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12.30.2012

nd 'Those that Stood with Jesus: A. Right, B, Ctr, C. Left, D. None of the above.' Loving

nd 'Those that Stood with Jesus: A. Right, B, Ctr, C. Left, D. None of the above.'  Loving

nd 'Of COURSE I've been rejected by near all. I'm of a completely different family; not Fleshly, any longer; but Loving.' Loving

nd 'Of COURSE I've been rejected by near all.  I'm of a completely different family; not Fleshly,  any longer; but Loving.'  Loving

nd 'Nothing matters now that's less than a one, by one..., Revolution of Priorities - from Flesh to Loving, Heart. 1800 years we've worshiped Flesh. How has that worked for ya?' Loving

nd 'Nothing matters now that's less than a one, by one..., Revolution of Priorities - from Flesh to Loving, Heart.  1800 years we've worshiped Flesh.  How has that worked for ya?' Loving

nd 'Christ-ians: Kamikazes of Loving.' Loving

nd 'Christ-ians:  Kamikazes of Loving.'  Loving

nd Corinthians 13: NOTHING - every act, thought, breath... that is without Love.

nd Corinthians 13: NOTHING - every act, thought, breath... that is without Love.

NOTE: Little added to Tracking Plan B. There's no news, just HIstory. We've known what was needed for 30 years or more now.

NOTE:  Little added to Tracking Plan B blog  TPB .  There's no news, just History, re-written by the millions of words per day - pure intellectual masturbation - McKibben, Romm, et al.  We've known what was needed for 30 years or more now.  We obviously want NOT to act, but to run out the clock on our Affloholic binges.

Who gives a f*ck about our kids, and grand kids.  NOT US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  OBVIOUSLY.

12.30.12 'Early, painful Death without Chemo, Now. Impossible to stop the vigil, Now. - My "Inconvenient Truth."' Loving

An "Inconvenient Truth,"  Get it?  LOL!

Seriously, that IS my inconvenient truth.  And yours?  What is stopping You from giving 100% to avert eternal Ecocide for our next 200 billion kids?

I've learned quite a bit about staying warmer out here and have adjusted my procedures accordingly - carefully carry as much heat from my sleeping-bag body into my sweaters, coat, socks, each pant leg, mittens... as I dress in the morning.  Second's count!  If I'm too slow or lax, and it is a cold arm, or let, I put into cold clothing, it may take me all day to warm up again. 

DON'T LET YOUR CLOTHES GET DAMP. 
DON'T LET YOUR CLOTHES GET DAMP. 
DON'T LET YOUR CLOTHES GET DAMP.  
DON'T LET YOUR CLOTHES GET DAMP. 

 An entire day about 3 days ago, deeply cold, damp... caused me to do some learning.

Plus, my body is acclamating.  Our physiology is amazing.  Things physically change, after days.  2 weeks ago where 45 degrees felt realllllly cold, now it is 34 degrees.

And, keep out the wind, with a tarp, jackets, object to block the wind.  Just 5 mph of wind drops the effective temperature 5-10 degrees.

The last 3 days or so have been near 100% prayer, meditation, reflection... for me.  This is extremely unusual, but not unprecidented for me.  The several weeks prior when I read and re-read the INDISPENSIBLE creators of Gandhi and MLK Jr - Leo Tolstoy's "Gospel," and "Kingdom of God...", it is like they were a near body-crushing (in a Good way) work-out for my nervous system, and it has taken at least these last 3 days for my nervous system to adjust, digest, grow, and recover.  Astonishing.  Am I recovered enough today to begin further study?  Don't know yet.


12.29.2012

nd 'Ritualization, etc: Brilliant scheme for Castrating Jesus' teachings about Living.' Loving

nd 'Ritualization, etc: Brilliant scheme for Castrating Jesus' teachings about Living.' Loving

nd 'Loving, Spirit of: Uses it's body like an revered, but Expendable avatar, a respected tool.' Loving

nd 'Loving, Spirit of: Uses it's body like an revered, but Expendable avatar, a respected tool.' Loving

nd 'God is, =, is the Spirit, Force, of Loving, in you, others, the Universe.' Loving

nd 'God is, =, is the Spirit, Force, of Loving, in you, others, the Universe.' Loving

nd 'The only timeframe in which any of us matter: Eternity.' Loving

nd 'The only timeframe in which any of us matter:  Eternity.' Loving

nd 'In every transaction you either: A. give a 'fix,' or B. give Life, Meaning, Loving.' Loving

nd 'In every transaction you either: A. give a 'fix,' or B. give Life, Meaning, Loving.'  Loving

nd = no detail

Gang Rape Victim Dies: "Unless a seed falls to earth and dies it does not bear fruit." Jesus

Our bodies are nothing.  NOTHING.  God, I know how nuts, quaint, cute, shallow, callous... that sounds.  But it IS NOT; in the only time-frame that matters, Eternity, our bodies mean NOTHING, count for NOTHING, matter NOT AT ALL.  Our Spirits, what Force, Loving, we can be the conduit for, IS EVERYTHING.

With Luke watching, remember when Obi Wan lowered his sabre to allow Darth's blow
?  Did Obi Wan cease to exist at that point?  He got stronger.  "Unless the seed falls to earth and dies, it bears no fruit."  

 Now, that 'death,' (GIVING 100% TO OUR NEEDIEST) may take place over 80+ years, like Teresa of Calcutta, over 21 years like Rachel Corrie, 50 years like Diane Wilson, or `15 like Malala... but it is only in dying for our global neediest that we find Life, Joy, Peace of Heart - "dying for" meaning - giving 100%, every last breath, out of Love, for the Joy of it.

As Victim of Gang Rape Dies, 6 Men Are Charged With Murder

New York Times - ‎41 minutes ago‎
NEW DELHI - As protests grew in India on Saturday over the death of a young woman who was raped in New Delhi this month by several men in a moving bus, the police said six men accused of attacking her had been charged with murder.

DAY 31 - AVERT ECOCIDE HUNGER STRIKE - DIANE WILSON

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Diane Wilson, An American Hero

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Mar 28, 2006 – Diane Wilson is the author of An Unreasonable Woman: A True Story of Shrimpers, Politicos, Polluters and the Fight for Seadrift, Texas ...

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Diane Wilson, a fourth-generation shrimper, began fishing the bays off the Gulf Coast of Texas at the age of eight. By twenty-four she was a boat captain. In 1989 ...

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Postal workers declare hunger strike 'victory' The Hill

Postal workers declare hunger strike 'victory'
The Hill (blog)
A group of postal workers striking against proposed cuts to the U.S. Postal Service (USPS) declared a "people's victory" late Saturday after holding a fast for six days. The small group of retired and active letter carriers, calling themselves the ...
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Idle No More: On the meaning of Chief Theresa Spence's hunger strike rabble.ca

Native group urges PM to end Chief's hunger strike
Sarnia Observer
The Native Women's Association of Canada (NWAC) is asking Prime Minister Stephen Harper and Governor General David Johnston to meet with a native leader who has been fasting to protest Canada's treatment of First Nations people. Attawapiskat Chief ...
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Britannia residents support hunger striking native leader
Pique Newsmagazine
She started a hunger strike on Dec. 11. Britannia resident Ralph Fulber painted a banner of support for her and called on members of his family to help him place the banner on a bluff overlooking the busy highway at the north end of Britannia. One of ...
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Idle No More: On the meaning of Chief Theresa Spence's hunger strike
rabble.ca
Native peoples in this country have endured much worse than the disrespect Prime Minister Harper showed on Dec 21, tweeting about "mmm… bacon" while Attiwapiskat Chief Theresa Spence was on Day 11 of a hunger strike that won't end unless he ...
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Postal workers continue hunger strike against proposed delivery cuts The Hill

Postal workers continue hunger strike against proposed delivery cuts
The Hill (blog)
Despite most of Congress leaving town for the holidays, postal workers are continuing a hunger strike protesting legislation to save the United States Postal Service (USPS) through budget cuts. The hunger strike began Tuesday and is expected to end ...
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New York City expects murders, shootings to hit record lows. CNN International

NYC Homicides at 40-Year Low

Daily Beast - ‎1 hour ago‎
Horrific subway-pushing aside, New York City isn't as gritty as it used to be—and that's a good thing. Mayor Michael Bloomberg praised the New York Police Department on Friday for newly released homicide statistics, which show 414 murders in the city in ...

***** nd Hypocrisy: From the Greek - to Act. Acting societal rolls, vs Serving the Spirit of Loving. To Jesus, and Tolstoy - the GREAT SATAN.A

nd Hypocrisy:  From the Greek - to Act.  Acting societal rolls, vs Serving the Spirit of Loving.  To Jesus, and Tolstoy - the GREAT SATAN.

nd 'The Blessed Marker of Hypocrisy: Double Standards.' Loving

nd 'The Blessed Marker of Hypocrisy:  Double Standards.' Loving

***** nd 'THE ONLY WORK NEEDED OF YOU, ANY BREATH: MAKING THE WORLD MORE LOVING.' Loving

***** nd 'THE ONLY WORK NEEDED OF YOU, ANY BREATH: MAKING THE WORLD MORE LOVING.' Loving

12.28.2012

12.27.12 my reply to the Cancer Doctor

Dearest Dr. M -

A Joyous Christ-mass to you.  How kind of you to email me.

If anyone ever thinks of who, what hospital, clinic... might be willing to try administering the chemo to me, without the totally understandable requirement that I spend time in a residence, that I leave my vigil to avert Ecocide now in its 7th month, that they enable me to remain at the vigil except for the hours of treatment, and any medical emergencies, please have them let me know, and I will attempt the treatment.  It is not my desire to lose years from my life, but it is quite impossible for me to spend more than just the treatment hours away from this 24/7 vigil.

Wishing you much Joy and Loving in your life,

Loving

Grim milestone: Austin shooting 500th homicide in Chicago. Chicago Tribune

Grim milestone: Austin shooting 500th homicide in Chicago

Chicago Tribune - ‎1 hour ago‎
Gave Bates smiled through tears as she swiped her hand across her phone, flipping through pictures of her cousin playing around and striking goofy poses.

nd 'Jesus' Teaching: We Each have 2 Fathers in us - The Fleshly Spirit, the Spirit of Loving. We Worship One, Denying the Other.

nd Jesus' Teaching:  We Each have 2 Fathers in us - The Fleshly Spirit, the Spirit of Loving.  We Worship One, Denying the Other.

***** nd 'HELPING PEOPLE HAVE MEANINGFUL LIVES: The SOLE Purpose of Valid Economic Activity; of a Valid Economy. All else is Cancer.' Loving

***** nd 'HELPING PEOPLE HAVE MEANINGFUL LIVES: The SOLE Purpose of Valid Economic Activity; of a Valid Economy. All else is Cancer.'  Loving

Jesus' Teaching: The 'Cross:' Paying EVERY BREATH for the Kingdom, Loving, in whatever way needed. It's Heaven; Joy; Peace of Heart; Passion; Life. There's none other.

Jesus' Teaching:  The 'Cross:' Paying EVERY BREATH for the Kingdom, Loving, in whatever way needed.  It's Heaven; Joy; Peace of Heart; Passion; Life.  There's none other.

12.27.2012

12.27.12 Update. Bitter cold, damp. Pain free. Soooo clear.

Horribly cold today.  Damp.  Brutal wind.  I'm still damp from the rain all-day yesterday.  Haven't been able to get warm all day, tho this afternoon isn't as bad.   36 was today's high.  30, tonight.  50 mph gusts.  But the worst of the wind seems to be gone by tonight.

Very alone.  Very clear this is what is needed of me, now, and where I want to be.

I think a lot about what I'm doing.  I inquire, in my imagination, of the Creator, daily.  Always the same answer. 'Are you frickin kidding!??!!?  Loving, don't you  understand what is at stake!?!?!?  Your life is NOTHING.  The suffering you are enduring now, and headed toward when the new cancers grow, painful, ugly, deadly... IS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  The future of your 204 billion kids is being SLAUGHTERED!!!!!!!!  Don't you understand?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?  Earth's species, gone.  Coastal living and access - gone.  Benign  weather - gone.  Plentiful food and water - gone.  Plenty - GONE..... FOREVER!!!!  Absence of wars - GONE!!!!!!! You humans have hours, days, weeks to avert this Ecocide for your kids, and grandkids.....  And Loving, you ask  me if you are on the correct path?!!?!?!?!?'

And then the tears come - frustration, outrage, sadness, grief, fatigue, despair... DETERMINATION.

Always the same answer.  :-)

What other answer could the Creator give me?

I just wish I could do  more.  So much  more.

Loving all

***** JESUS' ENTIRE TEACHING: WAGE LOVE, AND LIVE; OR DIE.

***** JESUS' ENTIRE TEACHING: WAGE LOVE, AND LIVE; OR DIE.

"nd" = No Detail. Don't click link.

"nd" = No Detail.  Don't click link.

***** nd 'We diligently tend to the Head and Flesh of those we care for; blind, deadly, to their Souls, their capacity for Loving. The reverse would be infinitely less cruel, less Evil.' Loving

nd 'We diligently tend to the Head and Flesh of those we care for; blind, deadly, to their Souls, their capacity for Loving. The reverse would be infinitely less cruel, less Evil.'  Loving

nd 'Born to be butterflies, we instead stay caterpillars; perpetually devouring others Loving, never becoming it's Divine Source.' Loving

nd 'Born to be butterflies, we instead stay caterpillars; perpetually devouring others Loving, never becoming it's Divine Source.'  Loving

nd ' That we think we are our Fleshly body, 100%, is horribly insane. We are our Spirit of Loving, our Soul, tho we've little of that left.' Loving

nd ' That we think we are our Fleshly body, 100%,  is horribly, completely insane.  We are our Spirit of Loving, our Soul, tho we've little of that left.' Loving

12.26.2012

***** nd 'In this time of carnage, if it's not URGENT, it's not Loving.' Loving

nd 'In this time of carnage, if it's not URGENT, it's not Loving.' Loving

nd Jesus' Teaching: Christ - the Spirit of Loving Within you, and Him. His Religion. That's it. That's all. A Joyous Christ Mass, to all.

nd Jesus' Teaching:  Christ - the Spirit of Loving Within you, and Him.  His Religion.  That's it.  That's all.  A Joyous Christ Mass, to all.

nd 'Gandhi, Tolstoy, mis-located the Source of Hope - Loving, Heart, not Conscience, Truth, tho Conscience, Truth, are inseparable from Heart, Loving.'

nd 'Gandhi, Tolstoy, mis-located the Source of Hope - Loving, Heart, not Conscience, Truth,  tho Conscience, Truth, are inseparable from Heart, Loving.'

nd 'Loving Loves, cuz that's what it does. But too it's the Healing of the World.' Loving

nd 'Loving Loves, cuz that's what it does.  But too it's the Healing of the World.' Loving

Loving: Reconstructive surgery nearer for hero dog from Philippines Sacramento Bee

Reconstructive surgery nearer for hero dog from Philippines

Sacramento Bee - ‎4 hours ago‎
A street dog from the Philippines that won hearts around the world after saving two girls from being hit by a motorcycle is a step closer to receiving surgery at UC Davis to reconstruct her missing snout.

12.25.2012

12.25.12. All cancer symptoms in remission. Tolstoy. In awe. Overwhelmed.

I continue to be free of symptoms of the cancer, for the first time in a year - what a gift.  No pain.  Little fatigue.  Sure, the bowel is still erratic (uh, you don't wanna know about the exploding diarrhea moments ago, on Christ-mass, when EVERYTHING is closed downtown.  Yup. You don't want to know. ROFL.), and the gut hurts, but it is healing!

MY SERVICE TO OUR NEEDIEST GOES UNIMPEDED THESE DAYS!!!!  WHAT TOTAL JOY.

All of my hope is in Christ - Loving, the Spirit of Loving.  NO!!! I'M SPEAKING NONE OF THE PAGAN, HEATHEN DREK, CRAP, FECES... IN WHICH WE'VE DROWN TO NEAR-DEATH JESUS' TEACHING THESE LAST 1800 YEARS.  Peter was not Jesus.  Paul was NOT Jesus.  John was NOT Jesus.  Isaiah was not Jesus....  God only knows the Popes are not Jesus, nor the pastors, Calvin, Luther....

JESUS was Jesus, and, for Christs Sake, He could speak for Himself!!!  IF WE'D ONLY READ HIM, AND GIVE HIM IS DUE - TO LET HIM SPEAK FOR HIMSELF!  This is what Tolstoy did.  And Gandhi.  And King, me....

About 11 years ago I first saw the common reference by Gandhi and King to Leo Tolstoy. 
When I tracked it down I found that were it not for "The Kingdom of God is Within You," Tolstoy, we would not know the name Gandhi; he would never have developed from the young lawyer in England.  I became aware that we might not know of MLK Jr. were it not for Tolstoy's "The Law of Love, and the Law of Violence," read by King when in Crozier Seminary as a young man.

And then, that we would not know the name Gandhi, and maybe not King but for the book "The Gospel in Brief," the researching of which saved the 50 year old Tolstoy from certain suicide, resurrecting his life to write the aforementioned books and more over the next 39+ years, based on his translation of Jesus' original Greek texts of the bible in which he found the only True Teaching as to how to Live the Joyful Life.

My recent medical treatment, surgery, recovery... is the first forced downtime I recall in a decade, and I've used it in large part to re-read, and re-read "The Gospel in Brief," and just now finishing again, "The Kingdom of God is Within You."  Having yesterday cancelled the chemo so as not to divert time from the vigil 24/7 here at the Canadian Embassy - what time I have left will continue to focus on maintaining the vigil, and becoming as pure and knowledgeable a "channel" for Loving, and those paragons in History we've had, as I am able.

Overwhelming.  Overwhelming.  Overwhelming.  If one has knowledge of Gandhi, his beliefs, his works, his acts, his achievements... then the reading of Chapters 9-12 in "The Kingdom..." can only unleash the realization - OF COURSE THE READING OF THIS CREATED GANDHI.  Gandhi considered Tolstoy his Master, and obviously this is true.  AND BOTH VIEWED JESUS, THE MAN, THE TEACHER, AS THE ULTIMATE MASTER, EVER ON EARTH.

"Kingdom" is NOT Tolstoy's greatest work - that is "The Gospel in Brief."  Be careful.  "The Kingdom..." can pull one away from this the most sublime, central, ESSENTIAL of Truths - Loving is God, the ONLY Force of Creation, That which Will Ultimately Prevail, that which is Strongest....  And tragically, THIS, in the end, IT DID TO GANDHI, PULLED HIM AWAY FROM THE CENTRALITY OF LOVING, AND IS WHY, I'M SURE, GANDHI IN THE END CONSIDERED HIS LIFE A FAILURE.  But read it still.  Just take care.

The fatal error for both Tolstoy (the greatest living human, in Gandhi's view) and for Gandhi was that "Kingdom's" utterly Divine Ch 9-12, indispensably insightful,  fatally focus on the outcomes, the only Possible True Revolution - the replacement of violent government with the Kingdom of men Loving one another - Universal Family - the inevitable final form of man's way of interacting with others, in Tolstoy's view, in Gandhi's view, in Jesus' view.  This may well be correct!  But the farmer that spends her energies watching the shoots come up, and the fruit develop... is NEGLECTING THAT WHICH IS NECESSARY - the tending of the roots and the soil.  LOVING is the entire Gospel, the entire Teaching, Individual, by Individual, by ..... THE ONLY REVOLUTION THAT CAN SUCCEED.  EVER.  EVER.  "Kingdom" speaks of this breathtakingly; but too centrally, way too centrally it focuses on the outcome - the end of "pagan" government - government based on fleshly selfishness, violence.

Loving - is the work, the only work, the only place our individual (or collective) focus can be useful, with every breath - pre-emptive, and in return for EVERY Evil.

Be careful.  Read "Kingdom."  HURRY.  BUT BE CAREFUL.

Loving is our business, our only business; from which all else will come.