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Showing posts with label Free Palestine Vigil. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Free Palestine Vigil. Show all posts

2.28.2015

nd. :-( No White House Free Palestine Vigil today - the 2/3 of my large intestine still left did not feel right this morning... and given the extreme cold, and such, I felt it unwise to take the risk of an accident. So cold I think there would be little traffic in front of the White House, and of those few, fewer that would stop, look and think, let alone talk. Next Vigil projected for Monday on Capitol Hill the day prior to Satanyahu's seditious talk to congress.

nd.  :-(  No White House Free Palestine Vigil today - the 2/3 of my large intestine still left did not feel right this morning... and given the extreme cold, and such, I felt it unwise to take the risk of an accident.  So cold I think there would be little traffic in front of the White House, and of those few, fewer that would stop, look and think, let alone talk.  Next Vigil projected for Monday on Capitol Hill the day prior to Satanyahu's seditious talk to congress.

2.27.2015

nd. Free Palestine vigil resumed. No lack of health could keep me from capitol hill two out of three of the last days before Netanyahu comes to fan the flames of civil war here in America to enable him to continue his terror campaign on Palestine. In spite of the bitter cold going down another 10 degrees tomorrow I hope to be on the north side of the White House tomorrow and possibly Sunday, returning to capitol hill Monday for as many days during the week has my body will allow.

Free Palestine vigil resumed.  No lack of health could keep me from capitol hill two out of three of the last days before Netanyahu comes to fan the flames of civil war here in America to enable him to continue his terror campaign on Palestine.  In spite of the bitter cold going down another 10 degrees tomorrow I hope to be on the north side of the White House tomorrow and possibly Sunday, returning to capitol hill Monday for as many days during the week has my body will allow.

2.15.2015

nd. Tuesday I expect to learn if that tumor in my lung was malignant or not. I'm fighting a cold that keeps me up with rivers of mucus, sorry, all night. The cold medicine isn't touching it. Could be much worse. I'm surprisingly productive during the day. The weather, the extreme cold, is far too much for my reduced strength to be vigiling for Palsestine these days, but this week the congressscum is out of town so that timing is good. Hopefully the following week the weather will be better and my strength greater and I can be back on the Hill for Palestine. I'm using my time indoors do fight for Palestine online on facebook and my blog and am in a deep dive of learning - Zionism, Christian Zionism, US Christian Fascism, Judaism.....

Tuesday I expect to learn if that tumor in my lung was malignant or not.  I'm fighting a cold that keeps me up with rivers of mucus, sorry, all night.  The cold medicine isn't touching it.  Could be much worse.  I'm surprisingly productive during the day.  The weather, the extreme cold, is far too much for my reduced strength to be vigiling for Palsestine these days, but this week the congressscum is out of town so that timing is good.  Hopefully the following week the weather will be better and my strength greater and I can be back on the Hill for Palestine.  I'm using my time indoors do fight for Palestine online on facebook and my blog and am in a deep dive of learning - Zionism, Christian Zionism, US Christian Fascism, Judaism.....

2.10.2015

nd. I fully expected to be on Capitol Hill today continuing the Free Palestine vigil. I awoke after massive sleep with diarrhea and feeling very weak. I don't know what the heck is going on, if it is physical, psychological, both, cancer, what???? My new normal seems to be weeks of incapacitation for physical work punctuated by a day or two where I can physically vigil.

I fully expected to be on Capitol Hill today continuing the Free Palestine vigil.  I awoke after massive sleep with diarrhea and feeling very weak. I don't know what the heck is going on, if it is physical, psychological, both, cancer, what????  My new normal seems to be weeks of incapacitation for physical work punctuated by a day or two where I can physically vigil.

2.05.2015

nd. Cancer update: no word yet on whether the tumor they removed from me late December is malignant or not. I meet with my oncologist in 2 weeks and I expect to learn more then. I saw my saintly general practitioner today to get some cold medicine so that I can sleep and I asked her weather what I have experienced post operation was reasonable. I told her that although I considered it a minor operation, just one day in the hospital, 3 hours under anesthesia, just three holes drilled between my ribs, for a full 6 or so weeks after the operation my body told me forcefully everyday that it was incapable of doing the free Palestine vigil at the White House or on Capitol Hill. This seemed absurd to me but what my body was telling me seemed so concretely real. Her response to me seemed to be honest. She said that a general rule of thumb is that every one day of intensive work in the hospital requires at least a month for the body to recover. This was comforting for me to hear.

Cancer update: no word yet on whether the tumor they removed from me late December is malignant or not. I meet with my oncologist in 2 weeks and I expect to learn more then. I saw my saintly general practitioner today to get some cold medicine so that I can sleep and I asked her weather what I have experienced post operation was reasonable. I told her that although I considered it a minor operation, just one day in the hospital, 3 hours under anesthesia, just three holes drilled between my ribs, for a full 6 or so weeks after the operation my body told me forcefully everyday that it was incapable of doing the free Palestine vigil at the White House or on Capitol Hill. This seemed absurd to me but what my body was telling me seemed so concretely real. Her response to me seemed to be honest. She said that a general rule of thumb is that every one day of intensive work in the hospital requires at least a month for the body to recover. This was comforting for me to hear.

1.19.2015

***** nd.***** Laughable, amateur non-events are Hitler, the Nazis, the Holocaust, and their pitiful attempts at world domination compared with the monstrosity that is the Zionist, Netanyahu... (crucial detail, click link)...

***** Laughable, amateur non-events are Hitler, the Nazis, the Holocaust, and their pitiful attempts at  world domination compared with the monstrosity that is the Zionist, Netanyahu, cancer that has all but fully corrupted the U.S. government, the world governments...    so far killing millions of Muslims, Arabs, torturing tens of millions, killing them tortuously, savagely  over decades instead of the mercifully swift death by the Nazis.  The Nazis mounted a mere external physical threat.  The brilliance of the Zionists this last hundred years is their plan to infect, corrupt, metastasize within and then thru terror control the governments of the world. It may be too late to stop them.  They have corrupted the godly religion of Judaism.  They have hijacked the KKK fundamentalist wing of the Christian religion, and as did Hitler, sufficiently terrorized the other Christians into cowardly impotent silence, and has enlisted them in all but world war three against the Arab Muslim population of the world.

I wouldn't trade this ride I am on for anything... at it is Living Hell for me, and must be pretty horrible for those traveling near to me.

I wish on all that is Good that this were even the tiniest exaggeration.  I don't know what lies ahead for me.  I may not be on their radar. I may be a joke to them.  I may be on their target list when they see a way to silence me... courts and prisons, or whatever.  That part doesn't particularly concern me.  I've never been afraid of death. I was terrified of pain much of my years... but I am in so much pain over the world and what we are doing to my Palestine family... that the pain of what they would do to me in prison is not much of a concern by comparison.
I'm healing physically but between the cancer operations and the moment by moment bludgeoning, body blows, bullet hits... I experience from the next news horror story from Palestine, I barely have the strength to do the online work I've been confined to for a month now.  Yesterday I was a 'high' physically and mentally... and I hoped it was a harbinger of how I'd feel today.  Not so.  But I think the trend line is positive enough that at least a few days a week I can get out in the city with the posters, tomorrow and Wed. on Capital Hill I am praying.

My news processing, digesting, commenting work seems to take everything out of me... I've been trying to move from it to deep study... and maybe I'm finally on the verge of that for several weeks... that may free up the energy I need for the vigilling with this poster, in particular (see pic).  If I can get it and keep it on Capitol Hill long enough... I think it could bring about an important change.  I think it so embodies the Satanic, Demonic truth of this situation... it could bring a change.

Yes, I owe to all to overcome my 'accepting' nature and EMBRACE and hold onto an active disrespect for the cancer that is destroying it all... and my Love for each individual of course will never change.

Deep sigh.

Nd. Last night I shared that I was praying to be back at the vigil today and front of the white house to free palestine. This morning my body is making very clear that it does not have a nearly the strength to do that. I could force it, but I am not feeling that that is the direction of wisdom. My body has always been smarter than I am so I will follow it's lied. I will spend the day in study and some online work. I am now less hopeful it will be ready to be on capitol hill tomorrow and the next day. But it will tell me tomorrow morning and I will follow it's lead.

Last night I shared that I was praying to be back at the vigil today and front of the white house to free palestine. This morning my body is making very clear that it does not have a nearly the strength to do that. I could force it, but I am not feeling that that is the direction of wisdom. My body has always been smarter than I am so I will follow it's lied. I will spend the day in study and some online work. I am now less hopeful it will be ready to be on capitol hill tomorrow and the next day. But it will tell me tomorrow morning and I will follow it's lead.

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1.18.2015

pic. I'm praying I'll be back conducting the Free Palestine Vigil starting tomorrow. My body and mind have made major progress repairing themsleves from the damage of the cancer in my body and the cancer of evil rulling, and finally destroying, the world, and Palestines. I don't have a body or Spirit I can depend on any more... to much damage... but it feels like I may have the strength for one or more days to keep this, and others, in the faces of visitors to the White House (tomorrow), and the congressscum and their minions that slither back and forth on Capital Hill.

I'm praying I'll be back conducting the Free Palestine Vigil starting tomorrow.  My body and mind have made major progress repairing themsleves from the damage of the cancer in my body and the cancer of evil ruling, and finally destroying, the world, and Palestines.  I don't have a body or Spirit I can depend on any more... to much damage... but it feels like I may have the strength for one or more days to keep this, and others, in the faces of  visitors to the White House (tomorrow), and the congressscum and their minions that slither back and forth on Capital Hill.

1.12.2015

Nd. The free palestine vigil is on hold here in washington due to the extreme cold. On capitol hill almost none of the congressman walk outside from their offices to the capital to vote. They either drive or use the underground tunnels. On weekends it has been too cold for people seeing the white house to pause and reflect on the posters. Currently the forecast suggests that maybe this weekend or next week it will be warmer for the vigil to make sense restarting. The meantime I will rest, heal, study, fight online.

The free palestine vigil is on hold here in washington due to the extreme cold. On capitol hill almost none of the congressman walk outside from their offices to the capital to vote. They either drive or use the underground tunnels. On weekends it has been too cold for people seeing the white house to pause and reflect on the posters. Currently the forecast suggests that maybe this weekend or next week it will be warmer for the vigil to make sense restarting. The meantime I will rest, heal, study, fight online.
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12.27.2014

nd. I am sorry. No free Palestine vigil at the White House until further notice. I woke up on time this morning to walk the 18 blocks to the White House with my 30 to 40 pounds of stuff but my body was real clear on three things. 1. It could get me to the White House but it would not have the strength for the often explosive interchanges I have there with the Zionist's; 2. Carrying all that stuff could do significant damage that would set me back further. I think this is what happened last weekend. 3. And impossibly, my body needed more sleep. So I went back to sleep and slept another 5 hours.

I am sorry. No free Palestine vigil at the White House until further notice. I woke up on time this morning to walk the 18 blocks to the White House with my 30 to 40 pounds of stuff but my body was real clear on three things. 1. It could get me to the White House but it would not have the strength for the often explosive interchanges I have there with the Zionist's; 2. Carrying all that stuff could do significant damage that would set me back further. I think this is what happened last weekend. 3. And impossibly, my body needed more sleep. So I went back to sleep and slept another 5 hours.

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12.24.2014

nd. Not sure if my wish will come true of doing the vigil at the White House tomorrow to free Palestine. My body required a 16 hours of sleep today and I seem to have a mild stomach virus. We will see.

Not sure if my wish will come true of doing the vigil at the White House tomorrow to free Palestine. My body required a 16 hours of sleep today and I seem to have a mild stomach virus. We will see.

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12.22.2014

vid. "GO F YOURSELF,' the highly educated, highly articulate, white American mid-fifties man excreted into my face with all the contempt, disgust and hatred he could muster. This was Sunday. I was conducting the Free Palestine Vigil in front of the White House. I was turned to my right, speaking with someone who had stopped. "Well, it is a 'war,' if it is correct to say that it was a war between the Jews and the Nazis." There were two or three other back and forths like this, civil, reasonable, honest. The white man who had been listening, "WELL, WHAT ABOUT THE HAMAS ROCKETS!?!?!?" "Well, if it was wrong for the Jews in the Warsaw Ghetto to kill Germans, then it is wrong for the Palestinians to fire rockets at their occupiers who murder them, in every possible way, almost daily, without stop, for 67 years now." "GO F YOURSELF," HE PUKED SLOWLY INTO MY FACE." "GO F YOURSELF." There is a point in the movie when the sheer Ugliness, Hatefulness, Evil, Putridity... of the Monster can't be hidden any more- the mask comes off. We are entering that part of this 67 year horror story. It may be too late. That depends on you. http://www.aljazeera.com/programmes/talktojazeera/2014/12/mads-gilbert-people-are-questioning-israel-2014121910554274803.html

"GO F YOURSELF,' the highly educated, highly articulate, white American mid-fifties man excreted into my face with all the contempt, disgust and hatred he could muster.  This was Sunday. I was conducting the Free Palestine Vigil in front of the White House.  I was turned to my right, speaking with someone who had stopped.  "Well, it is a 'war,' if it is correct to say that it was a war between the Jews and the Nazis."  There were two or three other back and forths like this, civil, reasonable, honest.  The white man who had been listening, "WELL, WHAT ABOUT THE HAMAS ROCKETS!?!?!?"  "Well, if it was wrong for the Jews in the Warsaw Ghetto to kill Germans, then it is wrong for the Palestinians to fire rockets (that virtually never wound or kill anyone - fact) at their occupiers who murder them, in every possible way, almost daily, without stop, for 67 years now."  "GO F YOURSELF," HE PUKED SLOWLY INTO MY FACE."  "GO F YOURSELF."  There is a point in the movie when the sheer Ugliness, Hatefulness, Evil, Putridity... of the Monster can't be hidden any more- the mask comes off.  We are entering that part of this 67 year horror story.  It may be too late.  That depends on you.  http://www.aljazeera.com/programmes/talktojazeera/2014/12/mads-gilbert-people-are-questioning-israel-2014121910554274803.html

nd. "Oh you poor dear!" Said my primary care doc A. C. She had just pealed back my bandages that only med techs had seen on prior visits. A graduate of Georgetown U she devotes her life to we poor, and a 'vacation' for her is going to Haiti to help the poor there. I went in to the clinic, AGAIN, this morning, because the blisters from my allergic reaction to adhesive tape... hurt like hell, and are not healing... just ooooooozing. I felt like a real baby. Her words were soooo comforting, and seemed, convincing. There is quite a bit of raw red meat showing. For the first time, I was kept awake quite a while last night with pain at the surgical site... that 36 block round trip hike to the WH Free Palestine vigil lugging all my stuff... may have hurt things, a bit. Doc C re-dressed my wounds and suggested I come back to do it again each of the next two days, which I'll do, if needed. Not much foot traffic in DC this week for the vigil, and the weather is rain. I'm hoping that Thursday will be clear enough that I can vigil to Free Palestine all day the 25th north side of the WH. We'll see.

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12.20.2014

nd. No vigil a the White House today. I've become totally allergic to surgical tape of any kind, it seems. The great pain that began yesterday... was huge blisters growing under the tape. Went to the homeless clinic and they put big gauze bandages on me and a 10" wide ace bandage like thing wrapped all the way around my chest several times to hold the dressings in place. Feels mmmmuuuuuccccchhhhhh better. Still weak, but now with some slight hope of resuming the White House Free Palestine vigil tomorrow.

No vigil at the White House today.  I've become totally allergic to surgical tape of any kind, it seems.  The great pain that began yesterday... was huge blisters growing under the tape.  Went to the homeless clinic and they put big gauze bandages on me and a 10" wide ace bandage like thing wrapped all the way around my chest several times to hold the dressings in place.  Feels mmmmuuuuuccccchhhhhh better.  Still weak, but now with some slight hope of resuming the White House Free Palestine vigil tomorrow.

12.17.2014

detail. Cancer update: 1. Pain is... (detail click link)

Cancer update:  1.  Pain is moderate from Monday's surgery to remove a tumor from my chest, and the pain meds manage that well; 2. I'm sleeping about 75% of the time; 3.  Extreme constipation from the pain meds - after last night, I DO have some idea of what giving birth feels like - truly; proving at the same time that I don't have any active aneurisms or a propensity to stroke yet  :-)  :-(  . It was hell. Went to the homeless clinic today for meds for that; 4. The surgeon will call me back to a meeting within 2 weeks when the biopsy results come back; 5. I'm scheduled to meet with my oncologist in February; 6. Not supposed to lift more than 15 pounds the next 30 days, and I carry 2 to 3 times that to and from the White House Vigil 18 blocks each way... so that and weather may, MAY, slow my on-site activism down for a while... we'll see.

12.15.2014

nd. With just a little luck I'll be going to Cathy's in PA till next monday... need a 'note' from the hospital, an early enough departure so Cathy can get back to a late afternoon obligation, and a 'release' from CCNV, all of which appears likely. Means I'll not be able to do the Vigil at the WH this weekend... but I'll be gathering strength for the fight upon my return to DC. Will know by mid day tomorrow.

With just a little luck I'll  be going to Cathy's in PA till next monday... need a 'note' from the hospital, an early enough departure so Cathy can get back to a late afternoon obligation, and a 'release' from CCNV, all of which appears likely. Means I'll not  be able to do the Vigil at the WH this weekend...  but I'll be gathering strength for the fight upon my return to DC.  Will know by mid day tomorrow.

12.14.2014

10.26.2014

nd. FB friend today: James, do you live in a shelter so that you can maintain the free Palestine vigil in front of the White House? James; We have little hope of making any difference unless we focus and devote our lives entirely. This is human history. I refuse any longer to not devote my life entirely to the global neediest . We revile such behavior, we fear it, we starve it, we certainly don't support it, we certainly don't pay it. So my choice has been to devote my life to humanity and accept material destitution, or to divert some of my time to my own continuance. I refuse to do the latter, which would mean diverting my time from the cause. Applying the skills that earned me hundreds of thousands of dollars per year to make rich people richer, is worth zero to our society when devoted to our neediest brothers and sisters. Less than zero, actually, because we see it as a threat to our system, which it is: the only real threat to our personally profit from our sisters and brothers obscenity of a system that is destroying all of creation. So far I have been kept barely alive by strangers, an ever dwindling small group of friends, cracks in the system, food in dumpsters, and having zero material needs except those of my work, a stool to sit on, appropriate posters, and computer equipment for researching, learning, and advocating online . I have lived on the streets so that I can fight for Palestine, & I expect before long that will be the case again, although as we more and more criminalize homelessness I envision present I'm beginning to eat into my work time. . But yes, surprisingly, right now, I am able to have a cot in a homeless shelter and that is good support for my body for the work. I am typing to you from in front of the White House maintaining the free Palestine vigil. I am here from early morning until mid to late evening every day that the weather does not drive me away.