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2.10.2018

What if LSGIA beings were our Cultural, Family, Heroes? LSGIABeing.com

What if LSGIA  beings were our Cultural, Family, Heroes? LSGIABeing.com 

Major Update. Pervasive toxicity of our culture, dealing with it...... .

Update. Pervasive toxicity of our culture, learning how to with it...... .

Neither the ability nor inclination is in me to try and avoid the toxicity for myself. Except the little bit that seems to be necessary for me to plod on with my next step in trying to help. But recent weeks have been instructing me that some of my life now may need to be spent on the experiment of attempting to live with as little of the toxicity as possible by displacing it primarily and secondarily by avoiding it. I don't know how to do that. But I think I need to learn for What Little hope I might have in helping to instruct others. I suspect it will take the form of deliberately targeting locations where Creator is to be found which with very rare exception is in nature. For months the plan has been to sweep across the Southern United States with the vehicle sol. Now it seems that the right thing to do is to seek additional natural beauty in this part of the country Sequoia National Park in particular. And in this process to learn how to exist further and further and further away from the beast in terms of products purchased, food consumed Etc.

Sol, the vehicle, May be for the first time ever fully ready for this part of the quest. A byproduct of recent efforts to stabilize safe braking seems to have yielded an increase of as much as 50% in terms of speed and also efficiency. Further testing is required. But for the first time ever the vehicle may be ready to support dealing with the kinds of mountains associated with the parks out here, comfortably Maybe. And with sufficient power to do so without too much extreme stress.

Two other aspects of my call make sense of all this and good use of the time. And they are tightly related. Within the last month it became clear to me and I began to pursue what I suspect is my central call for the rest of my days, fishing for LSGIA Beings. The first aspect of this is almost complete, establishing a portal, or website, that could be a relatively rapid entry Wormhole for the one in a million the city of being ready to be reborn. My expectation is that in my lifetime it will not do so for anyone. We are the humanoids in The Matrix and what not to leave that living death cocoon. But that I can't control. What I can control is doing my best to provide an entryway into life for the one in a million that might defy the odds. And that task is almost done.  Should be done  to the level needed by  a being  voracious to be born  within the next 3 or 4 days. LSGIABeing.com 

One, this requires that I deepen that Within Myself which is done by studying the great such beings throughout history and trying to weave them more deeply into my DNA. It is not possible to offer what one does not have one self.

Two, the process of effectively fishing for velocity of being within and the one in a million ready to be born, Reborn, is a process that I am aware of having no fuel for. Time must be spent by me to try and close this Gap Within Myself.

By the way, as mentioned in a post yesterday, for the first time in my life I am free of the illusion that anyone wants me in their life. I didn't realize I was harboring that delusion but I was. There's an accute sadness associated with this but it's not new. More than that there is a liberation of Energies. As has been written by me over the years I have been aware that my brilliant educator father was rigorous in teaching only those who badly wanted to learn. Maybe at age 66 now I am, I'm beginning to understand the Brilliance of that in him. A doctor can't cure someone that wants to be ill. Someone can't give water to a person who thinks they're already full. To attempt to do so is some mixture of harassment and waste. I think with this wisdom I can be a better friend to my friends and do a much better job of neither harassing them or enabling them in their delusion that they are not really parched. I will not stop working for them or all of creation but I will do so while much less frequency feeding the delusion.


To a young friend I know from Standing Rock: I don't know your exact situation and I'm not asking to know. But.....

To a young friend I know from Standing Rock: I don't know your exact situation and I'm not asking to know. But..... it seems that you are right in close proximity to that fracking. I hope that you're in the fight for a long long time, many many decades. Many times I've been willing to offer my whole life to death or prison. In an attempt to try and Spark a fire. There is no fire that's going to be sparked right now. Using our lives over the Long Haul to try and at least dry out some kindling for this or future Generations is our best hope. James LSGIABeing.com

2.09.2018

An odd New Freedom, Liberation, has come to me. LOL, so weird. For the first time I realize that no one wants me in their life. Yes I can only imagine how strange that sounds. But it is true, no one wants me in their life, and I've just seen it. I'm free. This has been almost perfectly true all of my years but I didn't see it this way. Freedom. Oh pretty much I've always felt the truth of this. I just haven't understood the truth of it. Freedom.

An odd New Freedom, Liberation, has come to me. LOL, so weird. For the first time I realize that no one wants me in their life. Yes I can only imagine how strange that sounds. But it is true, no one wants me in their life, and I've just seen it. I'm free. This has been almost perfectly true all of my years but I didn't see it this way. Freedom. Oh pretty much I've always felt the truth of this. I just haven't understood the truth of it. Freedom.

2.07.2018

A profoundly High correlation between those Israel has sought to destroy and history's most moral, Rachel Corrie, Jimmy Carter....

A profoundly High correlation between those Israel has sought to destroy and history's most moral, Rachel Corrie, Jimmy Carter....

I suspected love objectively can be measured in terms of how much we do not keep for ourselves.

I suspected love objectively can be measured in terms of how much we do not keep for ourselves.

Let's pretend that world citizens don't deeply love one another. Let's just pretend for a moment. How is global warming, the drowning of the coastal cities where the sophistication and wealth is, how is that not an incredible blessing as viewed by the hillbillies, Middle America, that those in the coastal cities hold in such contempt? God's flood, to them, right?

Let's pretend that world citizens don't deeply love one another. Let's just pretend for a moment. How is global warming, the drowning of the coastal cities where the sophistication and wealth is, how is that not an incredible blessing as viewed by the hillbillies, Middle America, that those in the coastal cities hold in such contempt? God's flood, to them, right?

2.06.2018

I'm feeling substantial regret at having wasted so much of the last 18 years on attempting to correct the symptoms rather than to address the disease. Yes, I have done the best I knew at every moment. But so much time wasted. The disease is our self enslavement to our spirit of head and flesh. The Cure is returning to our Natural Healthy nature, our LSGIA being, our loving Spirit of goodness in action being.

I'm feeling substantial regret at having wasted so much of the last 18 years on attempting to correct the symptoms rather than to address the disease. Yes, I have done the best I knew at every moment. But so much time wasted. The disease is our self enslavement to our spirit of head and flesh. The Cure is returning to our Natural Healthy nature, our LSGIA being, our loving Spirit of goodness in action being.

Conservatives view their savagery as a virtue, truly. Necessary toughness they consider it.

Conservatives view their savagery as a virtue, truly. Necessary toughness they consider it.

Good, kind, Israeli supporters: 'James, I have been to Palestine it is not that bad.' Don't say this to me, just unfriend me. I won't hear it from you any more than I would hear it from the white South Africans, or the southern slaveholders, or the nice Germans about the Warsaw Ghetto. And they meant it and believed it just as much as you do. Just unfriend me.

Good, kind, Israeli supporters: 'James, I have been to Palestine it is not that bad.' Don't say this to me, just unfriend me. I won't hear it from you any more than I would hear it from the white South Africans, or the southern slaveholders, or the nice Germans about the Warsaw Ghetto. And they meant it and believed it just as much as you do. Just unfriend me.

Liberals, it is more than tiresome when you complain about problems without personally paying the price.

Liberals, it is more than tiresome when you complain about problems without personally paying the price.

2.05.2018

It is normal to take work you do not like to put food on the table. For decades I did that. It is cancer pure and simple. Prostitution pure and simple. There is no greater reason why everything is being destroyed than this.

It is normal to take work you do not like to put food on the table. For decades I did that. It is cancer pure and simple. Prostitution pure and simple. There is no greater reason why everything is being destroyed than this.

Update. It is a miraculous vehicle and I am really very privileged to have it. It is also crushing me financially but I have no complaints. Maybe it.....

It is a miraculous vehicle and I'm really very privileged to have it. It is also crushing me financially but I have no complaints. Maybe it will crush me every month or maybe this is the last month. It could be the last month barring any being hit by a semi. I don't know how many years it took the Wright brothers to get the formula right on their plane and have it stabilized. Creator has really shown kindness here I think to the mission. Joshua tree is a tiny little town that has some pretty decent folks, a grungy little auto repair place with skills and abilities that isn't too expensive. Same regarding the bike shop. Same regarding a thrift store. The place I stay every night is very centrally located, a large Sandlot by some fairly nice volunteers I think who are community-minded. It has a bathroom and shower and security cameras . Several weeks ago we agreed on $13 a night. Probably this afternoon I will contact them and see if they're ever going to come and collect? Really. It has been a bit extravagant except I've tried to justify it by cooking all my meals for myself from the grocery store and also because I could set up a pup tent and leave Surplus things there during the day while I work on the vehicle. Like any new market the ebike market is plagued by an incredible lack of available knowledgeable consultation and that is a reason that I've probably spent two or three times as much money as a pioneer as the next guy after me would have to spend. But it goes with the territory and I am helping to Pioneer an important Marketplace. Fortunately I know as much about this now as most people in the world by far and unfortunately I have few to share it with. I'm hoping that this afternoon the final piece Falls in place. There is a controller which they are concerned with overheat given the thousand-pound weight of my payload but I think now that I have two Motors it will be really the perfect solution. And if so this vehicle is now a bit faster, probably 16 miles an hour instead of 13 miles an hour which is a lot, and probably can climb comfortably anything that gets in my way.

In a Home Depot Parking Lot 2 days ago as I was working on the vehicle a couple of fellas in their mid-fifties stopped and asked, how are you doing? Not well, was my reply. We.....

In a Home Depot Parking Lot 2 days ago as I was working on the vehicle a couple of fellas in their mid-fifties stopped and asked, how are you doing? Not well, was my reply. We sit here and live normal lives while the last seconds to go by to save any sort of livable future for the children. Yes, not well, I replied. I did not plan that answer but I found that was the answer in me. They seemed to understand that I meant what I was saying and they seemed to reflect for a moment that maybe I was correct although they were surprised with my answer.

If you are dealt the sinking Titanic's deck, then you make brief joy for a few your business.

If you are dealt the sinking Titanic's deck, then you make brief joy for a few your business.

Privilege justifies its savagery as necessary toughness. And yes, savagery is necessary to privilege.

Privilege justifies its savagery as necessary toughness. And yes, savagery is necessary to privilege.

2.04.2018

Totally squandered, totally wasted, the first 70% of my life on sexual excitement. What a horrible waste. So infeior.

Totally squandered, totally wasted, the first 70% of my life on sexual excitement. What a horrible waste. So infeior.

Reverence for life Schweitzer said is the Hallmark of human health. Hence I find little interest anymore in all but the one in a million humanoids in 2018. No life. Metabolism. No life. No life. My own life continues to move more and more in the direction of living for the one in a million alive now or who may be born in the future. So odd. But I'm grateful for the increasing clarity.

Reverence for life Schweitzer said is the Hallmark of human health. Hence I find little interest anymore in all but the one in a million humanoids in 2018. No life. Metabolism. No life. No life. My own life continues to move more and more in the direction of living for the one in a million alive now or who may be born in the future. So odd. But I'm grateful for the increasing clarity.

Fascinating. What for me is literally to die for, for others holds absolutely not the slightest interest. LSGIABeing.com

Fascinating. What for me is literally to die for, for others holds absolutely not the slightest interest. LSGIABeing.com