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Showing posts with label Sacrifice. Show all posts
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1.16.2011

The Paradigm of Love/Joy/Life/Peace, The Paradigm of Lust/Pleasure/Death/War

PLEASE DON'T BLOW THE FOLLOWING OFF. IT MAY SAVE YOUR LIFE. IT MAY BE MY SINGLE GREATEST CONTRIBUTION.

Dr. King thought that clearly Jesus taught us that Spirit is everthing, so he wanted to understand conceptually what constituted the dimensions of Spirit. He figured that such a clear conception would enable him and others to develop that Spirit to its maximum strength / capacity, and to enable a much clearer warning indicator of when the Spirit was nonexistant or critically ill. The following depicts Dr. King's conception. Each dimension can expand or contract independant of the others. The larger the area of the rectangle, the more complete and healthy the Spirit. Jesus tried, and so far failed at making this our Religion:

The dimensions of HEART - LOVE / Spirit / UNIVERSAL LOVE / Otherishess / Brotherhood / LIFE:





















I've found Dr. Kings conception enormously helpful, but I began to wonder - is Adolf Hitler explained simply by being a small version of this cube - weak in every dimension. It became clear to me that no, this does not explain a Hitler. There are opposites for each of these dimensions. I believe that what follows is a reasonable and profoundly enlighening attempt at what this opposite, Flesh is. The U.S. and U.K. have succeeded beyond the dreams of avarice so far at making what follows the World Religion to which we enslave ourselves and eagerly sacrifice our children:

The dimensions of FLESH & MIND - LUST / Selfishness / Capitalism / DEATH
/ EMPIRE:






















Dr. King: "Life's most persistant and urgent question is, what are you doing for others."

Jesus: "What good is it if you have all of the world, but lose your Life?"
Life's central choice: BE the spirit of
A. LOVE, or
B. LUST






11.15.2010

"EVERYTHING I've learned: Walking Dead - Those lives not Sacrificed for the Neediest." SL

"Walking Dead - Those lives not Sacrificed for the Neediest."  SL

"A man's not equipped to live until he knows what he would die for." MLK Jr.

9.29.2010

31 Segments - Pr. Obama Wisconsin Speech. BROADCAST PLEASE!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=022AE0DD63B6C036&feature=iv&annotation_id=annotation_251686

or here >>>

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=022AE0DD63B6C036

or here >>>

http://www.youtube.com/user/StartLoving3#grid/user/022AE0DD63B6C036

Pr. Obama (01) Failed Obama enters to Hecklers, Boos and Cat Calls - Madison Wisconsin

9.17.2010

"[YT] friend, why I've come to detest the word 'Peace.'" SL

"Friend, in a world of so much suffering, inequity, over-privilege...
I hate the word "peace," as much as I adore and attempt to BE
the words "Peace Making." "Peace" almost always suggests self-
indulgent inaction, a criminally illusory view of the world that if
we all just leave each other alone, things will be fine; the words,
"Peace Making," or as my sister Ellen says, "Peace Work,"
almost always suggest - heroic, unending, courageous, high
risk, his sacrifice service of Our Global Neediest."

9.05.2010

"Does anyone Love their kids enough to draw their Hatred, or risk their pulse?" SL

From FaceBook (http://www.facebook.com/StartLoving1) dialog with Kristen:

SL initial post: "The Kindest thing I do is Face, Reflect, and thereby Bear the Price of Our Massively Sick way of Being." SL


Kristen:  True, true...Question, how do you suggest dealing with very materialistic people when you are trying, and living a "simpler" life? How do you not insult, but stay true to your way of life? Asking because I live in a very wealthy NYC suburb, and my kids are around the "Haves" all the time. We proudly, are among the "Have Less":)

SL: Sister Kristen, you've asked the most important, most difficult, entirely crucial question on earth. More later, a few things now. I was born and raise in one of the wealthiest towns on earth, Short Hills, NJ, in a $2-3 million house. Wh...at you ask is the equivalent of - how do I grow grass in the middle of a freeway lane; or how do I raise a healthy child when the only thing to drink is Draino; or, if all in my extended family and community are alcoholics, how do I raise my child to abstain, while avoiding animosity from my extended family? It is that dire. It is that necessary. A bit more from me, I expect, later. Your brother, SL

Kristen:
Thank you Start, familiar with Short Hills, renting in Tenafly. Your analogies are so accurate.It is overwhelming and trying, but trying to just be who I am, putting around in 90 volvo stationwagon, and telling my kids most of what they want just isn't real~Namaste and the best to you

SL: Life IS devotion those most suffering - clinically, let alone according to the life and teachings of those like King, Gandhi, Jesus... Therefore, IF WE LOVE OUR CHILDREN, WE WILL RISK EVERYTHING, SACRIFICE EVERYTHING... FOR OUR CHILDREN AB...OVE ALL... TO HELP THEM FORGET THEMSELVES, AND SPEND THEIR LIVES ENTIRELY (DID I SAY ENTIRELY?) ON THE NEEDIEST OF OUR HUMAN FAMILY. Those extreme few that find the Love for their children, courage and wisdom to follow what I've said - WILL PROBABLY BE HATED BY THEM, DIVORCED, ABANDONED. And those few WILL BE THE ONLY ONES THAT LOVE THEIR CHILDREN ENOUGH TO GIVE THEM A CHANCE AT LIFE. Your brother forever, no matter what, SL

7.08.2010

Fw: Friends - I worry for you...

CONFIDENTIALLY -

I just sent this to some VERY dear friends, and thought you should
know, hence this BLIND COPY to you, and maybe take my thoughts to heart,
too.

It is NEVER my intent to hurt others, tho more and more I take that risk.
BUT MORE AND MORE I FIND I AM CALLED TO PLAY THE ROLE OF
JOHN THE BAPTIST, OR JESUS - BOTH OF WHOM WERE MASSIVELY HARSH.
DAMAGE - NO!  Hurt, be the cause of pain and suffering to, as a consequence
of traveling near me?  Yes.  Chemo, intense, harsh chemo.  Yes. More and more.

To those I sent this to, and to you who I copy, I SEEK TO AVOID
COLLATERAL DAMAGE!!!

Love you,

SL

----- Forwarded Message ----
From: Start Loving <start_loving@yahoo.com>
To: 0 Start Loving (Wage Love) <start_loving@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thu, July 8, 2010 8:28:13 AM
Subject: Friends - I worry for you...

I worry for some of you in our relationship.  My rage at the status quo
grows by the day, including what calls itself the "Church" that
some of you have such attachment to, ad to overprivilege in a world of
such desperate want, which others of you cling to, as did I for so many
decades, and at our God Damn Apathy and Chosen, Hypocritical "Helplessness."

I've chosen to discard [sacrifice]
everything material in order to get at the Truth [God] as quickly
and Truly as possible, and it works, and the Truth of our US
middle-class culture of entitlement, privilege, supremacy is Deadly,
Suicidal, Murderous, Cancerous, Masturbatory... and it enrages
me, and more and more I'll be flipping over the tables in the
Temples as best I can, placing only my body at risk, but being
the locus of Hurt for those traveling with me. 

I am not asking that our relationship end, that is up to you and
Our Father, but I think it should.  Traveling with you has been a great blessing
to me, but I see it being little more than hurt to you going
forward, and I am NOT at liberty to withhold the Truths that
are revealed to me - only to warn those unready for Them to
avoid being on my field of battle, and being hurt.

Your Loving brother forever, no matter what,

Start



Friends - I worry for you...

I worry for some of you in our relationship.  My rage at the status quo
grows by the day, including what calls itself the "Church" that
some of you have such attachment to, ad to overprivilege in a world of
such desperate want, which others of you cling to, as did I for so many
decades, and at our God Damn Apathy and Chosen, Hypocritical "Helplessness."

I've chosen to discard [sacrifice]
everything material in order to get at the Truth [God] as quickly
and Truly as possible, and it works, and the Truth of our US
middle-class culture of entitlement, privilege, supremacy is Deadly,
Suicidal, Murderous, Cancerous, Masturbatory... and it enrages
me, and more and more I'll be flipping over the tables in the
Temples as best I can, placing only my body at risk, but being
the locus of Hurt for those traveling with me. 

I am not asking that our relationship end, that is up to you and
Our Father, but I think it should.  Traveling with you has been a great blessing
to me, but I see it being little more than hurt to you going
forward, and I am NOT at liberty to withhold the Truths that
are revealed to me - only to warn those unready for Them to
avoid being on my field of battle, and being hurt.

Your Loving brother forever, no matter what,

Start


5.22.2010

"Evil is ALL you'd gladly sacrifice for the Lives of your Loved Ones." SL

"Evil is ALL you'd gladly sacrifice for the Lives of your Loved Ones."  SL

"God is all you'd NOT gladly sacrifice for the Lives of your Loved Ones...." SL

"God is all you'd NOT gladly sacrifice for the Lives of your Loved Ones - 
Truth, Love, Compassion."  SL

4.07.2010

Kuwait Daily: "Start is not Arabic, but posesses Arabic qualities." :-) Who knew?

Kuwait Daily: "Start Loving presents a great example of a human who sacrifices for the sake of humanity,
he is a not Arabic and yet he posses the Arabic qualities."

http://www.alwatandaily.com/articleviews.aspx?Id=74433&Cat=3

3.24.2010

"I deeply admire them. They're really nice folks," said the Secret Svc agent to the Tour Guide.

"I deeply admire them.  They're really nice folks," 
said the Secret Svc agent to the Tour Guide, 
regarding the vigil.  http://www.prop1.org

My greatest hope for raising an army of courageous
peace makers is from among our men and women
in uniform.  They've got the courage, discipline,
self-sacrifice, commitment... down.  I JUST NEED 
THEM TO SWITCH WEAPONS - FROM GUNS TO THEIR
OWN BODIES.

"Give me a military man to work with any day.
Don't give me any cowards."  Gandhi

2.27.2010

"I ship out next week. I'm a Marine. THANKS for what you do," at the Vigil tonight.

"Brother, you keep your butt safe, hear," Start replied?!!!!  "The only group
in this country I have any respect for is our men and and women in uniform.
I'm TOTALLY AGAINST killing, but I TOTALLY stand for commitment, putting your life
on the line for what you believe, sacrifice for others... and you guys do that;
and everyone else is on the take.  Thank you for your service.

The greatest complement I'm occasionally paid is, 'Start, were you a Marine?"

I pray with all my heart he stays safe.

"Give me a military man to fight alongside, any day. 
Don't give me any cowards."  Gandhi

"I consider myself a soldier."  Gandhi.  "Me too."  SL

http://www.prop1.org

2.18.2010

Start's Horror at "Jesus Saved us." Then, what of those 3 Crosses on your head???

[note: I speak centrally of the Church below, because that is the subject
of this piece, and NOT because the Church is negatively or positively part of my life
now - it is not - irrelevant.  It could become central again in my opposition
to what it does - if Our Parent ever calls me to that.  Think of me as
Dr. S below and you'll understand, if you like.]

Start's Horror at "Jesus Saved us." Then, what of those 3 Crosses on your
head???

Huh?  Start, you've got His cross on your forehead.  You profess that Jesus,
along with your biological father Saved YOU!  So what could possibly
be your "Horror at 'Jesus Saved us!?!?!?!?!?!?!'"  Well, if I can help
you see, this is how:

Dr. Albert Schweitzer CERTAINLY is one of the "Christians" that Jesus
will recognize.  Well, the following is an imaginary story.  Imagine
that Dr. Schweitzer, in the farthest recesses of Africa discovered a
massive outbreak of disease that was due to unclean water.  He
determined that boiling the water would end the massive outbreak
of a horrible disease.  So he did so - he set up a massive cauldron
of water, and a fire in the center of the village - day in and day out
fired the cauldron, boiled hundreds of gallons of water, provided it
to the townsfolk, and after only days, the horrible outbreak was
ended, and Dr. Schweitzer left saying, "Do this in memory of me."
His tireless efforts there had all but killed him.

Weeks later someone from the village traveled many, many days
to find Dr. Schweitzer and said, "Dr. Schweitzer, it is horrible, as soon
as you left the village, the disease came back just as strong as before!"
"Well, did you continue what I told you to do?"  "Yes," the villager
insisted!

Upon returning hurriedly to the village the first thing Dr. Schweitzer
saw was a huge alter with a statue of his figure above it.  Next he
saw a tiny cauldron of water on the alter, ringed with rare flowers,
with people singing near by, with a fire underneath.
And then to his horror he saw mothers returning from the fetid pond
with their jars filled with water for the houses.

"What are you doing!?!?!" he asked the townsfolk? "We are doing
everything you said, in memory of you, who "saved us."   "Including,"
they said, "we've established a special day, Sunday.  On Sunday we
pray about what you did, all that boiling, we drink boiled water during
a one hour gathering on Sunday morning, and we pray about boiling
water other days too, but of course, you are the special one from
God, so we cannot possibly do what you did, boil water every day.
We are sinners, you are pure....  But because you did it to Save
us, and because we profess that, we are Saved!"

They thought that Albert did it FOR them so they would not have to!
They thought that what he told them was "mystical ritual," when
what he taught them was LIFESAVING PRACTICE!!!!!

Dr. S learned that it wasn't quite as benign as that.  Turns out that
there was a Holy Man in the village, a truly nice man, the smartest
of them all.  As soon as Dr. S left the holy man said to the
people, "Dr. S, Saved us!  He is the special one, from God. 
We need to build him an altar.  We need
to worship him; we need to profess him our Savior, and we will
LIVE!  Otherwise we will die.  Now, go and get your drinking water
from the pond."  "WHAT?" shrieked the townsfolks?!  "Have you no
faith in Dr. S" the Holy Man shouted to shame them?  "Have faith! If
you believe in him, and profess him as your savior you will be saved!!!"

Turns out that A.  The Holy Man never grasped the truth of the fetid
water, so he could only imagine that it was some mysticism.  But there
is more.  2.  His livelihood depended on the Sacred tax he was paid
on the pond water; 3.  The village was part of a Kingdom funded by the
Sacred Tax on the water and all the villagers would be killed if they
stopped drinking the water and paying the tax.  And, 4. THE PEOPLE DIDN'T
REALLY WANT TO BELIEVE IN THE NEED TO BOIL WATER BECAUSE THAT
WOULD REQUIRE A MASSIVE CHANGE IN HOW THEY LIVED!!! Nicea.  Alexander.
Selfishness - THE GREAT DECEIVER - DENIAL AND DELUSION.

The Holy Man was Truly a nice man.  The Holy Man was truly a mass
killer.  The Holy Organization was made up of Truly nice folks.  They
were responsible for massive carnage.  The people were Truly nice
folks.  Their clinical Denial murdered their children.

If Dr. S became frantically opposed to their actions, would this be
hate, or harshness on his part?  He saw what the rest could
and WOULD NOT SEE!!!  HE WAS MORALLY BOUND TO ACT ON HIS VISION,
OUT OF LOVE.

The Jesus that Saves me did so at the point that, after decades of study,
prayer, trial and error, I TOTALLY REJECTED the notion that what Jesus
taught has ANYTHING to do with ritual, codes, professions, Church.... 
NO, IT DOES NOT, NO MORE THAN DOES BOILING FETID WATER. 
Boil, or die.  Love the least of these as Immediate Family, or die.  Simple.

Jesus showed us how to Live, how to escape Death:

*  "Do unto the LEAST (not lesser) of these ALL that you would
have them do unto you."
*  "Love as I have Loved."
*  "Lay down your life for the least (not lesser) of these."
'Love your enemy, and the stranger, EXACTLY AS YOU LOVE YOUR
IMMEDIATE FAMILY - NO DOUBLE STANDARDS - NO HYPOCRISY.'
*  "If you Love me you will do greater works than these."
*  'Pick up your cross and carry it, always - central, committed,
dedication to the needy.'  If your life is not carrying your cross,
you are not following me.

Albert Schweitzer, as with EVERY great healer, brother, friend, Family
member, DOES NOT WANT TO BE WORSHIPED, BUT RATHER, WANTS
TO BE JOINED IN HIS PRACTICE, IN HIS WAY OF BEING, HIS WAY OF
LIVING, HIS WAY OF SERVING!!!!

YES, Dr. S SACRIFICED HIS LIFE FOR OTHERS.  JESUS TOO!  BUT NOT
INSTEAD OF OTHERS DOING THE SAME, BUT RATHER SO THAT OTHERS
WOULD DO THE SAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In recent decades my study included Teresa of Calcutta and Francis
of Assisi.  In two books, one on each, written by different authors,
decades apart roughly the same comment was made in the introduction:
"She/he simply took Jesus at His word."  Me too.

"The greatest obstacle to someone being a Christian is people that
preach the Gospel but do not practice it." Teresa

"I think that a Christian should resemble Christ."  Teresa.

Christian (def):  Christlike

"We must preach the Gospel all day long, and occasionally use words
to do so."  Francis of Assisi

NONE of these speaks centrally of the "profession" of what Jesus did
for us - BUT RATHER TO THE PRACTICE, TO WHAT WE MUST DO!!!!!!!!

And Jesus -
"Do unto the LEAST (not lesser) of these ALL that you would
have them do unto you."
"Love as I have Loved."
"Lay down your life for the least (not lesser) of these."
'Love your enemy, and the stranger, EXACTLY AS YOU LOVE YOUR
IMMEDIATE FAMILY - NO DOUBLE STANDARDS - NO HYPOCRISY.'
"If you Love me you will do greater works than these."

"Do this in memory of me."  This saying I only "got" a few years ago.
Did He mean - do some ceremony?  NO, NEVER centrally. 
He meant - GIVE YOUR BODY, GIVE YOUR BLOOD FOR THE LEAST OF THESE,
IN MEMORY OF ME.  AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN....

How did Start live totally away from Jesus for most of his adulthood?
Because the Church, and our "Christian" culture drove him away from
Jesus words - telling him that THEY - Church and Culture - not Jesus
words, words that are sooooooooooo clear, would tell him the
Truth.  Well, when Start tried everything under the sun to find Life
AWAY FROM JESUS WORDS, he found only Death, the exact same Death he found
and finds in the Church, part of his Family.  And THEY DON'T SEE IT AS DEATH.  AND
NEITHER DOES THE ALCOHOLIC, CRACK ADDICT.  NO, rather in each of these
cases they insist that what Start sees as Death IS LIFE!  Have some
wine, have some crack, have some Church!  In the last 10 years he has thrown
off the deadly errors of the Church, for the Truths of Jesus words,
"Love (Live) as I have Loved (Lived)." In doing so Start has found what he can only
describe as TOTAL Joy, Life, Love, Peace-of-Heart that surpasses all understanding,
Truth AND PERSECUTIONS, EXACTLY as Jesus taught.

Start is NOT hung up in semantics.  Start IS TOTALLY HUNG UP THAT THERE
IS A TRUTH, A WAY OF LIFE, A WAY OF LIVING THAT CAN SAVE US!!!! 

"Love as I have Loved," is that Truth. THAT TRUTH IS NOT -
*  I Loved as I did SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO; or,
* I AM THE SON OF GOD, SO YOU CAN TRY BUY YOU WILL FAIL AT
LOVING AS I HAVE LOVED.  NO.  THAT IS NOT
WHAT HE SAID, AND HE DIDN'T DECEIVE US - HE DIDN'T TELL US TO DO
WHAT WE WERE INCAPABLE OF.  "If you Love me, you will do greater
works than these."  WE ARE CAPABLE OF, AND CALLED BY HIM TO
GO BEYOND WHAT HE GAVE US - NOT SIT IN SELF DEPRECATING "WORSHIP!"

"Whoever claims to abide in Jesus AUGHT TO LIVE JUST LIKE JESUS LIVED."
2 John, Ch. 2

'You said Lord Lord, but I don't know you.'  This is the church
today - He does not know it, or know today's Christians.  They
do NOT Live as though the Poor WERE THEIR IMMEDIATE FAMILY.  AND THEY
DEMAND THAT THIS IS NOT WHAT JESUS DEMANDED OF THEM, and they they are
but poor sinners,  incapable of doing so!!!!!!!!!!!  B*ll Sh*t.

Do I care that folks talk of Jesus dying for their sins?  No,  I care that they
speak of it centrally, as though that is EVEN SLIGHTLY CENTRAL.  Does Jesus have
some ego problem?  Did Albert Schwetzer?  Schweitzer didn't care if they
knew that he was the one that saved them.  HE JUST WANTED THEM SAVED!
SAME WITH JESUS, ONLY MORE SO!  AND BOTH KNEW THAT THEY COULD NOT,
COULD NOT, COULD NOT, COULD NOT... SAVE THEM.  THEY COULD ONLY
SHOW THEM (US) HOW TO SAVE THEMSELVES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Although it doesn't prove the point, I am sure it is about the point - the
parable of the two sons - one of whom "says" all the right words - 'yes
father I will do what you want!'   But he does NOT LIVE THE PRACTICE.
And the other son who says "NO!" But he DOES the Life's practice.

Jesus teachings are FULL of examples of the Saved -
Peace Makers...
Poor...
Meek...
Those who have done the works of Love...

NOT JESUS BUT THE CHURCH is the one that MAKES FIRST AND FOREMOST
PROFESSION OF JESUS AS SAVIOR, AND THE LIKE.

NO, I stand with Jesus.

If with the above I am unclear, I have little hope of explaining. Sorry.

Your brother,

Start

ps:  I'm described as Harsh.  IS A FIREFIGHTER HARSH WHEN HE SCREAMS AT
FOLKS TO GET OUT OF A BURNING BUILDING?  IF HE FORCEFULLY GRABS THEM
AND YANKS THEM TO SAFETY?  Wouldn't he be living "Dead" if he did not?