Showing posts with label Sand in the Gears. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sand in the Gears. Show all posts
11.08.2013
11.02.2013
***** nd. The True Activist treats CREATIVE TENSION like Scrooge treated $$$ - ACCUMULATING, BUILDING, STORING UNTIL IT IS SUFFICIENT TO DICTATE TERMS. (MLK Jr conception) Virtually ZERO 'activists' (save Malala, sometimes Diane Wilson, Tahrir Sq 2 yrs ago...) do that. They SQUANDER IT LIKE DRUNKEN SAILORS, raising and storing mere tokens - all else being too 'stressful.' Oh, and then they bitch and moan, and blame, for what they don't have. EARN IT? ROFL. LMFAO!!!
nd. The True Activist treats CREATIVE TENSION like Scrooge treated $$$ - ACCUMULATING, BUILDING, STORING UNTIL IT IS SUFFICIENT TO DICTATE TERMS. (MLK Jr conception) Virtually ZERO 'activists' (save Malala, sometimes Diane Wilson, Tahrir Sq 2 yrs ago...) do that. They SQUANDER IT LIKE DRUNKEN SAILORS, raising and storing mere tokens - all else being too 'stressful.' Oh, and then they bitch and moan, and blame, for what they don't have. EARN IT? ROFL. LMFAO!!!
10.29.2013
Cancer Update: My brush with Psychotic Break could oneday save my life, and that of others. Thank God.
I've never before come close to a 100% psychotic break, as I did upon awakening in the OR, Oct 18, my birthday.
But I have come closer than ever before, since then, one or two occasions, also drug induced.
My work is sooooooo isolated, so profoundly isolated, from folks that breathe, these last 15 years or so, because the Real Activists are mostly long dead - for decades and centuries, and 1000's of years. So, it is not my fault, but rather an affirmation, that I am so isolated -I'm willing and able to pay the price - living with the Real Activists in books, and my imagination.
But ooooooooohhhhh the danger. And in what extremely important, life and death, winner take all, is it not fraught with danger??????? Right.
But the Responsible, Master, Practitioner, works all the harder then to see and grasp what shreds of reality, and unreality, exist in the current time.
My encounter last week, and my encounters in dreams the other night, are very frightening to me, because of the harm I could play a role in happening to the worthiest among us. I must work to learn to see the impossible to see boundaries, every day, getting better every day, so if and when I am called to Lead, I do it from Reality.
But I have come closer than ever before, since then, one or two occasions, also drug induced.
My work is sooooooo isolated, so profoundly isolated, from folks that breathe, these last 15 years or so, because the Real Activists are mostly long dead - for decades and centuries, and 1000's of years. So, it is not my fault, but rather an affirmation, that I am so isolated -I'm willing and able to pay the price - living with the Real Activists in books, and my imagination.
But ooooooooohhhhh the danger. And in what extremely important, life and death, winner take all, is it not fraught with danger??????? Right.
But the Responsible, Master, Practitioner, works all the harder then to see and grasp what shreds of reality, and unreality, exist in the current time.
My encounter last week, and my encounters in dreams the other night, are very frightening to me, because of the harm I could play a role in happening to the worthiest among us. I must work to learn to see the impossible to see boundaries, every day, getting better every day, so if and when I am called to Lead, I do it from Reality.
10.28.2013
Cancer Update: Met with Primare Care Doc C - my Guardian Angel
* She expects I will be welcome in the infirmary for at least the 2 months of expected healing.
* She was able to hear the deep Truth if my Appreciation for she, and Doc Hwang, GUH, saving my life, which it seems they may have done. Deeply humble - her gratification is from the Solidarity with other humans - Christ-ian, Christ-like, Other-Centered.
* Every aspect of my recovery she seems to feel is normal, and proceeding well under the circumstances.
* Kindly added Zantac to my pre-meal regimen.
* Gave me advice on how to compensate when my primary pain meds fall short.
* Clarified that my Lovenox self-injection once daily needs to continue indefinitely - argh.
* Will write me scrpits for the Lovenox and for a 12 hour pain patch in addition to what I have.
Other:
Not a good or bad pain day. Much coma like dozing - appreciated for the pain abatement right now.
Doc C is surprised as I am that there is not obvious pattern yet as to my pain spikes, when, how long, why, whether meds will hit them or not..... :-( Oh well.
COULD BE SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH WORSE.
* She was able to hear the deep Truth if my Appreciation for she, and Doc Hwang, GUH, saving my life, which it seems they may have done. Deeply humble - her gratification is from the Solidarity with other humans - Christ-ian, Christ-like, Other-Centered.
* Every aspect of my recovery she seems to feel is normal, and proceeding well under the circumstances.
* Kindly added Zantac to my pre-meal regimen.
* Gave me advice on how to compensate when my primary pain meds fall short.
* Clarified that my Lovenox self-injection once daily needs to continue indefinitely - argh.
* Will write me scrpits for the Lovenox and for a 12 hour pain patch in addition to what I have.
Other:
Not a good or bad pain day. Much coma like dozing - appreciated for the pain abatement right now.
Doc C is surprised as I am that there is not obvious pattern yet as to my pain spikes, when, how long, why, whether meds will hit them or not..... :-( Oh well.
COULD BE SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH WORSE.
***** link. FREE THE ARCTIC 30
Protecting the Arctic from companies like Gazprom, means protecting us all. Free the Arctic 30: www.greenpeace.org/
10.27.2013
10.16.2013
TIME: Police Stop Anti-Fracking Protest in Romania
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(BUCHAREST,
Romania) — Hundreds of Romanians opposed to shale gas extraction in
their village have scuffled with police at an exploration site where
energy giant Chevron plans to start drilling. The protesters blocked a
road and made a human chain in ...
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10.15.2013
***** pic. link. Today is day 28th of the blockade against Monsanto in Malvinas, Argentina
Klear Ly shared Revolution News's photo.
Blockade Against Monsanto in Malvinas, Argentina. Today is day 28th of the blockade against Monsanto in Malvinas, Argentina and around 50 protestors camping there have no intentions of going home any time soon. More http://revolution-news.com/
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