WHAT I'D ACCEPT:
* A group purchase. No more living off of one person or two's generosity. If my clients, and / or the work I do isn't worth group support, than my work should die. Sometimes folks use FB to gather folks for such a purpose.
* 100% out of Love for the Global Neediest I'm devoted to serve. If even 1% of the motivation is to support Start Loving, I'll not accept. God forgive me, I've done this time after time.... I don't need support! Our Global Neediest do. OUR global neediest.... do.
* CHECK WITH ME FIRST. WASTE OF RESOURCES IS A CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY. LET'S AVOID DUPLICATION. LET'S NOT GET THE WRONG THING.
Dell Latitude, cuz It's built REALLLLLLLL tough, and great service.
Roughly $1600 total, plus tax? AND, COULD BE MUCH LESS! DELL OUTLET TOP OF THE LINE LATITUDE E6500 REFURB ABOUT $1200 AND I ALREADY HAVE THE $350 6 HR BATTERY! A CRAIGS-LIST OR EBAY TOP OF THE LINE E6500 WOULD DO IT TOO!!!
AND Clearwire 4G Wifi card $40/month (Computer's worthless without this)
Extended life battery may be required in addition
~ $350.
Showing posts with label Our Global Neediest. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Our Global Neediest. Show all posts
3.01.2011
"I have to keep working for Our Neediest to feed my body and soul. Not ever the other way around, as tragically we've been taught. Same for you." SL
"I have to keep working for Our Neediest to feed my body and soul.
Not ever the other way around, as tragically we've been taught. Same for you." SL
Not ever the other way around, as tragically we've been taught. Same for you." SL
2.24.2011
"The Central Truth of Love, Life, Jesus - 'Give ALL THAT YOU HAVE TO OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST.' This IS the Gospel. There IS no other; making 'the Rich Young Man,' and 'Woman that 'Gave all,'' Jesus' Central teachings." SL
"The Central Truth of Love, Life, Jesus -
'Give ALL THAT YOU HAVE TO OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST.'
This IS the Gospel. There IS no other;
making 'the Rich Young Man,' and 'Woman that 'Gave all,''
Jesus' Central teachings." SL
'Give ALL THAT YOU HAVE TO OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST.'
This IS the Gospel. There IS no other;
making 'the Rich Young Man,' and 'Woman that 'Gave all,''
Jesus' Central teachings." SL
2.20.2011
SL's reply to an email from a long lost High School skiing acquaintence
Friend,
I got so much gratification from skiing, and from sex, and making rich people
richer in the computer industry, that I thought these pursuits
were pretty much as close to heaven as one could get on this planet. They
are utter feces, utter Hell compared with the joy of TOTAL immersion in the attempt to serve Our
Global Neediest, which is the sole and entire reason that every singe one of us was
created. For any pleasure drenched month I wasted in my criminally self-indulgent skiing,
each day of which represented more money than 4 billion of our brothers and
sisters see in 6 months to a year (Oh My God) I'd trade for any one second of the
Joy in my totally pleasure-devoid Life now. Those times of unspeakable selfishness
were utter, total and complete Hell, agony, Total Meaninglessness, and murder.
This that I've had this last 10 years or so, is Heaven, every second; exactly like
Jesus, King, Gandhi, Teresa... died to tell us. The addict to pleasure, of alcohol
by way of analogy, THINKS that their addiction is Heaven, right? But if they
ever shake it, they realize it was complete Hell. At some level I always knew,
enough, anyway, to finally selfishly devote myself to see if I was correct. I was,
as was King, Gandhi, Jesus, Eleanor Roosevelt, Wael Ghonim....
What was going on in our youth was not about Universal Love, but the exact opposite.
It was about free Lust, freedom to be globally genocidally selfish. Love is me about
the global neediest. Lust is me about me and mine; our insane western religion.
We couldn't have been more wrong, then, or since, and we're in the final stages
of killing civilization and all life on earth (Plan B 3.0 ) with our insane, suicidal, blind, genocidal
quest for infinite pleasure; squandering untold resources on ourselves, when
all along the only reason any penny of it was afforded us, was to spend 100% on our
Global neediest. We've selected The Matrix over Living; over being aLive, Joy,
Love, and true Peace of Heart. I was a walking Dead person,
a zombie, a deadly vampire when you knew me. Now I'm aLive, and no longer
quite such a malignant Tumor on the body of humanity; tho God forgive me the
many millions of magnitudes of my brothers' resources I squandered on me and
mine, thereby Starving so many among the neediest of Our Global Family.
I wish you the opposite of the Hell of Peace, I wish you the Heaven
of Peace Making.
Your brother forever, no matter what,
sl
ps: My major links -
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
http://www.youtube.com/user/StartLoving4#grid/user/481CE6996462B273
http://www.youtube.com/user/StartLoving4#grid/user/871B56D121255436
http://www.facebook.com/StartLoving1
I got so much gratification from skiing, and from sex, and making rich people
richer in the computer industry, that I thought these pursuits
were pretty much as close to heaven as one could get on this planet. They
are utter feces, utter Hell compared with the joy of TOTAL immersion in the attempt to serve Our
Global Neediest, which is the sole and entire reason that every singe one of us was
created. For any pleasure drenched month I wasted in my criminally self-indulgent skiing,
each day of which represented more money than 4 billion of our brothers and
sisters see in 6 months to a year (Oh My God) I'd trade for any one second of the
Joy in my totally pleasure-devoid Life now. Those times of unspeakable selfishness
were utter, total and complete Hell, agony, Total Meaninglessness, and murder.
This that I've had this last 10 years or so, is Heaven, every second; exactly like
Jesus, King, Gandhi, Teresa... died to tell us. The addict to pleasure, of alcohol
by way of analogy, THINKS that their addiction is Heaven, right? But if they
ever shake it, they realize it was complete Hell. At some level I always knew,
enough, anyway, to finally selfishly devote myself to see if I was correct. I was,
as was King, Gandhi, Jesus, Eleanor Roosevelt, Wael Ghonim....
What was going on in our youth was not about Universal Love, but the exact opposite.
It was about free Lust, freedom to be globally genocidally selfish. Love is me about
the global neediest. Lust is me about me and mine; our insane western religion.
We couldn't have been more wrong, then, or since, and we're in the final stages
of killing civilization and all life on earth (Plan B 3.0 ) with our insane, suicidal, blind, genocidal
quest for infinite pleasure; squandering untold resources on ourselves, when
all along the only reason any penny of it was afforded us, was to spend 100% on our
Global neediest. We've selected The Matrix over Living; over being aLive, Joy,
Love, and true Peace of Heart. I was a walking Dead person,
a zombie, a deadly vampire when you knew me. Now I'm aLive, and no longer
quite such a malignant Tumor on the body of humanity; tho God forgive me the
many millions of magnitudes of my brothers' resources I squandered on me and
mine, thereby Starving so many among the neediest of Our Global Family.
I wish you the opposite of the Hell of Peace, I wish you the Heaven
of Peace Making.
Your brother forever, no matter what,
sl
ps: My major links -
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
http://www.youtube.com/user/StartLoving4#grid/user/481CE6996462B273
http://www.youtube.com/user/StartLoving4#grid/user/871B56D121255436
http://www.facebook.com/StartLoving1
2.18.2011
"We must Stop working for the Over-privileged, and Devote ourselves to Our Global Neediest, even if it costs our very lives." SL
"We must Stop working for the Over-privileged,
and Devote ourselves to Our Global Neediest,
even if it costs our very lives." SL
and Devote ourselves to Our Global Neediest,
even if it costs our very lives." SL
"Living IS fighting against Evil for the Good of our Global Neediest. NOTHING ELSE IS. THIS is the Gospel." SL
"Living IS fighting against Evil for the Good of our Global Neediest.
NOTHING ELSE IS. THIS is the Gospel." SL
NOTHING ELSE IS. THIS is the Gospel." SL
2.14.2011
"Jesus spoke of, and walked "The" Path, "The" Gate: 100% devotion to Our Global Neediest. THIS is the Gospel." SL
"Jesus spoke of, and walked "The" Path, "The" Gate:
100% devotion to Our Global Neediest. THIS is the Gospel." SL
100% devotion to Our Global Neediest. THIS is the Gospel." SL
Get your own web address.
Have a HUGE year through Yahoo! Small Business.
2.12.2011
"Start, how can I help you? 'Try, just Try, to help our global neediest, and Don't Stop Trying, Ever." SL
"Start, how can I help you?
'Try, just try, to help our global neediest,
and Don't Stop Trying, Ever." SL
'Try, just try, to help our global neediest,
and Don't Stop Trying, Ever." SL
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2.07.2011
"THE Source of Life: An All-Consuming Empathy for Our Global Neediest." SL
"THE Source of Life:
An All-Consuming Empathy for Our Global Neediest." SL
An All-Consuming Empathy for Our Global Neediest." SL
2.05.2011
"The Good people are the ones totally devoting their lives to our global neediest. The bad people are all the rest." SL
"The Good people are the ones totally devoting their lives to
our global neediest. The bad people are all the rest." SL
our global neediest. The bad people are all the rest." SL
1.28.2011
"GREED: Why I devour Serving Our Neediest and Corporate Drones Devour Your Children's Hearts." SL
"GREED: Why I devour Serving Our Neediest and Corporate Drones Devour Your Children's Hearts." SL
1.24.2011
"The Loving (the Peace Makers): OPPOSITE Values from US - the Neediest are TREASURE; Stuff is Trash." SL
"The Loving (the Peace Makers): OPPOSITE Values from US - the Neediest are TREASURE; Stuff is Trash." SL
"If 10 of the world's neediest children watched you every second, every day, what would you do, not do? 'Live' accordingly, or you merely 'exist.' I do. It's Heaven." SL
"If 10 of the world's neediest children watched you every second,
every day, what would you do, not do?
'Live' accordingly, or you merely 'exist.' I do. It's Heaven." SL
every day, what would you do, not do?
'Live' accordingly, or you merely 'exist.' I do. It's Heaven." SL
1.23.2011
"Love: Serving Our global Neediest cuz your Heart Compels it, Irresistibly. Nothing else is Love." SL
"Love: Serving Our global Neediest cuz your Heart Compels it, Irresistibly. Nothing else is Love. 'Love as I have Loved.' CJ." SL
1.21.2011
SL here. My Life may not be totally in vain. Please read...
Today I've received two notes that suggest my life may not
be in vain; one from a sister in the DC area, and one from
a sister in the south.
----- SISTER ONE --------
Hey SL! How are you? I've missed you - yes I have!
I want to come see you on the White House grounds.
I am currently working on hosting a movie premiere of
Heaven's Rain. A true-crime tragedy I've been very passionate
about lately. BUT I think about you every day & wonder
how your life missions are going on. Remember I am always
here for you if you need me. This is my cell # if I haven't
given it to you already.... I worry about you & your safety
sometimes. You're like the (Earth) Father I've never had.
Hoping you are well. xo
XX
---
Hey sis! Sorry it took me so long to reply to your wonderful
note. It will be good to see you, when that is destined to
be. I've just watched the trailer for Heaven's Rain. Deeply
disturbing. The temptations to leave our Hearts for Head
and Flesh are soooo powerful, seem sooooooo right, sooooooo
irresistible. But they are always Deadly error; Murder.
I'll be sharing a note tonight that I received tonight (below) that
addresses the question about how my missions are going.
I want to Save the world, all of it, this instant. But I'm at
peace, pretty much, that I can barely help at all. But what
I can attempt, I attempt. There is no personal price I
hesitate to pay. And, I suspect, it is not all for naught.
Your kind notes testify to that, and the note I'll share
tonight from another, also so testify. Jesus spoke a lot
about leaven. I get it. I'm Called (we're all Called) to be
leaven, and I'll guess that each week I am leaven to the
Heart of several of my global brothers and sisters. My God,
I wish I could be INFINITELY more; but this tiny bit is what
I can do.
Well, maybe I AM the earth Father you've never had;
and without question I'm your Brother. If you Love me,
I'll never leave you because I'll be in your Heart, as you
are in mine.
Anyone that worries about my safety needs to understand
that I AM my Family, nothing more, nothing less, nothing
else; I am just one cell in my current and future body of
Humanity. Therefore she/he that worries about me, only helps
me by caring for the neediest parts of my body, and this
is NOT this little cell here in front of the White House; but
rather my tortured cells in Palestine, Haiti, our inner
cities, our starving, our fossil fuel victims....
This is the Body of Christ that Christ Jesus spoke of, of
course.
Wonderful to hear from you and to receive this deeply
Loving note from you.
And thank you for always being there for me. I believe
you. And I am always here for you.
Your brother forever, no matter what, sl
-------SISTER TWO-------
Dear Brother,
We met scarcely a year ago and though, no doubt, you
do not remember me, I feel inclined to write you. I was
sixteen last March and begrudgingly travelled to D.C. to
partake in a "National Youth Leadership Conference" despite,
frankly, a lack of faith in both people and leadership, dreading
the inevitable revelation that our leaders, our future leader—
well, ignorance, if in every other way is virtue less, at the
very least does not discriminate. During our visit to the
White House, I used my time to speak with you, to ask
about your vigil's purpose. Never have I stood so in awe
of one man—indeed, because to me you did not represent
one; you represented and were all men. You encompass
me, I encompass you, etc. etc.—but what was most
extraordinary was your potential fulfilled, your transcendence,
your belief in rising above the human tragedy. I believe—
if I can assert this—that I do, very much, understand what
you mean through your actions, your idea of universal love.
You said that you could see my heart and it was loving, alive,
awake—your words have not left me. I write to you now
because I want you to know that, in my own way, I protest
against ignorance and prejudice; that when I feel isolated
and disparaged, your very existence gives me more hope
than I have ever had. You told me that many people view
you as a circus attraction—please know that I do not. I
believe I understand and am still trying to understand, am
still trying to become a human being and loving to my
fullest. You spoke to me both in words and in the silence
of absence that ensued. I am eternally grateful for the work
you do for all of us; your heart beat is very much heard and
felt. In a world which seems so very lost and dark, there is,
at the very least, one other who is opening their eyes. So,
once again, my love, thanks, admiration, and infinite respect.
Your faith in the difference of one individual, in "the majority
of one", gives me the courage and the hope to care unapologetically
and to act accordingly. In short, you inspire me to lead a life
worth living. I do not pretend to have evolved yet into the
person I wish to become and will be, but there is not a day
in which I do not consider and progress; I am still learning
and growing, but I am always, always loving. Thank you for
challenging me to think in such a way that no one else has.
Sincerely, your friend,
MM
------
Well, my beloved sister, you've quite lanced my Heart, and
leave me in tears of gratitude, wonder, and Joy. I've received
many hugely nice, and encouraging notes. They are deeply helpful to
me, they massage my Heart, and help it beat all the stronger.
But I don't recall ever receiving a nicer, more thoughtful, more
promising note than this note from you.
I must correct you. I am nothing. Heart, living out of our
Heart, well, it is Divine, and it is Heaven. And I refuse to
spend one second Living out of anything except for my Heart;
not my Head, not my Flesh, though my Heart use Head and Flesh,
every speck! This relentless Living out of Heart is what you
see that you respond positively to. It is what King, Gandhi,
Teresa, Jesus, Eleanor Roosevelt too did, and died to get us
to do too. You speak of evolving. It is actually 'returning' that
you are yearning toward. "Be like a child and enter in," the
greatest of teachers Jesus said, and did, and was right. No,
not the spoiled brat child in us, but the child we are all born of -
wonder, one-ness, openness, unity, Universal Love,
CONSCIENCE...HEART... Our Father's image. This is what we
must re-discover, re-empower, re-birth in ourselves, protect,
strengthen, nurture, encourage, EXERCISE, EXERCISE, EXERCISE....
I've created many sites to help us find, walk and master the
Path - they are simply and entirely what have enabled me to
reclaim, rediscover, remaster Life, Truth, Love, Peace. I pray
they provide you many, many, many hours of help, strength,
speed, courage, comfort, especially these sites -
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ ,
http://www.youtube.com/user/StartLoving4#grid/user/871B56D121255436 ,
http://www.youtube.com/StartLoving4 .
My Love and Hopes go to you sister.
Your Loving brother forever, no matter what, sl
be in vain; one from a sister in the DC area, and one from
a sister in the south.
----- SISTER ONE --------
Hey SL! How are you? I've missed you - yes I have!
I want to come see you on the White House grounds.
I am currently working on hosting a movie premiere of
Heaven's Rain. A true-crime tragedy I've been very passionate
about lately. BUT I think about you every day & wonder
how your life missions are going on. Remember I am always
here for you if you need me. This is my cell # if I haven't
given it to you already.... I worry about you & your safety
sometimes. You're like the (Earth) Father I've never had.
Hoping you are well. xo
XX
---
Hey sis! Sorry it took me so long to reply to your wonderful
note. It will be good to see you, when that is destined to
be. I've just watched the trailer for Heaven's Rain. Deeply
disturbing. The temptations to leave our Hearts for Head
and Flesh are soooo powerful, seem sooooooo right, sooooooo
irresistible. But they are always Deadly error; Murder.
I'll be sharing a note tonight that I received tonight (below) that
addresses the question about how my missions are going.
I want to Save the world, all of it, this instant. But I'm at
peace, pretty much, that I can barely help at all. But what
I can attempt, I attempt. There is no personal price I
hesitate to pay. And, I suspect, it is not all for naught.
Your kind notes testify to that, and the note I'll share
tonight from another, also so testify. Jesus spoke a lot
about leaven. I get it. I'm Called (we're all Called) to be
leaven, and I'll guess that each week I am leaven to the
Heart of several of my global brothers and sisters. My God,
I wish I could be INFINITELY more; but this tiny bit is what
I can do.
Well, maybe I AM the earth Father you've never had;
and without question I'm your Brother. If you Love me,
I'll never leave you because I'll be in your Heart, as you
are in mine.
Anyone that worries about my safety needs to understand
that I AM my Family, nothing more, nothing less, nothing
else; I am just one cell in my current and future body of
Humanity. Therefore she/he that worries about me, only helps
me by caring for the neediest parts of my body, and this
is NOT this little cell here in front of the White House; but
rather my tortured cells in Palestine, Haiti, our inner
cities, our starving, our fossil fuel victims....
This is the Body of Christ that Christ Jesus spoke of, of
course.
Wonderful to hear from you and to receive this deeply
Loving note from you.
And thank you for always being there for me. I believe
you. And I am always here for you.
Your brother forever, no matter what, sl
-------SISTER TWO-------
Dear Brother,
We met scarcely a year ago and though, no doubt, you
do not remember me, I feel inclined to write you. I was
sixteen last March and begrudgingly travelled to D.C. to
partake in a "National Youth Leadership Conference" despite,
frankly, a lack of faith in both people and leadership, dreading
the inevitable revelation that our leaders, our future leader—
well, ignorance, if in every other way is virtue less, at the
very least does not discriminate. During our visit to the
White House, I used my time to speak with you, to ask
about your vigil's purpose. Never have I stood so in awe
of one man—indeed, because to me you did not represent
one; you represented and were all men. You encompass
me, I encompass you, etc. etc.—but what was most
extraordinary was your potential fulfilled, your transcendence,
your belief in rising above the human tragedy. I believe—
if I can assert this—that I do, very much, understand what
you mean through your actions, your idea of universal love.
You said that you could see my heart and it was loving, alive,
awake—your words have not left me. I write to you now
because I want you to know that, in my own way, I protest
against ignorance and prejudice; that when I feel isolated
and disparaged, your very existence gives me more hope
than I have ever had. You told me that many people view
you as a circus attraction—please know that I do not. I
believe I understand and am still trying to understand, am
still trying to become a human being and loving to my
fullest. You spoke to me both in words and in the silence
of absence that ensued. I am eternally grateful for the work
you do for all of us; your heart beat is very much heard and
felt. In a world which seems so very lost and dark, there is,
at the very least, one other who is opening their eyes. So,
once again, my love, thanks, admiration, and infinite respect.
Your faith in the difference of one individual, in "the majority
of one", gives me the courage and the hope to care unapologetically
and to act accordingly. In short, you inspire me to lead a life
worth living. I do not pretend to have evolved yet into the
person I wish to become and will be, but there is not a day
in which I do not consider and progress; I am still learning
and growing, but I am always, always loving. Thank you for
challenging me to think in such a way that no one else has.
Sincerely, your friend,
MM
------
Well, my beloved sister, you've quite lanced my Heart, and
leave me in tears of gratitude, wonder, and Joy. I've received
many hugely nice, and encouraging notes. They are deeply helpful to
me, they massage my Heart, and help it beat all the stronger.
But I don't recall ever receiving a nicer, more thoughtful, more
promising note than this note from you.
I must correct you. I am nothing. Heart, living out of our
Heart, well, it is Divine, and it is Heaven. And I refuse to
spend one second Living out of anything except for my Heart;
not my Head, not my Flesh, though my Heart use Head and Flesh,
every speck! This relentless Living out of Heart is what you
see that you respond positively to. It is what King, Gandhi,
Teresa, Jesus, Eleanor Roosevelt too did, and died to get us
to do too. You speak of evolving. It is actually 'returning' that
you are yearning toward. "Be like a child and enter in," the
greatest of teachers Jesus said, and did, and was right. No,
not the spoiled brat child in us, but the child we are all born of -
wonder, one-ness, openness, unity, Universal Love,
CONSCIENCE...HEART... Our Father's image. This is what we
must re-discover, re-empower, re-birth in ourselves, protect,
strengthen, nurture, encourage, EXERCISE, EXERCISE, EXERCISE....
I've created many sites to help us find, walk and master the
Path - they are simply and entirely what have enabled me to
reclaim, rediscover, remaster Life, Truth, Love, Peace. I pray
they provide you many, many, many hours of help, strength,
speed, courage, comfort, especially these sites -
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ ,
http://www.youtube.com/user/StartLoving4#grid/user/871B56D121255436 ,
http://www.youtube.com/StartLoving4 .
My Love and Hopes go to you sister.
Your Loving brother forever, no matter what, sl
1.20.2011
"Just this second it's hit me - 'Prostitution' Jesus spoke of was NOT primarily sexual. Any and all use of what Our Father gave us (talents, resources, abilities, body...) for Personal gain (approval, pleasure, rank stuff, safety...), rather than for the exclusive service of His Neediest Children." SL
"Just this second it's hit me - 'Prostitution' Jesus spoke of was NOT primarily sexual. Any and all use of what Our Father gave us (talents, resources, abilities, body...) for Personal gain (approval, pleasure, rank stuff, safety...), rather than for the exclusive service of His Neediest Children." SL
1.17.2011
"EVERY choice of Loving Service of the Neediest, is the choice of JOY, is the choice of, uh, not pleasure (like, so what?)." SL
"EVERY choice of Loving Service of the Neediest, is the choice of JOY, is the choice of, uh, not pleasure (like, so what?)." SL
"I criminally wasted my life working for money; and now Joyfully spend my Life on our Neediest." SL
"I criminally wasted my life working for money; and now Joyfully spend my Life on our Neediest." SL
1.15.2011
"Death says, 'I'll help RIGHT AFTER me and mine.' Life - 'I'll help you NOW if you're Neediest.'" SL
"Death says, 'I'll help RIGHT AFTER me and mine.' Life - 'I'll help NOW if you're Neediest.'" SL
1.09.2011
"We're never here to 'survive.' We're here to Serve Our Neediest. If we Survive, well, OK." SL
"We're never here to 'survive.'
We're here to Serve Our Neediest.
If we Survive, well, OK." SL
We're here to Serve Our Neediest.
If we Survive, well, OK." SL
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