You are the two still standing anywhere near me. I thought you should know -
I totally didn't see this coming but wham, my Heart, the highest form of our intelligence, which doesn't ask permission, just says, 'here's what you are going to do,' announced last evening that at midnight I'd begin a fast to be a Prayer for Pr. Obama, US, and all Creation. I'm not expecting a reprieve, tho that happens sometimes.
I expect that by this evening I'll be in front of the White House, abstaining from everything except water, as I am now, until they cart me away somewhere's between 25 and 60 days. I've never gone without vitamins before, or electrolytes, or salt, and my body is clearly damaged from my prior major strikes. But this time I will abstain from all but water, and be sitting or standing in front of the WH 24 hours per day. No lying down to sleep. Yuk. :-) There's no time left to mess around.
It all started when yesterday afternoon I realized that I owed Pr. Obama, US, all Creation the following note, that I wrote and sent to the DNC: http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2012/03/note-from-loving-to-dnc-pr-obama.html
I wrote to a young maybe-INSHE - of the central law of morality, no double standards. I never learn. LOL. But my Heart knows. 'Loving, if you are going to ask for Pr. Obama to attempt a miracle, what are YOU going to do? Hmmmm???? LOL. It always does stuff like this. ROFL.
I ADORED Iron Jawed Angels. I adored it. On the women's suffrage movement. Who knows which parts were accurate, which not. But they were immensely True to life; all. In the movie, Alice Paul is in solitary, in the psych ward, on hunger strike. Why? Does she know? Does she know what she is going to achieve? Is it part of some plan? Not according to the movie. She knows she is not going to eat under the present circumstances. She can't live with the status quo. something has to change, so the change is going to start with the only thing she can control - herself. I don't think she knew any more than that, except, that she didn't see a better way, or one with as much promise. Me either.
SC, today, I expect to label my computer, suitcase, big construction bag I lug, with a little lie - 'Property of S____ C_____ - work phone 302.xxx.xxxx .' Sorry. It places you under zero obligation. ZERO. But if it comes to me being permanently dysfunctional, just seems a waste of resources to not have the stuff liquidated and the money do some Good. So, I hope you would, retrieve, and liquidate. I'd want the money to go to Greenpeace and Jewish Voice for Peace.
Etc, etc, etc.
No, I have no idea how this will play out physically for me. What I know is now. Today.
When the time comes, tell little Xavier I did everything I could. I did my best. Tell him.
Loving
I totally didn't see this coming but wham, my Heart, the highest form of our intelligence, which doesn't ask permission, just says, 'here's what you are going to do,' announced last evening that at midnight I'd begin a fast to be a Prayer for Pr. Obama, US, and all Creation. I'm not expecting a reprieve, tho that happens sometimes.
I expect that by this evening I'll be in front of the White House, abstaining from everything except water, as I am now, until they cart me away somewhere's between 25 and 60 days. I've never gone without vitamins before, or electrolytes, or salt, and my body is clearly damaged from my prior major strikes. But this time I will abstain from all but water, and be sitting or standing in front of the WH 24 hours per day. No lying down to sleep. Yuk. :-) There's no time left to mess around.
It all started when yesterday afternoon I realized that I owed Pr. Obama, US, all Creation the following note, that I wrote and sent to the DNC: http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2012/03/note-from-loving-to-dnc-pr-obama.html
I wrote to a young maybe-INSHE - of the central law of morality, no double standards. I never learn. LOL. But my Heart knows. 'Loving, if you are going to ask for Pr. Obama to attempt a miracle, what are YOU going to do? Hmmmm???? LOL. It always does stuff like this. ROFL.
I ADORED Iron Jawed Angels. I adored it. On the women's suffrage movement. Who knows which parts were accurate, which not. But they were immensely True to life; all. In the movie, Alice Paul is in solitary, in the psych ward, on hunger strike. Why? Does she know? Does she know what she is going to achieve? Is it part of some plan? Not according to the movie. She knows she is not going to eat under the present circumstances. She can't live with the status quo. something has to change, so the change is going to start with the only thing she can control - herself. I don't think she knew any more than that, except, that she didn't see a better way, or one with as much promise. Me either.
SC, today, I expect to label my computer, suitcase, big construction bag I lug, with a little lie - 'Property of S____ C_____ - work phone 302.xxx.xxxx .' Sorry. It places you under zero obligation. ZERO. But if it comes to me being permanently dysfunctional, just seems a waste of resources to not have the stuff liquidated and the money do some Good. So, I hope you would, retrieve, and liquidate. I'd want the money to go to Greenpeace and Jewish Voice for Peace.
Etc, etc, etc.
No, I have no idea how this will play out physically for me. What I know is now. Today.
When the time comes, tell little Xavier I did everything I could. I did my best. Tell him.
Loving
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