Pic. Each step I take toward living with profound lightness on, responsibility toward, Mother Creation, the more light, healthy, free, joyful... I feel, despite.......

Each step I take toward living with profound lightness on, responsibility toward, Mother Creation, the more light, healthy, free, joyful... I feel, despite the fact that objectively it moves me in the direction of greater risk of physical death. I wish, I wish... I had gained the courage to walk this path when I was a child. So many wasted decades. So much I insanely stole from mother Creation, from my neediest sisters and brothers on earth; literally millions of times more than my share, millions of times more then I was due.