Chemo started at 9pm last night. Odd. Usually I
can't sleep first night - the steroids they admin usually have me flying
for 12 hrs or so. Slept sound last night and am feeling what always
follows in prior treatments - 2-4 days of non-stop sleep. Psychologically I'm 85% back to Joy, to Living, and maybe I've learned enough in recent weeks that this new onslaught of chemo might not knock me back. The pic, left, is part of my psychological relief - clarity on where Hope lies, no matter how remote - it is clarity for me as to how I must strive now - old direction for me, but renewed and sharpened clarity.
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