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7.28.2018

If you have some moral cause, and you are not living in solidarity with the neediest in creation, I don't want to hear about it.

If you have some moral cause, and you are not living in solidarity with the neediest in creation, I don't want to hear about it.

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Conservatives perverted religion into selfishness. Liberals perverted rights into, well, f****** selfishness.

Conservatives perverted religion into selfishness. Liberals perverted rights into, well, f** selfishness.

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In my life gigantic opportunity for improvement. Spending my pennies with Good companies, withholding from evil.

In my life gigantic opportunity for improvement. Spending my pennies with Good companies, withholding from evil.

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Blood moon article. My comment. Repulsive to me is the phenomenon of universe as mere entertainment for we disgusting two-legged creatures.

For me, the endless orgy of selfishness that we call life, well, I'm glad to see it going away. My God, stop having children.

For me, the endless orgy of selfishness that we call life, well, I'm glad to see it going away. My God, stop having children.

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I am what I do. Yet she was relentlessly disinterested in what I do. Yet I thought she loved me?

I am what I do.
Yet she was relentlessly disinterested in what I do.
Yet I thought she loved me?

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7.27.2018

One is a sociopath, heart-dead, to live at more than two or three times the poverty level. This is a truism. Me, my first five decades.

One is a sociopath, heart-dead, to live at more than two or three times the poverty level. This is a truism. Me, my first five decades.

There's three groups of people, only three. The living, Universal loving every breath. The Dead, all but one in a million. And the few who can be reborn. All other distinctions horrible distraction.

There's three groups of people, only three. The living, Universal loving every breath. The Dead, all but one in a million. And the few who can be reborn. All other distinctions horrible distraction.

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7.26.2018

I have made campaign donations. Wasn't I a fool? The corporations own the politicians. Future campaign $$$ from me need to go to non-corporate ethical suppliers, yes, paying higher prices instead of political donations.

I have made campaign donations. Wasn't I a fool? The corporations own the politicians. Future campaign $$$ from me need to go to non-corporate ethical suppliers, yes, paying higher prices instead of political donations.

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Democrats, liberals, know the rights of everyone. And they know what is right for No One.

Democrats, liberals, know the rights of everyone. And they know what is right for No One.

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What conservatives essentially find disgusting, repugnant, damning is the absence of lived solidarity in Liberal people for the needy. Me too.

What conservatives essentially find disgusting, repugnant, damning is the absence of lived solidarity in Liberal people for the needy. Me too.

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Selling Joy is my business, and yours I think. It is hard. Joy comes only when facing the world's evils, very confusing to potential customers.

Selling Joy is my business, and yours I think. It is hard. Joy comes only when facing the world's evils, very confusing to potential customers.

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Dump is not trying to be president, he has zero interest in that. His business is crime. He is good at it.

Dump is not trying to be president, he has zero interest in that. His business is crime. He is good at it.

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7.25.2018

Jesus said being without heart is being dead. Me too. I see almost none alive on the right or the left . All the evils stem from this. Liberal sentimentality is not heart.

Jesus said being without heart is being dead. Me too. I see almost none alive on the right or the left . All the evils stem from this. Liberal sentimentality is not heart.

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Cancer is just human nature, said practically no one ever. Evil is human nature, says practically everyone, always.

Cancer is just human nature, said practically no one ever. Evil is human nature, says practically everyone, always.

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The young man wrote, "James, what the actual fuck are you doing other than riding around and pissing and moaning all the time on Facebook? If you spent....

The young man wrote, "James, what the actual fuck are you doing other than riding around and pissing and moaning all the time on Facebook? If you spent as much time making a difference, as you do on this platform, you might actually make a difference. Dude, I’m so sick of watching you talk shit over and over and over, and then point fingers, blaming everyone else. Shut the fuck up and actually do something. You’re such a hypocrite." Years ago the young man had encountered me in Washington where I was advocating in front of the White House 12 hours a day and I think his impression of me was very favorable. It seems he has actively watched my Facebook feed ever since. He has become quite the Trump fan and a month ago was horrified by something I wrote about Trump and we had what seemed to be a honest and constructive interchange although he certainly was not swayed to my viewpoint. His comment above was on another post that was scathing of the vile creature dump. I chose to reply to him, well, I guess you're not a fan of Jesus. He replied, you maybe his hands and feet, but you are not his mouth. I chose to block the young man on second thought because I've had a prior interchange turn into the individual complaining to Facebook about my page and getting me blocked for many days. I periodically ask myself similar questions to what the young man raised. But I have come to a different conclusion, although sadly. Sadly because my early adult decades were spent in the World of Concrete achievements which at the time I thought was what was needed. His purpose was to hurt, to express anger, but also to to express his hurt. to a degree he lives in the world that I used to inhabit, the material world, and the world of our cultures values. No, I'm not getting metaphysical here. I am getting psychological. You or I will never know if we are other than and energy stream in The Matrix. Neo did not do his fighting in the material world, but in The Matrix where it needed to be done. This young man's notion of Jesus is the prevailing notion, that he is to be worshipped, and the words written attributed to him spoken by rote. I understand Jesus differently than that. He found his father within himself, unconditional love for all of creation and he lived and died to  reawaken, to bring to life,  to save, that same father and to channel That father into the world. This is what I try to do, this is all I want to do, this is my only hope for the world, or for any individual. And to almost all or maybe all it looks like foolishness, hypocrisy. Your life is your message, said Gandhi. My life is my message. My life is seeing the existential truths as carefully and clearly and honestly as I can, speaking those truths, living those truths, living is close to a perfectly sustainable lifestyle as I can see how to do, trying to do my part of Saving the one in a million Souls that can still be saved, saving them from the living death that was my existence most of my decades, channeling what goodness, particularly goodness here in nature, back into the world. And unceasingly asking of myself and Creator and the cosmos, how I can better serve. Seriously, this realm of the psychological in which I fight Rich this young man finds so incomprehensible, is very much how I built a materially prosperous executive life in Hi-Tech. Ultimately I work with people's Souls, people's spirits, trying to create opportunities where those Souls could find an extraordinary Outlet and then running interference and doing what I could to inspire to make that connection happen.

7.24.2018

Infinitely more hideous and deadly than what Trump is doing, is what tens of millions of Americans are not doing.

Infinitely more hideous and deadly than what Trump is doing, is what tens of millions of Americans are not doing.

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As one person I cannot change the world, but I can change the world of one person. Paul Shane Spear

As one person I cannot change the world, but I can change the world of one person.

Paul Shane Spear

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Putridest Stinking Dump leads his mob to hate, hurt, and if they can, kill all the rest who sit and watch, their kids in the crosshairs

Putridest Stinking Dump leads his mob to hate, hurt, and if they can, kill all the rest who sit and watch, their kids in the crosshairs

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Choosing between speaking an offensive truth and not, to avoid offending, losing friends, no f****** contest. I owe YOU clarity.

Choosing between speaking an offensive truth and not, to avoid offending, losing friends, no f** contest. I owe YOU clarity.

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Everything sane people hate in the world is the result of money being spent. Stop spending beyond your need for absolute survival, or at least shut the fuk up.

Everything sane people hate in the world is the result of money being spent. Stop spending beyond your need for absolute survival, or at least shut the fuk up.

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I have given up on the human species at long last it seems. Long overdue. I'll always be committed totally to the one in a million that can still be saved.

I have given up on the human species at long last it seems. Long overdue. I'll always be committed totally to the one in a million that can still be saved.

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Loving it is not, but cheap sentimentality, without radicle committed action

Loving it is not, but cheap sentimentality, without radicle committed action

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7.23.2018

Update. Major repair, recovery, and preventive work on the electrical system.....

Update. Major repair, recovery, and preventive work on the electrical system.


This is an experimental vehicle, we have few if any like it in the country or in the world right now. It has taught very much about where the limits are and where the needs are and it keeps on teaching. It seems to be trying to kill me but with the decency of a few people that help the mission it has not killed us yet.

Recent days and another set of coming days, maybe another five or six, are being spent repairing, recovering, and doing preventive electrical work to do with solar panels, batteries, wiring.

If there were a team of us, adequate funding, stable suitable testing facilities this process would have happened quite a while ago and would be happening much faster now. And all of it would have considerably more certainty. Having said that under the circumstances I think the few people involved can feel that were all doing rather good work.

The work and Investments being made are not a matter of just doing more of the same. Further Investments and efforts are taking place only based on learning that failures thu's far provide. We may well be at the light at the end of the tunnel. Without question we are getting much closer. Solar panels have been failing and almost certainly it is due to either the shocks and vibrations of this form of transportation, possibly major design flaws from the solar panel manufacturer (a new manufacturer is now being tried) , and possibly electrical spikes in this complex vehicle, and within a week that latter cause will be protected against with new diodes, and additional measures are being taken to eliminate the issue of vibration and shock. And regarding the battery failure which amazes leading Engineers, they don't understand it, within a week there will be new protective measures, diodes, protecting the existing and soon new battery.

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Loving and hatred, two sides of the same coin, inseparable. Without raging hatred of Cruelty, savagery, Injustice, it's not Loving.

Loving and hatred, two sides of the same coin, inseparable. Without raging hatred of Cruelty, savagery, Injustice, it's not Loving.

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Update. Very important mission progress, possibly. If it doesn't kill you you grow, and we're not dead yet.....

1. My dealing with people. When people approach me very often it is a harsh encounter for them. Most who approach want to be entertained, that's their right, but it's my right to not spend my time entertaining them. I never seek to offend and I avoid it to the degree I see how. Although I have yet to try this it occurred to me today how to see and speak the truth in a way that might be much more productive than I have seen how to do now. "Friend, please take no offense, but I'm dealing with a series of emergencies here. Everything anyone wants to know about the vehicle is at my website, the first thing that comes up if you Google start loving." I am dealing with a serious of emergencies. This is where I choose to live, every breath. The world is and has been for decades a Cascade of unfolding emergencies. I believe that life is found only in the face of those. And that's where I have planted myself my entire adulthood as best I could see how. But I have not thought to speak this to those that approach me wanting entertainment. I think it's going to be a big help.

2. Crushing financial situation with the vehicle, moving further into debt with a tiny Ray of Hope. A friend of the mission has stepped up with some funding that will go a substantial part way toward dealing with the failure of the major battery and almost all of the solar panels again. In addition one of my two credit card companies, my owners, I am in a position for a very low interest situation for some number of months. So by going more deeply into debt gambling that in fact the vehicle is becoming more stable, Maybe infinitely more stable almost, it's a roll of the dice and we'll either die or maybe survive. Time will tell.

3. Passport, travel schedule. Additional documentation had been requested, understandably given my facial tattoos and years of dropping out of the system in Washington DC Etc, and Friday I confirmed that the documentation has been received by them. They know I am trying to get into Canada August 7th and apparently they try and work around such dates. Middle of next week a clearer picture should emerge. If I do get a passport which I expect to that still leaves the question of whether I am on lists from my years of activism in DC and standing rock that will cause them to prevent my going into Canada at the border. That will be interesting to see.

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7.22.2018