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2.06.2019

Your soul is needed for my calling.

Your soul, (limbic system, mammalian brain,  heart, the most important part of the nervous system that should always be in charge,  the other two parts being the  the cerebral cortex and hypothalamus, the computer  and Reptilian Brain, head and flesh, respectively) , is needed for my calling, just not quite yet.
The needs of my work does not dictate that you should or are expected to respond.
There are some of you that when the time, times, come where several hours or more of your time are required, there are some of you on my list and I'll put out the call with no expectation.
If at sometime you sense you would very much like to be on the list, message me or something.
Although this work has been my life for my entire adulthood it becomes ever more focused week by week month by month.
As best I can articulated at the moment, my work is to provide an advantage to the one in a million Souls in this 2019 and future world that have not been so mutilated by the culture, that they can stand being captive, subjugated, enslaved and killed by the all worshipped cerebral cortex and Reptilian Brain, head and flesh, any longer.
This morning's brainstorming began to flesh out for me what some of the aspects look like. No attempt has been made to make this more intelligible to anyone beside me, so far, but this is what came out this morning.


I expect that in my lifetime no one will be called too seriously collaborate with me in this effort. But who knows? The work will be substantially stillborn if that's the case but I am resigned to that. But if and when I can get even the littlest bit of attention from those that need to collaborate at least a little bit it will be of immeasurable value.

My work will continue along the lines of the list above and at such Point as I think the materials could warrant the encounter with your soul such that feedback from you could be forthcoming, at that point, I will put out the first call.



2.05.2019

February 5th. Getting down to business. Ransoming Souls log.

Process note. The practice of these ransoming soul logs going into one long post is proving unwieldy. From now on the label will appear as it does at the top of this post and a label will be added that can be clicked at the bottom to retrieve all similar posts and the cycling log will receive the same treatment.



Getting down to business for about three or four hours this afternoon to take advantage of the luxury of this $35 a night bunk room at the hostel, was how the time and expense was invested. it's just a very very very very beginning. to impossible complex challenges in Industry there are many things that I learned and applied with great success and in the work I've done since rarely has it been applied and today was a beginning attempt to change that. The photos above may be totally unintelligible to anyone but me, but they represent beginning to break down a general direction into pieces that can be prioritized, developed, discarded, improved upon. The important Soul Dwight David Eisenhower said, plans are worthless, but planning is everything. done properly planning as a tool for preparing, harnessing, applying our nervous system to an important challenge.
Central to today's effort was to very substantially move to the front and center of James life the clients he has referred to, in his imagination. Too much front and center for now has been James body, James mind, James Comfort, James cycling, James food, Etc. The point isn't that this was bad, it was probably quite necessary. But it has resulted in a substantial learning curve, hopefully sufficient, that these areas can be moved into the background and the clients kept front and center.
Not simply a matter of willpower is this shift however. There are very real issues that must be resolved. Stabilizing the rear axle of the vehicle against the impending catastrophe of the crack fully failing. Work was done to secure  a heavily fortified replacement hopefully within the next two or three days. There remain connectors on the vehicle that too frequently fail, electrical connectors, under the tremendous strain placed on this heavy payload vehicle. work was done today to secure Small Parts and Equipment that should lead to soldered connections that are much more stable. the platform at the rear of the vehicle the plastic has been cracking after such heavy use. Replacement plastic arrived yesterday and with the help of a kindly hardware store it was cut and put in place. the new battery was received yesterday and proper connectors soldered on today. The new signage for the front and rear of the vehicle arrived yesterday but application must wait until the weather warms which looks to be at least a week away. the new uniform that James always wears is on order and the status was checked, appears to be shipping on Friday.
But very important to today, the conscious effort applied today to have the will of the clients determine Moment by moment what James did, was tremendous progress over any time prior. to a degree this is like weaning an addiction to James indulging his impulses. This is encouraging. It is hard work. Making this shift. But it is necessary, desirable, healthy, enjoyable, and doable. The progress will be halting but probably substantial I hope.



2.03.2019

February 3rd. Huge breakthrough? Solar RV Cycling technique. Faithfully, humbly using knees to rotate the flywheel....>>>





February 3rd continued. So much seemed to Blossom today in the three and a half or four hour, nearly 1500 calorie climb today, that it is very worrisome that much of it will be lost, forgotten, not captured. Here is the first attempt. If the diagrams that came to me or to be produced they probably have to wait till tomorrow.


  1. Don't for a second lose feel for using the legs to roll that horrible weight of this payload forward.
  2. Even better, retain the feeling of reeling, think hand-crank, cranking the vehicle forward using the thighs and most importantly the first third of the thighs from the crotch down toward the knees.
  3. Keep the upper torso shifted slightly to the right for reasons that aren't quite clear yet but the right leg is able to do a much better job than it ever has before when that is done.  and be certain that the seat of this body is not shifted slightly to the right as seems to be the habit using the 4f support beam as the marker.
  4. To emphasize some of the points above, think of using one's arms to reel in a horribly large boat fighting its inertia and an offshore Breeze and slight offshore tide. It is doable, and imagine that the boat is a mile offshore. This imagery applied to the thighs is really really really really productive today.
  5. None of this is with the objective of being a Tour de France cyclist. It is with the objective of arriving at a point where the 4-Hour climb is enjoyable, sustainable, and intuitive fully freeing the mind for other work, but giving the body tremendous exercise.
  6. Diagram of the hand crank.
  7. Diagram of using arms to reel in the rope with a heavy payload.
  8. Most important diagram. The thighs turning a heavy donut at the knees which is exactly connected to the huge wheel that moves the vehicle forward. And hard pins through the knees that a fix it to that donut absolutely with just pivoting through the pins as an option.
  9. Maybe more tomorrow. This will have to do for now. 
  10. Other than to say that the new gear allowed a much more productive climb. 10 or 15% more calories could be expended, much smoother pedaling, rolling, reeling,


This post is cumulative, an ongoing collection of experience that is quite related, probably, near certainly, building from the bottom on Up of the post.

This is a running Journal.

February 3rd or 4th? It's just too astonishing not to share. LOL. Rolling, the purpose of these legs is to roll the vehicle! ROFL! Upon reflection there have been times that my body figured this out, few and far between, but there were these times. Unconscious competence. Which is fleeting and lost and mystifying and unrecoverable. But maybe never conscious competence, or maybe once and it was lost. And maybe this is not the break through but it seems to be at the moment. That has happened over and over and over. But maybe it is. The very positive journal entries these recent weeks have all been pointing in this direction but only in the last couple of days has it been digested, grasped, and brought to this conscious competence. A constant acute awareness that the purpose of the legs his to roll this 900 pound object. As amazing as the body is it is also a f****** pain in the ass. It is fanatical about denial. It is constant magical thinking. Well maybe I can avoid the work this way! Maybe I can make it easier that way! Maybe I can escape this discomfort by doing this! this is more frequent than the times that it locks into reality. No offense offence body. But hence the importance of conscious competence. Unfortunately the cerebral cortex where conscious competence resides has no respect for the uncontrollable limbic system and hypothalamus where unconscious competence resides. And all too often, as with me as a cyclist in particular, it rules roughshod and can go months or years not recognizing what this post is about, this is a rolling vehicle, the purpose of the legs is to keep it rolling. and at least in these last two or 3 days conscious and unconscious competence are finding a partnership it seems. The Glad posts below talk about peddling, or more rather cycling, a cycling feeling in the knees, thighs, Etc. All valid. But what they were all pointing to I think and glad about, was returning to a long-lost since this whole thing is about rolling vehicle. And this unconscious part of the nervous system loves loves loves loves to pretend, to deny, that this is the situation. It wants to yank, jerk, cyclically relax, Etc. Weeks or months might determine if this is the Breakthrough that it seems to be. LOL. Oh, and this new gear it allows pedaling at the low, hi exercise speed that I like, currently 1.8 miles per hour at a Cadence of not 38 RPM but a much more sustainable 54 RPM, is very very very nice indeed. The speed of achievable high-end pedaling assistance has probably been reduced from about 15 miles an hour as low as 11 or 12, but if as I hope this Lone Pine area is where this mission is based until the fall, there is never a Time when traveling more than 10 miles an hour is desired at all. and the gear that Returns the ability to Pedal at a faster speed is of course retained and in a three-hour operation can be easily put back on.

January 29th. Tonight was in some respects particularly a pleasant 340 Watt climb. The prior three or four very positive journal entries were affirmed tonight. And hopefully they were Eclipse too, gone beyond, built upon as a consequence of inspiration found within this nervous system. In the last 20% of the journey which had been more sustainable and less demanding of attention than days or weeks prior settling upon a rolling feel and letting go concerns about ongoing watts per hour output. In the last 20% something quite nice emerged, an image of these knees being the center of a large tire so large that it was reaching the ground below my knees and extending way above my knees and that tire is what was moving the vehicle forward. This made sense of all the work to my nervous system in a way that I rarely if ever recalled before. Now the attempts I have been making to be spinning a sphere at my knees were made much more logical to my body and nervous system with this image. Other things that were very important during this journey, most important by far and a real find I think, instead of indulging the tendency of my body to lean the head and Shoulders slightly forward when things get difficult, doing the opposite, moving the shoulders backward with the chin down which seems to engage the hamstrings and buttocks automatically supporting a forward and back movement that my body comfortably accepted was integral to keeping that large Tire I referenced rolling at a constant speed forward. Also crucial throughout the trip was periodically asking myself, do I need to slow down the vehicle to be able to maintain this rolling with my thighs and knees?

January 27th. The most recent two journal entries were born out again in today's 1 hour and 45 minute ride.  allowing anything and everything to vary except for the Primacy of the vision of rolling the small sphere at my knees in a cyclical manner that feels cyclical, rotational, rolling. there may be added Insight given by the body today that the greatest power is in the last inch or so of knee extension and the notion of if I were on my knees trying to lift an extremely heavy weight with my back particularly shoulders and head, I would find the greatest power and ease in the last inch or so of straightening. And this included allowing my head and neck and shoulders to be in a more relaxed backward leaning position than is typical for me. it suggested a slight stretching of the Torso Along these lines. and it provided further insight as to when to reduce the force of the cycling to allow for the tip of the knees to fully exert themselves comfortably in that final inch or two. but again, the inclination to sort of do a jerking forward motion with the knee needs to be resisted so that a circular cycling rolling sensation and reality is maintained at the knees which was easily available when I thought of it. the journey was much shorter in terms of time tonight and human power because the ratio of motor to human Watts was roughly doubled to simulate a more normal Cadence, RPM, of probably 72 or so, almost double all of the recent Journeys. This to do a sanity check on whether the gear which I expect to arrive late this week, which will require quite a bit of work to put on the vehicle, whether that effort is worthwhile and tonight's experience certainly suggests that it is.

January 25. Another very encouraging night, affirming that the notes of two days ago below maybe something substantial. New insights, 04 not new but worth emphasizing. 1. Yes, execute the vision of turning, maintaining momentum of a relatively small sphere, maybe 10 in in diameter, at the knees, with the knees. 2. Execute the vision that that's fear is very at the end of the reach of the knees, not closer to the Torso which the body would like, but it's not. 3. Starting with the vision and holding that constant, and allowing everything else to be a variable, cadence, including going extremely slow, as low as 20 or 25 RPM, but more typically 35 or 40, supplemental power. Anything is a variable except violating that vision and it is absolutely miraculous the way the body figures out how to execute that vision. 4. An unknown is how easy or possibly very very difficult it is to Pedal at such a very low Cadence as is forced currently by this miraculous vehicle. It is simply a current limit of the gearing which may change within the next several weeks if the gear that was just ordered fits on the rear assembly.  you shouldn't lie, this was a very respectable climb, 120 watts per hour, 390 Watts total, which is about 1,400 calories. It will be interesting to see among other things how all this changes when and if more normal gearing is available.

January 23rd. Well, another very positive day. Some very important things learned. Can they be remembered? Can they be repeated? Can they be sustained? Possibly. 1. It is pretty indisputable that any sport to be at the very top performance requires hours and hours all day practice every day for years. That is certainly not what this old body is being provided. Compared to a year-and-a-half ago 25% or less of the time and energy is being invested on average per week and I really need to accept that the best I can hope for is occasional glimpses of the high end of the sport which used to be routine for this old body. 2. Vision. Wow, that was completely instrumental to my effective change and turn around leadership in industry for several decades. But in terms of my personal leadership not for the last several decades. Much of that is because it is infinitely more difficult with the challenges that I've taken on these last twenty years. They are infinitely more difficult complex intractable challenges. But that might not be the whole of it. And or, it might be that I'm climbing high enough on the learning curve that that can shift a bit. Today cycling, it's probably a two-and-a-half to three hour Trek because I slow the vehicle way way down, by dramatically reducing the electric power per mile,  allowing me to do fully 25 or 20% of all the work for that 900 pound payload, to allow this body to burn 1200 calories or so every other day. So Below in this post are many things that have been learned. And in the last third of today something explicit happened which has happened before but sporadically and probably not much for a long time and I'm not sure I grasped what was going on at the time. When I shifted from trying to operate my body based on what I know, all of which was very helpful especially the notion of maintaining a feeling in my thighs that they were cycling, Lessons Learned below, and shifted it into seeing what needed to be done the body achieves a whole new level of efficiency, Effectiveness, sustainability, power, and performance. And I vaguely recall from my days in Industry that when I learned to formulate a vision whether it was for fast typing or presentations or whatever that it switches the nervous system a Quantum in terms of effectiveness. It might be that it's as simple as keeping this in mind. I don't suspect that it's that simple but it might be. More likely it is first doing the work to grasp mentally and physically the task at hand extremely well so that the limbic system, the mammalian brain, our soul, our Seat of Wisdom, has enough data to work its magic, Vision, that the body can then magically implement. tonight it was the long-delayed return of the notion of maintaining the rotation of a sphere at my knees, a rather small sphere. Many months ago I wrote of this with extreme Euphoria, up near the Canadian border as I recall. And after some number of days it disappeared and seemed like a total aberration. If I had grasped that it was that I was executing a vision rather than trying to feel and or force my way, maybe if I had been able to grasp that I could have held onto the extraordinary performance. But I think there is at least one other variable and maybe dozens. One of them is lesson number three from tonight. Power and or Cadence has a dramatic impact on what the body needs to do to deliver effective sustainable powerful performance at that Cadence and Power. At least I'm pretty sure. Anyway, the grade gets steeper during the seven and a half mile, close to 3-hour trip that I take up the mountain. And remarkably pretty regularly the last 25% of the trip the body is performing much better than it does up until that point. But anyway, due to the gearing characteristics of this vehicle at a very low Cadence, 40 revolutions per minute, very high power needs to be delivered if I am going to do the between 20 and 25% energy to move this vehicle which I like to do. In order to maintain this I need to drop down even below 40 RPM which is difficult to maintain any sort of timing, the feeling of peddling, and work to stay around 40 RPM or 42 or 45. In any case the wattage output needs to be around a hundred and twenty to a hundred and 70 or even 200 at various spots which is a lot of output. With that kind of power, and I think at such a low Cadence, that notion that the thighs at the knees are turning a very small sphere, the vision that that's what has to happen, with momentum of that sphere maintained because the energy demands of erratic power are catastrophic, that all seems to work and it worked months ago at that euphoric time.

January 21st. Seems like another significant advance standing on the advance of the 18th. 370 Watts, 12 or 1300 calories, spent climbing toward Mount Whitney. The central goal throughout this trip was to maintain a sense of cycling and this was extremely useful and fairly successful. Toward the end of the journey, a new element fell in place, though an element familiar from times over the last two years. On the prior Journal, it was mentioned that the axis is extremely important. Yes indeed. At extremely low Cadence which the gearing of this heavy vehicle makes desirable much of the time, what fell into place was that although counterintuitive, slowing down the Cadence of the cycling motion, allows for the bottom of the cycle amplitude to be fully reached. This was not something I was aware of for many weeks or months. But I suspect it is an important thought going forward. It will be tempting to over adjust and focus on just that downward stroke instead of maintaining Balance cycling between both full thighs.


January 18th. Well, maybe there's a reason it's called cycling! This may be a big deal for me! Whatever feeling I had for moving this vehicle did not exist day before yesterday as reported. It was terribly frustrating. The vehicle was moved but there was not any five minute period Of the two and a half hours that felt other than forced, uncoordinated, spastic, really unpleasant and discouraging.
 the two and a half hour, 1000 calorie climb this afternoon, started out better, but not a whole lot. The clear objective held by me was to try and find something that felt understandable. 2 days ago was so crushing, that it was really starting at Ground Zero. And for the first hour, the output in terms of power was incredibly low, maybe 90 watts per hour. But two days ago was so horrible that that was okay. The notion occurred to me that the vehicle should feel something like peddling, cycling, and it had no such feeling for me. It turns out that although my body has found cycling over the last two years at various times my mind never grasped that. And today grasping that it should feel like cycling was not magic, for the first half it helped a little bit but not a whole lot. But it seems it brought this body close enough that in the second half it began to find that the feeling of cycling needs to happen in the farthest most third of the thighs. Are they rotating around one another? Of course not. But none the less there is a sense that they achieved cycling between them. In the first two thirds it was a matter of trying to find where the vehicle would let me cycle. And the last third it seems it had taught me the approximate power range and now my body could decide to cycle my legs even a bit beyond what the vehicle seemed to want to let me do. And in the last fifteen percent, the steepest grade as usual, it went to even another level. There was a wide amplitude playfulness to it almost with tremendous power output, roughly 140 watts per hour. And an Insight from more than a year ago which is lost by me most of the time, returned in this context. There is an axis, for lack of a better word, to the cycling range of the thighs. At very high torque, locate cadance, the axis is slightly down. And at higher Cadence, and slightly lower output per stroke, the axis is pointing slightly up from there and a wider range is possible. All this seems quite promising. With all the ideas that have helped move this vehicle more than 20,000 miles now, the notion that there should be a cycling feeling somewhere in the body, and I'm sure it's in the last 20% of the thighs up to the knees, but there should be a feeling of cycling always, this is new. Who would have thought?


 January 17.  And yesterday, notwithstanding all the  insights below, my body had absolutely zero idea of how to cycle.  Totally.  LOL. Is this a thing?  It is for me.  Will I recover faster due to the insights gained so far?  Probably so!  I think the biggest help will be to recall from long ago, that I must exist as PART of the machine, not act ON the machine.  Big, big, high amplitude also I expect to  be helpful.  But oh goodness does it hurt, frustrating.  Ugh.

January 7th. Nirvana encountered again? Or is it Icarus getting too close to the Sun? Euphoria was reported back in September when the notion of maintaining momentum in an imaginary cylinder at my knees was delivering extremely gratifying, sustainable, powerful performance. And then days later it was completely unattainable and ever since. Well yesterday for several hours climbing up to the base of Mount Whitney much of the phenomena  returned and seemed quite promising. Almost certainly that experience would not have been achieved but for the guidance written of in earlier segments below. Or, maybe it is a loser, a siren song. Time will tell. And it went beyond that event Series in September. Yes, Central was the imagery experienced in my body of maintaining momentum on the tremendously inertia bound cylinder at my knees with my knees, High amplitude, but all of a sudden for the first time that I can recall it was realized that all of the power comes not at my knees, not at the front of my thighs as I have experienced with success recently, but from the top 20% of my thighs where they join the hips. And certainly in terms of anatomy and physics that indeed is where the power comes from. And with that in mind the vision that was executed was of exerting power from that top 20% area intimately tied with rotating, providing energy to maintain the inertial rotation, of that cylinder at the knees.

Oh, and I have forgotten to write up until now, a notion of surface area, sort of odd and Abstract, but very helpful, as wide as possible surface area, almost a friction area, as the thighs pass each other up and down.

January 4th. James, listen. Unless the feet and ankles are always limp, always limp, and all of the focus and force coming from the top 25% of your thighs, nothing else works. Yes, the feet and ankles are unbelievably seductive, persistent, enticing. Job one is to fight that and to keep them limp.

Fatigue or extra effort entices James to lower the amplitude of his up and down thigh isolation. No! No no no! So counter-intuitive but the opposite! Go toward maximum amplitude gently, smoothly, briefly, rolling through the extremes of the amplitude. It's amazing.



January 1st 2019. It has been a while since this earlier post. The earlier post is not being reviewed by me at this moment but the ensuing very solid month or so recent seems so solid that the top of mind mental ideas and images that make cycling so consistent now are shared here.

The thighs, particularly the forward part, are the source of all power and effort. Nothing in The Shins and the feet. Any effort in The Shins and the feet is a sure sign of degraded effectiveness. The mental image is of the thighs applying sustainable pressure as estimated for the entire trip of however many hours onto a large wheel or cylinder that they directly impact. What is needed and delivered is completely continuous firm smooth pressure to that wheel with full amplitude of the thighs in an up and down as opposed to circular motion. It is not, not, not, the job to turn the crank with any part of the body. The entire job is to provide maximum sustainable pressure in full amplitude to that wheel allowing not even a centimeter of the wheel's travel to be without pressure. An additional gigantic Discovery was that when additional power is required then what is required of the thighs is to increase the amount of force that they put into that circular wheel continuously. It is not, not, not the job to force or jerk or lever or shorten or change Cadence or anything else. With all of this in recent weeks every two days an up and downhill journey is conducted of approximately 275 up to 400 watts of human output. Also useful is the notion of maintaining a comfortable Cadence not too fast not too slow of roughly 65 RPM and to apply the power notion just mentioned to smooth out, to deal with, variations in the grade and of course to adjust the motor power to keep things within a manageable range.

Oh, and the wide amplitude up and down of the thighs is in relation to the physical properties of the vehicle but not dictated by that. The smooth continuous up and down needs to be primarily a physical movement of the body independent of the vehicle.

....... earlier post.

Solar RV Cycling technique. Faithfully, humbly using knees to rotate the flywheel....

Yes, yesterday at least, I came full circle, no pun intended, back to where I was months ago extolling the virtues of this, when I was in the Cascades. Or maybe just before.

But yesterday here was that Holy Grail again. Powerful, smooth, enjoyable, natural, sustainable, fun, reasonable.

Why was it so firmly lost and why did it come back? I believe that the following were not understood and they were violated.

Never more than gentle, respectful, humble constant pressure from the knees around the circumference of the flywheel.

Being with the flywheel, never acting on it.

Full dimensionality of the circumference of the Freewheel.

Continual instantaneous Readjustment of everything to allow the above, Cadence, effort, Gering, motor ratio.... arranging everything around the gentle continual pressure rotating the flywheel. Always meeting the Freewheel where it is, the inertia where it is, not where I might want it to be. No matter what the conditions.

Every instant meeting the momentum of the total mass just beyond the point of complete ease, but short of the point of too much stress, too much effort.

2.01.2019

February 4. Logistics. Journal log. Ransoming souls from joylessness. Ongoing Journal

February 4th.
Days spent on mundane but crucial physical structural issues, receiving and resolving battery issues, escaping high winds up at the base of Mount Whitney, making final Arrangements of design, source, and availability of the potentially lethal cracked rear brace.

February 3rd.
Which is more important, the long planting and cultivation season or the first fruits? Equally important. But it sure is nice to begin to see the fruit. That's what today felt like after a long long long cold hard planting season.

1.31.2019

You have a new flag, my friend noticed. My reply


You have a new flag, my friend noticed. My reply. very cool that you noticed. It was very organic at being born, as with pretty much everything with me. For all that time in DC and since American flag was very much part of my imagery. It cost me untold credibility with the so-called liberal activists. I hate the reality of America, a religion of selfishness no matter who it hurts, including our children, but I love the lies that I was taught when I was very young about how Noble America was so I refused to surrender America and have been fighting for making those lies reality. But the truth is too undeniable to me now. America was always of by and for greed, the exceptions proving the rule. All the noble sentiments were merely air freshener in a horribly foul-smelling bathroom. For months this has been clear to me as the flags remained on the vehicle. Slowly I was beginning to think of an alternative. The 65 mile an hour winds about a week ago did quite a number on the flags accelerating the Genesis. Some casual searching online for small flags with a cross Motif didn't turn up anything. The local True Value Hardware Store had  little but then the nice lady there said, what about these orange bandanas, the hikers like them? The rest is history.

I pledge allegiance to the same as Jesus, Mohammed, Buddha, Confucius, before me. To serving the neediest souls in solidarity. For the joy of it. And to every individual, and group, dying to do the same. And to none other.


I pledge allegiance to the same as Jesus, Mohammed, Buddha, Confucius, before me. To serving the neediest souls in solidarity. For the joy of it. And to every individual, and group, dying to do the same. And to none other.


Religions downfall: they are created to be Community TO the needy, serving from the soul in solidarity. They are corrupted to be Klans WITH the select, against the neediest.


Religions downfall: they are created to be Community TO the needy, serving from the soul in solidarity. They are corrupted to be Klans WITH the select, against the neediest.

1.28.2019

Update. James needs to step up his game. Detail.

 the bad news for James is that he needs to dramatically step up his game. The good news is for James, he is glimpsing that. James throughout his adulthood has felt most alive, most joyful, when his vision was sufficiently crystallizing and all of his resources could focus to their Peak. as dr. King rightly said, the person is only equipped to live when giving their lives to something they value more than themselves. Jesus said it this way, whoever would hold on to their life will lose it, and whoever will lose it for the sake of creation, will gain it. Both men were true.
 the nervous system of James has been  fully possessed by this, joyfully, his entire adulthood but sometimes it is easy and obvious focus and other times not. I don't know if I'll live long enough to understand how much of it is under the control of even the most expert practitioner, and how much is simply a function of enough time and data for it to be possible to assemble a reasonable vision.

 for his entire adulthood James has been in and out of both modes with almost no gaps in between. For more than the last year he has been in the data-gathering, study, pondering mode and maybe now even more joyful will be the possibility of a vision crystallizing and mobilizing around that Is at hand?

 But if this is about James, it is about nothing. it is about the population that has been his primary concern, the one in a million survivors, today and 300 years from now,  with the potential for their soul to be fully Alive, their limbic system, their mammalian brain, for the joy of it serving those poor souls they can access in solidarity.

 When a vision  begins to finally give birth within him His nervous system begins to give birth to metrics like the following that help him Focus, accelerate, intensify, and grow in capabilities more rapidly. The following began to emerge several days ago.  with such low scores with ten being hi  he has a long way to go and is likely to become even more remote then you usually see.  the article he shared this morning with some of you can give you an idea of how deadly serious he views the situation and how urgent. Chris Hedges on the future we can now be quite certain of, Post below.


No Weather Service provides a better forecast than this as incredibly horrible as it is. It must not be ignored. https://www.truthdig.com/articles/the-world-to-come/

No Weather Service provides a better forecast than this as incredibly horrible as it is. It must not be ignored.
https://www.truthdig.com/articles/the-world-to-come/

1.27.2019

Revenge I wanted on this nasty sick bastard. I got it. Continued.

This nasty, Twisted, f***, sneaks up behind me on one of the worst parts of this 3-hour climb and then Royals coal, having modified his truck to blast exhaust on cyclists like me. The shoulder is wide, in no way was this walking pile of s*** impeded by my travel. I wanted revenge, and I got it, but not from where I expected it. this was the third time in a week, I don't suspect that this Twisted f*** watches and waits. I suspect that our times of travel synchronize at a time that he is headed back to his Cesspool of a home. Just gratuitous evil.
The type of Revenge that my hypothalamus, my Reptilian Brain, My Flesh, wanted, should be easy for you to imagine. And it was easy for me to imagine and immediately my soul, my limbic system, my mammalian brain, said, no, James, that won't satisfy you.
Within a few more moments My Soul showed me the following. What a pitiful shriveled miserable unhappy joyless soul that creature has, Having been born with a joyful one. As we all are. Realizing that was revenge enough. I shall continue to try and better live my life such that on occasion maybe I can help such a twisted miserable suffering soul return to the Joy known in childhood that is supposed to travel with us all our lives, as it long last it has returned to me these recent decades.


1.26.2019

I only fear money. Teresa of Calcutta. They had Jesus killed for money. Continued. I James don't fear money however....


I only fear money. Teresa of Calcutta. They had Jesus killed for money. Continued. I James don't fear money however....  never have I cared about money.
But in a way I suppose I should fear money because I have seen with my own eyes how it corrupts many of the few good Souls I have ever known. Some of those with whom I have been the closest, in whom I saw the most good. When they have seen the choice between taking advantage of me for money, huge amounts, or small amounts, or protecting me and our friendship, the money has out. and there have been exceptions,  one a late-in-life resurrection,  quite sure,  quite magnificent. What would a person give in exchange for their soul?

1.22.2019

Our personal, every breath, example, is not our major responsibility. It is our only one.


Our personal, every breath, example, is not our major responsibility. It is our only one.

20 years a radical activist, I condemn it. Activism....



20 years a radical activist, I condemn it. Activism, politics, is the symptom. Individual lack of radical LSGIA Being the disease. [LSGIABeing.com

1.20.2019

The after photos, category 7.5 Biohazard at the park.

The first thought that occurred to me was to leave it so that visitors would think about the cost of allowing that orange turd to destroy the country with the shut down. But winning out over that thought was the awareness of personal citizen responsibilities. Bill, my friend, brought up cleaning supplies at my request and after 15 minutes work it is no longer a Biohazard. Bill with 2 years experience as a campground host, gave me cleaning tips, and he assures me it was probably not intentional. I believe him but I don't understand the mechanics. Literally nothing went in the toilet. Back wall, sidewall, floor on the other side.




Catastrophic wind forecast. Buckled down.






1.17.2019

My publishing on Facebook May resume substantially to help people realize the Unspeakable cruelty of conceiving more children into this dying planet. This planet that we are murdering. This hellhole we are creating.


My publishing on Facebook May resume substantially to help people realize the Unspeakable cruelty of conceiving more children into this dying planet. This planet that we are murdering. This hellhole we are creating.

Bill, my friend....

Bill Fletcher, my friend.  Rarely if ever have I had such a pure friendship.  Isn't that something?  We just seem to, and value, each other. Probably 3 times a week, when I come down the mountain so I can go back up for exercise, 3 hours worth, we get together, for a couple hours over coffee or pizza salad bar.  I tell him what I've been up to and he shares with me his goings on. It is an extremely nice part of my life. I am much richer for it.

Early 50's, a remarkable man. Finds many ways to serve these local Sierra Nevada communities, computer expert, camp host, hotel manager, guide, atm sales and service, friend....

1.15.2019

Update. Weather, Achilles tendon, kind contribution to the mission.





At least one more day, and possibly three, as the degree of difficulty of this Mission has gotten a little bit too high, and unexpected support has arrived. The heater up in the mountain is exercise, hiking, walking, and possibly cycling. But with the 7 in of snow that arrived on the mountain last night cycling is not a good idea due to safety issues for the next several days while hopefully things melt, and hiking and walking are severely reduced due to Achilles tendon damage. And the arrival of an unexpected generous contribution yesterday plus the availability of a very nice affordable hostel here in town, with an extremely good man as the proprietor, all are going to result in some further time here down in town.
The laptop for certain applications is not useful up there because there's no ability connect to the Verizon signal. But here in town there is Wi-Fi so that project will receive some time while here in town.

1.14.2019

A note to the longest, steadiest, most faithful benefactor to this mission besides the pilot...>>>



I had just told this friend that as he had wished, I have sought refuge in a $35 a night hostel down in Lone Pine as 7 in of snow was forecast up on the mountain. My friend: You are wind under our wings. It's been a tough 3 or 4 days. Not bad, but tough. The right Achilles tendon is damaged, two weeks ago, having to push the vehicle in a dangerous situation it tore a bit. Thankfully it does not seem to be overly aggravated by pedaling but up on the Magnificent Mountain where I am, very cold, my heater is walking and climbing as the body gets cold. And that is greatly inhibited by this Achilles tendon damage. Plus I am trying to avoid damaging it further and maybe even letting it heal. And emotionally and psychologically I am not learning very rapidly how to deal with this and it has me feeling a bit discouraged. Point being, your kindness, your goodness toward this Mission at this moment is particularly helpful. Hugs

1.13.2019

Eight legs worth of surly customers!


Update. Extraordinary beauty. Storms, Critter tracks, Etc.

Tremendous degree of difficulty increase from the fact that the every 2 days thousand to 1500 calorie workout climbing this top 10 cycle climb in the country, makes me very very wet. Yesterday the motor was set so that I carried me plus about 60 lb, and the motors and batteries carried the rest. And the arrival time is as Darkness sets in and the temperature plummets. Yesterday the last hour was in the cloud that was raining and snowing on us. But thankfully skills and practices have been honed where a complete dry change of clothing is available to be grabbed, taken into the literally freezing cold Outhouse stall, and quickly put on trapping the rapidly dissipating body heat in the warm clothing and off we go! This dashboard shot is some of the clothing, a very small portion, involved in this life-saving procedure. Hypothermia being the alternative.



This was some of the magnificent's, a partial reward, existing in this exquisite beauty, for the endurance hinted at above.

And speaking of reward, some Critter tracks on the untouched snow of the trail.




And this morning, as many days, this is today's office. Not a bad view, huh? If you click on the photograph and using your fingers expand it you will get your sense of this incredible beauty.

As can be seen in the weather forecast below, no sun will be available for the next four days so the vehicle is 200 vert ft down the hill harvesting energy in two batteries. And the solar kettles are harvesting energy, boiling water, for the coffee and hot chocolate tonight. Using the inverter off the batteries of course water can easily be boiled as often as done but the kettles are much more sustainable, elegant, and energy in the batteries will be at a premium the next four days.

The weather forecast, the snow forecast, should be about 15 or 20% of what the numbers below represent. The weather tools are absolutely fabulous, including this information from Weather Underground, but in this case it has a too difficult task of differentiating the Mount Whitney Peaks only about a mile and a half or two west of where we are sitting which will get indeed that much, and this actual location which will get only 10 or 20%, in all likelihood. Still, discretion being the better part of the of Valor, this forecast would call for the vehicle and me to be down in the valley for the next 4 days. In all likelihood we will not be valorous. Much of what's going on right now is testing the limits of the vehicle and me and honing our skills in dealing with various situations. So we'll probably try and whether things up here.







And the real reward of enduring all this is the time and Solitude to try and learn to be helpful in the world, reading, studying, writing. You may notice a fat rather substantial reformatting of this blog. If you click most or all of the pictures on either side it will take you to what seems to be the fruition of my life's work, what I was born to see and share. Imagine that no credit to yourself you were given the vision to create the cure for cancer. But the Cure is a pill that is so extraordinary in its ugliness and horrible taste, horrible initial taste, but no one, no one, no one, will even seriously consider taking it. But that's the situation. And maybe one in a million will. LSGIABeing.com LSGIABeing.com