I spent my first 45 years being carefully raised to be and then practicing as a high priced prostitute, selling my very being to the highest bidder., as an executive in high-tech industries. Yes, I always had strong, deep, moral inclinations that shaped my response, but I lacked the courage to leave my profession which was fundamentally prostituting myself to the system, fundamentally, profoundly, absolutely. I left my $300,000 a year profession about 16 years ago now, giving 100% of my accumulated wealth to my 3 dependents so they could continue on with their life in the matrix which is what they were choosing to do. Since the instant of changing course, leaving prostitution as a profession, I have felt only gratitude relief and regret that I wasted 45 years that I could have been attempting to do good. And having the infinite joy of making the attempt. Yes, all of the intoxications, all of the pleasures, 100%, were left behind me the day that I changed direction. Never have I felt regrets, zero regrets, only relief , joy, aliveness, freedom, health .
Republicans demand right to life? Given their stand against gun control, contraception, abortion, education, vaccination... What they demand is the right to torture, torment, abuse, deprived, starve, infect, and kill American children once they are born. It seems that they hate abortion because it decreases the number of live children they can terrorize , torment, torture, and murder . Please tell me where I am wrong. these are nothing more than fing satanic psychopaths and they need to be stopped.
a senior Joint Chiefs of Staff officer who regularly briefs the U.S. high command was willing to speak bluntly in exchange for anonymity. “There’s always been a lot of support for Israel in the military,” the officer said, “but that’s significantly eroded over the last few years. This caps it. It’s one thing for Americans to criticize their president and another entirely for a foreign leader to do it. Netanyahu doesn’t get it. We’re not going to side with him against the commander in chief. Not ever.” Retired Army Gen. Paul Eaton concurs. He warned that Netanyahu’s appearance would be “perilous to both countries” but saved his harshest criticism for Boehner, saying, “It is highly inappropriate for the speaker of the House to so publicly meddle in foreign affairs,” he said. “It is a gross breach of protocol to invite a head of state without due coordination with the president.”Retired U.S. Air Force Col. Richard Klass, an Air Force Academy graduate, called Netanyahu’s scheduled congressional appearance “a new level of chutzpah” and argued that it raised the question of “whether Israel is becoming a strategic liability for America. “Netanyahu gives new meaning to the term ‘bull in a china shop,’” he said."
“We don’t read anymore,” Goldman said. “We don’t learn anymore. History
is disappearing. People talk about living in the moment as if it is a
virtue. It is a horrible vice. Between the twitterverse and the 24-hour
cable news cycle our history keeps disappearing. History is something
boring that you had to endure in high school and then you are rid of it.
Then you go to college and study finance, accounting, business
management or computer science. There are damn few liberal arts majors
left. And this has erased our history....'
[Brilliant article: Two fatal flaws: 1. Empire is not the problem. The problem is the hearts of the victims that allowing Empire is worth prostituting themselves for to pay, whether they are at the top, bottom, or in between; 2. Willingness it kill is not the solution, tho it may at times be a necessary tactic. King was right, 'Hate cannot eliminate hate; only love can do that.' We must Truly Hate the Sin, and even kill to stop it; but the instant we are not Loving, all hope is lost.]
When earlier in my years I was becoming a technically world class skier, there were mtns that terrified me, made my stomach churn... until I learned to metabolize them. Every moment my life is agony... refusing to turn away from, choosing to sprint toward... the world's horrors. But I've learned to metabolize them, devoting my life to gain this capacity, so my life is Heaven, and HELL, each moment. Near-pure Loving, every breath, the most profound Peace, and Agony. The agony AND the ecstasy.
Every waking breath of my life is 'peace' precisely
because I refuse to not fight, to not serve, in lived solidarity, from
my soul, for my most suffering Family. It is the only real peace
possible, physiologically.
I think it is all doomed, but I refuse to live that
way, so I choose to fight it anyway, with every breath. That's who I
want to be. The internet will accelerate the doom, or, if enough of us
make the choice, part of the salvation. It has all gotten so evil, so
depressing, the only thing worth living for is to try an fix it.