTERED.

Moyers joins the blind left in not seeing Pr. Obama's clear hand behind the non-war effort. DON'T PLAY CHESS, YOU IDIOTS, YOU'LL GET SLAUGHTERED.

I wish that "Common Sense" was really common.
News Personality · 268,804 likes

STUNNING: Watch Barney Frank Leaves Wall Street Defenders Speechless. thinkprogress.org

Love us some Barney!
News/Media Website · 423,271 likes

Anarchists should be reported, advises Westminster anti-terror police. www.theguardian.com [I'm NO FAN of Fundamentalists of ANY stripe.

Anarchists should be reported, advises Westminster anti-terror police
www.theguardian.com
Islamist terrorists also mentioned in briefing, as anarchists complain of being

***** Building on MLK Jr's 3 Dimensions of Life: 1. Centering: +10 SOUL- or - -10 STUFF 2. Embracing: +10 SOLIDARITY with all - or - -10 SELF (me and mine) 3. Doing: +10 SERVING- or - -10 SUBORDINATING(others to self, or self to patron Institutions)

***** Building on MLK Jr's 3 Dimensions of Life:

1.  Centering:    +10 SOUL- or -  -10 STUFF

2.  Embracing:  +10 SOLIDARITY with all - or -  -10 SELF (me and mine)

3.  Doing:         +10 SERVING- or -  -10 SUBORDINATING(others to self, or self to patron Institutions)

pic V - "We are taught to remember the idea, not teh man, because a man can fail. He can be caught. He can be killed and fogotten. But hundreds of years later an idea can still change the world."

Rob Jackson shared The Idealist's photo.

Boston homeless man turns in money-filled backpack USA TODAY

USA TODAY

pic Growing your own food is like printing your own money

From our friends We Are Wildness

pic 1. Seek Jesus, 2. LOVE RADICALLY, and thereby, 3. Become a Disciple, and thereby 4. Make Disciples. IMHO.

1. Seek Jesus, 2. LOVE RADICALLY, and thereby, 3. Become a Disciple, and thereby 4. Make Disciples. IMHO.

"We must preach the Gospel, all day long, every day; and occasionally use words to do so." Francis of Assisi paraphrase.

Sarah Messmore updated her cover photo.
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***** March, sit-in against coal ends with 13 cited for criminal trespassing. Helena Independent Record

March, sit-in against coal ends with 13 cited for criminal trespassing

Helena Independent Record

***** THRU TEARS: "I think the Lord put me here for a reason," he said. "To help folks out." 93 YR OLD VET SERVES MEALS ON WHEELS (ARTICLE)

http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2013/09/16/wwii-vet-meals-on-wheels-volunteer/2819407/

Israel destroys 120 more homes of Palestinians

9.15.2013

nd My life has been filled with wayyyyyy too much pain, wayyyyyy too little Loving, and wayyyyy more than my share of Joy and Loving for this sickest of all cultures. I'd not trade my life for that of anyone in history. But if I were to be reborn, I want to be reborn in America 100 years before Columbus landed.

nd My life has been filled with wayyyyyy too much pain, wayyyyyy too little Loving, and wayyyyy more than my share of Joy and Loving for this sickest of all cultures.  I'd not trade my life for that of anyone in history.  But if I were to be reborn, I want to be reborn in America 100 years before Columbus landed.

***** vid Beyond Heartbreaking - Ecocide: Who Killed The Honey Bee? (BBC Documentary)

The Overwhelming Excuse on the Left for Cowardly Inaction to Stop Ecocide: Oh, I have to convince the Denialists on the Right, first. [Whew! Otherwise I'd have to Stand, Risk, Pay the Price!]



The Overwhelming Excuse on the Left for Cowardly Inaction to Stop Ecocide: Oh, I have to convince the Denialists on the Right, first. [Whew! Otherwise I'd have to Stand, Risk, Pay the Price!]

Very distrubing: Cancer the Forbidden Cures - Full Documentary

"There is only one way to avoid criticism: Do nothing, Say nothing, Be nothing." Aristotle

vid Maddow: Reaganomics does NOT TRICKLE. It DROWNS IN DEBT

Rachel Maddow looks back at the consequences of Ronald Reagan's trickle-down voodoo economic policy that left the rich richer, the poor poorer and the national debt exploded.

documentary Back To Eden - Sustainablity


Back To Eden OFFICIAL FILM from Dana & Sarah Films on Vimeo.

BACK TO EDEN shares the story of one man’s lifelong journey, walking with God and learning how to get back to the simple, productive methods of sustainable provision that were given to man in the garden of Eden. The organic growing system that has resulted from Paul Gautschi’s incredible experiences has garnered the interest of visitors from around the world. However, never until now have Paul’s methods been documented and shared like this!

Watch The Film Here: http://vimeo.com/danasarahfilms/backtoeden

Website: http://www.backtoedenfilm.com/index.html#movie

Man apparently seeking help killed by police. CNN

CNN

How do you spell Apartheid? Israeli officials Forcing Israeli textbooks in East Jerusalem's Palestinians ... Washington Post

How do you spell Apartheid? Israeli officials Forcing Israeli textbooks in East Jerusalem's Palestinians ...

Washington Post

Guardian: Oslo peace accords were wrecked by Netanyahu's bad faith. The Guardian

Oslo peace accords were wrecked by Netanyahu's bad faith

Israel starving off Palestine's economy. Arab News

Israel starving off Palestine's economy

Arab News 

pic They don't exist. They just don't exist, today. We're the first group born and raised in The Matrix, and we'll destroy everything, rather than leave it.

They don't exist. They just don't exist, today. We're the first group born and raised in The Matrix, and we'll destroy everything, rather than leave it.

Photo

TIME: Birmingham Mayor: The movement and its martyrs changed everything. "Their sacrifice made my life possible, made my being the mayor of Birmingham possible," Bell says. Out of terror came hope. Read more: http://content.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,2151804,00.html#ixzz2exPljt3G

The movement and its martyrs changed everything. "Their sacrifice made my life possible, made my being the mayor of Birmingham possible," Bell says. Out of terror came hope.

PIpeline baby Pipeline! Colorado floods: More than 500 still unaccounted for as 'devastating' rain looms. CNN

Colorado floods: More than 500 still unaccounted for as 'devastating' rain looms

CNN International - ‎6 hours ago‎
Death Toll in Colorado Flood Increases
Sunday, September 15 2013 06:22 AM

pic Why can't I figure this out? Denial of facts on the Right, I get. They aren't thinkiers. But denial of Duty to Act on the Left? They are Thinkers. How...?!?!?!


pic Just so you know, if you ever want to instantly destroy our relationship, just disrespect, dismiss, anything I say, just once. I've ZERO time for cut communication lines. ZERO. :-)