To the scheduler at Georgetown Hospital
Ms S, I'm dreadfully sorry, but please postpone my Thursday meeting with Dr H. Turns out I've been un intentionally delusional that acceptable housing could be worked out for the two months duration of the chemo.
I thought that CCNV was an option but today that became unclear.
Christ house is not an option because they will not let me work on days that otherwise I would be healthy. They like clients that they can treat as sick, that they can understand and relate to as physically, and in their psychological maladies sick, and therefore, inferior. I'm well, cept for the cancer, and they are neither comfortable, happy, nor equipped, to handle someone that is mentally healthy as I am, mentally healthier than all but a very few in our society. They aren't set up, happy, or comfortable with that, and that is their right. They do some very good, despite this, tho it cripples their full potential, even with their current clientele.
There are friends in Hyattsville with a small house that had spoken of having me there but I have no funds for the basic transportation for treatment let alone the transportation on days I was healthy, to the parts of DC where I need to work; and with the summer heat, and many days deeply ill from the chemo, I just don't think I, or they, could manage it.
To whatever degree I am at fault for this situation please extend my apologies to Dr H. But in fairness please tell him that for many months I've made my situation known and have done everything I knew to secure suitable housing.
In the unlikely event that suitable housing emerges please tell Dr Huang that if it is soon enough in the future I will let him know in the hopes that he and Georgetown would still be willing to treat me.
Thank you for all you do.
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ps: to a dear, dear friend who this morning, Thursday, wished me well in the meeting this afternoon that she didn't know I'd cancelled.
"Back to square one. There just is not suitable housing for my procedure.
I can't 'will' it, or I would. Per the following, I've postponed, cancelled, the
meeting with the GT Doc this afternoon. Remember how you said, 'I can't
do a bad job, incapable...' of yourself. I can't waste people's time, not mine,
not this cancer doc, and I saw a note from Doc C yesterday afternoon
that led me to believe the housing, even at CCNV, is not resolved. My
note: Cancer Treatment postponed or cancelled for lack o...
XXOO Loving"
Ms S, I'm dreadfully sorry, but please postpone my Thursday meeting with Dr H. Turns out I've been un intentionally delusional that acceptable housing could be worked out for the two months duration of the chemo.
I thought that CCNV was an option but today that became unclear.
Christ house is not an option because they will not let me work on days that otherwise I would be healthy. They like clients that they can treat as sick, that they can understand and relate to as physically, and in their psychological maladies sick, and therefore, inferior. I'm well, cept for the cancer, and they are neither comfortable, happy, nor equipped, to handle someone that is mentally healthy as I am, mentally healthier than all but a very few in our society. They aren't set up, happy, or comfortable with that, and that is their right. They do some very good, despite this, tho it cripples their full potential, even with their current clientele.
There are friends in Hyattsville with a small house that had spoken of having me there but I have no funds for the basic transportation for treatment let alone the transportation on days I was healthy, to the parts of DC where I need to work; and with the summer heat, and many days deeply ill from the chemo, I just don't think I, or they, could manage it.
To whatever degree I am at fault for this situation please extend my apologies to Dr H. But in fairness please tell him that for many months I've made my situation known and have done everything I knew to secure suitable housing.
In the unlikely event that suitable housing emerges please tell Dr Huang that if it is soon enough in the future I will let him know in the hopes that he and Georgetown would still be willing to treat me.
Thank you for all you do.
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ps: to a dear, dear friend who this morning, Thursday, wished me well in the meeting this afternoon that she didn't know I'd cancelled.
"Back to square one. There just is not suitable housing for my procedure.
I can't 'will' it, or I would. Per the following, I've postponed, cancelled, the
meeting with the GT Doc this afternoon. Remember how you said, 'I can't
do a bad job, incapable...' of yourself. I can't waste people's time, not mine,
not this cancer doc, and I saw a note from Doc C yesterday afternoon
that led me to believe the housing, even at CCNV, is not resolved. My
note: Cancer Treatment postponed or cancelled for lack o...
I'd like to be angry about this, at someone. I am Angry, but at our Hunger
Games City culture. THERE IS NOT SUITABLE HOUSING FOR ME. THERE
ISN'T. TODAY, 10'S OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WILL DIE NEEDLESSLY, FROM
A MYRIAD OF NEEDLESS CAUSES. I expect to die from no suitable housing.
I've expected this for months now, and allowed delusion to give me a false sense
of reprieve. Them's the breaks.
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