YOU, NOT GOD, DECIDES HEAVEN OR HELL

James and John ask Jesus to sit on His left hand and His right hand in Heaven.

Jesus replies, "to sit on my right hand and on my left hand is not mine to give... whosoever of you will be the chiefest, shall be servant of all. For even the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life as ransom for many."

JESUS ABHORS WORSHIP AND FOLLOWING.

Jesus ABHORS Worship! Jesus ABHORS Following!

What??!?!?!??!?!?? Here's how to see it. You in future years become a great, world-beloved healer of some sort. You are driving in a populated area of the city and you come upon a horrible bus crash with dozens of wounded. Your heart breaks as you frantically leap out of the car to help, to try to Save. You and the bystanders are the only available help. You get out of your car, and your would-be helpers come and worship, and adore you, and follow you around, gawking and praising you as you help people.

What could be more abhorrent to you? Joining you in the total attempt to save; that is what you desperately and agonizingly want of people.

For every pro football player on the field there are millions, MILLIONS in bars or living rooms watching (and drinking) - VICARIOUSLY sharing in the "glory." But Jesus was not playing football. Jesus was trying to lead humankind to SAVE ITSELF from the Hell, from the Entropy of Meaninglessness, and the Hell, the Entropy of Ignorance and Want.

And by the billions we debauch and gluttony in our wicked "worship" and "following," stealing Vicarious GRATIFICATION from Jesus, glorying in HIS Crucifixion, THRIVING ON the "needless suffering" of others, INSTEAD OF JOINING HIM; AS A DEFENSE AGAINST FOLLOWING HIM!!! Oh, it is so sad. It is so abhorrent. And soon, it will be over, if we don't wake up, and begin to individually, lonely one by lonely one walk, and possibly lead out of this mess.

Your Loving brother,

Start
ps: Oh, am I incorrect?

YOUR ONLY OPTIONS: FLESH OR HUMANITY

(This is the big one, the bottom line, the "whole deal," the fork in the road where Heaven OR Hell are chosen) - That which is "Life," worth protecting AT ALL COST, WORTH THE ULTIMATE PRICE - Is Humanity (the opposite of Un/InHumanity). The point? Jesus said it this way: "What shall it profit a man, if he gain the whole world [Pulse, Fleshly Pleasures...] and suffer the loss of his [Humanity]? Or what shall a man give in exchange for his [Humanity]? " (Mark 8:36), "For whoever has a desire to keep his [Pulse, Fleshly Pleasures...] will have [LIFE / Humanity] taken from him!!!!!!!!!!, but whoever gives up his [Pulse, Fleshly Pleasures because of me], will keep [LIFE / Humanity]!!!!!!!!!!!! (Luke 9:24) " The single biggest reason that even the most promising of us SELECT Hell (Inhumanity, separated from our Humanity), AND LEAD OUR MOST BELOVED to this same HELL is ON ACCOUNT OF OUR BIOLOGICAL CHILDREN!!!!!!!! "IF I LIVE OUT OF MY HUMANITY, THE MATERIAL WELLBEING ("Flesh," "Longevity," "Afluence," "Career," "Social Standing," "lIFE"...) of my dependants will suffer!!!! True. THUSLY we CHOOSE TO "BE" the MURDERERS ("double bind," "hypocrisy," "deceiver," "Viper / Serpent") in our Children's lives and therefore with absolute certainty plunge the knife of Death into their Heart - we become the unwitting murderers of their Life. YOU (we) CANNOT ESCAPE CHOOSING (through omission or commission) "Heaven" or "Hell" for our Dearest.

NOT PURSUING A MIRACLE? ALREADY CONCEDED DEFEAT.

OK. Objectively it will take a miracle as never before seen or achieved to avert a global catastrophe, calamity, Armageddon.... 199% Truth this is.

Therefore, if YOU are not dedicating your life to trying to spark such a miracle, you are of little hope. Such ones are loved anyway, but they are on the sidelines of Life, Love and Truth. Pity. Hell.

CHOOSE: A. PLANETARY HELL; B. PAYING THE PRICE TO AVOID IT.

CHOOSE A OR B:

• A. PLANETARY HELL;
• B. PAYING THE PRICE TODAY TO AVOID IT.

}}}} "HIGH NOON" ALL OVER AGAIN {{{

[This post is deadly serious.]

You remember the story.

Certain to brutally rape, pillage, torture and murder ALL CHILDREN, WOMEN and men come in to town MATERIALISM, RACISM AND MILITARISM.

Col. Ann Wright (or Cindy Sheehan; your choice) resigns her normal life, SACRIFICES EVERYTHING, PUTS EVERYTHING ON THE LINE (JUST LIKE 140,000 OF OUR CHILDREN WE'VE ALLOWED TO GO TO IRAQ HAVE DONE) and work with their very lives to inspire those threatened to stand with courage.

Pictured below is Col. Wright talking with the Democrats and Republicans, YOU as a matter of fact. Actually you like to talk, and talk, and talk, and talk.... It is Standing, and Doing you don't seem to like.

Oh, we can't join you! We have families to think of!!! Hmmm. It is EXACTLY YOUR FAMILIES that if you truly Loved them, you would HAVE TO RISE, RISK EVERYTHING, TO GAIN EVERYTHING.

Unlike the schmaltzy "High Noon" Col. Wright could NOT defeat Materialism, Racism, and Militarism standing without you. So now your, YOUR FAMILY lives in a Marshal Law police state that is raping and devouring the rest of the world, and most of your townsfolk. You are rich enough to escape it today. But your cowardice has murdered YOUR CHILDREN, murdered the Humanity that was the birthright within your children, and you have given them A Planet from Hell for eternity.

CHANGE THE ENDING.

}}}}}}}}}} INDEPENDENCE DAY {{{{{{{{{{{

[sneer you and yours all the way to Hell or...]

1. "See" the threat

2. FACE the threat

3. Face the consequences 100%

4. Embrace the
personal price demanded

5. Fight alone, until others join.

6. Defeat Empire / Save Earth /
enJoy Life and Love

In the movie and in real life:

Independence Day
happens when Humanity
faces the Global emergency.
In facing the Global emergency
as a "family," Then and only then,
for the first time
in history -
INDEPENDENCE IS WON
FROM THE SPIRIT OF EMPIRE.

GOD IS "BEING." !!!NOT!!! "A" BEING.

No, I'm not here to argue with you. If you want to expire under delusion, like I was doing, go ahead. But if you would like to harness the only power that can save us, the only power that can save us, read on.

In Jesus day the Hebrew word Jehovah, God, translated: "THE ALMIGHTY POWER WE ALL FEEL AND NONE OF US WILL EVER BE ABLE TO NAME."

Gandhi: "God is Truth, Love and Life."

Teresa of Calcutta: "God is Love, God is Love, God is Love."

Brush this off at your peril.
This is our last chance to
get it right, for ourselves,
for our children,
for humanity.

“Someday
after mastering
winds, waves,
tides and gravity,
we shall harness
the energies of love.
And then,
for the second time
in the history of the world,
man will discover fire.”
This is a quote of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin .

Do I care if God is more than the "being" of Love, Life and Truth? Not really. Well sort of; I hope God is NOT "more" than that because I detest the idea that there is a cognizant being that that could stop all the carnage of the eons... and has not.

But still, even if I am partly incorrect and God can read this, the issue for any God is God's children, right?

We better start
looking after God's children -
the "least of these"
as we've been ordered.

Or, there will be Hell to pay.

PEACE MOVEMENT: BLACK HOLE OF DENIAL.

To my extreme horror, simply by the fact of my "being" I embarrassed the woman I was married to for 25+ years for a whole host of reasons obvious to anyone that covets Empire. Among the reasons was the range of things of which I am profoundly ignorant - sports, what is in vogue, trendy language, cocktail banter....

Psychology is not one of the areas of which I am ignorant. Trained seven years ago at the Master's level, psychology has been a lifelong obsession and study of mine, reading the great works and thinkers well beyond most PHD's I'll guess.

Denial properly understood is very simple. Denial is 1/2 of how we manage our limited capacity for attention - direction of our nervous system. We can by whatever name work to "pay" our attention in one direction while working passively, aggressively, consciously or automatically to DENY attention in other directions. Examples of what I mean, what we all do, that I might be clearer with you:

1. On my 24/7 Capitol Hill Hunger Strike, I employ a variety of techniques much of the night to deny attention to the slamming in-driveway-retractable-vehicle-barriers 25 yards from where I attempt to rest on the steps of Cannon House Office Building, in order to preserve my nerves, avoid wasted attention and get some rest.
2. You desperately wanted to go on a "date" but realized your High School Exam the next day would suffer. You go on the date.
3. Your child's planet is going to Hell literally on every dimension, but you retain your "normal" life rather than rise as patriot / hero / great activist (high and low)... have done throughout history.

What is going on is what we all do to some degree - MISUSE DENIAL TO OUR DESTRUCTION (SMALL OR GREAT). Duh, Start.

Dear reader, please take mercy on me and explain to me what I cannot now see differently. We in the peace movement are in catatonic denial of:

1. WE ARE OUT OF TIME.
2. OUR HEROISM AND SELF SACRIFICE MUST EXCEED THAT OF OUR GREATEST PREDECESSORS IN HISTORY.
3. OUR COMMITMENT, SELF SACRIFICE, ETC, WELL, ER UM, CURRENTLY IT DOES NOT EXIST. (QUESTION: WHO BESIDES AMY, ANN, DIANE, CINDY ARE RISKING EVERYTHING? ANSWER: STOCK TRADERS, SILICON VALLEY ENTREPRENEURS, BLACKWATER, BECHTEL, PENTAGON, BUSH....) OOOPS, I FORGOT THE PEACE ACTIVIST COMMUNITY! OH. NO I DIDN'T.

SUCCESS IS 1% INSPIRATION,
99% PERSPIRATION.
FOR THE "PEACE" ACTIVISTS
SO FAR IT IS "NO SWEAT!"

[THIS POST IS NOT FINISHED,
BUT IT IS 2:14AM 10/12 AND
COURT IS AT 9AM. NIGHT.]

HELL: SEPARATION FROM OUR HUMANITY

Well, think about it. No, I never used to look at it that way either.

But now it is so simple, so obvious. Sin, Error is to be separated from oneself - from one's Divine, High, Transcendent, Joyful, aLive, True self.

There is no other Hell.

There can be no greater Hell.

WORST SCENARIO IS COMPLETE SELF-SACRIFICE NOW EXCEPT...

In the face of near certain Armageddon for 30% of us joining the 70% already in material hell:

• WORST SCENARIO IS COMPLETE SELF-SACRIFICE NOW EXCEPT...
• ...EXCEPT FOR ALL THE OTHER SCENARIOS!!!!

At the time I conceived of this post (I'm fleshing it out on 10/15) I had a flash of insight that my life was being called for immediately on this campaign right down to the details of how to allow things to terminate within about 4o days.

This was extremely exciting in the same way it would be exciting for any father to see how to rescue his previously doomed children, though it would cost his life.

We face the ultimate horror - eradication of all humanity. This requires the ultimate weapon - ultimate sacrifice.

Duh.

}}}}}} CRUCIFIXION: ENTIRETY OF HUMANE LIFE {{{{

[This may be the most important insight of my life;
the most important chance to "save" my life, and yours.]

With 18-30,000 children dying PER DAY, all of Palestine's children in military torture prison 40 years now, American Empire taking Haiti as a slave plantation, 4.5 million left to die in concentration camps in Darfur...

WITH ALL OF THIS HAPPENING
BECAUSE OF OUR
OVER-PRIVILEGE-OF-THE-FEW /
PERSONAL AGENTRY OF EMPIRE /
NON-WORLD-FAMILY /
SELFISHNESS /
DETACHMENT /
US "FAMILY VALUES"
(LICENCE TO ABANDON
6 BILLION OF OUR FAMILY)...

CRUCIFIXION IS THE ENTIRETY

OF AN "ALIVE," "SAVED,"

"HUMAN" PERSON'S LIFE.

This is the part that I saw, maybe 15 years back:

• If you are not being crucified, you are not living Human or Christian.
• If you ARE getting crucified, you MIGHT be living Humane, Christian.

!!!!!! THIS, BELOW, IS HOW IT IS /
HOW I NOW SEE IT CLEARLY !!!!!!

1. MAYBE 1/2 OF THE HUMANE / CHRISTIAN LIFE IS PLACING OURSELVES BETWEEN "EMPIRE" (ALL THE FORCES OF DESTRUCTION (NOT-KINDOM)) AND THE VICTIMS (DARFURIES, US BLACKS / LATINOS, US POOR, HATIANS, PALESTINIANS, NEW ORLEANSEANS, ILLEGAL ALIENS (BUSH AND CHANEY); LEGAL ALIENS PERSECUTED (UNDOCUMENTED HISPANICS...).... (THIS IS THE PART I'VE SEEN AND EXPERIENCED FOR DECADES NOW. OUCH!!!!!)
2. 100% OF THE WAKING"HUMAN" LIFE IS EXACTLY INVOLVED WITH CRUCIFIXION. IN TODAY'S FESTERING HELL-HOLE OF A WORLD, ANYTHING LESS IS NOT "CHRISTIAN." THIS I DIDN'T REALIZE!!!!
3. [THIS I DIDN'T SEE AT ALL!!!!!] THE OTHER 1/2 OF THE "HUMANE" LIFE IS CRUCIFYING OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!
   ARE YOU PERFECT? ME EITHER. THEREFORE, IF YOU ARE TRYING (POINT 1) YOU WILL ERR / SIN, AND IN ERRING YOU WILL CRUCIFY OTHERS (HURT, INSULT, MISLEAD, KILL, PERSECUTE, DISEMPOWER, OPPRESS...). NO, I AM NOT SAYING TO TRY TO CRUCIFY. I'M SAYING YOU MUST "OWN" YOUR INEVITABLE CRUCIFYING OF OTHERS.
4. HOW TO "OWN" YOUR INEVITABLE CRUCIFYING OF OTHERS: HOW DO YOU MINIMIZE THE CHANCE OF GETTING ALL THREE NAILS AND THE SPEAR INTO JESUS BEFORE YOU STOP? ONLY ONE WAY. DEDICATE EVERY FIBER OF YOUR BEING, EVERY WAKING MOMENT TO LOVING THE LEAST OF THESE HER/HIS FAMILY. THAT WILL MAXIMIZE YOUR EMPATHY FOR EVERYONE BORN AND UNBORN.
   EXTREME EMPATHY / COMPASSION / FAMILYNESS / CONNECTEDNESS / WORLD-FAMILYNESS / MILITANT LOVING... WILL BE YOUR EARLY WARNING SYSTEM. HOW?!?!?!? YOU WILL FEEL YOUR VICTIM'S PAIN EVEN BEFORE YOUR HAMMER HITS THE NAIL INTO HER HAND. AND INSTEAD OF AGAIN CRUCIFYING CHRIST, YOU WILL CRUCIFY YOURSELF!!!!! Salvadoran Archbishop Oscar Romero said the “Violence of Love … left Christ nailed to a cross; it is the violence we must each do to ourselves to overcome our selfishness and the cruel inequalities among us. It is not the violence of the sword, the violence of hatred, it is the violence of brotherhood, the violence that will beat weapons into sickles for peaceful work.”

NOW THAT YOU "SEE,"
NOW YOU ARE "RESPONSIBLE,"
NOW YOU MUST DO.

}}}}}}} OUR MORTAL ERROR IS "STARVING" {{{{{{{

Cancer does not attack - it STARVES.
Cancer simply STARVES the body
of what the body cannot live without -
24/7 Loving Service
from every cell
in the body
until
death.

Cancer murders
by STARVING the body. I, JAY MCGINLEY,
HAVE MURDERED 10's OF THOUSANDS
DURING MY LIFE BY STARVING OUR
HUMAN BODY, OUR WORLD FAMILY;
STARVING my 100 billion brothers and sisters,
born and unborn,
of
the
24/7
Loving
Service
until
death
I
was
born
with
the
sole
purpose
of
giving
them.

Who
says?

Our genes.
Our conscience.
Our scientific methods.
Our great teachers like Jesus,
Gandhi, King, Buddha, Berrigan...
Our cells, organs, cats, trees, plankton...
All manner of life "reveals" to us
this ALMIGHTY LOVING TRUTH of LIFE.
Will

we

open

our

eyes

and

"see"

in

time.

No wonder I have felt
half dead all of my life.

Thank you God;
I am beginning to RECALL
the TRUTH of the LIFE given for LOVE.

WE LIVE IN THE YEAR
OF THE ALMIGHTY'S FINAL MERCY.
THAT MERCY? S/HE IS REMOVING
THE ILLUSION THAT WE HAVE MORE TIME;
THUS CONFRONTING US WITH A TRUTH
SO CLEAR THAT WE MAY FINALLY SEE IT;
AND IF NOT WE DESERVE THE HELL OUR OFFSPRING WILL INHABIT FOR ETERNITY.

WE WERE BORN TO DIE SAVING THIS WORLD.

LIKE JESUS. LET'S GET ON WITH IT.

}}}}} JOB 1: DEFLATE / INCINERATE / EMPYRE EMPIRE WITH YOUR HUMANITY {{{{{

The Empire? Destroy, EMPYRE "THE" Empire? The people, machines, infrastructure.... IN GOD'S NAME NO!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER !!!!!!!!!! TO BE AVOIDED IF IT COSTS ALL OF OUR LIVES TO DO SO!!!!!!!!!!!!

EMPIRE,
THE SPIRIT OF EMPIRE
IS WHAT WE MUST
FIGHT TO OUR DEATH
TO DESTROY;
IN OURSELVES,
IN OUR SISTERS
AND BROTHERS
EVERYWHERE
IN THE WORLD.
OUR LIVES DEPEND ON IT.
HUMANKIND DEPENDS ON IT.
ALL FUTURE GENERATIONS
DEPEND ON IT.
IT WILL BE
HELL TO PAY
IF WE FAIL.

WE MUST FIGHT LIKE
WE'RE OUT OF TIME
ALREADY,
WHICH WE ARE.

"Hey Start, I thought Darfur was your issue."
We're out if time. If Empire is not reined in, there is no habitable planet for Darfur to exist on.

THERE IS A "HIGHER LAW"

If there is any conceivable circumstance in which the most human, law abiding "citizen" could and would disobey "the law," THAT is absolute Proof / Truth that there IS a HIGHER LAW.

The sheer existence of Gandhi, King, Jesus, Lincoln, Buddha, Mandela, Maguire, Diane Wilson, Phil Berrigan, Dave Dellinger, Schweitzer, Bonhoeffer... is ABSOLUTE PROOF OF A HIGHER LAW.

Where is this Higher Law written? It is obvious. In the human heart / nervous system / DNA. And until we are completely inhuman, that Higher Law is what can save us from this Planetary Hell we've created.

The Higher Law is almost synonymous with the psychological complex - Conscience, Heart, Love (Agape), Compassion, Empathy, Wisdom....

"I will admit
but one tyrant in my life;
the Still, Small Voice Within."

Gandhi

NEW SITE HEADDER

Now at the top of this site:

"LOVING" is our only way
to Rescue and Restore Humanity
from the planetary Hell
of our "STARVING" and "KILLING."
Our "LOVING" HEARTS
are the only thing
"strong" enough, "wise" enough,
"brave" enough
to get us out of this mess.
"STARVING" and "KILLING"
CREATED THIS HELL:
"STARVING" OTHERS
OF THE LIFETIME OF SERVICE
TO THEM
WE ARE BORN TO GIVE;
"KILLING"
AS WE HAVE
OUR STATES DO
TO EXTORT OVERPRIVILEGE.

STOP "STARVING."
STOP "KILLING."
START "LOVING."

PLEASE DO NOT WAKE ME!!! THE ROAD TO HELL.

PLEASE DO NOT WAKE ME!!!

THE ROAD TO HELL.

Why does the media lie?

Why does the US Gov. lie?

BECAUSE WE DO NOT

WANT TO BE AWAKENED
FROM OUR BLOOD-SOAKED
DREAM / THE WORLD'S

NIGHTMARE.

DYING TO THE FLESH?

Hmmmm. Is a glimpse of "dying to the flesh" what just wafted over me a few seconds ago? I was pondering lugging my body back in front of the Sudan Embassy 6d/21h for months.

My body is not, NOT happy about the idea. But it is not pulling me away from the idea either. "Dying to the flesh?" Yes, this is what I sensed.

Am I moving in this direction? Certainly.

Do I have any regrets? Yes. I regret that I am learning about this and gaining some capacity for it at 56 years not 8 years old. Oh my God, what a mistake, what an error, what a travesty is our worship of selfishness / disconnection / self-indulgence.... Hell. Pleasure Island. Filthy. Blood soaked.

Will I ever be good at it - at Dying to the Flesh? I pray so. We'll see.

:-)

DELUSION: SUBSTITUTING "HAVING" KINDNESS FOR "BEING" KIND

Our culture addicts us to this type of self-subterfuge so why should I be surprised?

• I have an LA Fitness Membership so I AM STRONG
• I am an American so I must be just and fair
• I am a Christian so I must be good
• I have done a kindness
  (a big one for a moment last week)
  so I AM KIND

Living this self-deception
instead of living the Truth
is all the difference between:
Heaven and Hell;
Nirvana and Police State;
Gandhi and George Bush;
Jesus and the Hypocrites

!!!!! "FAITH" !!!!!

Oh my. How Divine. I'm spending days with Oscar Romero's book, "The Violence of Love." !!! IT IS FREE ONLINE !!!!!

And so far the 10 hours or so is just massaging it technically so I can listen when next week I take up the vigil again here in DC.

But I've just noticed a passage that leaves me breathless with its profound encompassing of practically all that I'm learning and valuing:

"Faith is what a child has
when its father puts out his hands
and says, “Jump!”
and the child leaps into space
with the assurance that its fathers hands
won’t let it fall.
This is faith.
It’s what Christ says,
“Those who believe in me
will not be condemned.
Those who surrender,
those who don’t distrust,
who even in the hardest times
believe and hope,
will not be condemned.
But those who don’t believe,
those who won’t leap into Christ’s arms
because they are more anchored
to their earthly things,
those who don’t believe,
those who don’t trust In God,
those who don’t believe
God goes with our history
and is going to save us
are already condemned.

Their life is already a hell..."

Oscar Romero

.

...As Hell is the life of
the neglected members
of their 'family.'

Start Loving

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