nd Teresa of Calcutta - 'Tragically her cultish practices divert us from the simple, neurological Truth she's on to: "I've learned the paradox that if I love until it hurts, there is no more hurt, only more love." Me too.' Loving

nd Teresa of Calcutta - 'Tragically her cultish practices divert us from the simple, neurological Truth she's on to:  "I've learned the paradox that if I love until it hurts, there is no more hurt, only more love." Me too.' Loving

nd 'Being Restrained, Institutionalized, Force-fed: As I briefly contemplate these, not unlikely now, to my surprise I see them as providing Temptation, to fear, hurt, worry - like any other temptation - to be accepted, meaning separation from the Creator, the Loving Spirit, Soul... or Rejection of that Temptation. I may be up to the task. We'll see.' Loving

nd 'Being Restrained, Institutionalized, Force-fed: As I briefly contemplate these, not unlikely now, to my surprise I see them as providing Temptation, to fear, hurt, worry - like any other temptation - to be accepted, meaning separation from the Creator, the Loving Spirit, Soul... or Rejection of that Temptation. I may be up to the  task.  We'll see.' Loving

***** 'WOW. WOW. Truism: AMONG THE POOR is, Is, IS WHERE YOU'LL FIND THE LOVING. NOWHERE ELSE!!! And where else would the Loving chose to be?' Loving Loving

***** 'WOW.  WOW.  Truism: AMONG THE POOR is, Is, IS WHERE YOU'LL FIND THE LOVING.  NOWHERE ELSE!!!  And where else would the Loving chose to be?' Loving

***** WWOOWW: Tolstoy: "Living for God, not people, seems difficult because...(detail)"

Living for God, not people, seems difficult
because you do not perceive a material reward
for your good life. But the truth is the opposite.
God’s spirit, living inside you, will reward you
instantly, and this spiritual reward is better than
anything anyone else can give you.

This is the ENTIRE Gospel.  Period.  FULL STOP.

God:  Conscience, Spirit of Loving, Heart, Compassion, Empathy, that of the Creator in us, Humanity, Sanity, Still Small Voice Within, Goodness within, our Christ Spirit, Universal Family Feeling, Agape.... [These are all the same thing, by different names.]

From: Wise Thoughts for Every Day" (Personal Trainer) L. Tolstoy

'Oh, and Living for God, as Tolstoy expresses it IS to LIVE FOR PEOPLE, but not as Slave to their petty wishes, neglect, cruelty, hostility, vindictiveness...

but as... 

JOYFUL SLAVE TO OUR NEEDIEST PEOPLE'S GREATEST NEEDS OF BODY AND SOUL.  

HEAVEN!'

Loving

vlog 03.11.13 Cancer Update

***** vlog 'Cancer Update 03.08.13 'I feel nothing but awe, amazement, with the Living I've had.' Loving

Tolstoy: "You might say one day, “I feel bored and lonely.” But who told you to forget about those around you while locking yourself in a prison called “me”?" See Lib Tab - "Wise Thoughts for Every Day"

Tolstoy: "You might say one day, “I feel bored and  lonely.” But who told you to forget about those  around you while locking yourself in a prison  called “me”?"  See Lib Tab - "Wise Thoughts for Every Day"

***** WOW. Tolstoy on "Religion:" "Every person feels that there is some­ thing great inside him or her. In life, that something — that which cannot be understood — is the most important thing of all. A persons attitude toward that thing is religion."

"Every person feels that there is some­
thing great inside him or her. In life,
that something — that which cannot be
understood — is the most important thing of all.
A persons attitude toward that thing is religion."

Tolstoy: "The more closely a person unites with the will of God [Good, Loving, Conscience, Heart], the firmer this person becomes in his actions."

Tolstoy: "The more closely a person unites with the will of God [Good, Loving, Conscience, Heart], the firmer this person becomes in his actions."

***** 03.03.13 Cancer Update. 'JOYFULLY, I'd MUCH rather die than take 60,000 days of life from my kids.' Loving

Yes, the following is a bit rambling, but just a bit. I Pray you watch every second of it. I don't 'plan' any of the sharings on this blog. I don't want to 'taint' what I share by 'planning' it messing with it. It comes to my Heart, then straight from my Heart, to, well, hopefully... Your Heart. At least, I do my part. I share. I make it available to you. With Loving

vlog 02.25.13 Cancer Update

02.13.13 Cancer Update

MRI brain scan fnished just moments ago.  Took about 40 min.  Huge machine.  Massive magnet.  Lie still the whole time.  No idea what they found.  Oncologist meeting Monday at 2pm.

I continue to be 100% Joyful, Loving, Peaceful of Heart, Passionate, Procuductive.  Not my business what the results are.

If the liver is not cancer the decision is probably pretty easy - 6 months chemo.

If the liver is cancer, and the prognosis is low odds that treatment will give more than months - is 6 months partial death, for a few months additional, maybe, is that the right choice, use of our kids funds (ALL funds are our kids funds)?  Uh, probably not.

Interesting.  Oh, given the choice, I'll take the availability of another 30 years, to serve, tho I could end it all in a death fast 12 months from now.  LOL.  But I'd take the option, if it is available.  If not?  Hmmm.  How to best serve in the little time left - how to make every precious second left - count for our kids - tho this has been my Life for 12 years now.  Heaven, on Earth, what Jesus died to give us - the Joy of Complete Service to our Neediest.  Mine.

01.07.13 Day 5 Ecocide's Death, FAST: 'I'm sorry. Truly...

01.07.13 Day 5 Ecocide's Death, FAST: 'I'm sorry. Truly....

I know a few of you really care about what is happening to this cell, this avatar I call 'Loving.'  But I don't. Not one whit.  Couldn't care less.  Not for 1 second in any month, for quite a few years now. Sorry.  I don't.

It is irrelevant what happens to me.

All that matters is that we now, Now, NOW... avert Ecocide that is within months (20% chance it  is too late already)... Ecocide for the next 2000 generations.

I am not this avatar.  I'm not this body.  I'm our current and coming 204 billion kids, and we're writhing in agony, unless some of you change these shadows of what is to come.

Now.